Dedicated to the distance, and the roses are dedicated to love. In this fickle world, how can I find eternal love?
Looking at the female boss’s diary, I fell into deep thought. I just imagine that people like her have a pessimistic attitude towards love. What should I do with ordinary people like me?
My name is Zhao Wen, 33 years old, I have been in Shenzhen for almost ten years, and I still don’t have a place to stay. Just when I was confused, a late-night visit from my female boss Siyu broke my hesitation. I was still half drunk and half awake, and I said something meaningful to me.
Get off work at 9 o'clock in the evening, get home at 10 o'clock, then take a shower and go to bed, and browse your phone boredly. It’s not that I’m not tired, but that I want to seize this freedom that belongs to me.
"Buzz~buzz~"
Looking at Siyu's name on my phone, I frowned, thinking that this female devil came to me late at night and would definitely talk to me about work again. I don't know when it started. As long as she had insomnia, she would talk to me about work. But what's so angry is that every time after she finished a lot of questions, when I answered, I would hear a gentle snoring from her.
Once I pretended not to hear, but didn't answer her call. The next day she found me and asked why. After I said I was asleep and didn't hear, she didn't say anything. Just after I thought this was over, she sent me a month's deal.
During my business trip, she would call me from time to time late at night until the last day when she said meaningful words.
"You have enough sleep in the hotel outside." After calling
, I never dared not to answer her late-night call.
After answering the phone, I said habitually, "What instructions do the leader have?"
, and the other end of the phone just said coldly, "Are you at home?"
"Here."
"Fifteen minutes later, I will go downstairs to your house to wait for you."
Just as I was about to ask something, she hung up the phone.
I could only get up, put on my clothes, go downstairs and wait for her.
When I went downstairs, I saw that her car had parked at my door. After getting in, I looked at her serious look and felt a little at a loss.
She didn't say a word along the way. About ten minutes later, I asked her about where to go, and she only replied to me two words: "Drink."
After making mistakes, she arrived at a barbecue restaurant with a small plaque. After entering, the interior of the house was very simple, and the tables, chairs and benches were very worn. While I was looking around curiously, a woman in her forties walked out, greeted her warmly, and looked at me up and down from time to time.
She smiled and said, "Sister Feng, there is no one in the private room inside."
"No one, go in, I just cleaned it up."
said it was a private room, but in fact it was just a room separated by a board. Looking at the walls covered with notes left by others, you can tell that this is an old store.
After ordering the good food, she stared blankly at the notes on the wall, as if she was looking for something.
Before I could get a string, she brought a pot of white wine. After pouring a glass of wine, she put the wine in front of me and looked at me straight. Only after I poured a glass of wine, she withdrew her gaze.
She raised her glass and drank it all in one go. I could only grit my teeth and drink it in big mouthfuls.
As I was drinking, my brows gradually stretched out, and when I drank the last sip, I felt that I was still unfulfilled.
I can drink alcohol. In our department, when we know that customers can drink alcohol, they will call me. It can be said that I have drunk any precious wine, but this wine is like the nectar liquid of Queen Mother .
Looking at my expression, she said, "The wines in this store are brewed by the boss's wife themselves. It is said that a boss likes them and has offered a sky-high price to buy the recipe, but the boss's wife has not sold them."
I nodded in surprise, but asked curiously, "Why not sell them?"
She gave me a blank look and said, "Not everything can be bought with money.""
Just as I nodded, she continued, "The boss's ancestors made wine, which is considered a business of ancestors. Even if the descendants are not capable and have this skill, they will have no worries about food and clothing. This is also for the sake of future generations. ”
Just as we were talking, the boss lady walked in with a skewer and said, “Nothing is as legendary as she said, it’s just a little skill. There are many people who can do it in our place. "
" What is the name of the boss's wine? "
" is the ordinary fermented glutinous rice juice . If you want to say the name, there are too many things, such as scent of thousands of miles, and you can get drunk with a thousand cups. In fact, as long as you like it, you can call it whatever you want, just one name. "
When I heard her, I obviously didn't want to reveal it, so I didn't ask too much. Everyone has their own secrets, let alone the inheritance.
