My best friend, who has been for many years and my boyfriend, who has been for seven years, have slept.
thought I could be stronger, tear the scumbag with my hands, and revenge green tea, but I just dragged my messy luggage and confused heart and used all my savings to book a sea view room.
Adults are the most angry. But if you spend money to book a large floor-to-ceiling window, you will want to open your eyes and see Cangshan Erhai , and use the beautiful scenery to heal your wounds.
I feel like I am always smiling when I am carrying the sky. I ideally should go away and the spring is blooming, but I am embarrassed in the heavy rain. I don’t even remember to bring an umbrella.
(I)
Lin Le and I met on such a rainy day.
Dali is still in traffic jam. The airport is far away from B&B in the car. I recalled in the car that I had been drifting in Beijing for so many years. The dog man named Qian Yi once promised my honeymoon in Dali, but now I am alone and there is no money in the card.
"Qin Siyu, you are enough! Isn't it humble enough? What's so great! Isn't it just a love affair with unemployment?" Looking at the drizzle outside the window, I couldn't help but scold myself, but tears still flowed down honestly.
The homestays here are many homestays gathered together. Fortunately, I was still a little bit behind the back. The driver put me on the side of the road and left.
I was wet with the rain and felt sad, and walked slowly to the door of "Nianxue".
"Is anyone?" The hair and clothes were tightly pressed against their bodies, and they were too lazy to care about the canvas shoes in the mud. Although they were really disappointed, they felt embarrassed to wet the sofa again when they looked at the beautiful decoration and sat on the big suitcase.
"Hello," a boy walked out of the inner room, followed by an Akita "Ah, you didn't bring an umbrella, right? Please wait..."
Soon he returned to the inner room, took out a pack of cold spirits and a big bath towel, and criticized it on me without saying a word.
"Hello, I'll check in, Qin Siyu."
"Okay, Miss Qin, your room has been packed. I see you booked for a month. Recently it is off-season. If you are not satisfied with the room, please tell me anytime." Lin Le was wearing a clean white sweatshirt, "Dry it first, give me your ID card, and I will help you carry your luggage up later. The starry sky room is on the third floor, so don't worry."
Now I think Lin Le is really gentle, after all, my down-and-out mother would dislike it at that time.
He also thoughtfully took two disposable bath bags, saying that Yunnan was wet and humid, so don’t catch a cold if you soak in a hot bath.
And I just want to be quiet. Really, Qin Siyu never knew that I could still be so embarrassed.
(II)
Before I came to Dali, I was a young leader who lived a good life in my circle of friends.
After graduating from university, I was in a company. I stayed for seven years. I sent it away and accompanied the company from round B to round D, and became a manager from intern. During
, many of my former colleagues were also sent away, but I don’t like changes. Anyway, my treatment is still acceptable and I am familiar with my work. I originally thought that I would marry Qian Yi if it was stable and stable. The company had a vacation when getting pregnant and having children. Anyway, the love has been running for more than seven years, and parents on both sides knew that if it weren’t for the epidemic, I, Qin Siyu, would have already had Qian Yi’s child.
All the calm was broken by a new sales director last year.
Our operation team always needs to cooperate with the sales team, and I always cannot avoid the intersection with the new director.
I heard that he was dug up from competitive enterprises by the company for a lot of money. When we held a meeting together, we negotiated with the French partner. During the school period, I was very confident in my French. This partner is also our long-term partner. During the meeting, I saw his eyes glancing around me, and I just thought I was too careful.
Unexpectedly, after sending off the partner, he asked me quietly in fluent French: Miss Qin, do you have a boyfriend?
I suddenly fell in place. It’s not that I haven’t encountered someone else’s confession in recent years, but I can’t figure out where this Chi came from. In addition, I heard that I have known my boss for a long time, so I still want to answer more carefully.
paused and said gracefully, "Mr. Chi is joking, I'm all engaged.”
Fortunately, the director with gold-rimmed glasses did not make any further moves, but later the troubles continued.
One day when I went to work, I saw my colleagues around me smiling thoughtfully. I greeted my colleagues in a friendly manner as usual, picked up the water cup and prepared to make a cup of flower tea. The cup was actually filled with good warm water.
I turned around and said to my sister on the right, "Why are Meng Jie so considerate today? Did you help me get water?" Before my sister opened her mouth, Xiao Ran on the opposite side interrupted: "It's not Meng Jie, Siyu, you are amazing! When will you tell us if you have a secret with Mr. Chi?"
