【Xiaolou Story】/Original Author/Liu Shiyue
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I am 29 years old this year and I am a breastfeeding mother. At the same time, I am also a woman who provides breast milk to many strangers.
Nowadays, the life with my husband is getting more and more difficult. When I get home every day, my husband uses all sorts of rhetoric to coax me, and the purpose is to be a nanny.
I feel like I have nowhere to go. Today, let's talk about my business.
I dragged my tired body back home.
I saw the solid wood coffee table , which was bought at a high price, filled with various vegetable peels, milk bottles and water cups; on the custom-made cream sofa, children’s diapers, dirty clothes, and urine were messy. The sorrow came over.
Going home is for relaxation, not for blocking. Without these clutter, my living room looks luxurious and warm.
"Mom, there are washing machines and dryers for children on the balcony,Don't save so many diapers to wash. "
My mother-in-law was busy in the kitchen, and she immediately responded loudly when she heard: "The washing machine doesn't cost money. I can wash it when I save. The last time the water can flush the toilet." Live at home and not waste it.
I opened my mouth, but I was too lazy to say at last.
After having a baby, my mother-in-law came from my hometown and waited for the confinement _span15. My mother-in-law lost her father and middle-aged husband earlier. Raising Fan Peng into adulthood was hard to imagine, so I have been digging and searching for life. I said it many times, and I didn’t want to speak anymore.
happened to be the cry of the child in the back room, my husband Fan Peng and I walked into the room together, and the son on the bed was crying loudly, waving his fat little hands and feet.
I bent over and just wanted to pick up the baby to coax me, Fan Peng took the baby one step faster and turned my back. Maybe I was hungry. Fan Peng skillfully directed the milk powder at the baby's mouth and was quiet when the baby's mouth touched the bottle.
I turned and left and returned to my room.
After Fan Peng put the child to sleep,Before long, the food was brought to my room. He put the food on the table coldly, and without a glance at me, he turned and left without saying a word.
I wanted to make trouble with him and talk about the weird things I encountered at the company today, but he is like this, I have no desire to communicate at all.
Since we sleep in separate beds, he has become like this. In other words, he has always been like this, he loves cold and violent quarrels.
This time, since I disagreed with his proposal a few days ago, he ignored me.
I started lactating during pregnancy, and when I was over, I thought my baby could eat happily, but he was so hungry and crying.
There is no way but to feed him milk powder. I take the breast pump every day, suck out breast milk and freeze it in the refrigerator, hoping that someday the child can change the taste and eat breast milk.
Fan Peng didn't know where he heard the news at the time, that breast milk can sell for money. I also contacted a company that specializes in this. The company specializes in hiring nurses and selling breast milk.
The nanny sells breast milk, the company matches the line, earns intermediate fees, and trades through certain social platforms or direct offline cash transactions.Some buyers believe in home remedies and use human milk to cover their faces, while others claim that they believe that human milk can "make a big fortune" and drink milk by themselves.
In short, the business is very hot.
Anyway, I have enough milk and my son refuses to eat. In addition, I have no income during pregnancy, and we have been running tight. Simply squeeze out to exchange money, it is a point to earn some.
Due to lack of money, at the beginning, I actively sucked breast milk. 200ml can sell for nearly 100 yuan. If the quality is good, I can add money. It didn’t take long for me to accumulate a sum of money, and to replace my family with a new sofa and dryer. I earned money for my life and for enjoyment.
Recently, the company has issued a new reward and punishment policy. Women who produce more lactation can get a thousand yuan reward, and those who produce less lactation, such as toothpaste or mustard in the bread, let the bottom performers eat. Or take pictures of milking, anyway, every punishment is disgusting.
I desperately eat and drink soup every day, and produce more milk. I just don't want to be the bottom of my performance and accept those punishments. Looking at my round figure now, it's hard to imagine that I had only a one-foot-eight waist before production.
I grew up as a person whose father didn’t care for his mother and didn’t love his mother. Since I was young, my parents have been partial to my younger brother. If you buy me shoes for 50 yuan, it’s too expensive. Feeling unable to protect his feet.
I'm not less beaten. Later, my heart became cold. As long as they can provide for me to study, everything else doesn't matter.
The only charity of my parents is to make me successfully finish university. Just because I heard that college students will definitely find good jobs, they can lead a prosperous life and help my brother solve difficulties.
I can take money for the renovation of the old house at home, but do I need to take care of my younger brother when he goes to school? He is not my child!
They keep calling for money, whether I have a place to stay in the big city. I just graduated, how many ways can I make money? I have also explained the difficulties to them, but in exchange they have only endless scolding.
As soon as the pay was paid, they started to call for reminders.
I sent almost all of my salary to them, but they still greedily think that I am hiding things, and they ran to the rental house to clean up everything that could be taken away.
I sat in a ransacked rental house and wept bitterly. I don't want to live this kind of squeezed life anymore. I have changed my contact method cruelly, and I have been working hard from scratch in this city.
I just arrived in this city and I applied to go to a gym to be a front desk girl.
Fan Peng was introduced to me by my boss. He is a local, thirty-two years old, and not very tall. Although he is a salesman of fitness equipment manufacturers, he is relatively introverted.
At that time, I was also 27. Everyone my age was married and had children. I agreed to this blind date. After knowing each other for three months, I married Fan Pengshan and moved into this rental house.
