TXL's life is a narrower and narrower road
This is a consensus reached through many drills
The highlight moment remembered in the heart
Like the small-time Guli birthday party
It's inexplicable and natural
3 and the ending is as visible as you can see is full of indescribable loneliness and desolation Fortunately, you are still young and have not reached this It is extremely difficult to accept the huge difference between yourself and ordinary people, especially in the established fact that the general public has standard answers. 
And when you finally break through the layers of shackles imposed by society and agree with your sexual orientation, this is a kind of relief and relief. With this calmness and courage, you begin to enter the circle that people of the same kind call it, commonly known as joining the circle.
You have just entered the circle and have the most proud capital - youth, as well as the innocence and vitality that exudes all over your body. Naturally, as soon as you enter the gay circle, you will enjoy the admiration of the same people and gradually have a good mood of self-feeling.
Every time you open the dating software, there are many people sending "hi". At the beginning, you always respond carefully to everyone, and gradually, you start to choose your appearance. Those strange avatars that meet your standards and have a certain figure will get your reply.
On the dating software, you had a great time talking about each other, from self-identity to your plans for the future. After listening to Jingru Liang Courage for the 130th time, you finally plucked up the invitation to " side-based " to him, and of course he also accepted it happily. The moment you saw him, your heart was rippling in your calm heart.
You can't tell the specific reason for his love. Maybe it was because he accidentally made a considerate move, or maybe the sun was just shy about his face and made you turn your head shyly. In short, you tacitly reached a consensus on love and started a journey of pursuing romance.
A little quarrel for no reason has exhausted your patience. On the way home one day, you received a message from him "Splitting apart for a while first". You were stunned for a few seconds, and replied to "Yes" without showing any weakness. The moment you turned off the screen of your phone, you realized that the first relationship was at the end.
Although you never kept it from beginning to end, you looked free and easy, but when the night was quiet, memories of the past surged in your mind, and uncomfortable emotions hit every touch cell in your body, and you began to be depressed and confused.
You know that what you need to get out of the vortex of sadness is to find the next section of happiness, so you adjusted your mindset and installed "Brady" again. But this time, your mentality has changed a little. In order not to repeat the same mistakes and fall into a sad situation, you decide to start hiding your true nature.
As long as the photos sent by the other party can still catch your eye, no matter whether you have in-depth communication or not, you will take the initiative to meet. If you don’t meet the circumstances, you will no longer contact us. Accelerate into the track of game life, and repeatedly exercises in the process of blocking others and being blocked, and then begin to doubt whether there is true love between comrades.
When you claim to be a game master, you don’t know that you have also become a character in other people’s games, hovering in this tug-of-war that is destined to be without a winner, the overdrawer’s own energy and confidence in believing in love. When I was at the critical point of endurance, I finally woke up and made up my mind to withdraw.
Over time, as we grow older, we are increasingly looking forward to finding a spiritual harbor and spiritual shelter, and begin to believe in things like fate. We also firmly attribute our current singleness to the fact that the fate has not come, and we still have enough luxury for love.
At this stage, you think you have experienced half of the dust in your life, and have seen too many breakups and reunions in the circle, and your mind has been polished to mature. In the process of understanding the essence of the circle, you have gradually established a system of your own cognition and vowed to find the person who can accompany you for the rest of your life.
The proportion of the mate selection standard is gradually tilting towards the three views and personality. The appearance and body I cared about before have also gradually begun to compromise. "It is better to have nothing than to be too bad" has become your life creed at this time.
At this time, people of your age are quietly disappearing in the circle. Most of them have been squeezed into the chess game of opposite-sex marriages under the pressure of family and society, and are working hard to successfully play the role of a good father, and you have to put on armor for your love and fight with those toned young boys.
Although you are sincere and hardworking, the result is obvious, and you still lose. If you don’t get happiness, you will get sexual blessings. You can comfort yourself like this. So, relying on your mature charm, you quickly captured some young boys who just want to have fun, and you each got what you need.
A Net Huang once said: Every time I do it with a stranger, I lose some of the ability to fall in love with others. You know this well, and you become addicted to joy and become no longer trusting love, just to meet your physiological needs.
The frequent life of having sex with strange men makes you completely bored, and the sentimentality of animals after falling in love is truly fulfilled by you. You can't control your feelings and have moved to one or two of them. When they tactfully replied to you that "It's better to maintain the status quo", you mocked yourself as a big SB and actually fell in love with P friends.
After passing through all kinds of dust in the world, after conscious love will never come to you again, I finally felt relieved and decided to live alone in my old age. I started to get along with myself slowly, my mentality became calm, and I thought about the future direction of my life seriously, realizing that loneliness may not be as terrible as ordinary people say.
In terms of self-deprecating, no one can match the address book's capabilities. I don’t know when you are becoming more and more sophisticated and skillful in using it, especially when a small number of similar people do things that violate the general moral standards of society and are exposed to the public’s vision. At that moment, your sense of identity suddenly decreased, and a feeling of shame arose.
In order to express your dissatisfaction with this group, on major platforms, you use " strangled address book to inspire " , " address book to warm the earth ", "The end of the universe is anti-similar" and other ridiculous words as passes on social media, just like a character of an "anti-similar" person.
Can't argue mainstreamly, then join them. Faced with the cold eyes and prejudice of others, this is not only a protection mechanism for you, but also a reverse comfort drama that is powerless to refute.
00. Finally,
Life is short, the most important thing is happiness and health. No matter where you and I have taken, should maintain an optimistic attitude and face the situations in your life positively.
So, where have you taken in front of the screen?