I was confused for a moment, and leaned against Mr. Meng Jie and asked what was going on. Seeing that I was really unaware of it, I explained softly: "Mr. Chi came here specially early in the morning, fed you water, and told us that you have not had a good rest recently, so that we can take care of us...."
are both adult men and women, and these words inexplicably make people smell some ambiguous smell.
I hurriedly explained, "I have no personal relationship with Chi." Xiaoran, opposite
, watched the fun and said, "I'm fine, Siyu, we all understand." As he said that, he squeezed his eyes.
My colleagues and I are old employees, and in fact our relationship is pretty good. The more we explain this, the more we become, the more chaotic it becomes. I tell myself not to make a big deal, and then calmly pour water, wash cups, and collect water.
I didn't expect that this was not over yet. During the department meeting in the afternoon, the boss said that there was a French document that needed to be translated and asked me to go to General Manager Chi's office afterwards. I was about to open my mouth and looked at Xiaoran with a strange expression. Forget it, it's just normal work. It's counterproductive to be too deliberate. I think it won't be so good at working hours.
As soon as I entered the office, Mr. Chi stared at me with a pair of erotic eyes. After all, he is not a fresh graduate. His current job is stable and his promotion is smooth. He doesn't care about the naked eyes of the man: "Hello, Mr. Chi, our boss said that I will translate a document."
Mr. Chi was not in a hurry to take out the documents, staring at me more and more arrogantly. Fortunately, he was still dead and wore a tight skirt. He said slowly: "Xiaoyu, you have a good figure. This blue skirt is also very decent today. It's really rare to see such deliciousness after returning to China. "
"Thank you, Mr. Chi, I still haven't finished my work, why don't you give me the file and process it and I'll send it to you."
"Don't worry, Xiaoyu, you are so beautiful that I have no intention of working. Don't you feel my heartbeat?"
I turned around and wanted to leave, and then he took out the file. It seemed that nothing had happened, and I ran away in panic.
(III)
I took a comfortable hot bath at Linle's B&B, and the coldness of the rain finally recovered.
The rain in Dali comes and goes quickly. Open the window and breathe the fresh air after the rain, and finally realizes the meaning of travel.
picked up the phone and prepared to order some takeaway. After thinking about it, he threw the phone aside to charge it.
looked out the window quietly, came from all the way, and went out to have a bite. After all, life is already so difficult, so I have to be nice to myself, right?
I was too lazy to blow my hair, so I put on a cardigan and went downstairs slowly, but I smelled a barbecue aroma.
walked to the backyard, Lin Le looked back and said, "Is it warm? I'm grilling corn, grilled fish . If you don't mind, you can share some of it. Recently, there are few tourists, there are no business, and I'm not very busy."
is too lazy to go far, and it's rare to be a customer once. I brought a small stool next to me, and while I was tidying my hair and letting it dry quickly, I looked at the slowly rising smoke.
I really naively thought that Chi Chang was a beam between me and Qian Yi, and even explained wildly for a while, hoping to gain Qian Yi's understanding.
Indeed, after Mr. Chi arrived at my company, my stable life was gone.
From the initial language to the company's team building, sometimes when they accompany customers to have dinner and social activities, they occasionally touch each other. To be honest, Chi is not a very offensive person, and he is rich and good at flirting.
But I know how disgusting he is after being well-dressed, and I really love Qian Yi.
I used to be a long time when I felt that I must marry Qian Yi in this life. I secretly liked him when I was in college, but he was always with me at that time.
At that time, my tutoring was very strict and I wanted to have a good grade. He would never have a story with a nerd like me. From time to time, I heard that he was with a junior from the art department and a female classmate from a model team.
I had to hide a relationship in my heart, hiding it for four years. After
, we all started internships in my senior year. Our school recruited a large company that my classmates envied. He and a few buddies opened a gym.
When we all graduated, I was about to become a regular employee. His gym lost money, and their friends also parted ways.
I was surprised when I received his call. Later, I learned that his company's shares, rent, employee salary and other things were not handled. The legal person was him, and his name was written on the contract, but he had no money anymore.
Qian Yi wants face and doesn't want to tell her family, so she can only ask me for help.
I excitedly asked the company for a few days off. Although it was my first time dealing with these things, I was happy to accept it. After chatting for a long time, the two of them realized that they actually didn’t think of me at first, but his girlfriends never answered his calls after his small business bankruptcy, and everyone only knew how to dance and go to bars.