I didn't tell my parents about the marriage. The colleagues in the gym act as my maidens. Tell the parents that they will only ask for a high amount of gifts to supplement the younger brother. I am afraid that they will make trouble at the wedding and it is not embarrassing enough, so I simply won't notify them.
After we got married, Fan Peng and I had a happy time. It didn't take long for me to get pregnant. Because of the symptoms of threatened abortion, I had to be hospitalized for abortion. After being discharged from the hospital, he reacted strongly again and vomited dimly. Naturally, I couldn't keep my job in the gym, so I had to quit my job voluntarily.
Since I was full-time in the business of supplying breast milk, Fan Peng resigned from the fitness equipment factory.
When I know, he has resigned for half a month.
"Fan Peng, can you not be so selfish? Why don't you resign without discussing it with me?" I asked him angrily.
Fan Peng said nonchalantly: "Your salary is so high now,Do I need to go out and beg someone to buy the product in a low voice? "
What is it called? Although I don’t have the old idea of “marrying a man and marrying a man to dress and eat”, the family is two people after all. A big man who doesn’t go to work makes money, can it be done by me? Nanny, can you save money? The child will grow up slowly, so why don’t you need money for school in the future? It’s been more than half a year. Not only did he not go to work, he also discussed something with me the other day. It even involves pornography transactions. I clearly told him at the time that I would never do it.
As a result, he began to violently with me and ignored me for several days.
Since Fan Peng raised the matter with me, he must have known about this transaction.
I secretly contacted another familiar nanny and asked her if she knew about it. After listening to her, I knew about it. It turns out that the company not only sells breast milk, but even matches some special customers.
The company’s long-term private room in a certain hotel is to better serve these customers. Every time the nanny goes to the room to feed the customer, the price is fixed. Ranging from 1500-3000 yuan,Monthly or annual subscription, the cost is higher.
I was so shocked to hear it, there really is such a thing. But anyway, I will definitely not do it.
Although I can't accept Fan Peng's proposal for adult nurses, there are not many businesses that are as fast as simply selling breast milk. I have to take advantage of the opportunity to make more money.
Some customers who buy breast milk have special requirements, such as green vegetables. After he pays the deposit, I will eat fruits and vegetables instead of meat for a period of time.
Some customers like to find breast milk mothers with blood type O. They think that women with this blood type have strong maternal instincts and can better satisfy their Oedipus complex.
This afternoon, I received an order. This customer likes breast milk with higher fat content. With half of the deposit, I immediately went to the supermarket to purchase big stick bones, black-bone chicken and other meats to supplement nutrition.
When I got home, my mother-in-law saw my big bag and small bag, she immediately sank her face and asked to say me, but I said that this was requested by the customer and blocked her back.
The mother-in-law took the food unhappy, and went into the kitchen while muttering, and the customer couldn’t see it. Tell him that you have eaten it. How can he know whether you have eaten it or not?It's not that you are gluttonous!
I was so angry that I wanted to refute, but I really didn't bother to talk to her. Turned back to the bedroom. The whole family depends on my milk for a living, shouldn't I eat something good? ! When am I? Cow!
After returning to the room, Fan Peng changed his cold face a few days ago, hugged me, and greeted me.
I know he is still not willing to give up. Sure enough, he didn't say a few words, and it was related to wanting me to become a nanny.
"Wife, adult nurses are not ashamed, some people are seriously lacking in maternal love, they just want to eat breast milk on the spot. I also see you holding a breast pump every day for more than half an hour, I feel sorry for you Well! Some adults have poor gastrointestinal tract, and the doctor recommends that they use breastmilk treatment."
"I really feel sorry for me. You won't quit your job and lie down at home, but find a job that can make ends meet. What about you? Say, it’s also a man from this family."
"I don’t understand. There are obviously better ways to make money. Why do you disagree? You have to force me to work hard to earn those few hardships. Money? If I could earn you so much, I would have gone early!" Fan Peng asked me angrily.
I stared at the man in front of me who called my husband,Qi's entire heart is twisted into a ball.
"Fan Peng, do you know what you are talking about? If the baby is not used to the bottle, I can feed it. But what about an adult? A strange man, you want me to breastfeed him? I am Your wife."
"My wife, that customer bids 2000 yuan at a time, and you feed once is equivalent to squeezing milk 5 times. This is a good deal!" Fan Peng dodged his eyes, but still wanted to convince me.
In order to buy milk powder for my children, in order to earn money, I am already challenging public order and morals. Fan Peng, my husband, even forced me to feed adults!
I felt so sad that I couldn't speak.
I looked at Fan Peng’s face in front of me, and I couldn’t help but feel sad.
His kindness and persuasion are nothing more than trying to treat me as a cash cow, and if he can make such a request, it is nothing more than feeling that I am alone and helpless without the support of my mother's family.
I know that the so-called adult nanny, in the end, is nothing more than a disguised pornography transaction. What makes me uncomfortable is that my own husband even persuaded me to do this.
if,I resolutely refused to sell my breast milk from the beginning. Fan Peng will still go to work well, although our life is bitter, but at least decent.
What I regret most now is that I shouldn't spend a lot of money on weekdays. I always think that the family should have a good life first, without leaving it for themselves. Sure enough, the money that is very profitable, comes fast and goes fast.
But now, what should I do? I know, the husband I am looking for is only profitable, and would rather make money by betraying his wife than having to work hard on my own.
What can I do? Are you divorced? The child is so young, where shall I take the child by myself? What do I rely on to feed our mothers? Am I really going to be a nanny?
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