Everyone thinks I'm crazy.
I obviously don’t have children, but I can always see a girl of seven or eight years old! When she heard her call me "Mom, Mom."
She said that her name is Xiao Liuer.
1
"Xiao Liu'er, come here. Let mom see, well, this little mouth is so dirty, I ask you to eat so many chocolate cakes , hurry up, mom will help you wipe it."
I hugged Xiao Liu'er. Her body was round, chubby, and with the unique fragrance of the child, I couldn't help but kiss her on her little face.
"Mom, you can eat too!" Xiao Liuer put her short arms around my head, stuffed cake into my mouth, and arched it on me. My heart was filled with tenderness, gently, gently, caressing her head.
2
"Jin Jing, wake up, wake up!"
I heard Ah Ming's voice coming from a distant place, like drum beats my eardrums constantly. I gasped with difficulty, hugging Xiao Liu'er tightly, but her body gradually became transparent. No matter how hard I tried, I was only hugging myself.
is like the first breath of air that I inhaled after suffocation. I seemed to break through a layer of water, opened my mouth with difficulty, and opened my eyes. I felt the corners of my mouth were salty, and when I touched my face, I felt tears.
In tears, I saw Aming's vague figure, and I rushed over and hugged him, "Do I really don't have a daughter named 'Xiao Liu'?"
Aming patted my back: "You're dreaming again."
3
My name is Jin Jing, I am a hot woman. I fell in love with Liu Jiaming in college and got married after graduation.
Liu Jiaming is a local, and his parents' house was demolished and divided into several houses.
My parents-in-law were originally opposed to our marriage. They were old-fashioned and wanted to marry the locals. However, Amin was determined to marry me, but in desperation, he was forced to agree.
But my parents-in-law didn't like me, and they were also cold to Ah Ming and didn't interact with us in normal times, which made me feel quiet.
All year round, I have rarely seen them except for making a few calls.
The latest call was answered by my father-in-law.
As a father-in-law, I can say nonsense to his wife. I only remember that he told me sternly, "Don't forget to take medicine."
However, I seemed to hear my mother-in-law's voice coming from a farther place, "Oh, I really married a disaster star, I got sick all year round. It was not as good as..."
and then hung up the phone.
4
Yes, I don’t know why I was in good health before getting married, but after marriage, I really got sick for many years, and now I still have "hysteria", and I feel very guilty.
Liu Jiaming felt sorry for me because my family was not short of money and I was in poor health. I have always strongly opposed me going out to work.
I have resisted several times because I always remember my dream - to be a reporter.
But every time I ask that I go out to find a job, Amin either messes with me, talks sweetly with me, or swears with me, making me forget my original purpose, and in the end I can only leave it alone.
Nowadays, I can only be a full-time housewife. When I am free, I will write articles and submit articles, which is a bit of a small income.
5
Although I have been a housewife for several years, my cooking skills have always been bad. I accidentally cut my fingers and blood flows. I quickly went to find a Band-Aid.
I held that cute band-aid in my hand and couldn't help laughing. I didn't expect that Jiaming was so childish that he actually bought a band-aid with cartoon paintings.
I needed to peel the Band-Aid with one hand, but it was a little inflexible. The Band-Aid fell under the cabinet . I could only lie on the ground and hook it. After finally hooking it out, I was attracted by a shallow scratch on the wall.
wall seems to have been newly brushed, but I don’t remember when it was brushed. The shallow scratches of
are taller, which should have been dark red, but now they are painted layer after layer, leaving only a faint pink. If you don't look closely, you will never find it.
My head hurts a little, and hallucinations appear in front of me again.
"Wow, Xiao Liu'er is a little taller, it's almost up to my mother's waist!" I touched Xiao Liu'er's head and hugged her in my arms.
"Mom, I want to grow up quickly, grow taller than my mother, and I also want to hold my mother in my arms." Xiao Liu'er put her head in my arms and rubbed it around randomly, and I laughed.
I covered my head with a headache and my body gradually slipped down.
6
"Jin Jing, Jin Jing, what's wrong with you?"
I supported my head on the closet, opened my eyes wide, and looked at Liu Jiaming who was running towards me, "Do I really don't have a daughter named 'Xiao Liu'?" I confirmed to Liu Jiaming again.