At that time, I felt that I was particularly great. My company was facing a formal assessment. I was not good at asking for leave. I was busy handling work while running around for the man I loved. I felt that this was the gift of God.
Even if Qian Yi finds others, no one will help him. I still think this is God's arrangement. God wants us to meet him when we are right, and wants this big boy to be tired of playing, calm down, and hurt a little. He asked me to be the light with the brightest vitality of his life to bring him warmth.
(IV)
Lin Le's corn and fish grilled is indeed amazing, and the fragrance interrupts my memories.
"Dali has a lot of time for you to daze. Come on, fresh corn, fish that has just been salvaged for a while. If I hadn't seen you like a chicken falling into a chicken, I wouldn't have been willing to contribute!" Lin Le laughed and laughed and brought two sticks in front of me.
, hehe, it's just what I am now. I took it expressionlessly, and even forgot to thank you.
Lin Le didn't care much about my sad face. He took a corn himself and found a stool to sit next to me: "Don't be depressed, there is only love and food in this world. Leave the rest to this landscape. Not having a good meal is an insult to the chef."
Seeing the kindness and care of this boss, I couldn't immerse myself in my sadness and started to praise the design aesthetics of this inn.
We were sitting in the backyard of the inn. There were a lot of walnut color furniture. Listening to the birds, watching the clouds in the sky change, and further away is Cangshan Mountain. The rain just now did not affect the sunset here at all.
ate for a while, and Lin Le said, "Why don't I sing a song for you. I'm not very happy to see you come. I'm not bad at singing."
I don't know if it's the wind in Dali or Lin Le's food, but in fact I'm not as depressed as I come, but this does not affect my enjoyment of a song.
So I joked, "Is this considered a VIP service?" Lin Lexiao didn't say anything, but went to the store to get a guitar.
Eason Chan 's " Long time no see ", Lin Le sang very well, so good that I wanted to cry again.
Qian Yi and I have been missing for a long time, right? Maybe I won't see you again in the future, right? Thinking about last year to this year, we only met a few times, either in a mess or parted in an unhappy manner.
I couldn't control myself and remembered our initial conflict again.
Two or three months after Mr. Chi harassed me verbally, I finally couldn't bear it anymore. After returning home, I complained to Qian Yi about the new director.
Of course, I said it very implicitly, but Qian Yi said that there is an old Chinese saying that flies do not bite seamless eggs. While playing the game casually, he told me indifferently: "There are people from my husband, so don't wear some clothes for you."
A few words made me wonder what else I could say.
Finally, the company had a cooperative exhibition. Our group sent me on a business trip, and I found out that the sales team was actually Mr. Chi on a business trip.
I immediately called the assistant of the boss with a good relationship, but it was just an exhibition. Why did the sales department still need the director to go on a business trip in person? The assistant said that Mr. Chi took the initiative to ask for it, saying that as a newcomer to the company, it is beneficial to the company's development.
Maybe it’s the deliciousness that makes people really intoxicated, or maybe it’s the fact that one is really tired after enduring it for too long. Later, I actually shared my story with Lin Le, whom I just met.
"I only realized when I was going out for dinner that Mr. Chi and I were in the same hotel. The whole business trip took three days. My first reaction was to call Qian Yi, but Qian Yi was still careless and said it was okay. The director of the big and small was also on business together. So many people were on business together. I told me not to think too much, and I hung up the phone quickly."
"Which one of you, Mr. Chi, really did something wrong later?" Lin Le asked with concern, and did not forget to take a bite of the fish.
"No on the first day, and I didn't dare to leave the hotel on the first day. When my colleagues went to have dinner, I refused to let myself go and stayed in the hotel. The next day, he started to use his hands and feet to pretend that I was uncomfortable. "
"The next night, after dinner with some partners, everyone talked about singing. In KTV, he always leaned over to me, and his colleagues around him set off a vague atmosphere. I was too embarrassed, so I left the venue first because I was not adapting to the local conditions. I called Qian Yi on the way but couldn't get through, so I could only take a taxi back to the hotel."
"That's fine, it should be safe to go back to the hotel." Lin Le asked seriously.
"I thought so too, but when I returned to the hotel, I found that Mr. Chi was in the hotel lobby, looking at me with a wicked smile, and his expression was like... How could I say it, like a little girl, I can't escape from my palm."
"Late/trough! Didn't you go to the hotel just after coming out? How could you still let Ya'er take the lead?" Lin Le blurted out.
For some reason, it was the day I didn't want to recall the most. After interrupting Lin Le, he felt that it was not that difficult. Moreover, his tone of speaking in the north made me feel like I had seen an old friend who had been away for a long time thousands of miles away.
