Her face was covered with white, and the pearl powder tightened her face. She watched the nano waiter pour tea into the small cup with a small white jade pot. A sentence from Jiang Yuequan floated from the speaker, "Don't think of the old wall door of Yangzhou ". Her nose felt sour, her eyes were shaking, and her heart was miserable. I didn't dare to look up, my fiancé was right in front of me.
Lin Chuchi firmly stretched out his hand and pushed a sandalwood box with gold inlaid on it to her. She grabbed it and opened it. The bottom of the red velvet was a platinum ring with a diamond-made squirrel head embedded on it. This was the time. She thought that this little squirrel skull might not be what he could think of. Thinking of this, there was another tide in his heart, staring at the ring in a daze, without saying a word.
He smelled the scent of the scent of steamed ointment on her wrist, and saw her earlobes red, and couldn't help but feel a little dazed. She burned her hair into fashionable waves, wearing a white flannel small fold hat, her face under the veil was as white as an apple, and she had a kind of silly aura of a young child. Her eyes were hanging down, her lips were slightly open, pink as if it were light evening, and the willow buds in early spring.
"That..." He finally spoke, but clearly saw her hesitating nervously. Black pupils turned around and around, their eyes were a little red. He was slow, thinking that she was just brewing emotions for the upcoming scene because she saw something she liked, but she didn't know that she had other thoughts. So he changed his tone and relieved her pressure, "Do you like it?"
Her eyes raised, "Where did you find this style?"
"The jewelry store you often go to, and the designer inside knew that you love the little squirrel the most, so he designed it like this."
"What, I love you the most is obviously you." She laughed at least, and she didn't blink when she lies. Even when it was such a time, she didn't dare to admit it.
"Then... then did you agree?" He still looked confident. She looked at it so embarrassed. She took a sip of tea, looked at the ring again, and still solidified her smile on the corners of her lips. "What should I promise?"
"Are you going to marry me?"
"You How could he propose easily without putting the ring on my hand? "
He gently put the ring on her hand. She turned the little squirrel's head calmly, waved his hand and smiled at him, "Is it good?"
" Good-looking, everything you wear is good-looking."
"Not good."
"What, what's wrong?"
"I said, it's not good to marry you."
His face suddenly became cold, and there was a grievance in his eyes that was humiliated and circling in his eyes, "How can you do this? I've been waiting for you for so long?"
"Do you want me to love you or marry you?"
"Everything is needed."
"People should not be too greedy."
"Wang Yanhe, you said you love me but don't marry me, what do you think?"
When working during the day, the squirrels would jump anxiously in the cage. The uncut nails and the cage railing made a crisp sound of dingling clanging sound, like a beauty wearing a ring in the flower corridor. She closed her eyes and felt that this sound would remain in her memory forever. The despair trapped in the cage and the potential self-destructive tendency made the little squirrel bald a piece of hair above the head of the nose. The desire to find an exit to escape was so pure and strong. She decided not to raise squirrels again. Although she couldn't resist the desire to touch their smooth bodies, she looked into their black pupils and grabbed their small ears, just as she could not resist the glowing and carefully carved herself when she was loved.
But always imprisoning your beloved animals in places that do not belong to them is undoubtedly abuse. Since the moment the squirrel lives in the cage, her perception has also been locked into the cage. When the squirrel grinds the cage, she is also very anxious; but if she releases the squirrel, it will bite everything that can be touched, and the house will be filled with mess and slutty. She is trapped at work and cannot accompany her at all times. With it, the contradiction of love lies in this...
"Ninghe...what are you thinking? Are you listening to me?"
"Well, what's wrong?"
"Why? Are you in love with someone else?" He became like a puppy again, with his eyes wide open, as if he was about to cry.
"I just don't want to get married. You and I have been so long. You are not unaware of what kind of person I am. I am afraid that one day, you and I are like squirrels in prison. No one will unlock the lock and will sooner or later be hit and die in the marriage cage. Chu Chi, you are not unaware of how much I love that squirrel, and I am afraid that it will die in the cage."
"You're thinking too much," he finally breathed a sigh of relief, not afraid of changing the roots and leaves. Anyway, she couldn't escape from her yard, so she relaxed, "Please accept the ring first. I know you like it. I won't force you to get married. When you want to, I have no other thoughts."
