I once thought that love in life is enough, I once thought that why I could not resist the vows, I once thought that God would always favor me, and I once thought that loving someone should be wholeheartedly.

Once I thought that love in life was enough, I once thought that why I could not resist the vows, I once thought that God would always favor me, and I once thought that loving someone should be wholeheartedly. But that's all the past. When the love that was once gone, when the vows collapsed, when the marriage was betrayed, are you still you? Am I still me?

Don’t point to the moon, it is changeable, and every month’s profits and losses are round and waning. If you point to it, maybe your love will be as impermanent as her-- Shakespeare

I am a full-time mother, working in real estate sales for 12 years, married for 10 years, and have a lovely daughter.

Amid the blessings of everyone, I married my first love partner: Xiaojun. From campus to wedding dress, this is a happy scene that all girls have fantasized about. After graduating from university, he entered a foreign company and was appreciated by his leaders. Since then, his income has also risen, and my development was also good at that time. In all respects, we are all a perfect couple.

He loves me very much. He never was vague about spending money. He would give me gifts and bags from time to time, and would accompany me on a trip every year. He promised me that he would take me around the world.

The second year of marriage, I gave birth to my daughter Yueyue. He was very happy, and now he took care of me and accompanied me in every detail. And he took the initiative to hand over his salary card.

When he has time, he will help me wash clothes and cook. He actively learns how to be a father better. Because of his considerate and caring for his family, he was praised by his relatives and friends as the "three good husbands".

I was very happy in those years. The parents are healthy, the husband is considerate, and the daughter is well-behaved and sensible. Everyone around me envied me and said that I was very happy in this life and could be regarded as having a perfect life.

If happiness is a feeling that is out of reach, then I hope to stay in this feeling forever and never be awake!

Happy days last until January 2019. My 6-year-old daughter Yueyue has been having a low fever. I took her to the hospital for examination and was told that she was at high risk of acute myeloid leukemia M5. The doctor said that at least 800,000 yuan of treatment costs should be prepared.

It was sunny at noon at this time, but I felt that my life was dark. Xiaojun, who received the call, hurried over to comfort me and said, "We will definitely cure our daughter."

The ignorant daughter kept wiping my tears and said, "Mom, stop crying, I will get better."

In order to treat my daughter, we took out all our savings, borrowed money from relatives and friends around us, and finally got enough.

Fortunately, after a year of continuous infusion, injections, and bone piercing, Yueyue finally got better. Doctors recommend taking the targeted drug "Midostorin" for a period of time.

thought life would gradually return to normal in the future, but unexpectedly, a routine examination in May this year showed that Yueyue's condition had relapsed. We took our daughter to several hospitals. The doctor said the condition suddenly worsened and suggested that you do a transplant. You need to prepare a 400,000 yuan surgery fee, otherwise it would be meaningless to be hospitalized.

When I heard this, my heart sank. The 800,000 yuan last time has emptied its savings. All the relatives should have borrowed, and this time they can only sell the house for 400,000 yuan.

If love is a network compiled by God, please stay in our passing years and engrave them in the time of love, please do not pierce it easily!

I heard that I was going to sell a house, but Xiaojun firmly disagreed. I looked at him in disbelief. He once regarded his daughter as the pearl in his hand, but now his attitude is completely different. We had the most intense quarrel ever.

He feels that we have tried our best, and there is no need to sell the house for unrealistic fantasy, after all, we still have to live in the future. In the end, none of us could convince anyone, so he threw the door away.

It's very abnormal for him to do this. I obviously loved my daughter very much before, and I wish I could go to the sky to pick the stars and embrace the moon, but now I don’t care.Is our daughter’s life worth a house?

Calm down, I recalled the recent situation and found that Xiaojun was always absent-minded. So, I secretly flipped through his stuff. Unexpectedly, a gynecological ultrasound report was found in the file bag on the desk. The date is October 2019 and the report shows that he is pregnant. The name

is our common friend. I can't believe that Xiaojun, who once carries the hope of the whole family, shelters us from the wind and rain, waits day and night, and loves us infinitely, betrays us.

During Yueyue chemotherapy, the family was in the most difficult time, the object my husband cheated on was our common friend! I sent Xiaojun a WeChat message to ask him what was going on, but I didn't expect that he would reply to me directly on WeChat.

He said that the financial pressure brought by his daughter's illness was too great, and my heart was all on my daughter. The friend gave him the warmth and feeling he hadn't seen for a long time. Now they're confirmed to be pregnant and a son, he can't abandon them.

He also said that he would fulfill his father's responsibilities and find a way to raise money to treat Yueyue, but it would be useless for his daughter's condition, even if she sold a house, so much money should not be wasted.

The days ahead are far apart. If you did not betray me back then, please remember that I have lived in your memory.

Looking at the information on my phone, I was so angry that I trembled all over. He wanted to give up our daughter. My daughter kept asking me what was wrong. I looked at my daughter who was suffering from leukemia and burst into tears. I used to think I met a good man, but reality slapped me in the face.

Because of my daughter's illness and Xiaojun's betrayal of me, I was already in a state of despair. Since then, I filed for a divorce. I couldn't be my husband, but I actually hooked up with our mutual friend while my daughter was sick! I can't be a husband who doesn't care about his daughter's life or death! I couldn't do it and he actually abandoned us mother and daughter like this! I never thought I would feel so desperate about life! From then on, I realized that women should be self-reliant and that I should live for myself and my daughter!

I have fantasized countless times in the future, how great it would be if Xiaojun could treat our daughter well. How great it would be if he didn't betray me. But no matter what, we can't go back. Now that things have come to this point, I no longer hate him, but Xiaojun’s injury to me is like a sharp knife, cutting a knife in my heart. Even though I have healed now, the scars it leaves are so shocking!

Conclusion: I am like a fish in this river, and you are like a bird in the sky. If the oath I once did not exist, I just hope that our birds and fish will not meet again from now on. May we forget each other in the world of .