"I don't know, maybe it was the taxi driver who took a long way or I had to call Qian Yi?" I continued, "Later, he posted it on me without saying anything. I called the waiter to come over and he told them that we were colleagues and asked me to take him back to the room. I was embarrassed to refuse when he said that. After all, in the workplace, the senior level of the official position was crushed to death."
"During this period, I sent my boss a WeChat message. After all, I was in this company. Si has been with me for so long and has been with me for many years. I still hope to solve the problem well and don’t want things to get worse. After sending two messages, the boss didn’t reply. He quickly hung up when he dialed the voice over. The boss only replied to me with such a small matter, and he never replied again. "
"I'll go, what are you bosses? If my little girl meets such a man, I will definitely let her throw him away and love her." Lin Le said indignantly.
"Maybe you don't have subordinates... "I couldn't help but joke: "Later, the waiter and I drove along the way to send Mr. Chi up, he always put it on me intentionally or unintentionally. When he got to his floor, he actually let go of the waiter, touched my chest with his hand, and looked at me lustfully. The waiter actually stood next to him, stretched out his hand and was opened by Mr. Chi, and he ignored it."
"Later, I really felt wronged. I worked alone for so long, and every month was not enough to repay the credit card. Qian Yi has never had any stable income, so I dared not quit because I had no money to pay the rent and could not pay social security.But at that moment, I really felt so wronged that I could no longer bear it. I broke free from Chi and ran down and ran to my room, and couldn't even care whether I had to offend me. "
"It's really not that I said girl, you should have been like this for a long time, so why bother yourself? It's still you who are hesitant to refuse to be hurt... So did you break up because of Qian Yi's indifference?"
"No" I was silent for a long time and didn't know how to answer.
(IV)
"You have heard a joke: Don't be too close to a man with a girlfriend, otherwise your appearance will kill another girl." After a pause, I said slowly, Lin Le and I have almost finished eating, and he is too lazy to clean up. While taking out a blanket from somewhere to put it on me, he was surprised: "I haven't heard of it, so are you too close to someone else's boyfriend?"
I gave him a big roll of eyes: "I'm that fatal girl."
"Being cheated" is not a new thing. Some time ago, there were internet celebrities who were cheated on the hot search, but I really don't know how many people could be worse than me. After all, it was clearly me cheated, but Qian Yi still asked me to be a person with confidence.
Lin Le probably knew what I was sad about touching my heart and said considerately: "Or will you be here today? Anyway, you will live for a long time, so it will not be too late to talk about it another day."
I just wanted to face this haze honestly. After all, sitting on the plane, all I was thinking about was his birthday, his mobile phone number, and his clothes size. . . It's like I can really forget it if I say it.
"No, nothing, that girl is my best friend, named Liang Huiyi. We were very good when we were in school." I organized the language: "To be precise, we were always very good before they slept together... OK..."
"My run away the next day on the business trip obviously made Mr. Chi very dissatisfied. I didn't even have the heart to handle the scene at that time. As soon as I went back to the hotel, I felt wronged to call Qian Yi. I wanted to talk to him like crazy. , let me know that I am very brave and powerful, but he never answered the phone."
"It didn't take long, but I waited for my boss' call. My boss didn't ask anything, just said Qin Siyu, you are not a girl who just graduated from college. What can't be handled professionally? I mustered up the courage to argue. Such things cannot be profession, and I really cannot be profession. In the end, I said it very unpleasantly, so I proposed to resign." I calmed down and told Lin Le about the cause and effect, as if I was telling someone else's story.
"The boss probably knew that I was wronged too. I stopped for a long time and didn't say anything. Xiaoyu, you are still young and there is no need for many things. I will give you time to think about it. I hope you are more mature. But it's already so unpleasant, and I don't have much meaning to go on a business trip. I bought a train to rush back that day, and the hotel really didn't want to stay for a day."
"Why don't you take the high-speed train? It's so inconvenient for trains." Lin Le's inappropriate interruption made me wonder if he listened carefully.
"It's so late, there's no high-speed train! I'm fine with the key points!" I was displeased, but because of his constant jokes, I really gradually relaxed.
"Later, I was really anxious to go back. It was already morning when I arrived in Beijing. Perhaps the woman's intuition was really accurate. I didn't eat much last night, but I didn't care about breakfast. I didn't know if it was to seek some comfort or I vaguely feel that Qian Yi didn't answer the phone last night, so I pulled my luggage all the way home."
