1.
That year, her father was hospitalized for serious illness. She left her husband and son behind and hurried back.
Along the way, she was extremely anxious. She was worried about her father, her husband and son, and her mother-in-law. It was about to be held in the New Year, so I agreed to go back to my mother-in-law's house together and the New Year's goods were ready.
The mother-in-law had long been looking forward to them going back. The old man was alone in the old house. They wanted to bring her together several times, but the old man said he was not used to it, and he was not willing to cause trouble for his children while he was in a tough state.
Although she is a mother-in-law, she is no different from her biological mother. What's more, her biological mother is favored by boys over girls and favors her younger brother. In this way, her mother-in-law is even more kissing than her biological mother. Therefore, she felt guilty for not being able to go back for the New Year.
However, the guilt towards his mother-in-law is not as good as his father's safety after all. My mother said on the phone that her father was very ill and wanted to wait for her to see her. Her father loved her, and because her mother was biased, her father secretly favored her, so she and her father also kissed her. The two closest people are destined to have to choose one.
When she arrived, it was already New Year's Eve morning. His father's condition seemed not as serious as her mother said, but he had to stay in the hospital for observation for a few days, and he had to eat this New Year's Eve dinner in the hospital. She felt sorry for his father, but there was nothing she could do.
Her hometown has some specialties, and her daughter who goes out cannot live at home on New Year's Eve. Her mother sent her to stay at my aunt's house for a night. She was not very happy and said that she still talked about this in what era she had. She wanted to stay at home with her mother. The aunt was helping her, "Go, Ni'er, I'll make dumplings here with your mother. When will your brother come back, I'll go back."
She whispered, "My brother is too. I don't rush to come back during the Chinese New Year. My father is still sick, so he doesn't care."
Her mother defended her, "Your brother said that he will come back today. Maybe he will go to the hospital to see your father first."
She thought that her brother was not so filial. She was spoiled by her mother since she was a child. She only cared about herself in everything, as if the sun should be around him. But she still held back and said nothing, and then asked again, "Why do I go to the hospital to accompany my father. It's the New Year, he's so bored alone."
Her mother hurriedly stopped her: "Get your ancestors, it's not enough for the New Year, there's one in the hospital, and you have to go and find bad luck."
After all, it's the New Year, and she doesn't want to make her mother unhappy, so she no longer insists. She follows her mother's arrangements and takes some food she made at home to her uncle.
2.
When she arrived, my uncle was not surprised, and he should have known about their arrangements. He gave her the candy seeds, just like entertaining guests.
The old uncle is an honest man. He has been married to his aunt for many years and has no children. She was away all year round and didn't have much contact with him, and the atmosphere was a little awkward for a while.
"My father has been hospitalized a lot and I'm sorry to ask you and my aunt for the rest of the year. I'll leave you alone at home." She finally found a well-known topic.
The old uncle was very shy and didn't even look at her right away. He waved his hand and said, "Nothing." Maybe I thought the answer was too short and added the sentence "It should be".
"My brother and I don't often stay at home, and we need your care at home. This time we are back in a hurry..." It's really too hasty, otherwise we should buy something. She felt a little embarrassed and took a look at the food she brought, "The meatballs and bowls of meat are made by my mother. Don't dislike it if it is delicious."
The old uncle stared at the corner of her clothes, but didn't even look at the food, but said, "Okay, it's pretty good."
She saw that there was nothing to talk about this day, and she was thinking about her father in the hospital, her husband, son and mother-in-law who were left behind by her, and she had no intention of saying anything more.
The atmosphere solidified for a few minutes, but her uncle who looked a little dull broke the silence.
"Ni'er, speaking of this, you and your brother have not been at home for many years, and I and your aunt have helped a lot at home."
While listening carefully, she couldn't help but nodded. Just as she was about to thank her, she heard her uncle continue to say, "Your aunt and I have been spending many years, and no one hates anyone, but after all, we don't have a man or a woman. "
She felt a deep heart. In the past, she was just curious about why the old uncle and his wife didn't want children. Now she seems to want it but can't. She felt a little sad, but she envied the couple's mutual support.
"Uncle, don't worry, my brother, I dare not say anything for him, but the one and I will definitely take care of you and the aunt. "
" Ni'er, my uncle knows that you are a good child. You..."
The old uncle's desire to speak but stops made her feel sad. It is not easy for them to be married, but they probably encountered difficult things and were embarrassed to speak.
"Old uncle, if you have anything to do, just tell me, just be your daughter. "
The old uncle finally turned his eyes away from the corner of his clothes. It seemed that it was the first time he looked at his niece so seriously.
"I want to have a child of my own. We can't take it, it's your aunt's problem. Are you willing to help my uncle? After all, it's a family. "The old uncle said in a hurry as if he had completed the task, and looked away again.
