likes Luo Dayou 's song, every word is like singing my youth. The song "Love Song 1990" has repeated singles.
"With your black eyes and your smiling face, it is hard to forget the change in your face..." Deep in my memory, I have always had a pair of black eyes and a bright smiling face, which belonged to my junior high school. Squad leader
Li Lin likes to have a ponytail, her eyes are shining, and her smile is like a flower. She has excellent grades and many ideas. She always takes us to do blackboard newspapers, engage in parties, organize spring outings... She has the loudest laughter and the most beautiful singing in the crowd.
I am a rural child. I have been instilled by my parents since childhood.
With my hard work, I was admitted to the middle school in Xiaocheng from the village school. Li Lin is the most capable girl I have ever seen, and her grades are better than me. I secretly worked hard, trying to catch up with her, and want to be closer to her.
The hard work was not in vain. I was admitted to the provincial key high school with the first result. Li Lin did not perform well and was admitted to an ordinary high school.
In our small town, being admitted to the provincial key point is equivalent to crossing the threshold of university. My parents hosted a banquet for relatives and friends, and I also invited teachers and classmates.
Of course Li Lin came, and she also gave me a pen, saying that I was the pride of our class. I blushed and awkwardly encouraged: "Come on, you get good grades in the college entrance examination!" She shook hands with me: "A word is for sure!"
is busy studying in high school, 1span
The focus-saving atmosphere is always tense. I took the time to sort out the class notes and send them to Li Lin, hoping to help her scores on the college entrance examination.Li Lin’s replies are often lively and lively, talking about the best friends she met, the good books she read, the disgusting physical chemistry, and the language class she likes. I often read her letter with a flashlight after the lights are turned off in the dormitory, smiling and imagining her happy appearance.
Li Lin always said that I was a "nerd", and she didn't respond to so many fun things that she said to me. She would only make her study hard and don't write letters in the evening.
She didn't know that during my three years in high school, her letter was my only relaxation and spiritual encouragement.
on the eve of the college entrance examination, I received a large envelope, opened it, and opened it, and opened it. The words "Tian Demolition, Third Day Demolition", I was annoyed: This disobedient girl, what tricks did she do when she was taking the college entrance examination?
I can’t help but take a look at it again, eyes full of blessings, careful reminders, to the effect that I let go of all the burdens and get the best results in the exam. This girl probably gave me all the blessings she knew.
It is probably that Li Lin’s blessing is too sincere, and the hard work has paid off. I was admitted to the National University as the provincial champion. Li Lin missed the college entrance examination by three points.
In the 1990s, high school students also had a higher degree of education. Li Lin's grades were enough to find a satisfactory job in our small town. She became a bank clerk and was still a happy girl. In the intermittent correspondence, I knew that someone was chasing her.
Like a treasure that has been cherished for many years was discovered, I am sad and helpless. Yes, isn't it normal for such a beautiful woman to be loved by others? And I'm just a student, I can't give her anything. Pretending not to care about making suggestions for her in the letter, telling her that she must pick the one who is best for her.
senior winter vacation,Junior high school friends got married and invited a group of classmates to have fun. I was pleasantly surprised that Li Lin came here alone and asked her why she didn’t see her boyfriend? She smiled playfully: "I haven't picked a good one yet!"
I was overjoyed in my heart, and had the courage to make an appointment to send her home after dinner. Riding on the bicycle and carrying Li Lin, I only felt that the wind was very gentle, the street lights were bright, and the shadows passing by under the lights were so cheerful.
I wanted to blurt out the words in my heart, not paying attention to whether the wooden pole sticking out from the roadside was an iron pole, we stumbled suddenly, and we fell to the ground together. I hurried to help Li Lin, only to see blood oozing out of her knees. Seeing that I was sluggish, Li Lin repeatedly comforted: "It's okay, it's a bit of a broken skin!" The words in her heart were swallowed back, and her annoyance and frustration filled her chest: I'm really a nerd, and I can't do anything.
Go back to school and continue to study hard. If you want to be better, you have the courage to pursue your dreams.
I forgot that in our small town, girls who are 23 or 4 years old will have many relatives and friends worrying about marriage. Li Lin wrote to say that she had found the person who was good to her, and she was ready to start a new life.
Always remember that night with a bleak moonlight, on the playground, the lonely shadow circled round and round. The next day, he made the crazy decision of his life, skipped class and drove 300 kilometers to Li Lin's unit.