Those scenes are really too real, and I seem to have heard everything Xiao Liu'er said.
Jia Ming hugged me and hugged me in his arms, "Silly Jingjing, you are so blaming yourself. We did have a daughter who was gone in your stomach. You can't get out. You will be so blaming you for being too blamed."
"Is this really the case?"
But I seemed to have really hugged her. I felt her heavy little body, and I heard her sweet voice call me mom. Is this all fake? I burst into tears.
A Ming wiped my tears while taking a bottle of medicine and handing it to me, "Be good, this is Aping's medicine. You take it, just sleep."
A Ping is my college classmate and Liu Jiaming, and is also a psychologist.
I picked up the pill and swallowed it with my head. Liu Jiaming picked me up and put me on the bed. He lay next to me and fell asleep with me.
Liu Jiaming and I were chatting, "Jingjing, don't blame yourself too much. We work hard, and there will be other children in the future. Forget her."
I am so lucky to have a husband like Liu Jiaming who will never leave me and disobey my parents' orders for me.
I fell asleep in the whispers of Liu Jiaming like Tang Monk chanting scriptures, but Xiao Liu'er fell asleep again, "Mom, do you really want to forget me? But I will always remember you. You are my favorite mother!"
Xiao Liu'er was wearing her favorite Princess Aisha dress, opened her big eyes, looked at me with grievance, and her little mouth was turned up.
"No, no, no, mom won't forget you." I stretched out my hand and wanted to hook Xiao Liu'er, but she was getting farther and farther away from me. No matter how long my hand was, I couldn't hook her.
7
When I woke up, I found that my five fingers were tightly grasping the sheet . My fingers that had been cut into skin were bleeding again. I turned to see Liu Jiaming, but found that he was not in the bed, so I could only get up and change the band-aid by myself.
The living room was pitch black, and there was only light on the balcony, shining in through the thin gauze curtain.
Liu Jiaming was hunched over his back, holding a cigarette, and the sparks on the cigarette butts were half bright and half extinguished, and the ash accumulated a long piece, but Liu Jiaming did not move, just like an old monk entering a meditation.
However, he actually didn't smoke. It's my disease, so he's so worried.
I approached him gently, wanting to give him a big hug, but what did I hear?
"Jin Jing seems to have discovered it, what should I do?" Who is
? Who is he talking to? I was panicked and accidentally hit the desk lamp.
"Clang——" In the dark night, a loud noise broke people's hearts.
"Jin Jing!" Liu Jiaming turned to see me, quickly pressed the cigarette out, pulled out the Bluetooth headset, and ran towards me, "Jin Jing, why are you awake?"
8
I was calm and shook my finger to show him, "It's bleeding again."
"Just call me, why do you run out by yourself? I don't even wear slippers, and have a cold, what should I do?" Liu Jiaming said angrily while pulling me to sit on the sofa.
I saw that Liu Jiaming's attitude seemed to really care about me. It was not like acting. I decided to give him another chance. The couple should communicate frankly, "Who are you calling?"
Liu Jiaming was stunned and continued to lower his head to treat my wound. "What did you hear?"
"No, I just came out to find you and I was tripped. I saw you holding a Bluetooth headset and knew you were calling."
"Well, the company has something to do, everything is handled, you don't have to worry about it, I'll help you deal with the wound."
Liu Jiaming lowered his head and carefully applied the potion to me, but didn't look up at me.
He obviously hid something from me, and he didn't intend to be honest with me. I stopped talking and let him fiddled with my wounds, let him cover my feet, and carry me back to the bed.
"Okay, I guarantee that I won't bleed again." Liu Jiaming finally looked up at me with a smile. He might have handled his emotions.
It's a pity, I no longer believe him.
I smiled perfunctorily and decided to find out the truth.
9
In the following days, even though I fell into the dream of "Little Liu'er", I no longer showed it. On the surface, all the years were quiet, and Liu Jiaming seemed to be feeling a little relaxed.
However, I have been brewing the next move.
In the middle of the night, I woke up from my dream again. Looking at Liu Jiaming who was sleeping beside me, malicious speculation filled my chest.
I quietly took out his mobile phone from under Liu Jiaming's pillow and entered the password, but the password was displayed incorrectly.
is right, why did I enter this password? What does this string of numbers mean? I covered my head, but I couldn't remember it.