"The key was turned away, and I didn't catch the sex in the bed, but the two of them snuggled together on the bed. I couldn't calm down anymore, so I slapped Qian Yi."
"Beautiful! It's not a slap for me to hit me with my own eyes!" Lin Le still applauded heartlessly.
"Qian Yi was angry when she got up, and opened her eyes unhappily. The first reaction was: Why are you back? And I looked at the woman next to me, and she slowly opened her eyes and muttered: Is it possible to let people sleep early in the morning? Haha, one is my boyfriend, the kind of marriage, and the other is my good friend, and no one showed a sorry expression."
"I stood beside me and furious. I became even more angry when I saw the two of them so calm. I grabbed the ashtray at the head of the bed and smashed it at the TV. The two of them finally woke up a little." They both said sarcastic. After graduating from college, Qian Yi had no stable residence in Beijing. We lived in the room I rented together as soon as we moved. Once, I accidentally broke the TV screen and I felt very distressed. It took 1,660 yuan to repair the screen, Qian Yi gave me 800 yuan. He also said that although I had no income, I could not let me bear it alone. At that time, I was so moved that I was so moved.
Now I think about it. Over the years, I have spent money on rent, water and electricity alone. My best friend and my fiancé actually slept together in the room I rented. Haha, it's ironic.
"What later, sisters? Then what about you?" After falling into his memories, Lin Le actually waited for the following words with a serious look on his face.
"Later, I sat next to them, waiting quietly for them to put on their clothes. The terrible silence, and no one of the three of them spoke." I recalled that strange and painful morning, as if emptying my strength: "There was Liang Huiyi who spoke first, and she sat on the stool next to me with her thighs swaying her thighs, lit a cigarette, and said calmly, Siyu, are you back early? Calm and as if asking Siyu, do you eat breakfast." I don't know why, at that time, I instantly had the illusion that I was visiting my friend's house, breaking the friend's illusion of being an outsider in the early morning.
Unconsciously sneered, and continued, "I am really lazy, too lazy to compete in my work, and too lazy to care about gains and losses in love, but it doesn't mean I am a good person. I calmed down and slapped Liang Yihui twice. She sat next to me, and maybe she hadn't reacted yet, and she cried instantly after being hit twice."
"Then your boyfriend... Where is your ex-boyfriend? Just staring next to you? Watching the fun?" Lin Le blurted out that he didn't fit in, and he quickly changed his words.
"Of course not. When Liang Yihui cried, he reacted. He stood in front of her in two steps, raised his hand to hit me, but hesitated for a moment and let it go, and turned around to comfort her." I thought that thinking about this past would embarrass me, but it was not that difficult to say it out loud. Instead, I recalled some details and felt a little ridiculous and relieved.
"Damn" Obviously Lin Le became the one who was uneasy: "It's beyond my understanding. No matter how you chose the ex-boyfriend you had, you can't handle it yourself, and you're so embarrassed to raise your hand at you, but where did you get the face?"
cursed Lin Le and was still not satisfied after scolding one, and continued to scold: "You have no good eyesight on making friends. How can a man and a man who slept with the best friend still be so calm? You deserve to be so bad? What a guy and a man!"
Yes, I'm really not very good at making friends. Someone told me that Liang Huiyi was a scumbag girl. In order to lose Kaizi, I asked her which law stipulates that she can't be a best friend with a scumbag girl. At that time, I felt that I was simply a hero.
(V)
"Lin Le, do you know, what makes me angry is not that they sleep together, but that they all sleep together, and they are not ready to give me an explanation, even if I cheat me, even if I feel a little guilty, it is so natural." Speaking of this, I couldn't help but cry. The humid air and comfortable wind of Dali made my crying unevenly, as if I was just simple, I didn't want to endure it anymore. It seemed that I had been showing off for a long time and tired for a long time, and I was working very hard to maintain my decent all the way, from Beijing to Dali.
Lin Le didn't say anything more, just tightened the blanket for me, patted my back, and sighed softly.
After a long time, I was tired of crying. Lin Le thoughtfully poured a glass of warm water and handed it to me: "How do you sing that song: Say goodbye to the wrong talent and meet the right one.I am not very good at comforting others, but when I think about it in another direction, you see, it’s a blessing that you two are not married, otherwise it would be so terrible, girl, right? "
I nodded gently: "That thing has happened. I didn't cry at that time. I think I love Qian Yiai so hard, and I have always paid the price. I can't cry, I can't be soft-hearted. For his words, fly does not nail seamless eggs, Mr. Chi, I have no time to take care of decency. It's really a head-on, just to not make "seamed eggs". What will happen in the end?"
