Actually, I am very glad that I did not agree to the boy who said he would pursue me during the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school. If I agreed, I could think of the worst result that my child was at least in elementary school. I would become a housewife with a husband-lost marriage that I don’t want to be now, or I would be attached to the outside world and become a selfish mother, letting the child take on his own faults, or maybe we all betrayed our love, and finally parted ways, and lost our youth with our own hands and hurt both families.
Even for the sake of the child, he and I endured all the dissatisfaction in life, and in the end we also lost ourselves. I will lose my dreams and worry about the daily necessities of food, food, oil and salt. So I am glad that my stupidity and chit do not understand the meaning of "I'm chasing you, are you suffering?" Although the final answer hurts the boy, I don't regret it.
I know that if I promised, I might encounter a love, or I might be hurt all over my body, so I am glad that I am still a white paper girl with a beautiful vision of love. Maybe you are very good, you will be a good man, a good husband and a good father, but you are not the one who can accompany me to chat and laugh, and I am not the girl you deserve to give up everything and pamper.
Although we met on the road for a moment and passed by quickly, fortunately we didn’t fall too deep. I hope our future life will not be hasty or panic. You are still that infatuated boy, and I am still that ignorant girl, and each of us will be happy!
