I was very irritable at the time and felt that my husband was despising me. For this reason, I specifically asked my relatives what to do. He told me not to write it at that time. He said that it is not easy for men to forgive cheating women. He might just lie to me in order to g

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Love is a piece of sunshine shining in winter, making people who are poor and sick feel the warmth of the world; love is a spring that appears in the desert, making people on the verge of despair See the hope of life again; love is a song floating in the night sky, which brings solace to the lonely and helpless people.

I am a sociable woman who has had an affair. My husband and I met in a bar. He is very rich, but I am not familiar with him. Maybe it is because I am not satisfied with the full disclosure of my feelings. I remember that my relatives objected at first. And the man I miss very much is Bi Fuquan. After 4 years of marriage, I couldn't help it and went to Yuanshi County to find Bi Fuquan. This was the beginning of a nightmare. Because of my curved eyebrows and plump cheeks, I didn't look like 29 years old at all. I and I He couldn't restrain his limbs and hugged each other. We sent love text messages through WeChat software, but it was quickly exposed.

Just 4 months ago, my affair was discovered by my husband. I was extremely sad at the time. In order to preserve our friendship, I begged my husband to forgive me. He thought I was dirty and reminded me of the details of the affair. Forgive me and don’t separate from me.

I was very irritable at the time and felt that my husband was despising me. For this reason, I specifically asked my relatives what to do. He told me not to write it at that time, saying that it is not so easy for men to forgive cheating women and that he might just be lying to me. The evidence of my cheating cost me both life and money. Unfortunately, I didn't listen to my relatives, and now I regret it.

He doesn’t want to touch me and he doesn’t care about me. Before when he came back from wandering around, if I kept asking him, he would get angry with me, but now he doesn’t at all. No matter what I do, it doesn't matter to him anymore. He won't fight anymore and will only let me take care of the family and manage the boys well.

My husband and I are like this now, all because of my affair. Now even if he doesn't come back after singing, what else can I do, let alone send text messages to urge him. Sometimes I know clearly that something is going on, but I can't tell him off because I had an affair first and it's something I've done before.

Now he has done it again, and I don’t have the courage to accuse him, so even though I probably know something is going on, I still can’t talk about it. I feel like a clear mirror, but I still have to pretend to be confused.

In the end, I chose to separate. Because I have a beautiful figure, there are always a lot of people of the opposite sex around me. I also tried a few, but I always felt that they were not sincere to me. I had to take care of the kids and do housework when I got home, and pay the bills. For the cost of clothing, I sometimes want to find someone to rely on, but there is no way, they just want to trick me into sleeping with them. I guess no woman can stand it!

I don't know what to do, anyway everything is my fault.

Please be kind to your loved ones.