Forget it, the password should be Amin’s birthday. I lost another string of numbers, but it was still wrong. Then my birthday was still wrong.
Amin actually changed his password? What secret does he have?
I tried to treat the dead horse, and I turned the camera to Amin's face. Amin always had eyes clear when he was sleeping, but it actually unlocked.
I greedily picked up my phone and opened WeChat, but there was no conversation inside, text messages and emails were processed, and even the payment records were deleted, and I found nothing.
At this time, I remembered a novel I once read, which talked about how a wife caught the whereabouts of her cheating husband. There is a trick in
, which is just right for me at this moment. Open [Frequently Going Places], and an interface showing the map appears in front of me. Below the map is line by line [Position Tracking].
Sure enough, what month and what time I went, how long I stayed, the record was clear.
I trembled my hands and looked at them one by one. There were several places that caught my attention. Overocean Plaza , Fudu Property, Jing'an District Real Estate Trading Center.
Cross-Ocean Square frequently appears on your phone.
I only know that one person works in the Cross-Ocean Square, not Liu Jiaming, but Aping.
Although Aping is my college classmate of Liu Jiaming and I, she lost contact with us for a long time after graduation. It was only after I got sick that I entered our life again. Why did Liu Jiaming go to her alone?
Fudu Property is a property company for several real estate companies in Liu Jiaming's hands. The payment is all Internet, so why should he go to the property company?
real estate trading center is even more strange!
What exactly is Liu Jiaming going to do? My heart is full of uneasiness.
Could it be that he cheated on and was transferring assets like in that novel?
So, why do they hide the fact that my "Little Liu'er" exists?
for custody? In order to completely occupy my daughter?
10
When I was entangled in the panic in my heart, in the quiet and empty night, Liu Jiaming's sudden moan awakened me. I quickly put my phone back under his pillow, lay back, and closed my eyes. I know I will be sleepless tonight.
But sometimes people are really ridiculous. Last night I thought I would not sleep peacefully, but human hearts are the most complicated, so complicated that even their owners don’t understand.
My resentment and confusion suddenly became a kind of determination, and the void became reality. I knew that Xiao Liu'er must be real. Liu Jiaming lied to me. The only thing I had to do was no longer self-doubt, but find out the truth and find Xiao Liu'er.
Sleep overnight.
When the morning sunlight illuminated my eyelids, I was harassed by Liu Jiaming's kiss and woke up. I opened my hazy eyes and smiled slightly at him.
Liu Jiaming is still so handsome. Although ten years have passed, he is still like a boy once, just like the Kashiwahara Takashi that appeared behind the gauze curtain in "Love Letter". I am still addicted to him.
I stretched out my hands and stroked Liu Jiaming's cheek, "Don't you go to work today?"
"I'm on it, but I just can't bear to leave you." Liu Jiaming said with a smile.
How did he be so gentle to me while cheating?
Why didn’t the Oscars be awarded to him?
"Okay, don't get tired of it, be careful to be late." I patted Liu Jiaming's head to remind him.
I decided to start today and strive to win the Oscar for Best Actress.
11
When Liu Jiaming saw the time, he got up and jumped to the bathroom. He seemed to be in a good mood and was still humming a song while brushing his teeth.
I was lying on the bed and looking at him, a little helpless and a little doting. What a beautiful person he is. How great it would be if he hadn't lie to me! I really hope I can't find anything today.
I took advantage of Liu Jiaming to wash up, sneaked into the living room, picked up his wallet, found his ID card and took it out. I knew he was a careless person. If it weren't for use, he wouldn't remember it for a hundred years. I didn't worry that he would find it.
sent Liu Jiaming away, I went to the real estate trading center and property company, everything was as I expected, I just couldn't figure it out at all.
My parents-in-law attaches great importance to property. When I got married with Liu Jiaming, my parents-in-law didn’t agree to write my name into the house book because the wedding house was Liu Jiaming’s pre-marital property.
How did Liu Jiaming convince them to transfer the property to Aping now? Even if Liu Jiaming wants to divorce me and get married to Aping in the future, how can he ensure that Aping does not monopolize the real estate? Or do even my parents-in-law know this? I really can't figure it out.