"Okay." She showed an innocent smile, and the cake in her heart was cut open by a plastic knife, revealing a red velvet section.
"What do you want to eat?" He grabbed the ordering saucer floating in the air and returned to his usual gentleness and elegance. "Why do you want to have a rum ice cream first?" Although her body was tied to a chair, her thoughts still flew back to a night in Britain a few years ago. A few of them got together. Suddenly, the stream said they wanted to adjust mojito for everyone to drink. So they rushed inside before the Morrison supermarket closed and bought a large bottle of rum and soda , a basin of mint and green lemon.
When mixing, Xiaoxi poured too much rum. The sugar and soda water were not proportional. Everyone felt bad after taking a bite. They laughed at her, "You guys put too much rum, it definitely doesn't taste this way." "Or let's drink it in the supermarket to make a bottle," but Xiaoxi insisted that his recipe was correct, "You haven't drunk the real mojito."
Everyone laughed so hard that they rolled up, and they were intimate. When they came to their drunkenness, they found themselves walking in a daze on the hard gravel road in the small town. The breeze smelled like grass was wet and ice moist, and crickets were chirping, as if it was raining. This long autumn night was like Suzhou . At that time, Lin Chuchi walked beside her. She turned her head away and rubbed her lipstick against his sleeve. She could feel her cheeks getting hot with rum. She leaned on his arm and the two walked all the way.
Chu Chi is three years older than her. She was the doctoral senior in mechanical engineering that year and didn't talk much during the meal. She just looked at them and smiled and said some serious advice. Later they learned that his family was in the bionic business, so they just asked him to study and master core technologies in the UK to develop products.
The next day, Xiaoxi told her that you had been sticking to Chu Chi's arm last night. He hugged you like Saturn's rings surrounding Saturn, cautious, afraid of smashing you.
It’s all your fault that you put too much rum. She shrugged her shoulders and spread her hands, looking indifferent.
Xiaoxi also laughed, and I realized that I really had too much rum.
"Do you like Lin Chuchi?"
"Don't talk nonsense." Wang Yanhe shouted to the stream that they went to study in Britain together, and they also loved rock music , and they hit it off at first sight.
She didn't know what she felt about Lin Chuchi, but she knew clearly that Lin Chuchi must have fallen in love with her, otherwise when she leaned on his arm, the person who cherished his feathers did not hide, and let her rub the rose lipstick against his white Saturn short sleeve. The Saturn short sleeve was her two weeks of meal money.
Until now, she looked at the little squirrel head carefully, and didn't understand what happened that Rum night, and what made Lin Chuchi unswervingly think that she likes rum-flavored food and likes herself wearing Saturn's short-sleeved sleeves, rather than relying on improvisation.
chatted for a year without hesitation, but they were still together. Although Chu Chi's face was not moving, she took a fancy to his steadyness and calmness, and felt that he was a young man trained by Da Jia's family since childhood, and was still different from those young people who were wandering in business families. She is also different from those girls who want to tie up men and are anxious to get married. She is afraid of getting married and never mentions marriage, just cares about the two of them living happily. After Lin Chuchi returned to China, he started his business and his pressure increased sharply, and he also liked her. He always thought it was her sensible, but later he realized that it was a fear of marriage.
After all, she has been unconscious for so many years. Although she can get mechanical happiness by repeating the same thing in bed every day, she always feels that she is kissing a bionic person and opening and closing her lips mechanically. She held his wrist, which was emitting earth perfume, and found that his pulse was smooth and he was not excited at all. For this reason, she often looked for the switch on him, "Chu Chi, are you a dummy?"
"Why do you ask that?" He was slow.
"Then you just don't love me, why don't you respond to kissing?"
He still smiled gently, "My heartbeats naturally, I'm going to be with you so fast."
"The affectionate Chu Chi is born a businessman. Businessmen's heartbeats are slow, and they are more profit than separation."
"The affectionate Chu Chi is born a businessman. Businessmen's heartbeats are slow, and they are more important than separation. . "She still hung on his arm, as if she was born without bones, pointing to his chest, "I'm afraid your love for me is also a good step by step, just like the bionic people produced by your family, or you are the bionic people created by your father, baptized like a decent person, received a holy cake, prayed every day, went to England to study, pretending to be the best natural person in the world to fall in love with me." At all times, if you want to please your lover, you will say it in a sweet tone, no one will doubt her sincerity anymore, and men are best coaxed.
