Text/Damu Towering
In the season of retirement, I can hardly understand those crying daughters, shame!
The military camp is a place where you don't want to leave all the time.
The word feeling is a fool!
At the beginning, he couldn't stand the flick of the admissions teacher, and stepped into a famous military academy with one thigh, thinking that he could easily become a general, become a winner in life, and glorify eight generations of ancestors.
It turns out that there is a 10,000 light-year gap between ideal and reality.
It turns out that being a soldier is uncomfortable with no dead ends in all directions for 365 days. Even if the heart is higher than the sky, as long as you put on this evil camouflage uniform, your life will only be left with an endless pot of rice, an endless midnight post, and five kilometers without a head. Apart from working day after day, just see Not the loneliness of parents.
What kind of shit feelings, the goal of life as a soldier in less than three days has changed from being a general to the scribbled company commander's signature on the leave note...In short, as long as you can leave, even three Hour is also Chinese New Year!
"The most capable officer in my life is the non-commissioned officer!"-Recalling the self-deprecating sentence of the newly trained squad leader, I suddenly became deaf!
Standing at the twenty-year mark and looking back, I found that I had long been lost in this sea of camouflage, and I could no longer distinguish myself.
finally realized a truth: to be a soldier is to drip water into the sea, you will forget your own shape, and you will never be able to escape.
Being a soldier means betraying yourself and your family again and again
Like Xu Sanduo, many people were beaten into the army by their parents with sticks. Therefore, after two years of service, they became The highest goal of many people.
However, entering the military camp is involuntary, from two years, to five years, eight years...Everyone accidentally lost their entire youth in compromising themselves again and again!
The daughter-in-law said that it was my sentence "I must leave for another two years". Now, watching my son grow up on his mobile phone, the daughter-in-law no longer asks when to take a vacation and when to change jobs.She knew that that day was an end that could never be waited for.
People often say that serving as a soldier means "dedicating youth and life, and lifelong dedication to children and grandchildren." Lao Li 's wife was in labor and urged him to go home. He said that the troops are in exercises and wars, and so on.
did not set off until the exercise was successful. On the way, I heard the good news that mother and child are safe.
Putting on this military uniform is like putting on a curse. You will involuntarily enter a kind of heroic self-hypnosis, placing yourself above all else in the military camp, while the self belonging to the wife and children disappears. Without a trace.
Thus, betrayal has become a peace of mind!
Being a soldier is endless asking for trouble
For twenty years, I have regarded soldiers as a half map of China. I drank water in the waves of the East China Sea and rolled mud in the yellow ground. He also used two legs to measure the eight hundred li cropland in Taihang Mountain.
Everywhere you go, you have the same experience. Being a soldier means you are full and you try to toss yourself.
Someone summed up the "four monsters" of the military camp: belted suits, walking in rows, singing before eating, and stacking squares on the quilt.
When I first enlisted in the army, I didn’t understand. I asked the squad leader as soon as I got my head, can I win the battle if I put my toothbrush in a line?
As a result, the squad leader stared, and I brushed the sink for the whole class for a week, and I still hate it when I see toothbrushes.
After being a soldier for a few years, everyone fell into obsessive-compulsive disorder-he stood at attention when he heard the national anthem, and answered as soon as he called the name. In the eyes of outsiders, this is the most vivid footnote of the three words "stupid soldier".
A netizen posted a photo, and a group of soldiers from the subway station lined up in a long line, quietly and together! The number of likes exceeds 10,000 in an instant!
Suddenly figured it out. It turns out that it is not hormones and long legs that people scan the screen, but the sense of security brought about by strict rules!
This kind of neatness is not too big for the people to watch the excitement, but for the soldiers, it is the boring self-abuse that has lasted for more than a decade, and it eventually becomes an obsession that cannot be shaken off or forgotten.
pick up the gun,No one from now on
Someone asked the monitor, why do you always stand at the top of the row?
The squad leader said, because I have to rush forward during the war to block bullets for you.
In the military camp, if the squad leader doesn’t move his chopsticks while eating, you have to wait upright; after training, you have to stand honestly if the squad leader doesn’t shout.
In the rain of bullets, the squad leader will not be the first, and will never let you rush ahead.
Karakoram, the heroic leader Qi Fabao stood alone on the border line. Behind him, countless soldiers formed a great wall of flesh and blood!
Some people questioned, did these soldiers really die voluntarily when they were young?
Actually, they didn't know that the soldiers were no longer themselves when they put on this camouflage.
The longer you have been in the army, the more you will find that people wearing military uniforms are tightly connected by some kind of curse, and they have integrated themselves with the beliefs of the soldiers.
So, "The military camp is the second hometown of soldiers' souls."
There is nothing wrong with this!
For soldiers, wives and children far away are a harbor for worrying about their lives, and the land under their feet is the fate of life and death entrusted to them.
When we raised our guns and took the oath, we were destined to be inseparable from this family for the rest of our lives!
An iron-fighted barracks and running water soldiers.
In September, I can finally leave here, bid farewell to the military camp, bid farewell to youth, and bid farewell to a life memory carved into the bone marrow.
At this moment,
really needs a good cry!
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