12
If I can’t figure it out, I acted. I called my parents-in-law and they were surprised, but they agreed to let me visit.
The one who greeted me was my father-in-law, which really surprised me.
Before my father-in-law retired, he was the head of a certain government agency in the street. He was polite but taciturn, which may be a habit. Whenever I went to my parents-in-law's house, he either reads newspapers and drinks tea, or watched TV and drinks tea. When he saw me, he smiled and never talked about me too much.
And mother-in-law is just the opposite. She is an elderly woman who can be seen everywhere in the community. She enjoys gossip. As long as she gives her a question, she can hold you to talk for an afternoon.
However, today it is exactly the opposite. My mother-in-law sat on the sofa, watching TV with her back hunched over, and didn't look at me, as if flowers were growing on the TV.
I greeted her, she glanced at me, nodded, and continued to turn back to watch the variety show.
"She, she has been staring at the TV every day. You sit and drink tea. Is there anything wrong with coming to see us?" My father-in-law came out of the kitchen with a water cup.
excuses I have already thought about it on the way, because I rarely go to my parents-in-law’s house in normal times, and I go with Liu Jiaming, so it is rare to find them alone.
I thought about the language and said, "Dad, you see, isn't the Qingming Festival coming soon? In previous years, I was worried that I hadn't accompanied you much because of my poor health. This year, I thought I would accompany you once, no matter how I was. I am also your Liu family's wife! I will convince him where Jiaming is. What do you think?"
I originally thought that this was reasonable and well-founded. My parents-in-law had no reason to object, but my father-in-law instantly fell down and sat aside. But my mother-in-law suddenly became angry, "What do you mean! You want..."
My father-in-law quickly covered her mother-in-law's mouth and explained to me, "Your mother has been in menopause recently and is emotionally unstable. Don't mind. You go to Jiaming's room first, don't stimulate..." My father-in-law paused for a moment, maybe he said something wrong, and said, "Don't be as knowledgeable as your mother."
I looked at my mother-in-law who was crazy in my father-in-law's arms, and I felt panicked, and hurried to Liu Jiaming's room before her marriage. I lay on the door panel, wanting to listen to my father-in-law and mother-in-law's conversation, but I can only hear the "whimpering" sound, which is not very clear.
I had no choice but to stay in Liu Jiaming's room. I felt unreasonable irritation in my heart. There seemed to be a transparent mesh around me. I knew the existence of this barrier, but I couldn't break through it no matter how I did.
13
The room before Liu Jiaming got married. I have been here. It is a typical boy's room. It was originally very simple, but now it is so simple that there is nothing except necessary furniture.
However, several photos in his bookcase caught my attention. That was Liu Jiaming's graduation photo from elementary school to university. What surprised me was that I found that Aping was on every photo, but Liu Jiaming had never told me that he and Aping had known each time for so long. I always thought they were just college classmates.
Looking back now, everything is traceable. Aping looked at Liu Jiaming with such a look that he wanted to say nothing, like a trembling little white flower that was about to wither.
And Liu Jiaming is not shy away from Aping in his work. He always says that Aping is his good brother and can entrust everything to her. It is natural that Aping is so righteous to do things.
It was not until after Liu Jiaming and I got married that Aping gradually faded out of our lives, and until recently Aping appeared again.
Why I have never found it? Are you confused by Liu Jiaming's appearance? Or was he deceived by his sweet words?
I sat dejectedly on the chair. Looking back on my life over the past few years, Liu Jiaming seemed to have erected a transparent high wall around me. I could see the scenery outside the high wall, but I couldn't touch the wind and rain outside the high wall.
I thought I was integrated into life outside the high wall, but I was just a flower raised in the warm room, swaying self-righteously.
I don’t know what to do. If Liu Jiaming is an unforgivable liar, I should put him on the spot and rectify the Dharma. I should leave the dream he created. I should... A tear fell on my hand, burning me, I jumped up, I should leave.
14
Walked out of the room, the living room was dim, I looked at the huge floor-to-ceiling glass window, and the clouds outside the window had dyed half of the sky red. It turned out that it was dusk, and it was indeed a different feeling of desolation. I sighed.
The father-in-law is gone, and the mother-in-law is gone.