She thought for a while before she understood what the old uncle meant. She didn't expect that such an honest and honest uncle would have such an idea!
The old uncle had been married for many years and had no children. She tricked me home for New Year's Eve and wanted me to give birth to a
The old uncle lowered his head again after he finished speaking. He was probably also contradictory in his heart, this honest but ignorant man...
She was shocked and panicked, but she felt distressed. She couldn't agree to him, and even felt unable to face him. She stood up and prepared to leave, although she didn't know where to go.
"Forget it, you said nothing as the old uncle. "He gave up quickly and even regretted it, "You go to the inner room to sleep and plug the door in." "
She still doesn't want to stay here, even if the rules are broken, she has to go back to her parents' home.
" Don't go back, they all know. "
3.
She stopped and stopped thinking, and her heart hurt even more. After a long time, she obediently entered the inner room, hesitated for a while, and still inserted the door. She felt that her uncle would not force her, and she just obeyed her uncle's suggestion. Because she was too shocked, she couldn't calm down.
This was destined to be a sleepless night. She lay on the bed, tossing and turning, wanting to cry but not crying. She came out and tears were blocked in her heart. She didn't think this was the suggestion of my uncle. Although she didn't have much contact, my uncle was a dull man and probably couldn't come up with such an idea. However, wanting a biological child is indeed a wish that my uncle had.
may also be the meaning of my aunt. My uncle loves my aunt very much, so my aunt felt guilty and wanted her niece to do it for her... No, if her mother disagreed, the aunt would not be able to implement it any more than her idea, and what my uncle said just now was, "They all know." ". This "they" obviously includes her mother.
It is even possible that my uncle is talking about "they", so it is not just her mother and aunt. Perhaps there is also his brother. If the aunt's family gave him any benefits, he sold his sister without hesitation. This is not impossible. So, does his father know?
She dare not think about it anymore. No matter who the idea is, it is not something she can accept. No matter how many people there are, they are probably her closest relatives. On the ground, she seemed to be asleep, and she couldn't sleep well.
Just as dawn was dawn, she got up. She tiptoed to open the door and looked out. My uncle was not in the outer room. Could she be outside? As if she knew what she was thinking, my uncle's cough came from another bedroom. She felt relieved and quietly went out. The moment she walked out of my aunt's house, her tears of grievance were finally released. She ignored the cold wind and let the tears rage.She couldn't go back to her parents' home, she didn't know how to face her mother and aunt; she couldn't leave, her father was still in the hospital.
The hospital is quiet, and anyone who is not in serious condition is always willing to go home for a reunion year. Only then did she realize that his father's illness was not serious, and it would be fine to go home for the New Year. I guess someone insisted on asking his father to be hospitalized so that they could implement their plan. It seems that her father is unaware of it.
Thinking of this, she actually squeezed out a smile, coupled with tears that had not dried up, and looked very strange.
4.
Her father was shocked when he saw her. First, I didn’t expect my daughter to come to see him so early; second, my daughter’s complexion was not good, and it seemed that something happened.
"Ni'er, what's wrong?"
She washed her face randomly in the bathroom in the hospital without bringing any skin care products. Now her face is dry and she feels very uncomfortable. But it can't resist the pain in my heart.
"Nothing, I miss you. Isn't that good?"
"It was nothing, your mother insisted on being hospitalized. Tell me that this New Year's Day will make you suffer too."
She was not only tired.
She smiled at her father: "What did you say? What are you tired? You're fine."
"I've delayed your return to my mother-in-law's house. Will the family complain?"
"No, the two of them said they were coming. This is not just the Chinese New Year, so it's really unreasonable to let my mother-in-law be at home alone."
"Then don't delay here, you see me, I It's nothing, I should have been discharged from the hospital for half a day. Go back and go back to see your mother-in-law."
She then remembered that she didn't call her mother-in-law last night. She subconsciously took out her cell phone and saw that there were several WeChat messages sent by her husband, just asking about her father's condition. She replied vaguely: "Dad is nothing, I'll call you later."
It's hard for her to call in front of her father, but she can't leave her father to call. So she remembered her brother: "Have my brother been back?"
Her father was stunned, as if this question shouldn't be asked him: "What, he didn't go home?"
"When I left last night, he didn't return."
"Where are you going?"
"Go to... the aunt's house. Mom said that the daughter who got married at night could not live At home. "
" Humph, what an old Huangsheng is, your mother is confused, don't know her like her." "
" It's nothing. "
" No wonder she looks bad, she doesn't sleep well, you choose a seat when you are young, but you can't sleep well if you change the place."
She forced a smile and didn't say anything because she heard the voice of her mother and her brother.
Her brother came in yawning: "How are you, Dad, you are here, it's so early."
