"The past is unacceptable, the heart is not available now, and the future is not available. Grow up. In this native family environment, she has a deep inferiority and unconfidence.
She has a poor grade in high school, but she has been in love with the last senior from high school.
is on the reason that she is more than a day of the toilet, and has undergone the classmates of the seniors. Other students think she is urgent.
is over every time the monthly exam is over, and she will quietly go to the "sweep" test room, tear off the test number with his name, clamp it in the book, and collect a lot.
senior is very, very excellent in her eyes, excellent. sometimes dreams of dreaming that he is so perfect and excellent, how good it is to be my boyfriend.
Wang Qi Wang Qi successfully on the college entrance examination. In the same year, the senior was sent to a well -known university. is as far as possible as the stars in her life. Wang Qi felt that he could no longer express his feelings for him. He should be worship and love.
Wang Qi persuaded her mother to spend money to send her to repeat it.
was re -read that year she spell it. She has a fever to 39.5 degrees. She can't hold it. Allow yourself to sleep early. It is enough to learn only 1 am.
later developed to pneumonia, and she must be hanging needles. She simply use a needle to use the needle. The time for a bottle of needle must be completed.
relies on this powerful will, and it really admits to the same level as the senior university.
, at this time, the senior has fallen in love with the female school fighter of the same school, but because people have a boyfriend, he dare not chase.
Wang Qi thought that my male god had a favorite person who could let go like this, so he called him every day and encouraged him to chase. Until one day, he said that the girl went to Japan, and it was no longer possible.
is very frustrated. He hides in the bedroom every day without class and can't go out. Wang Qi called him again and told him that he could not be decadent anyway, because you are the academic bully in my heart, invincible! I will be by your side anyway.
Wang Qi also silently thought about it. You will be decadent when she goes to Japan.
is because he is a scientific dominance, and she is so good that she dare not expect it at all. Later, Wang Qi accepted the pursuit of the boy Z. Z is also a science and engineering department. thinks that this is the closer to .
they have been together for 5 years. In the past five years, because of the dislikes of feelings, coupled with Wang Qi, princess disease, and finally, Z was admitted to a doctor, and at the same time fell in love with a nurse during the internship, and proposed to her.
Wang Qi was once decadent, depression, and a messy work.
and at this time, Xueba Student has already worked in the top 500 companies. After he knew that Wang Qi lost his love, he called and talked to her for an hour and persuaded to go to his city.
faced his invitation to Wang Qi unacceptable at all. Her thought was that I was so special. How can I be worthy of my male god? I want to go abroad!
Wang Qi's parents made money for her to study abroad. This is eight years.
has spent eight years. She has maintained high -intensity learning and training every day. strives to change from a scum to a school hegemony.
She received a scholarship and was admitted by Ivyang School. The next year HTML, because the family really could not afford her cost, she met American doctor L. L is much larger than Wang Qi, but the key is that he can provide all of her costs.
was married, and then Wang Qi immigrated. She quickly found a job after graduation. Her strength and courage to fear were because her ex -boyfriend and the nurse married the strongest stimulus to her.
Wang Qi is determined to show off her appearance and show them. During this period, I have been reflecting on various problems in my personality. Her selfishness, princess disease and all her pretensions have been smoothed away by the ruthless social reality over the years. She has long lost her past arrogance and has become humble, hard-working and motivated.
Not long ago, she contacted the top student through WeChat. His first sentence was: "How are you doing?" She burst into tears. seems to have the same shy and ambiguous feelings towards him that she had in high school.
When asked about his marriage, he didn't talk about his wife and marriage except that he had a son. He didn't chat with her every day, nor did he say many tender words, just simple words, but there was a great fluctuation and shock deep in her heart.
Wang Qi and her current husband have a big age and cultural difference, as well as personality issues (L is very strong and controlling), so she sometimes wonders if their marriage was just because they were forced by reality.
