Thank you for meeting you that summer, otherwise, I might not be able to understand what regret is!
Xiaomeng never expected that the farewell bell would ring so quietly, basically without warning. Everyone thought that he might be the last person to leave, but they did not expect that he would be the first to leave.
Xiaomeng is a company's new media operator staff. Her job every day is to connect with customers and meet their all-round requirements for content. Because she is a B-side service provider, any needs of customers need to be met. Therefore, many times, Xiaomeng suppresses her emotions. No matter what requests the customers make, she will only satisfy them as much as possible.
Xiaomeng usually doesn't speak. He rarely speaks a few words between work and off work. During working hours every week, he may not speak more than 10 sentences. This is the norm in the office. Coupled with a bit of social fear, I basically couldn’t find anyone to talk to. In daily work, communication is basically done online. Even if the person you are interacting with or speaking to is sitting across from you, you basically still rely on online communication.
Xiaohui is recognized as a good person in the company and can be regarded as a social expert in the company. Basically, Xiaohui can easily handle all the company's affairs. If many colleagues need help, they will give him priority and ask for his help. Xiaohui is also a warm-hearted person. Basically he will help anyone who comes, and rarely shirks. In addition, he is enthusiastic and can chat, so besides working, I also like to make friends with him.
The understanding between Xiaohui and Xiaomeng is actually inevitable. Because in a company, there are more or less opportunities to meet, and Xiaomeng is also cute and delicate, so she always attracts the attention of others. Therefore, Xiaohui had noticed Xiaomeng very early on. It's just that few people know about this. When
was in the company, Xiaohui used many ways to get close to Xiaomeng, but Xiaomeng would always reject Xiaohui's kindness for various reasons. Of course, this kind of kindness was just a friend's concern and did not cross the line. Because Xiaohui also knows that Xiaomeng has a boyfriend, so some things still need to have their own principles and bottom lines. However, it is still possible to be friends.
Once the company organized a two-day and one-night team building, which was held on the weekend, and one weekend had to be given up. To be honest, this problem occurs in many companies, which is to occupy employees' weekend time to engage in some activities. Although employees don’t like this kind of behavior, they have no choice but to accept it for the sake of livelihood.
This team building made Xiaohui and Xiaomeng become more familiar. Although they were only friends, what was unexpected was that Xiaomeng could relax and feel carefree like a child in front of Xiaohui. To be honest, Xiaohui likes this feeling very much. After all, not everyone can let go of his inner defenses.
Since then, the relationship between the two has become more familiar. When Xiaomeng faced Xiaohui, she also let go of herself and could chat easily without worrying about other people's opinions. Xiaohui also knew that he must have made this friend, but he found out later that he could only be considered a half-friend.
did not get along for a long time. Due to some reasons, both Xiaohui and Xiaomeng resigned one after another. After that, they became indifferent to each other as colleagues. However, Xiaohui would still contact Xiaomeng occasionally to learn about her current situation.
Regarding the latest situation, it may be that six months after leaving her job, Xiao Meng broke up with her boyfriend during the Chinese New Year. The specific reason was due to her boyfriend's lack of self-love. So, I chose to break up. In fact, this is something that Xiaohui has expected a long time ago, because Xiaohui already knows about the problems between Xiaomeng and her boyfriend because of the emotions in her cognition.
Income and expenses do not match, and they only care about enjoying life without considering the long-term future.From any point of view, it is difficult to maintain such a relationship for a long time. Sure enough, such problems still arise.
Xiaohui only found out about this problem a few months after Xiaomeng broke up. However, Xiao Hui did not ask about this process in detail. After all, no one who has experienced it wants to recall it again. More importantly, it involves such painful issues.
Although Xiaohui has thought about pursuing Xiaomeng, he always feels that the time is not right, and sometimes Xiaomeng's attitude is already known, and it is impossible for them to be together. Therefore, there is really no way to force anything, I can only pay silent attention and blessings from the perspective of a friend. However, Xiaohui believes that as long as people are in the same place, there will always be opportunities.
However, God is not as good as man. During this period of time, Xiaohui himself had some special circumstances, so he had to make money and had to face the cruelty of life. And there is no way to take into account other people's feelings.
's recent little dream is also because he is in a period of confusion and is choosing to move away from this place where he has no sense of dependence. When Xiaohui knew the news, he actually felt very painful. The departure of one person often means that there is no possibility for two people anymore.
Xiaohui knows that the possibility of himself and Xiaomeng is even lower. Sometimes fate is like this. No matter how you block it, you can't stop others from moving forward.
Xiaohui also tried to let Xiaomeng stay, but they all ended in failure. The first is that the reason is not very appropriate, the second is that in the current situation, he is indeed incapable, and the third is that he has what qualifications to retain her. Therefore, Xiaohui felt very uncomfortable. Every time he encountered this kind of situation, he felt powerless.
In the end, Xiaomeng left the city, but Xiaohui still struggled for life. Their interactions became less and this kind of love really became a regret that Xiaohui could never make up for.
Perhaps, life is like this, you will always taste the sweetness in some unexpected places, and your dreams will suddenly be shattered. Maybe your fantasies are beautiful, but the experience of life is cruel. No matter how reluctant you are, you still need to face this hurdle.
Sometimes people leave like this. No matter how unwilling you are, when the fate comes, the departure will come quietly, and you will not be allowed to stay, nor will you be allowed to make any changes. The final outcome of the story may be different, but many endings are already doomed. We can only accept this result and this regret. I only hope that all fates will have a happy ending and all regrets will have a happy ending.