Just as I was thinking, she suddenly said, "Xiaowen, you have been with me for five years." "
" Well, it's been more than five years. "
" Do you know why I treat you differently from others? "
This is also something I have always wanted to know, but I just didn't dare to ask. I also thought about whether she likes me, or that I am like one of her ex-boyfriends, but after calming down, I knew that this was a daydream.
She continued, "Because you have a good personality and speak very warmly, it is easy to fall asleep when you hear your voice. "
After hearing her, I thought to myself, it turns out that I am a good person.
I felt a little depressed and said "Oh".
"Haha, you are so cute," and touched my head with my hand. After
, her mood seemed to be getting better. She rubbed skewers and drank wine, and her mouth was covered in oil and didn't care at all.
After drinking and eating, when I got up and was about to leave, my head was confused, and then she looked at her face as red as an apple.
Just as she walked out of the store, the boss lady grabbed me and said in a low voice, "Siyu is a good girl, you have to grasp it." "
" Don't worry, only she is not good to me, I can't treat her badly. "
is a drink, but it is also the truth. After all, who can bully my boss? After
got into the car with her, I fell asleep. When I woke up again, I had already arrived at her house. Just when I was looking for water to drink, I accidentally saw an old notebook. After I opened it curiously, I was shocked by the contents inside.
Because this is her diary, look at the date above, she is I wrote it once a few days, but I can see that she wrote it all in my heart.
March 15, sunny
I really like going to work. This kind of open and secret struggle, ears between the walls, a knife hidden in my smile, a set in front of me, and a set behind me, this feeling fascinated me so much.
Looking at this ironic passage, I knew how sad she should be.
August 15, yin
He left, and we were also following him for five years of our relationship. In this fickle world, how can I find eternal love?
11 November 20, Qing
Zhao Wen is really a good person, and for some reason, as soon as I hear his voice, it seems that my worries are gone.
1 January 13, cloudy
He dared not to answer my phone number Speaking of which, I have caused me to have insomnia all night. Zhao Wen, you bad guy, I won’t punish you.
July 19th, it rained heavily
I was afraid of thunder. Fortunately, he kept talking on the phone last night. I seemed to be a little dependent on him, or to be precise, I fell in love with him.
Seeing this, I was stupid and couldn’t believe that all this was true.
“Oh.” "
At this moment, her voice came from the living room, and I hurriedly closed the diary. After
walked out, I looked at her covering her feet, with a painful expression on her face, and knew that she must have hit the table.
I walked over quickly, and she looked at me with a complaint, as if I had hurt her feet.
I had no choice but to squat down to check. After confirming that it was just red and it was fine, when I was about to get up, she suddenly hugged my neck.
I subconsciously thought she was drinking crazy and wanted to help her into the house. But she called my name and saw that I ignored her, she shouted loudly, "Zhao Wen, stop."
I quickly raised my hand to express my innocence.
Seeing that I was not moving, she stared at me and said, "Zhao Wen, I like you, hehe," she threw herself into my arms again.
This time, I didn't flash and hugged her.
When she was asleep, it was already dawn. After taking a look at her sleeping soundly, I left her house.
I don’t want to take advantage of others’ danger, and I don’t want to fall in love with someone passively in a confused and confused way. Maybe it’s a bit stupid, but I care a lot.
What I didn't expect was that after this day, she relied on me and always confessed to me when there was no one, and deliberately arranged for me to go on a business trip with her. In this way, we got together half a year later.
As expected, it was the old saying, "A man chases a woman across a mountain, and a woman chases a man across a veil."
Later she told me that her diary was deliberately for me to see. After being together, she asked me to read her diary, which said;
I hope that in fifty years, you can still sit around me and sit in a rocking chair with you and feel the tenderness of the sunset.
