Sometimes if my mother hadn't been nagging in my ears, I would often forget that I was already in my 30s, because in my heart, I would always be that immature big boy. I am introverted, don't like to talk, and don't want to socialize. When he was studying, his grades were average

Sometimes if my mother hadn't been nagging in my ears, I would often forget that I was already in my 30s, because in my heart, I will always be that immature big boy.

I am introverted, don’t like to talk, and don’t want to socialize.

When I was studying, I had mediocre grades, my performance at work, and my family conditions were ordinary, so I quickly became an older single man.

There is also a single man in the village who is about my age. His family is in good condition, but because he is short and fat, he has not found a partner yet.

He has countless blind dates, all of which ended in failure. Given his experience, I am particularly disgusted with blind dates.

always thinks that there is a certain number in the dark, and fate cannot be obtained, so I am very Buddhist, which often makes my mother angry.

As I get older, my mother has helped me reduce my requirements again and again.

Whether it is older than me or divorced, or someone with a child, as long as the woman doesn’t dislike her, she will make arrangements for me.

This time, she came again, please make sure to go back and say that this blind date is probably a good idea.

It is hard to violate the mother's life.

At around 3 pm the next day when I got home, my mother called me downstairs and said that the partner was about to arrive and asked me to greet him.

A few minutes later, a strange vehicle appeared at the intersection. Three people got out of the car and walked straight towards my house. I know the leader of

. The two people behind her look almost the same age as me, so I don’t know which one is the one who is going to date me.

I walked towards them to greet them, but at this time, I clearly saw that I knew the girl behind the matchmaker. Although her figure had changed, I remember her face deeply. She was Linlin, a female classmate I had crushed in high school.

And she was stunned when she saw me, but she didn't say anything, and followed the matchmaker.

walked home and we sat in the living room. My mother was busy pouring tea for the guests. At this time, the matchmaker began to introduce to us: "This is Linlin. She is 33 years old this year, she is currently single and works in Guangdong."

matchmaker looked at Linlin and introduced to us.

Then I looked at another girl and said, "This is her sister-in-law."

At this time, I was very sure that Linlin was my blind date today.

Is this my fate?

When I was in high school, Linlin and I were in the same class. Although she was not as beautiful as a fairy, she had a good appearance, fair skin, big eyes, and long hair seemed to be as beautiful and soft as if she had been varnished.

She is lively and active, while I am taciturn. When she sat in front of me, I often looked at her long hair and was fascinated by the time she sat in front of me.

I like the sweet voice when she turned around and came to me to borrow something, her big eyes, and her long hair.

Even our homework books are stacked together, I feel that they are close. The teacher called her name and then called me, and I thought it was fate.

The joy of high school is so pure.

But I, who is introverted, have always suppressed this emotion, silently paying attention to her every frown and smile, and then I am happy and sad in my heart.

spent three years of high school like this.

After graduating from high school, I went to the technical school, and she went out to work. When she graduated, all her classmates joined the QQ group.

I often look at the photos she posted in the space, read the words she posted, and then leave silently without leaving any trace.

One day, I saw her in space saying: "Hold your hand and grow old together." Below is a photo of her and a boy, and my heart fell instantly.

Later, her space was rarely updated, and when it was updated, it was a photo of her and her child.

I learned from my classmates that she married in Hunan and that her husband is her co-worker.

"The girl I had secretly loved in high school, I wish you all the best!" I said to myself silently in my heart.

"You can chat." The matchmaker pulled my thoughts back with one sentence.

Only Linlin and I were left in the living room, and the atmosphere seemed a little awkward.

In the end, she spoke to me and told me the whole story.

It turned out that she met her ex when she was working in Guangdong. The two were in love freely, and the ex was very nice to her, so even though the distance was very far, she still followed him.

But less than two years after marriage, her ex was obsessed with gambling and sometimes even abused her. She persuaded her many times without success and resolutely chose to divorce.

The man didn’t give the child to her, and the child’s grandparents took care of it, which was quite good.

This time, she didn't know that the partner was me at first.

I looked at the woman in front of me carefully. Although I was in my 30s, because her skin was white, she looked younger than her actual age. Her face was less immature than her high school age, and she had more maturity and stability.

If my secret love became a regret because of not confessing, then is it a chance to renew my relationship now?

Hu Shi said: I have loved and learned to be strong, but I have drunk and learned to be strong.

Because she had a failed marriage, she should cherish her hard-won relationship, right?

What do you think?

article material comes from life and is written in the first person.

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