I walked to their room and prepared to say goodbye to them. Even if I ended up divorced Liu Jiaming, I still have to say goodbye after all. I can't be an ungrateful person.
The door gap in the room was open, there was no light on inside, only the dim outside the window, the rose-colored light was reflected on the white wall.
The mother-in-law folded her clothes in this rose-colored light. The light made her face red, and she muttered something in her mouth, which was strange.
I was a little scared. I wanted to retreat, but I was attracted by the clothes in my mother-in-law's hand. It was a Princess Aisha dress, exactly the same as the one I wore in my dream.
Liu Jiaming always said, I have entered another parallel world, I am dreaming, obviously not, that is real, I carefully identified my mother-in-law's moaning.
"Baby, I won't let that bad woman snatch you away." The mother-in-law muttered while hugging the Princess Aisha dress.
Is the bad woman she mentioned me? What did I do? Why don’t they let me see the child?
They all conspired to steal my little Liu'er?
I reached out and wanted to push open the door. I shook my mother-in-law hard, let her tell me the truth, and let her return Xiao Liu'er to me. But before I could reach out my hand, my nose was covered. I turned around in panic and saw Aping and my father-in-law.
Why is Aping here? I fainted before I could get the answer.
15
When I woke up again, I was already at home, and Liu Jiaming was sitting next to me.
"Jinjing, how are you? What do you feel?"
I held my heavy head and said weakly: "I'm a little thirsty, pour me a glass of water."
"Okay, do you have any discomfort? Do you have anything to ask me?"
"How strange are you? Don't I have a fever? Can't even drink a sip of water?" I said coquettishly.
"Ah, okay." Liu Jiaming turned around happily to pour water for me.
I looked at his back and could no longer hold the corner of my smile. I opened my five fingers and clenched my embroidery needle pricked hard in the tiger's mouth. It was pricked by myself before I fell asleep.
I dare not say that I have been awake all the time, but I have been trying to stay awake. Whenever I want to fall asleep, the needle will pierce a little deeper.
I pulled out the embroidery needle that was deeply inserted into the tiger's mouth. The blood spot reminded me that I must not forget it. I want to find out where Xiao Liuer is!
"Wife, drink water!" Liu Jiaming came over with a cup and gently fed it to my mouth.
I used to enjoy this kind of couple's little mood. Now I have a rational nausea towards Liu Jiaming's behavior of being inconsistent with others and can't help but want to vomit, but in order not to make Liu Jiaming suspect, I could only endure it and drink that sip of water.
. When Liu Jiaming left me alone to rest with satisfaction, I rolled and crawled to the bathroom, and the bile was vomited out. I didn't dare to take any food given to me by Liu Jiaming. I was afraid of being given medicine. I just pretended to take the medicine prescribed by Aping.
After losing my child, my husband always feeds me medicine. He accidentally looked at his mobile phone map. I secretly spit out the medicine
. After I started playing the role of a gentle little virtuous wife again, as if I forgot what happened at my mother-in-law's house. Liu Jiaming seemed to be relieved and no longer cared about my whereabouts.
16
I decided to go to the Overseas Square to explore the bottom of Aping. In the evening, I used the old method to open Liu Jiaming's mobile phone, edited a WeChat message, and asked Aping to meet in the suburbs at 12 noon tomorrow. After Aping replied to the information and confirmed, I deleted the WeChat message again, pretending that nothing had happened, and fell asleep again.
Wait the next day after Liu Jiaming went to work, I cleaned up, put on makeup and wigs, and when it was almost twelve o'clock, I came to Aping's office.
Aping runs a private clinic and has a full-time secretary. I pretended to be a patient waiting for the afternoon registration and walked back and forth anxiously. I seized the opportunity of the secretary to go to the bathroom and hurriedly slipped into Aping's office.
A Ping is a partner of this clinic, so the clinic is very large, and I must hurry up and search, but before I could find anything, I heard the voice of the secretary outside: "Hello Dr. Tong, you are back!"
A Ping's surname is Tong, why is she back?
"Have Miss Jin been here today?" It was Aping's voice. Did she and Liu Jiaming find out my plan through words?
I quickly sorted out the information for the inspection and looked for a place to hide. There was a wardrobe there, and I entered.
