Logically speaking, at the age of 68, you will have 5 houses and then you will have a pension of 5,900. Such a wonderful life, I don’t think about leaving this world, but this old man wants to leave as soon as possible. What’s going on?

Logically speaking, at the age of 68, you will have 5 houses and then you will have a pension of 5,900 yuan. Such a wonderful life, I don’t think about leaving this world, but this old man wants to leave as soon as possible. What’s going on? There is so much money and so many houses, and you have everything you should have. To put it bluntly, some young people may not get these things in their entire lives.

They are still suffering and want to survive, but this old man has everything but doesn't want to live anymore. Why is this happening? Let's take a look at this matter together. I am 68 years old, have 5 apartments and a pension of 5,900. Everyone envies, but I want to leave as soon as possible.

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68-year-old Mr. Li:

Maybe you think I am very happy now, someone takes care of me, and then, there are so many pensions and rent collection in the house, and you have everything you should have. This is also the life that many people want. I now have a pension of nearly 6,000 yuan a month. Then there are 4 houses for rent. I have a total of 5 houses to live in by myself, and the other 4 houses are for rent, and I can get more than 4,000 yuan in rent every month. This more than 4,000 yuan is enough for me to spend, and then I have everything I should have. I can say that sometimes I can’t spend all my money.

Others think I live a good life and are very happy. I envy my life like this and want a life like this. But what I want to say is that I don’t want to live now. I want to leave this world quickly. I feel too uncomfortable and painful. This is true. I have thought about it many times and many ways to leave.

I told the doctor that I couldn’t sleep at night, so I asked the doctor to prescribe more sleeping pills for me. The doctor was afraid that I would do anything stupid, and I gave me a little bit of it every time, but I didn’t sleep. The purpose of my doing this is to accumulate this sleeping pill bit by bit. I used to see these phenomena only in TV series. Those old people can't think about it and then do it. I never knew that these phenomena would happen to me, and I would do it myself.

At that time, I felt that those old people were very pitiful. They had everything, but they couldn't think it through. But now I realized that they were not pitiful, they were helpless, or they figured it out, so they did this, otherwise they wouldn't want to leave this world, just like I am now. Although many people envy me, I want to leave this world as soon as possible.

I am 68 years old, I have a pension and a house to collect rent, and I still want to leave as soon as possible. I feel so uncomfortable. I have prepared a lot of sleeping pills. Let's leave this world, be free, and I will be over. Otherwise, I will continue to suffer in the future. Only those who suffer from pain can be relieved. I thought so at that time. Just when I was about to end, I heard someone knocking on the door. My good friend came to me and achieved the fact that I left. When my good friend left, I will leave.

My good friend seemed to have seen something, and then he quickly called my child and asked me to come back. On the other hand, he was with me in the room, telling me not to think so much. Life is like this. Nothing is perfect. I am already very good. Let me cherish life, have a pension, a house, have money, and what’s wrong with it? When I think of this, I want to cry.

If you encounter something like me, you will be unable to think about it. Even if there is a pension of nearly 6,000 yuan, and there are 5 houses, you will still be unable to think about it. Although I am only 68 years old now, I still can't reach the average number of people for the average age, but I still can't think about it, still don't want to live anymore, and still want to leave this world.

I'm really uncomfortable.This matter should start from 5 years ago. I had stroke 5 years ago. Let me say more here. When I get older, I really can't eat so many high-fat things. Whether it's big fish, meat, or other supplements, if you can't eat so much, try not to eat so much. Eat more light ones. Light ones are good for the body. Eating so much greasy ones is really bad for the body, especially after you get older.

I didn’t understand this before. My idea is to eat more if I can eat more. I used to be in the past and couldn’t eat more. Now that the conditions are good, can’t I eat more? Don’t say that I am like this, I think many elderly people are like this. They always feel that they will not be able to have it again after eating. And now that the conditions are good, I must compensate myself. So I tried my best to eat some high fat, cholesterol and . I think the conditions are good now, so it doesn’t matter if I eat more. Even if my children often say I’m going to do it, I don’t care.

I have two sons and one daughter, and they told me: Why do you eat so much of those things? It’s not that I haven’t eaten it, it’s enough to eat it. Eating so much is not good for my health. What if something happens? Wouldn’t we be responsible if something happens?

You are our father and you must be responsible for you. This is how my mother left before, but now the conditions are good, but you cannot indulge yourself like this. You must be responsible for yourself. I told my children: I know my own body. How I do it is my own business. Don’t say that I am like this. I think many elderly people are so stubborn.

Many elderly people think that there is nothing wrong with doing this. After all, they just eat, but they don’t do anything bad. People eat, but they don’t have anything to do. Why do they say I have something to do? The more this happens, the more stubborn the old man has, the more he feels that he is not wrong. No matter what my child says, I do whatever I want, eat whatever I want, drink as much as I want, often eat big fish and meat, sometimes I drink a little wine, and in the end I have a stroke because of such a thing. I regretted it after something happened and was afraid that I harmed myself and my children.