"Girl, it's okay. Your Mr. Chi is not a good thing. He relies on being a leader and does whatever he wants. You are not that stupid for you. X Qian Yi, you are for yourself."
"Well, yes, so I don't regret it." Gradually I stopped crying: "Later I started packing things. I had to collect some on business trips, and I just collected some of them at home. I was too lazy to see the couple again, and I was not upset. Later, I thought for a moment, why? I paid the rent! It was not me who made the mistake! So I turned around and started to collect Qian Yi's things, and threw them out without saying a word. The man I was thinking about was always thinking about at that time. The two of them were tender and honey-like, which made me want to vomit."
"It's really not that brother said, it's really weird. If they are like this, they can still be tender, and they are too strong in their hearts." Lin Le sighed.
"Well, I quickly threw it out and pulled him, wanting to push them out. At this time, Liang Huiyi recovered and said to me angrily, "Qin Siyu, remember, it's not that I snatched your boyfriend, aren't you capable? You're not good at work and how much money you make? This woman, what's the use of being able to do? Even a man of your own can't stand it. I, Liang Huiyi, have been inferior to you since college, but I'm good-looking, I liked men, do you think some can be cured?" Are you disgusting? When you arrive, both of them don't feel guilty at all, and they are still showing off their power to me." I said with a sneer.
"Girl, you look good too, maybe that Qian Yi is blind." The point Lin Le always seems to be different from what I am saying, but it doesn't matter, at least this audience makes me feel comfortable.
"Later, Qian Yi pulled her away. When she was about to go out, she looked back at me. She seemed to have something to say, but she finally left without hesitation." I breathed a sigh of relief, pressed my chest, saying that it was really a lie to let go completely. Until now I was still a little uncomfortable: "I locked up after they closed the door, as if I was exhausted all my strength, the business trip was wronged, and the fatigue of rushing back, the train was swaying all night without a good rest. In addition, the famous scene just now, I really couldn't show off again. I collapsed on the ground. When I looked at the window, I even thought of going to die. I threw away all the sheets and quilt covers like crazy, took a shower in a loud noise, and sprayed a lot of 84 in the room. Disinfectant , it seems that they can't get rid of their dirty things. "
" When people carry it, they really sip cold water and even pierced their teeth. The random playback actually released a song: One person's fulfillment is better than the entanglement of three people. Haha, what do I accomplish? I was tired from tossing and falling asleep on the carpet. I don't know how long I slept."
(V)
Lin Le listened quietly to me chatting so much, except for occasionally interrupting and adding some warm water, as if he was also an eyewitness.
At this moment, I feel the meaning of some travel. Perhaps people on the journey will only see this time in their lifetime. It is like two crossing lines. There was no intersection before, and there was no intersection in the future. Instead, they could say something unscrupulously.
It was probably because I was quiet for a while. Lin Le slowly said, "You're okay girl. In fact, everyone who comes to Dali has more or less stories. We are called new immigrants in Dali. Since you are here, the good and bad things from the past will pass, really."
If I were now, I should have continued his words and asked about his story, but at that time I was completely trapped in the sadness of a person and missed a good opportunity to gossip.
is like catching a straw. I eagerly continued to talk: "When I woke up, there were a bunch of missed calls. There were a few colleagues I had with, including my boss, and even Mr. Chi. After thinking about it, I suddenly returned to Beijing yesterday. I forgot to ask for leave and didn't say hello to the boss. Maybe everyone was angry when I found out that I was gone, but I didn't rush to reply."
"I guess, you just lived with your ex-boyfriend after graduating from college. After all, you have been together for a long time, and suddenly you have no interest in working or something. You can understand it."
"That's right... not. Because Qian Yi has never had a stable job, but who actually likes to go to work? There is always this job. It was like that or that uncomfortable. I also had dreams when I was studying. I wanted to further my studies and wanted to study abroad, so I learned language in college. But after being with Qian Yi, I felt that this man was more important to me. I was so embarrassed to ask for money from my family. Life was always inevitable. So even if I had a good job, I was all from the Moonlight clan."
Lin Le obviously dropped his chin: "You are a little girl who is working hard outside, can you still pay the expenses of two people?"
I nodded silently and didn't want to say too much. Who doesn't want his boyfriend to be very powerful and people look up to it, but Qian Yi really has many dreams that don't come true or work hard, but I never seem to think about this seriously in love.