"Nonsense, what are you pretending in your little brain every day?" He touched her hair with a smile, covering her heart from the top of her head to the tailbone . The doting drips out of his eyes, and he knows that it is sweet and greasy until his lips are not around. Lin Chuchi is not bad, it is too good. She follows her everywhere. She obviously wants to go to Paris during the holidays, but she takes her to Morocco . She is afraid that she will be unhappy. She holds it in her hand like Suxiu . Zhang Fei embroidery, each stitch is meticulous, so good that she can't find any fault. It's so good that she is stable and so stagnant.
She still didn't know whether she was greedy for his goodness or loved him. Until she saw Gui Chunqiu in that jewelry store called Suzhou Bai, she vaguely felt that she had made the wrong choice and was unsatisfied.
When she was a girl, she often had some problems surrounded her heart, such as going to the pharmacy to get medicine, meeting a man who was like the moon, with long and delicate hands, putting the medicine in his hand in the palm of her hand, and reminding her, "Take the medicine according to the bottom prescription." She knew that she liked this kind of man. No girl didn't like this kind of man. She looked good and looked so good when sitting in a dark window to pick up medicine. He watched her slowly walk towards him, staring at him, and could pierce into his heart at a glance. But the one I often choose is someone around mediocre, who will drive a car early, wait for her at the hospital gate, and hand over milk tea when she gets in the car. She wanted to have an uninterrupted relationship with beautiful and interesting people instead of resting too early and having a child with unconventional appearance ran in the garden. Unfortunately, she had never met a beautiful man, and the beautiful young man was just a glance.She is a natural slut, Jia Baoyu crazy, knowing how she would treat beautiful men, joy gushed out of her eyes, and she wished she could chew the other person's beauty between her lips and teeth, swallowing them all into her stomach, and flying moths into the flames, but she wouldn't.
Guichunqiu is so handsome, with eyebrows and eyes as carved by knife, lips as carved by stone, and pores are almost visible in the skin. It is simply the beautiful young man on the wall of the Louvre , just one piece of mink silver buckle. There is no reason for going to that jewelry store often. I like to see him under the lights and enthusiastically help her look for styles, the perfect fan-shaped shadow under her eyelashes. Beautiful people are perfect without ever getting tired of watching them. This diamond-set style is too dense and looks like a nouveau riche when worn on your hands. The gem is a bit precipitated and I feel it is not pure enough, so I always ask him to put it out and see it. Anyway, she works at home and has time to pass it. He has never been bored, nor has he ever expressed dissatisfaction. He always recommends her with a smile and carefully tells her how to match it best and what color of jewelry will make her look whiter, which is very useful. Lin Chuchi is too straightforward. He doesn't understand these things, he can only praise them: they look good.
is a prank, and it is not savory. She complained in her heart.
Judging from the store name, the store owner may be from Suzhou, or has loved Suzhou, and always plays Pingtan . The soft and powerful Wuyu is paired with fine Pipa . No matter how strong the lyrics are, they are sing like Chu Jian wrapped in red silk, gently and sharply, like Yu Ji, like Liu Rushi , and she misses homesickness. Chu Chi is from the north, and she had no choice but to follow him to the north to develop. One day, somehow, Wu Yu's "Song of the Four Seasons" started to be played in the shop. It happened that it was snowing heavily that day, and the weather was cold and the crow couldn't even scream. Chu Chi was always busy and couldn't see the news. The squirrel fell asleep in the cage. She felt bored and put on her clothes and came out to talk to Gui Chunqiu. She had just drunk a cup of hot tea, and heard "I woke up and didn't see my parents, but I saw the bright moonlight in front of the window" and began to wipe my tears. Chunqiu was taking out an pink diamond necklace from cabinet . Suddenly seeing her crying, she took out a white silk squid from the small cabinet and handed it to her. When her tears stopped, she asked, "Is it better?"
"Chunqiu, where is your home?"
Chunqiu was stunned, his hands were in the air, the hollow white The golden horse's hoof chain swayed around, and the small pink diamond seemed a little out of control. "Foshan, Guangdong."
"Do you miss home?"