Just as I hid it, Aping and his secretary came in.
"This afternoon, I went out with something. If you see Miss Jin coming, tell me immediately." Aping ordered.
"Okay, Doctor Tong." the secretary replied.
"By the way, I asked you to hide that pile of things. Have you hidden them?"
"Okay. I hid it in the house where you gave me the key last time." The secretary seemed a little hesitant and continued, "Doctor Tong, actually I have always wanted to remind you, do you think it is necessary to participate in Miss Jin's affairs so deeply? It is illegal to hypnify her in the unknown situation, right?" the secretary asked timidly.
"Just do your own thing well." Aping said sternly.
Secretary stopped saying a word. After a while, I heard the sound of the door closing.
17
"Whoosh", I vomited a breath I held. It was indeed Aping. She and Liu Jiaming have feelings for me, so why bother me? Tell me, wouldn't it be enough if I take the initiative to give way?
, maybe Liu Jiaming wants custody of Xiao Liuer? Or does the mother-in-law want custody of Xiao Liuer? And I have been reluctant to let go, so they attacked me?
I knocked my head, but I really couldn't remember how sad I was. I was actually plotted to this point. My daughter didn't know where she was. No, I wanted to cheer up. I walked out of the cabinet and started rummaging on Aping's office again.
I want to find out if there is any medical records of me, but unfortunately I have nothing to do. Suddenly I was attracted by a newspaper on the coffee table. Today is March 11, and that newspaper is still on January 15. The key is that other newspapers are still on the same day, so why are there only this newspaper from that day left?
I opened the newspaper and saw my own name, reporter Jin Jing. I've really been a journalist? They erased my memory?
Then what did I write? I looked carefully again.
This is an in-depth report about a man who killed his two children in order to marry his new girlfriend, and pretended that the child fell down a high building by himself.
I have memory of this message. It turns out that this is what I wrote! I've always had a job? Not a housewife? They hypnotized me so thoroughly!
But, why does Aping keep this newspaper? Could it be that she wanted to instigate Liu Jiaming to kill Xiao Liu'er? Thinking of this, I suddenly became uneasy and I had to find Xiao Liu'er!
18
But at this time the secretary was still sitting in the seat, how should I lead her away?
I looked at my phone. There are already dozens of missed calls on the phone, all of which are called by Liu Jiaming.
He should have been angry with Aping and knew what I did with his mobile phone. Maybe he had already agreed with Aping and was looking for me!
I quickly edited a WeChat message: I already know the engagement between you and Aping. Now I am on the top floor of the Overseas Ocean Plaza, please wait to collect my body!
Sure enough, not long after, the secretary's phone rang, and she suddenly bounced up from her seat and ran out.
I quickly walked out of Aping's office, searched in the secretary's position, and found a few strings of keys. I decided to find what the secretary just said, hidden.
I lowered my cap, took the elevator quickly, and then walked around the path behind the square. The phone in my hand kept vibrating, so I simply turned off.
I think where can Aping ask the secretary to hide Xiao Liu'er? I remembered the property that Amin transferred to Aping. By the way, it must be there. How could I be so stupid that I only went to the property but didn’t go to the house to check it out!
I quickly stopped a car and rushed to the house. After trying N keys, I finally opened the door.
19
In an instant, I burst into tears.
The baby bear on the ground is Xiao Liu'er. I have seen it in my dreams. Ah, that is Xiao Liu'er's favorite picture book. We leaned together, and I told her that it was Xiao Liu'er's birthday gift, a curvy greeting card...
are all Xiao Liu'er's things.
"Xiao Liu'er, Xiao Liu'er, mom is here to find you, where are you? Come out quickly, don't hide and seek with mom." I searched around the room, but couldn't see it.
html has been completely dark for 3 days. I was exhausted and searched every corner. I even looked for it in the rice jar, but I couldn't find Xiao Liu'er.
Where are you? I fainted. Entered a dream again.
"Mom, mom, have you come to me? I miss you so much, hug me! Why, why, you always have to work overtime, so I don't want to eat takeout?" Xiao Liu'er was angry there.
I reached out to pull her but couldn't pull her, so she left.
"Jin Jing!" Suddenly, a shrill cry woke me up. I opened my eyes and saw Liu Jiaming. I smiled at him: "Jiaming, I remember everything."