"So, I broke up, I really feel very tired. That city is like a cage, which makes me breathless. Anyway, I have been so arrogant that I simply sit on the carpet alone and think seriously. Now I have no money now. So what is the meaning of that city to me? What should I do next? After all, I have never thought about what to do without him in my life."
"Then you are awesome girl, the little girl around me has broken up and no one thinks about this. They just call a bunch of people and cry. You can still sit down and think. It's a pretty good girl." Lin Le sincerely praised.
"After all, the woman who was 'in cheated' is my former best friend. Who can I tell me? Will I laugh at me with my colleagues and colleagues? Or do I tell my classmates to wait for my classmates to promote? As for my family, they originally disagree with me living alone in another place, so I can't say anything." I shook my head with a wry smile.
"After thinking about it, it seems that there is nothing worth staying in that city, but I don't want to go to the company very quickly. After all, I really don't have much energy. I figured out that there is really nothing I can't let go. I called the landlord first, announced the check-out, and then mentioned the annual leave I had never been willing to take on in the company system, and then called the boss and said he was going to resign."
"You're too fast, right? Did your boss keep you?"
"I stayed, I didn't say much, so I magnified it through President Chi's affairs. Anyway, I said I had resigned the day before. I said I had thought it through and decided to leave. I went to go through the procedures in a few days, and I will sort out the handover documents in the next few days. Actually, my boss's boss It was quite good to me, so I politely expressed my gratitude. Then I ordered takeout and started booking tickets to find a hotel! "
Speaking of this, Lin Le gave me a thumbs up: "Yes, girl, if you are unhappy, you will support my business. In fact, Dali is very beautiful this season, but the students are all going to school, and no one comes, but it's just right. Anyway, you are here to relax. It's more than a little bit less."
Well, probably this is God's will. I used to talk to Qian Yi that when we were about to get married, we must take a set of wedding photos in Dali, and we can live there for a while. I didn't expect that the annual leave I saved for so long was still alone. I don’t know if this city has magic or this inn makes me feel particularly at ease. After all, a few days ago, I thought I would be depressed, and I didn’t want to cry, laugh, and I didn’t want to share it with anyone.
In this quiet evening, I tell stories that I once thought I could not get over, and recalled, but there was really nothing I couldn't get over.
(Sixth)
Lin Le said that it would be good to come, just walk out. He didn't know that in fact, there was not a follow-up in the last week.
It was getting late, so I helped Lin Le clean up his barbecue tools and started saying goodbye to the room. He also thoughtfully brought me several more disposable bath bags and told me that Yunnan was wet and that even if I came, I would take more baths without saving him water.
I was really a little cold after sitting outside for a long time. I couldn't help but start to recall again after soaking in the bubbles.
After taking leave, I was alone at home and didn’t want to go out. Unexpectedly, Qian Yi still had the face to come back. Within two days, someone knocked on the door. After all, he couldn’t come in even if I changed my password.
I actually opened the door for him by a traitor. After all, I have loved him for so long, and subconsciously I really hope he will give me an explanation.
He entered the house and looked at the mess of my takeaway all over the floor. He actually opened the curtains and cleaned up the garbage for the first time.
and then slowly said, "Siyu, I love you, they are all adults, it's normal."
I really can't stand the wait for such a nonsense, and I grabbed the remote control beside me and continued to throw it away.
"Calm down! How can we talk about this? Look at how you look now, why have you become a shrew!" Qian Yi avoided and said in reverse that mine was not.
My expected explanation is a natural accusation. I really hate myself, why have I been living in Qian Yi's seemingly reasonable complaints.
For a long time, Qian Yi seems to be a superior. Even when we were together, he repeatedly emphasized that he had rejected someone from a prestigious school and someone from a wealthy family for me. But I didn't care at that time, and even felt that I was the luckiest one. I even asked him foolishly, "What do you like me?"
Even after being together for a long time, I knew that he spent money in college and had a wealthy family, which was an illusion. At that time, my family reminded me that even boys in a bad family had nothing to do with, but they couldn't find vanity. It was not easy for anyone to support their children in school. Boys who only knew that they were rich had no responsibility.
And I foolishly think that people are imperfect, everyone has a process of maturity, and if you can't accompany someone to grow slowly, why do you enjoy the results of being alone? Besides, Qian Yi has a lot of ideas. At that time, I felt that I had unique vision, and now looking at his rightful face, I really want to slap myself twice.