At the door of her unit, I lingered for a long time, but happened to meet her who came out for lunch during lunch break. Li Lin believed the nonsense I made up temporarily, and asked for leave for something at home, so she stopped by. She graciously invited me to dinner and invited me to sit and rest in her dormitory.
In her words and smiles, Yan Yan, somehow, the courage I had accumulated for a night suddenly retreated cleanly. I'm still not sure, if I say what I have missed for so many years, will it disturb her smile.
After graduating, I also chose a bank in the provincial capital to work. With the big N gold sign, and because of my consistent hard work attitude, three years later, I became the president of a branch.
Li Lin is married, I asked someone to give a red envelope, there is no past, after all, I don’t want to see her as someone else’s bride.
Thirty-one years ago, I can't get through my parents, I am also married, my wife is kind and generous, and takes good care of my family when I am busy at work. In another few years, because of my outstanding work performance, the leader sent me back to our small city to serve as the head of the head office.
The students all congratulated each other and asked for a meal to celebrate. I gladly agreed, saying let our monitor organize it. It's been a long time since I saw Li Lin.
After having a mobile phone, we broke contact instead. Seven years of correspondence seems to be a long-lasting dream.
Everyone looked at each other and said you don’t know, right? The squad leader’s husband fell ill two years ago and died. The squad leader has been avoiding us for a long time without contact.
is like a thunderbolt on a sunny day. I suddenly hate myself. If I was brave and bolder, maybe Li Lin's life would not be like this.
immediately organize a party, Li Lin is here. The figure is slightly thin, and the smile is still familiar. By the drunkenness, I stopped Li Lin from coming out of the bathroom, and talked about the past, asking if there is anything I can help?
Lin she quietly listened to me, her black eyes froze for a moment, and then she smiled again: "It's all over, I'm fine now, don't worry." Yeah, it's all over, now I will never return How can you help her before before?
After leaving the town for many years, the original classmates were extremely enthusiastic, and when they picked me out, they asked me for a small gathering, and she was often invited.
I think she has indeed restored her former heartiness,Sometimes a young man will pick her up after drinking. Once I couldn't help asking her, how is that young man, is it reliable? What's better about me who is younger than before? Li Lin said with a smile: "He is nowhere better than you, except for being a little bolder than you!"
Suddenly initiation, I know that life has never failed my efforts. It was given at my best age. My most beautiful encounter was missed by the cautiousness and indecision when I was young.
She also asked me: "Then why didn't you make it clear at the time? We girls all like boys with good grades. I always hear Lily mention you. I think she likes you and you like her too!"
Gao Lili is Our common classmate is Li Lin's best friend. As a young man, I am always ashamed to confess to the girl I like, but I can't help asking her best friend about her.
Crossing the river of years, I seem to see two green boys, one stupid and the other stupid. Those are young us.
Recently, our classmates are preparing for a 20-year graduation party. For related matters, we got together again. Someone asked me to sponsor the banquet, and someone asked me to sponsor the venue.
Li Lin stopped everyone and said goodbye. President Lin was in an important position, and he was sponsored by him. It would be unclear. If it is not good to spread it out, he would say that he eats and drinks with public funds. I feel that she is attentive, and sternly said: "No, there is a squad leader who has been supervising, and will never be public or private!"
I asked her to send her home suddenly
Me with a sly look in my eyes: "Remember when you drove me down on a bike before?" I nodded and smiled. She said, "Fortunately, we are not together. I'm so stupid. I can't even sit in a car. We are together. , Maybe you are not as good as you are now."
My heart was shaken, and my heart was relieved: "How do you know? Maybe it will be better!" She stood, seriously stretched out her hand to me: "You must be better. You are the pride of our class!" I hurriedly held her hand and went back twenty years ago in a daze: "A word is the final word!"
watching her go away,The song of Luo Dayou is floating on the street: the flowers bloom in spring, the wind in autumn and the setting sun in winter, the melancholy youth, I thought so ignorantly...
I'm very fortunate to know Li Lin in the past years. I'm very fortunate that because I like it, I never give up trying to chase my dreams. I'm very fortunate that the girl I once liked still has the same smile.
Although we did not realize our original dream in the end, we have all become better selves because of this beautiful dream and played our own time story.
There are some people, just meeting it is worth it!