Liu Jiaming ran over and hugged me, buried it in my arms and cried bitterly. I gently stroked his curly hair, "Don't cry, look, Aping is going to laugh at you."
Aping looked at us there lonely. When she heard me talk about her, she nodded to me, and turned around and left.
20
On January 15th, I lost Xiao Liu'er forever. That day, I was on vacation and promised Xiao Liuer to take her to Disneyland. She was wearing her favorite Princess Elsa dress, holding a bear, and smiling like an angel.
However, a call broke Xiao Liu'er's dream. I received the call and there was an emergency task - the case had new progress. At that time, Liu Jiaming was on a business trip, so I could only leave Xiao Liu'er at home, and I promised her to come back immediately. But, I broke my promise.
task is not completed so quickly. I called Xiao Liu'er and said that I ordered takeaway for her and asked her to wait for it. Xiao Liu'er told me that she was a little uncomfortable. I just thought she was acting coquettish and wanted me to go back early, so I ignored her.
However, after a while, the deliveryman called me and said he rang the doorbell and no one at home opened the door.
I was a little panicked and called Xiao Liu'er, but she didn't answer the phone. I panicked and rushed home, but it was too late.
My little Liu'er is already hard and is no longer fragrant and soft. No matter how I call her, she will no longer respond to me.
21
What happened later, my memory began to blur. I was confused every day, life was worse than death, I blame myself, and I regret it.
Every day I think, if I don’t love work so much, if I didn’t work overtime, if I go back to cook for Xiao Liuer, will she not die? At least she can have a meal, and she doesn’t have to be a starving ghost when she goes!
I hugged Liu Jiaming and shouted, "Our little Liu'er has become a starving ghost, I made her a starving ghost, hahahahaha." I think I'm crazy.
"Jin Jing, that's not your fault. The doctor also said that Xiao Liuer had congenital heart disease , but she hadn't noticed it." Liu Jiaming hugged me and cried.
"Why is it not my fault? If I were by her side all the time, I could save her as soon as possible, it was all my fault." I still couldn't forgive myself.
"Don't leave me!" Suddenly, Liu Jiaming hugged me tightly in the memory, "As long as you don't leave me, I am willing to do anything!"
"Is it also included erasing my memory?" I stroked Liu Jiaming's thin back. He has lost a lot of weight these days.
"Yes, if those memories make you suffer and keep you away from me, then I will find a way to make you lose those memories. Aping accepted my house, and the medical expenses I gave her were enough to do ten hypnosis for you!" Liu Jiaming said firmly.
22
"What time is this?"
"The third time." Liu Jiaming said dejectedly, "You can always remember it."
I hugged him tightly, stroked his back, and said like holding Xiao Liu'er, "If you lose all the memories of Xiao Liu'er, would you like?"
Liu Jiaming thought for a while and shook his head.
"Yes, you don't want to do it either, so how can you think that as a mother, I will be willing? I will remember her for the rest of my life!" I said firmly.
"I think you blame yourself too much and suffer too much. I can't bear to suffer such pain." Liu Jiaming stroked my cheek.
"No, I would rather be in hell than lose my memory about her, do you understand?" I couldn't control my tears and shook Liu Jiaming fiercely.
Liu Jiaming seemed to understand, nodded, hugged me tightly, "Then you have to promise me too, don't leave me, don't be unwilling to think about it. No matter what, we have to be together. No matter how difficult it is ahead, you still have me, and I still have you. Would you be better if you think so?"
I saw that there were tears in Liu Jiaming's eyes, and the man did not let him laugh easily, but he was not sad.
I nodded.
Now that I understand Liu Jiaming’s painstaking efforts, I realize how lucky I am to have a husband like him!
For the rest of our lives, no matter how painful it is, we will always carry Xiao Liu'er's memory and live a good life!
However, I don’t know if it was because I deliberately did not eat the food made by Liu Jiaming recently, which damaged my stomach and I actually vomited it again.
"Did you have it again?" Liu Jiaming looked at me in shock. Is
? Is it because Xiao Liuer is reluctant to let go of her mother, is she back? This time, mom must protect you well, come back soon! Little Liu'er! (original title: "The Lost Daughter")
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