His eyebrows were raised, and he looked dumb, "You often are common here, so I don't want it."
She smiled and no longer made things difficult for him. He immediately regained his charming smile, "Don't be sad, it's not that I can't go back."
"If I want to marry him and settle here, it will be difficult to go back."
"Then stay, I'm here too." Chunqiu stared at her, "I can speak Wu Yu and sing Kunqu . You know, the boss asks me, I have to know everything."
Her face was faintly red, it was too late, it's a pity.
"If you like me, I can sing Cantonese songs for you, you said you like old Hong Kong movies."
"Yes." She was happy, "Show me this necklace? People say that it is easy to have a thousand gold, but pink diamonds are rare?"
"A thousand gold is paired with pink diamonds, and one thing is inferior to another." He carefully held up the necklace, "Do I want me to tie it for you?"
She turned her head and felt his fingers pushing her hair. Her neck was very warm, and her skin was smooth and soft, not rough at all. Then she turned her head and saw the necklace in the mirror. The pink diamond on the horse's hoof made her feel a little melancholy, "You said I put this horse's hoof on it, can I go back to Suzhou immediately?"
" Haha, Mrs. Lin is going back to Suzhou, your young master wants to get you back."
is still so heartbroken by the three words "Mrs. Lin". It is better to call me "Mrs. Lin". It is better to have a boy who is as good-looking as a boy in Chunqiu, so that he can sing a play together. Yes, Lin Chuchi is indeed like a father and brother. The Taihu Stone in the pool is as calm as his sister. Unfortunately, it has reached this point.
had to deny it, "I haven't become 'Mrs.', are you so anxious to push me to him? "
Rebirth Chunqiu is still the sweet face that is ignorant of worries, "Ms. Lin Bingxue is smart. If you stay, we can do business. "
single-threaded thinking, perhaps deliberately pretending to be stupid and unable to explain it to him, flirting with others in a specious way, and I should forget what I have done. If this beautiful mouth is always so seductive. She said seriously, "Then I want to look at the engagement ring. What are you good recommendations? "While looking at the expression on his face, was there any movement?
Gui Chunqiu frowned and thought for a moment, "I'm afraid you think the styles in the store are vulgar, so why don't I think it's a sketch, and you can choose it again? "
Before she could pick it, Lin Chuchi had already shown up in advance. He drove her all the way west at night to the space restaurant that would take a year to book. This abandoned aerospace training base was contracted by a second generation and converted into a restaurant. It has been kept confidential to the outside world. Only the guests on the booking know its specific location. Sitting in Chuchi's Jaguar electric car, she looked at the sky through the skylight. The strong wind had just blown by the sun, and the stars at night were high and bright, and her heart trembled slightly. Lin Chuchi is a persistent and dedicated Virgo. Tonight his heart is the brightest corner lobby in the night sky , Ning He knew that he was asking for marriage without thinking, but this sentence came too quickly. She had not had time to go to the jewelry store to say goodbye to Chunqiu.
She only wanted what she liked, even if she chose this time, but unfortunately Lin Chuchi didn't even give this opportunity.
The two sat in the weightless private room, tied on the chair, and the chair was tied to the ground with limited chains. The two sat face to face and felt a little funny. The familiar "Baoyu Night Discovery" came to her ears. She was a little surprised and said straightforwardly, "Brother, what's the matter to tell me? "
He took out a box from his pocket with difficulty. The moment he saw the box, she took a breath of air conditioning. She couldn't make it wrong. This must be a ring made by Chunqiu. He got it.
This has the beginning scene.
She rejected his proposal and persuaded him kindly. Chu Chi's face returned to his former calmness, and there was no jealousy at all, "What's wrong? What are you thinking? Eat rum ice cream? "
He must have known Gui Chunqiu, why didn't he ask her? She knew Chu Chi, he was not a person who used secret tricks. He had always made clear steps in the relationship between the two, and she knew very well about every move of his move. She didn't have to think about them when they celebrated New Year's Eve in London, she knew that he would confess when the theme song of "Doctor Who" was played.
When the music started, she jumped excitedly and screamed at Chu Chi. He smiled and turned out two Doctor Who sports bracelets from his arms, one in her hand and the other in his own hands. Among the drunk British people, he shouted to her, "Let me be your doctor! (Let me be your doctor!) "She threw the classic line to him that has been running through decades, "Doctor who? (Which doctor?) "
He grinned, his teeth shining in the darkness, "Doctor who is going to marry you. (The doctor who will marry you in the future.)"
