From childhood to adulthood, I have been following the established life path, going to elementary school, junior high school, high school and even college. No one told me how to go about the specific path? I just know that I just keep moving forward.
Until we were about to graduate, we were divided into several ways, some chose to take the postgraduate entrance examination, some chose to go abroad, and some chose to find a job.
I don’t know how to go my way? I chose to take the postgraduate entrance examination.
But this path was not able to continue in the end. Maybe it was not the material for learning? I didn’t study hard and couldn’t get into it, and I ended up not passing the exam.
So at the end of the year, I started the interview and entered the workplace.
Work for one year, two years, five years, eight years, and looking at the previous diary, I am confused every year.
is not confused when changing jobs, but is still confused when changing jobs.
Sometimes I don’t know what I am confused about. What is confusion?
just doesn’t know how to go in the future. What do you love when you reach the end? What do you want to do? What can you do? Even I can't recognize who I am.
After getting married, I have no self, and sometimes I even feel that there is no hope in life.
I know that most people are actually the same as me.
Although life is dull, death does not seem to be that simple.
On Douyin , I saw someone saying that as long as you treat every day as the last day of your life, you will find that life is full of surprises.
But it is difficult to do in real life.
has read a lot of books and seen a lot of truths. Instead, I became more and more confused about what I wanted to do, and all kinds of information filled my mind with more and more confusion.
so I started to try to do it, not read too much, not think too much, do whatever I think, as long as I am happy.
Today I came across a TV series and I would like to recommend it to everyone. His name is " Sanyue has a new job ".
Although I have only watched one episode at the moment, it feels really good.
Good-looking cartoon style
Death has always been a very taboo issue, but sometimes we have to face it. In fact, like many problems we encounter in our lives, if you don’t face and understand him directly, you will not be able to solve them.
Although people will die in the end, you can die with a smile.
I read an article on the headlines about a person interviewing many people who are on the verge of death. They all say that if you still retain love and learning for this world and your strength is strong enough, you can come back.
Maybe love and learning are the essence of life in this world. Anyway, it's not a bad thing?
If you want to know about death, maybe when I see it too much, I will slowly change my mind.
What is your reason for living