"Ah, here you are." She said casually, and didn't even look at her brother in front of her, let alone look at her mother. She didn't know whether her mother felt guilty at this moment or hated her for not fulfilling her wishes. She was afraid that it was the latter, so she tried her best to avoid her mother.
Finally, she hoped that someone would take care of her father. She hurried outside and called her husband back, said a few words in a hurry, and wished her mother-in-law a New Year. The husband noticed that her tone was wrong, but he didn't ask anything in the end. She just said she would go back in a few days.
She stayed in her hometown for three days. Except for living in her aunt's house on the first day, she spent the other two days with her father in the hospital. Her mother no longer said bad things in the hospital and let her stay until her father was discharged.
5.
On the day her father was discharged from the hospital, she returned to her mother-in-law's house on the excuse of her son asking for her. Before leaving, she told her father to take good care of her health, and left another thousand yuan, which was secretly left for her father. Her father vaguely felt that there was any conflict between her and her mother, but she complained that her father was thinking too much.
got off the train and it was already dark. I saw her husband waiting for her at the station from afar. Her heart that had been making trouble for several days finally calmed down.After a closer look, the mother-in-law led her son behind her husband, and the whole family was waiting for her.
She felt warm and tears were about to flow out. She walked towards them quickly, picked up her son, and wiped away the tears that had accidentally overflowed while the chaos was messing around.
"Mom, you are here, it's dark, just wait at home."
Before her mother-in-law could speak, her husband said, "Mom said she wanted to see you earlier, and she is even more timid to you than her son." The jealousy she deliberately released made everyone present laugh.
"You are the only one who is poor. Look at us Ni'er, hurry up and go home. Mom has made you delicious food. By the way, how about your father? Is it okay?"
The mother-in-law kindly asked about her well-being. The son called "Mom" sweetly, holding her hand and not letting go. Her husband walked silently at the end with her small luggage, but he looked satisfied. Compared to the place I just left, perhaps it is home to these people.
After the Chinese New Year, they soon returned to a peaceful life. They reluctantly left their mother-in-law's house. My mother-in-law still refused to leave them, but the old man is now in a strong state and there is nothing to worry about. Besides, he is not far away, so he just comes back to see him often.
She didn't dare to tell her husband about the unbearable thing in her hometown, and she didn't know how to speak, so she had to try her best to forget. However, her father's phone call made her think of the honest man in her impression.
Her father said that my uncle ran away from home.
Her mind was blank. As for what his father said later and how his uncle ran away, she didn't listen to a word. She knew that this must be related to New Year's Eve, but she dared not mention it.
6.
hung up the phone. Her mood was very complicated. Perhaps the old uncle was not voluntarily at the beginning, so he chose to run away afterwards. So who forced him or persuaded him for a moment? She dared not think about it anymore. Things that were deliberately forgotten came back to my mind at this moment.
She couldn't calm her heart down, and she tossed and turned like that night, and this time, her husband was sleeping beside her. The husband soon discovered her uneasiness. He knew it was related to his uncle, but after thinking about it, he didn't feel that her feelings for her uncle were so deep that she couldn't sleep all night.
The gentleness and repeated questioning made her never want to hold on by herself again. She told her husband about the incident that night without reservation. She was extremely conflicted. She felt that she was a victim in this matter, and she felt that she could not hate him. An indescribable emotion always entangled her. After
was said, half of the burden in her heart was relieved, and she began to worry about her husband's emotions. She was afraid that he would hate her family, although she also hated her. However, the husband's first reaction was not to hate anyone, but to comfort his wife. He even blamed himself for not being with her.
"Don't think about it, things have passed. Fortunately, you are fine. Fortunately, you told me that I will try my best to accompany you in the future and never let this happen again."
"You know that the person I feel most heartbroken is my mother. Not only did she not stop it, but I suspect it was her idea. My aunt has listened to my mother since she was a child. My mother always said that my aunt has no children and will be disliked by her husband in the future. When we first got married, we said we don't want children first. Our mother didn't say anything, and my mother scolded me indiscriminately. , What's the use of saying I don't give birth to a man? You said, what exactly am I in my mother's eyes? "
What can my husband say? He can't complain about his mother-in-law behind his back, and he is even more unlikely to agree. He had to reluctantly argue for his mother-in-law: "The old man's thoughts are outdated, and it's probably difficult to change. It may not be targeted at you, and it's the same for my aunt, the result..."
The result, not long after, she heard that since her uncle left home, her aunt has been crazy and can no longer recognize anyone. Her mother might be feeling distressed, or because of guilt, she wanted to take her sister home to live with her.However, even though he was crazy, he never hurt others' aunt suddenly pushed his sister away, and there was a rare expression of disgust on his face.
She burst into tears after hearing this. Everyone said that the aunt was crazy, but in her opinion, the one who was crazy was always her mother. (Original title: "Who is crazy about ")
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