She and her top student only occasionally chat on WeChat, about work, study or various aspects of life. But many times, he would reply to her questions instantly.
Until one day, Wang Qi couldn't help but said to him, what if I can't control myself when I return to China and still love you? Or just be your lover, I have the ability not to need your money, nor your marriage, only your love and tenderness.
He did not reply to . She said, maybe if I can't bear it anymore, you can delete me and block me, because I might fly over to you on impulse.
He didn’t reply at that time. Later, he replied: "Live a good life."
During this period, Wang Qi blocked him and added him back. She regretted both blocking and adding him back.
Wang Qi said don't let me add you, I can't help it, but he still hasn't set any restrictions on adding her. A friend told her that you love him to the core of your soul, and you haven't completely let go of him for so many years.
Faced with such a response from the top student, Wang Qi couldn't decipher the meaning. She really wanted to know if he was happy, and also wanted to know if he had ever liked her, and even more wanted to know if he had seen the changes in her over the years... She wanted to know his thoughts and help her regain some sense.
Wang Qi’s efforts and changes should have been noticed by not only him, but everyone around him. But his attention does not mean his affection.
Most people gain a foothold in a city through studying. Those who are born in grassroots schools have almost no background to speak of. In terms of men's nature, they are no different from other men: likes beautiful women, hopes to make more money, and hopes to live a good life.
They also have some common characteristics: through unremitting hard work, some people may become the official generation or the rich generation. But at present, these people have wives and children, but no family support behind them. has no other choice but to move forward.
The characteristics of this kind of group in society are: suppose there is a multi-millionaire, a poor person with nothing, and a middle-class white-collar worker who has just entered a well-off level. If there were to be a fight, who would be most afraid? He is a middle-class white-collar worker.
Multimillionaires can afford to buy and spend, and poor people have nothing. They are not afraid of either category. The middle-class white-collar workers can just live a good life and have a bright future, but then they will have nothing. The most embarrassing point is that if you can't achieve high things, you can't do low things. I feel quite close to the rich. The boss or clients around me are rich. But in terms of assets, the difference is far, far, far away.
However, this kind of people are not willing to really become poor.
Because I struggled on my own and had so few things, I was unwilling to fall down and was extremely fragile.
In fact, there is only one step away between them and bankruptcy.
is a difficult position and life, which also determines the characteristics of the learning hegemony: is cautious and does not allow yourself to make mistakes.
performed on the mate selection: the first will be observed for a long time, and then choose the girl who likes it, and will not change easily after choosing it. , even if it is a bitter fruit, chew it and swallow it.
The second choice of girls will choose to be pleasing and good. The grades are good or bad, is it not related to marriage?
The third thing that affects its future, even if there is a trace of injury to the bones, there is generally no courage to do it.
So if this student is at the beginning, it will definitely be able to make a shot. Today, even if he has this heart, he will not shot because stability is his first choice.
, Besides, except for Wang Qi, who had a love of falling in love during the period, there was no intention to have any intentions.
and Wang Qi are just retention in the young and beautiful memories. None of them have been closer to this academic fighter for a long time. He couldn't see his other characteristics, especially his shortcomings.
, for example, he knew that Wang Qi was interesting but refused, and he knew that he was not forgotten to him. This is obviously not a mature and responsible man. If you really approach him, you will definitely find more things that are different from imagination.
Wang Qi actually does not love him, but the halo of love him. he just inspired himself to struggle. As a goal, he was only selected.
is no longer looking up at him at first, but he can compare with him and stand at a level.
once returned to memory, which is the best return. Maybe he is still him, but you are no longer you.
Maybe she missed the best love in your youth.
Perhaps, she missed the happiness that might belong to her life.
always said that if it was brave, it would be fine if you came again ...
is not in life. There is only a choice in life.
has no choice at the time, and there is no current Wang Qi.
is irreversible. used to be history, and the past was memory.
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