The music like an alarm was weird and distorted. The fireworks sprayed from London's eyes were innocent and short. She lowered her head and looked at the plastic bracelet with a yellow and green flash. The bracelet was painted with an attacking monster Dalek, and they shouted "Exterminate! (Destroy!)" "Exterminate! (Eliminate!)”, then she knew what kind of person Chu Chi was. He was the dragon-slaying knight who rescued the virgin. He was absolutely confident and had a firmer pace. When she was an attractive product in the playground, she wanted to use a bracelet, so she would trap her. But she couldn't find any fault. Her husband just wanted to have whatever his wife liked, so he bought something?
But this time he was too much.
"No, don't eat it, Chu Chi, I put too much rum. Do you remember the first time we met? "
" Then drink some hot water, are you uncomfortable? "Lin Chuchi dodged a little, "I call the waiter. "
" Did we get immersed in that inappropriate illusion from the beginning? The mojito in Xiaoxi has added too much rum, which has led to my irrelevance to you..."
"Do you have a fever? "He still reached out and put it on her forehead as usual, and she brushed his hand away, "Stop pretending, let's face it." "She knew that only by forcing him could he tell the truth.
"Don't do this, 杨娱, don't do this. "He held her hand, sweating in his palm, and his fingers were shaking.
"I don't want to eat everything related to rum anymore. I've been drunk for too long. We are not suitable. We can't get married. We can't do it now and we can't do it in the future. "
"Hmph..." He let go of her hand and finally smiled coldly, "I knew you were in love with someone else. "
She also laughed and stopped crying. Her tears swelled and raised her hand to fiddle with the ring, "It seems that you know, why don't you talk about it. "
" number Si 916, return to the Spring and Autumn Period. "He called out a video on the display screen in the air. It was her in Gui Chunqiu's eyes, her frown and smile, full of affection.
"You have never seen me with that look. "He gritted his teeth and looked at Wang Yanhe on the display screen, his voice like a torn magpie bridge.
"You suffer for your own sake. " She kept pulling the Nanibu and slamming tears out of her eyes.
"When did you know? "
" Chu Chi, you are really full of loopholes. I never told him what I like. Every time I enter the store, I happen to hear the store playing it, or he is humming the song I played many times that day. Is this a coincidence? He looks perfect, proficient in Cantonese, Kunqu opera and Pingtan, Mandarin without any accent. If an ordinary person is so perfect, would he be willing to be an jewelry designer ? Besides, his hands are so soft and have no calluses at all, and they don’t look like hands that can polish jewelry; his home is in Foshan, Guangdong, and isn’t your bionic manufacturing factory there? "
" You continue. "Lin Chuchi seemed to have a sense of praise.
"The most fatal point, Chuchi, you told me the news of the opening of the "Suzhou Bai". You know I love jewelry, I hope I can relax from time to time and not be bored at home. How could a normal man feel assured that his girlfriend meets another beautiful man every day, even if that person is a gay man. "
"Do you still not understand? I do it all for you. "
" You are not for me, you are for me to keep me. You know me so well. If you know what I like, you can take out what I want to keep me. It is because of this that I feel scared. " Her eyelashes trembled slightly, her eyes were a little blurry, and she was still looking at the ring, and she was still sad.
"I know you like beautiful faces, I know you want to go back to Suzhou, I know you like Pingtan, I know you like Hong Kong films, I know you like New Year's Eve fireworks, I know I don't like these, I don't like these, but I also have to try to like them, because I like you, I love you, I want to keep you, I want to have something to say to you. But deep down I know that I can't make it the way you like, and I can't like the things you like. As I get older, it's getting harder to pretend, but I'm afraid that I will completely lose you, and I'm even more afraid that someone who suits your taste will appear to take you away. Then I think it's better to create a perfect person to accompany you, so that you won't pay attention to others. This is why I tried my best to develop that bionic person..." He took the tears from her eyes, and they stuck to his fingertips, reminding him of the glass balls he longed for in his childhood.
