The cruelty of life makes it impossible for anyone to keep a constant attention to something.
Attention is always shifted quickly, either because you are attracted by more favorable or more interesting things, or because you are forced to be distracted by survival pressure.
And all this happened invisibly, and it didn't even require time to help.
is not forgotten, it is just that it is hidden deep in the heart. It may appear inadvertently at some point, or it may be covered in dust from now on, and it will never have the chance to see you again in your life.
Lao Zhao told us that day about his situation and his judgment on their company's possible next actions and then faded out of our sight.
In my concept, this is undoubtedly a tragic, "Farewell without saying goodbye". In those days, Lao Zhao's image, including the little impression of the days he met and spent with him, his joy and straightforwardness, and his loss and melancholy in our conversations when he decided to wander, always appeared before us repeatedly. I don’t know if there will be a day to meet again this time, I don’t know how he is now, and have he found a place to settle down temporarily. Whenever I think of this, my heart also suffers from loss. I have tried to contact him many times, but I haven't contacted him from the time I turned off the phone to the empty number.
"Disappear temporarily, or do you really want to say goodbye to your previous life completely, or are you unwilling to cause trouble for your friends?" I was thinking.
must not be continuously concerned about Lao Zhao's situation. The work we have on our hands and our own real situation are coming one by one, and we need to spend our energy to deal with it one by one. When transactional work was plagued by, Lao Zhao's attention was naturally replaced.
This is not the ruthlessness of life, but the cruelty of life. It is a helplessness that everyone cannot get rid of.
is as expected by Lao Zhao. About half a month after he "disappeared", two colleagues from his company (who thought they were still colleagues at the time, and the person who came introduced them in this way. Later, I learned that it should be called "former colleagues" to be precise) appeared in our company office. Their arrival is not to explore how our next business will be carried out. In fact, we have almost lost our business since then. They have only one purpose: to investigate Lao Zhao's situation here.
is very polite, but also very serious. He mainly asked some economic questions about Lao Zhao, whether he had collected payment in cash, whether he had borrowed funds, etc. Because Lao Zhao had clearly asked us to tell the truth before, and his business volume was not large, he had not borrowed money several times, so the conversation between the two parties went very smoothly. The person will be sent out in half an hour.
Someone left, but two messages were left. One was that Lao Zhao really disappeared. They couldn't find him and asked if he knew where he was. The answer is obvious, and we do not know either (fortunately don't know, otherwise how to answer?). Second, Lao Zhao’s affairs should be more serious than I thought. As for the details, the two people who called themselves “special teams” did not disclose them, and we did not ask in detail. Even Lao Zhou, who is usually interested in such things, did not inquire about them.
is not unwilling to care. It is true that we had too many important things to deal with at that time, and we didn't have the energy to take into account this thing that we could no longer do. But, how long will it take for the time being?
Good morning, October twelve.