I was tired and too lazy to explain or argue, but I didn't expect that the following is even more excessive: "Besides, no one is more noble than anyone else. You are good to your company's sales director, and I didn't say anything. Now that the Internet company is so mobile, how can you get promoted and raise your salary? I still know this. I don't know much. What did I say to you?" As he said that, he was about to come over and hug me, as if I was a rag doll that would be good for coaxing.
In the past, every time there was a conflict, Qian Yi always came to hug me no matter what kind of thing. I once thought that living a life was always inclined to each other, just give each other a step, and be a girl who was troublesome. Now I am really disgusted and just want to vomit. I avoid his physical contact. He was stunned for a moment, and he didn't come back. After a pause, he started talking again: "Really, in modern society, physical cheating is really nothing. You see, I don't care much about you and your company leaders, and give you enough freedom, because I know, you love me, I love you , isn't that just a little thing?" Seeing that I didn't react, I said loudly: "Bao, I love you. Look, I'm back to find you. I've told you so much that you keep putting on a bitter face. I'm happy to tell you, because I love you."
Hearing this, I yelled with all my strength: "Get out, get out!"
"Look, don't be calm, let's talk about this matter!"
"Nothing to say! Get out!" I got up and started pushing him out.
"You've got enough of Qin Siyu! I told you that she seduced me many times before, but I ignored me! I gave up so many girls for you. Recently, you and you, Mr. Chi, have ambiguous relationships! I'm with you, why are you making trouble? My parents have seen you!"
I don't know where I got the strength, but I never listened to Qian Yi's pussy again, and pushed him out of the door with force.
I thought I would hate him very much. Now I am far away and I really figured it out. I don’t get angry or hate him. I just feel sad for myself.
Whether it is work or feelings, I always tolerate it because of my choice, and finally made me feel so embarrassed. Thinking of this, I really couldn't help crying loudly. There was no noise in the quiet countryside, and only birds kept responding to me. I secretly told myself that it's okay for Qin Siyu to cry.
(7)
I still had a glimmer of hope and ended with "This is normal", "You and Mr. Chi also have an affair", "You are a shrew", I have really thought about the most disgusting thing in what kind of situation, in which case, I would give Qian Yi a step forward.
I had already booked a trip to Dali, and finally cheered up and packed my luggage, handled rent, failed work and relationships, and made me really lose the meaning of staying in this city.
But want me to leave alone? If I had thought about leaving a little decent to comfort my relationship for many years, Qian Yi made my last show of strength collapse. I put on my professional outfit again and got on the most expensive pair of high heels in the shoe cabinet. Anyway, I don’t want to need these in the future after leaving this time. It’s better to let them play their best value.
I came downstairs of Qianyi's company and followed the authentic employees to enter the access control. His company should have just arrived. After all, he has not been working very stably. He asked a few people cautiously and found his crowded workstation.
Sure enough, I saw Liang Yihui not far from the aisle. I was deeply troubled by Mr. Shen a while ago. I thought about how these two people hooked up on the bed.
It’s really a fault for my own city gate to be lost. Someone originally reminded me that I didn’t believe it. It turned out that Qian Yi’s so-called new company was indeed with this woman.
cheered himself up in the corridor, and he had reached the worst ending. He may never see him again in his life. He has decided to leave this city and cannot help the dog couple.
But since I was a child, I have never done anything extraordinary. At this time, I happened to hear a few people gossiping in the stairwell: "I heard that Qian Yi is also very miserable, my girlfriend has an ambiguous relationship with her boss..."
This is simply a thunder, and my head buzzed, and I no longer hesitated on the side. I took care of my clothes and walked to Qian Yi's work station gracefully and vigorously. He obviously didn't react. He was still staring at the computer in front of him. Seeing that I hadn't walked away for a long time, he looked back at me.
I slapped at the last chat, and then ignored the surprise behind and Qian Yi's scolding, and turned around and left. When I passed by Liang Yihui, I was no longer angry, but pointed at her and said loudly, "Liang Yihui, Qian Yi, cheating is shameless."
said as she was about to come and pull me, and I no longer want to be nostalgic for a while. After making this decision, I was ready to say goodbye to this place. These two people in this way.
Since I will never see you again in this life, what kind of decency can I miss you?
It is probably the ending of the quiet Dali that makes me too lazy to tell a story, but I am still very happy when I was most painful, I met a warm shop owner like Lin Le. When the sun rises again tomorrow, I should ask the boss who came to open the inn and what kind of story he has. . .
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