"It would be fine if this is the case, Chu Chi, why do you still have genitals for him? Why does a service-oriented bionic person have sexual functions? Can't you do this?" She smiled, "Do you really want to know how I know? Forget it, my every move is under your surveillance, you must understand."
"This is my perfectionism, I can't make an eunuch , especially I think he is my derivative... Please forgive me, 杨, forgive me."
"This is my perfectionism, I can't make a eunuch , especially I think he is my derivative... Please forgive me, 杨, forgive me."
"No, I won't forgive you." Wang Yanhe didn't look at him, and the jingle of the squirrel's fingernails passing through the cage seemed to be in his ears, "Your selfishness and deception have ruined my imagination of love. Your love for me has begun to decline, and you still want to tie me up with a bionic person. Are you thinking about letting me forgive you?"
"That's because I think that it's me! He used my programming and design to talk to you, and I gave you everything I can to my heart's needs. Is this wrong? I can even assure you that everything will be the same after we get married, and you can even bring him home..."
"Stop teasing, you are you, he is him, you are two completely different people. Since Gui Chunqiu is bionic people, you are an independent individual, otherwise you will not be jealous. This incident made me realize that no matter what, you and I will be separated sooner or later. If this bionic person is broken, there will be another one. Our feelings cannot be solved by technology." She slowly lit a cigarette, "I will go back to Suzhou tomorrow, no Must give away. "
"用用, then I will destroy him, okay? Forget him, only us, okay? You can have a relationship for as long as you want, I will never force you to get married anymore."
" But I have fallen in love with him, I betray you." She swept his face sharply.
"No, this is not betrayal, he is me, he is like the shortcomings of my love, my prosthetic limb of love, the side that I cannot have, I created him, he is me, you love him, you love me."
"No, Frankenstein created that monster, he will admit that Is the monster him? Gui Chunqiu is like Nezha made of lotus root, it can't be you. If I fall in love with him, it means I love the part you can't have, maybe I haven't..."
"Stop talking, I don't want to listen." Lin Chuchi smiled weakly, and then he regained the numb expression that middle-aged businessmen often had, with dull pain hidden under his skin. He felt like a robot who had completed a mission, turned off the power and escaped into the void.He moved softly to her and quietly held her cold fingers, "We want a pot of hot ginger tea to drive away the cold, okay?"
She sipped ginger tea silently. The room gradually darkened, and the simulated constellation point corresponding to the coordinates above her head. From the corner of her eyes, she saw the blue starlight flashing on his face. She couldn't see her expression clearly. He sighed long, lowered his voice, and sourly rose to his tongue, "You know that bionics will not have an independent consciousness. He treats you thousands of good things, isn't it all my feelings for you?"
"I can hear your heartbeat, your pulse finally Speeded up. "She bit her lip, "Lin Chuchi, you are so stupid."
The next day, she was woken up by the north wind. She smelled the familiar lavender smell on the pillow, and suddenly felt nostalgic in her heart. In a blink of an eye, she saw Chuchi standing by the bed, feeling sad but not sad, "When will I come back?"
"Not back." She stood up and slowly walked to the cage, "Leave the ring for you, I will take the squirrel away."
Lin Chuchi didn't say anything, followed her and watched her dress up carefully.
"You wear this one, the lake blue silk shirt you wore for the first time." He held up the shirt and looked at her unwillingly. Wear it again in the end, even for me.
She smiled, took it over and put it on her gloves, he tied it up one by one for her, raised his head, looked at her deeply, his fingertips were a little rough, and they slid across her belly, and it hurt a little.
They ate breakfast at will, soy milk fried dough sticks and pickles. When she packed up and put the squirrel in her handbag and pushed the door out, she found that Gui Chunqiu was standing at the door, her eyes were a little out of focus. The two of them stared at each other for a while, but tears were the first to burst out from Chunqiu's eyes.
squirrels gushing in their handbag.
"Where did you get the steam? It's quite like it?" She felt complicated, and Lin Chuchi stood not far behind her and looked at her quietly.
"Is that necessary?" Chunqiu opened his mouth as rosy as rose petals, and a tear just dried up on his lips.
"It must be so!"
She pushed him away and walked towards the elevator. The squirrel had already started eating bags, and it was impatient.
"Then I'll go too, wait for me!"
didn't hear who said it clearly, and the elevator door closed.
