[People from a foreign land Xuchang , let me hear your voice from my hometown]
Nostalgia: At that time, as soon as I received a call from someone in my hometown, I burst into tears‖My hometown in Xuchang
Article by Zhu Yongxin Picture ‖ Internet
Homesickness is not sadness, it is a kind of feeling and longing for hometown, it is the sadness and melancholy of missing hometown, and it is an emotional state of attachment to hometown. The attachment to hometown is a common and eternal emotion of mankind. Wanderers, drifters, vagabonds, and immigrants who are far away from home will all miss their hometown. Nostalgia is not only longing, but also pain, even despair and fear. (Want to see what beautiful article the author of this article, Mr. Zhu Yongxin, wrote last time? Please click on the following link:
Yu Guangzhong In his "Nostalgia", he gave a vivid interpretation of homesickness. In the poem, the temporal words "when I was a child", "when I grew up", "later" and "and now" are used throughout the poem, borrowing stamps, boat tickets, graves, The physical objects of the Strait ( Taiwan Strait ) materialize the abstract nostalgia and summarize the poet's long life course and his longing for the motherland.
In the "nostalgia" in Yu Guang, we truly feel the unreachable longing caused by their departure from their hometown, the distance and separation from the old emotions, old customs and blood, and the heart-breaking pain.
Poet He Zhizhang When he was 85 years old, he returned to his hometown where he grew up. He had a deep feeling for it and wrote a famous poem impromptu: "When I was young, I left home and my elders came back. My local accent has not changed and my hair has faded. When children meet each other but do not know each other, they smile and ask where the visitor is from." Although he has been in a foreign land for a long time, he always cherishes the memory of his hometown. While the poet writes about the sadness of being in a foreign country for a long time, he also writes about the intimacy of returning home after a long absence.
The whole poem quietly ends at this unanswered point, but the undertones are like echoing in the empty valley for a long time, making readers unable to help but be moved by this interesting life scene, which arouses people's infinite emotion.
Tang and Song Dynasties wrote: "I feel more timid when I'm close to my hometown, and I don't dare to ask. "Comers" (the closer I get to my hometown, the more timid I feel, and I don't dare to ask people who come from my hometown). This describes the poet's ambivalent psychological state of eager to go home, but also afraid of coming home. Whether the original worries, worries and vague ominous premonitions will immediately be shattered by the ruthless reality, then this worry becomes a kind of fear and trembling, making him dare not face the reality.
People are not only alive, people are extraordinary and have a rich life. Inseparable from family affection and friendship.
In our countryside, people always look at people who go out to work or travel with admiration. Although there is also jealousy, it is more of envy. I always feel that they have traveled extensively, are well-informed, and are superior to others. Because I have a salary and money to earn, I have more opportunities to find a wife. When girls hear that you have a salary and make money, they will eagerly agree to it. It should be said that this is also The hopes and expectations of people in their hometowns for outsiders.
I think when anyone first leaves their hometown, they are very eager to be recognized by the people in that land, and they have a subconscious desire to honor their ancestors. This is almost a human instinct. I said that nostalgia is also a kind of motivation. You don’t have a different meaning, right?
What we often say "remember nostalgia" means remembering family ties, remembering family ties, remembering nostalgia, and remembering national conditions.
For several months, I have been planning a big event, that is, taking my grandson, granddaughter-in-law, son, and daughter-in-law back to my hometown in Henan to reunite. I left home thousands of miles away to study in Xinjiang when I was 17 years old. Now I am 80 years old. I have grown from a single person back then to a big family of sixteen or seventeen people now.Three generations of our ancestors and grandchildren, when we return to our hometown, we want to find our roots and recognize our ancestors, and we want to make our parents and sister Guiqin in heaven happy and happy! But my grandson is in Chengdu, and we are in Korla . Coupled with the impact of the epidemic, it is not easy to realize this ambition!
After many non-stop contacts with Henan, Chengdu, and my son, we finally decided that on the traditional festival of August 15th, three generations of our grandparents would return to our hometown to reunite with their relatives.
However, things did not go as planned, and Korla went silent because of the epidemic. Just when we thought there was hope, Chengdu also fell silent.
The more unfulfilled the wish, the more intensely I pursue it. What tortures me is the unforgettable nostalgia.
How many times in my dreams have I seen a large round table filled with relatives and friends, a warm atmosphere, bright smiles, changing glasses, enjoying drinks, laughter, one after another, and the whole hotel is boiling.
In the early years, due to working, starting a business, and financial constraints, it was difficult to go home. Now I am healthy, energetic, and have all the conditions, but it is a bit difficult to go home! Is it really as the ancients said, "When things go wrong all the time, you can always tell people the wrong things"?
During that period, when I received a call from my hometown, I burst into tears and even cried. I was like a crying child, and I was as fragile as a child. I also don’t understand why tear pit is so shallow? Why so many tears?
Life is like this and cannot be changed, so accept it. Only when you know how to look away can you be happy. Remember, too high expectations are the root of all pain.
Mr. Yang Jiang said: "There are many things in life that can be let go. Only when you can let go can you afford it. Don't be too persistent and burden yourself with a heavy burden."
October - November 10, 2022
[About the author] Zhu Yongxin, male, Han, born in 1942, member of the Communist Party of China, Zheng Gao, former vice principal of Korla Tiezhong.
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