Some people say that the best way to marriage is to marry love. However, few people discuss that if marriage is not the best, should we live and live, or should we choose again? During the Republic of China period, there were two well-known celebrities who had experienced such a choice. After the love-hate entanglement, the two of them were still in the siege of the city, and the lonely and helpless person were still alone in the end. They were Hu Shi and Lu Xiaoman .
The two first came from the social interaction at a dance. At that time, Lu Xiaoman had just graduated and was young and energetic. She was also the translation of the famous Gu Weijun . At the dance party, the young and beautiful Lu Xiaoman met the elegant and funny Hu Shi. After the two had a brief exchange, Hu Shi was not hesitant to praise Lu Xiaoman. He praised her for her musical music, her art of dancing, and her masterful painting skills.
For Lu Xiaoman, being praised by Hu Shi, a celebrity in the cultural circle at that time, was also something that made her very happy. She had long heard that this young professor at Peking University is not only very talented, but also funny, but also handsome and handsome. When she saw her today, she realized that what the outside world said was not false. So she did not hide her appreciation for Hu Shi, and the distance between the two began to be gradually narrowed.
If this is the beginning of the story, then the talented man and beautiful woman will stay together for the rest of their lives, which will definitely be the best ending of the story. But unfortunately, sometimes fate just gently tweaks the wheel, and the two of them may never have a fate in this life. Shortly after meeting at the dance, Hu Shi followed her mother's arrangement to marry her. Lu Xiaoman, who is already at the age of marriage, also married Wang Geng under the pressure of his parents.
After that, the two of them had roughly the same situation, and they both suffered from their boredom in their marriage. Especially for Lu Xiaoman, his marriage with Wang Geng is like a shackle, and his innocent and lively nature is firmly bound. In order to relieve the depression in her heart, she began to communicate with Hu Shi, and intimate Hu Shi introduced many like-minded friends to Lu Xiaoman in order to relieve her worries and troubles.
And among these friends, there was a person who appeared, disrupting the subtle relationship between Hu Shi and Lu Xiaoman, and this person was Xu Zhimo . Lu Xiaoman has a good impression of the chic and passionate Xu Zhimo, but his emotions seem to always be all on one person. When dating Lu Xiaoman, he still remembers Lin Huiyin in his heart. This made Lu Xiaoman feel helpless and dissatisfied, so she began to have an extremely ambiguous relationship in her correspondence with Hu Shi.
During that period, with the frequent exchanges of letters, the relationship between the two began to become somewhat difficult to define. Lu Xiaoman began to write some sentences expressing love in English in the letter, while Hu Shi would reply with love poems. It was not until Xu Zhimo and Lu Xiaoman got married that this relationship that was about to be out of control was blocked. After marrying Xu Zhimo, Lu Xiaoman once regained her previous passion, but as time went by, the conflict between the two became more and more acute and irreconcilable. Finally, after Xu Zhimo suffered an air crash, the marriage ended with a permanent separation between heaven and man, and Lu Xiaoman became lonely and helpless again. In order to live, she had to ask Xu Zhimo's father for financial assistance. Xu's father didn't want to care, but fortunately Hu Shi dealt with it, so Lu Xiaoman had 300 yuan in living funds per month.
But this little money is not enough to make Lu Xiaoman squander. What's worse is that when Xu's father heard that she had dealt with many people, he directly cut off the funding. She was desperate again and had to ask Hu Shi for help directly. Hu Shi did not refuse, but also put forward three conditions. First, she asked her to quit those addictive drugs, second, she asked her to stop interacting with other men, and third, she asked her to move to Nanjing where she lives.
Hu Shi knew that as a married person, he could not directly assist Lu Xiaoman, so he used these three requirements to make her closer to him, so that he could still see her from time to time. But as a veteran in love, how could Lu Xiaoman not see the intention behind this? But perhaps she had just experienced a marriage change and she didn't want to continue this kind of ambiguity, so in the end, she rejected Hu Shi's request.
"The sea has endured and the rocks are rotten, and love entanglements are not over yet." Lu Xiaoman, who pursues romantic freedom, never found the marriage he wanted in his life. Hu Shi, who tried to break out of the siege, walked a few steps at the city gate, and finally turned around and walked into the city. This may not only be the regret of the two of them, but also the sigh of that era.