If I have someone to take care of me in this situation, it will cost more than 6,000 yuan a month, and then I will have to pay more than 3,000 yuan a month for medical expenses, and then I will have to go to the hospital for examinations. It is not possible to have 20,000 yuan a month. The money issue is not a problem for the time being, but it is not a problem for the long term.

It is impossible to ask my children to give money. They don’t have much money either. They have their own lives. They have a monthly car loan and mortgage loan, and it is even more impossible to ask them to come back to take care of me. The more this happens, the more painful it is. I hired a nanny at the beginning. There is no way, I can’t let my children come back. If I had known this pain and had known that I would have been tortured like this, I would not have eaten so much. If I had not eaten so much, there would have been no problem with my blood vessels and my brain, and I would not have had a stroke. Who can I blame now?

After something happened, the nanny asked him to take care of him. He spent more than 20,000 yuan a month, and several thousand of them were given by my children. I thought this would be possible, but not long after, they had an objection to such a thing. In just one sentence, their life was difficult and they couldn't give so much money. Then they told me not to hire a nanny and they came back to take care of them. That's what they said, but they didn't take good care of me after they came back, and they didn't want me to go to their place. My going there would only disturb their lives.

The more this happens, the more troubles it is, the worse my health is. They have not taken good care of me. My health is getting worse and worse, and my condition is getting worse. I was able to move before, but now I can’t move at all. I need them to take care of me during the day, and I have to let them turn over to me at night, otherwise I will be in pain.In the past two years, they thought they were living in pain, but in fact, the most painful thing was me. Think about it, I couldn’t move alone while lying on the bed, and then for several years do you think this person is not in pain?

This person also faced such a painful thing, and I regretted it when I thought of this. I shouldn’t have eaten so much of those things, otherwise I wouldn’t have been so painful now, and I wouldn’t have harmed the child because of this matter. The most overwhelming thing is that my children are going to give up on me, to be precise, my grandson is going to give up on me.

There is no way, my two sons are walking in front of me, I sent black hair twice to send people to black hair, my child comes back to take care of me, one of them, died suddenly, , stayed up late and stayed up too much, and he was in poor health. He was already very mentally consuming when he worked. Then I stay up late every day, go to work during the day, and take care of me at night. After a long time, I can't say that I can't stand it anymore. I don't think anyone can stand it, even a robot can't stand it.

That's it, my eldest son walked in front of me. I used to think that my son would leave after I left, but I watched my son fall in front of me. That kind of pain cannot be expressed in words. It is really uncomfortable to watch them leave, especially my second son. My son is still so young, but he is walking in front of me, and he is only in his 40s.

At this age, people were just shining and contributing to the country, society and family, but my child left me. When the child left, he said that I lived well. It was me who should leave, not them. I am now lying on the bed and suffering. I should have left this world long ago, but God did not let me leave, but instead let my two children leave, and my two sons walked in front of me.

Faced with such a thing, I couldn't let my daughter come and take care of me anymore, so I said I wanted my daughter to come and take care of me, and my son-in-law also disagreed with this matter. Every family has difficult sutras. When faced with such things, I can only try to understand that it is too difficult. Others actually envy me for having so many grandchildren, and having a house and a pension, and everything.

Actually, I am very frustrated and painful to live. You don’t know how uncomfortable I feel. Now there is a nanny taking care of me, but it won’t take long to buy a house. Hiring a nanny at that time is also a big problem. It costs tens of thousands of yuan a month to manage, regulate, and so on. I feel uncomfortable living by myself, and the child hates me. If it weren't for coming back to take care of me, my two sons wouldn't have left, and if it weren't for me, I wouldn't have broken up the two families. To be precise, it would have destroyed the two families.

Everything is my fault. I was the one who harmed them. If I had known that it would be the ending now, I should have listened to them at the beginning. If I listened to them, would this ending be the same now? Although I am 68 years old now, and I have a monthly pension of 5,900 yuan and 5 houses, I want to leave this world as soon as possible. It’s too difficult for me. If I leave, I will be able to end it for 100 years. If I leave, I will not be disliked by them, and if I leave, I will no longer be their burden.

You can only be completely free if you leave me. Now I finally understand why those old people are unable to think about it and why they don’t want to live anymore. It turns out that it is too difficult. You only see their surface. They are very happy, rich, and have everything. But it is real but painful, just like what I am now. If you encounter something like me, I guess you will want to leave. It will be too difficult.

Conclusion:

is really too uncomfortable. Just lying on the bed and can't move. It's also a disaster for two children because of this incident. Why bother? If I were to do it, I would be very painful, let alone you. If I did, I would choose to leave. If it was too uncomfortable, I could only leave. But what could I do when facing this? I could only live one day. After all, it is not that you can leave just as you want. Live well and live well. This is the reward given to you by God, who told you to live well.When we take off the same job, we also hope that through this case, all young people can understand their parents. They don’t think about this, and they won’t think about their choices. In this way, they have no choice. So we should be more considerate of them. If we can help, try to help. We also hope that all parents can exercise more. If they are in good health, they will be the greatest blessing. If they are in good health, they will not only be responsible for themselves, but also for their children. Do you understand?