Dark
Love
What's going on with the boy I once had a crush on? I don't know if it's destined. After graduating from high school, we only met once, far away and didn't speak. We have many middle-aged friends who used to look forward to going home during the holidays and meeting him on the road or at a party. We also fantasized about meeting him countless times, what would I react to, but I never saw him again, and never once.
only occasionally heard from friends that he was in love, broke up, and then changed to another girlfriend. Later, when I heard my friends talk about him, I would answer the conversation without caring about it, right? It's pretty good.
will really like you for many years.
is eight years, 96 months, 2920 days, 8760 hours.
■ Secret love
What does it feel to you for a secret love?
How did your secret love end?
That was not my moon, but there was a moment when the moonlight did shine on me.
secret love is very bitter
I don’t want to be moved either.
When I first met Jiang Yuan, I felt like a sissy. But I never thought that he would leave a strong mark in my youth and occupy an immeasurable position in my next eight years of life. I don’t know if he will continue to exist in the next life.
I will always remember the days when the class was divided into liberal arts and sciences in the first semester of high school, because that was the day when Jiang Yuan and I met, and we were fortunate to be the front and back desks.
can't recall when I started to fall in love with him.
I think I probably got up from a afternoon to go to the classroom. In the corridor against the light, Jiang Yuan stood in the corridor wearing white short sleeves, and then we looked at each other and smiled. I will always remember the feeling, and for a moment I was sleepy and completely lost.
I think it was probably from a certain Chinese class. We changed seats and sat together. Jiang Yuan wrote in the book: "Please hold my hand, from my heart to my seventies." Then we held our fingers together for a long time. My heartbeats for a long time until after class and until after school. Now I still feel happy when I think about it.
I think it was probably from one night when we were playing behind the classroom. Jiang Yuan suddenly said to me, "The moon is dark and the wind is high." At that moment, on that "the moon is dark and the wind is high" night, Jiang Yuan suddenly kissed me in the face under a big tree behind the classroom.
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Maybe we were too close, and the head teacher also found some clues. One day he called me to the office and said to me, "Don't fight with Jiang Yuan again in the future." At the same time, I also moved my seat to the last table behind the door.
Although we are no longer front and back desks, the relationship has not changed.
just don’t get used to turning back every day and you won’t be able to see his days.
Every time the teacher calls his name, I raise my head before him.
I feel very happy even if I put the homework books together.
■ Confession
"Enemy's road is narrow" is what he often said to me when we met later.
When I arrived in my senior year, the school also took some measures because the grades of the whole grade were not ideal. That is to divide the class into another class according to the grades, that is, at that time we are no longer in the same class. Dark Love What's going on with the boy I once had a crush on? I don't know if it's destined. After graduating from high school, we only met once, far away and didn't speak. We have many middle-aged friends who used to look forward to going home during the holidays and meeting him on the road or at a party. We also fantasized about meeting him countless times, what would I react to, but I never saw him again, and never once.
only occasionally heard from friends that he was in love, broke up, and then changed to another girlfriend. Later, when I heard my friends talk about him, I would answer the conversation without caring about it, right? It's pretty good.
will really like you for many years.
is eight years, 96 months, 2920 days, 8760 hours.
■ Secret love
What does it feel to you for a secret love?
How did your secret love end?
That was not my moon, but there was a moment when the moonlight did shine on me.
secret love is very bitter
I don’t want to be moved either.
When I first met Jiang Yuan, I felt like a sissy. But I never thought that he would leave a strong mark in my youth and occupy an immeasurable position in my next eight years of life. I don’t know if he will continue to exist in the next life.
I will always remember the days when the class was divided into liberal arts and sciences in the first semester of high school, because that was the day when Jiang Yuan and I met, and we were fortunate to be the front and back desks.
can't recall when I started to fall in love with him.
I think I probably got up from a afternoon to go to the classroom. In the corridor against the light, Jiang Yuan stood in the corridor wearing white short sleeves, and then we looked at each other and smiled. I will always remember the feeling, and for a moment I was sleepy and completely lost.
I think it was probably from a certain Chinese class. We changed seats and sat together. Jiang Yuan wrote in the book: "Please hold my hand, from my heart to my seventies." Then we held our fingers together for a long time. My heartbeats for a long time until after class and until after school. Now I still feel happy when I think about it.
I think it was probably from one night when we were playing behind the classroom. Jiang Yuan suddenly said to me, "The moon is dark and the wind is high." At that moment, on that "the moon is dark and the wind is high" night, Jiang Yuan suddenly kissed me in the face under a big tree behind the classroom.
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Maybe we were too close, and the head teacher also found some clues. One day he called me to the office and said to me, "Don't fight with Jiang Yuan again in the future." At the same time, I also moved my seat to the last table behind the door.
Although we are no longer front and back desks, the relationship has not changed.
just don’t get used to turning back every day and you won’t be able to see his days.
Every time the teacher calls his name, I raise my head before him.
I feel very happy even if I put the homework books together.
■ Confession
"Enemy's road is narrow" is what he often said to me when we met later.
When I arrived in my senior year, the school also took some measures because the grades of the whole grade were not ideal. That is to divide the class into another class according to the grades, that is, at that time we are no longer in the same class.
"Go slower"
"Why"
"Because he is behind"
is divided into classes, and our distance is even further. Jiang Yuan is on the third floor, and I am on the second floor, but after class I will still look forward to seeing him on the third floor in the corridor.
Every time he meets Jiang Yuan in the corridor, playground, or toilet road, he will say "The road of enemies is narrow." I think this is the way we communicate.
is divided into classes. Although we still have the opportunity to meet in various places in the school, the chances of meeting are reduced a lot. At that time, the school was very strict in controlling mobile phones, but I still received good nights from Jiang Yuan every day. He would blame me for not replying to his good night, and would tell me that I hadn't seen each other for a long time, and would also allow me to lose weight scientifically and not diet. .....
Someone will definitely ask me, it can be seen that you like Jiang Yuan, and he also likes you, so why aren’t you two together?
In fact, I confessed to Jiang Yuan. When the senior year was about to end, Jiang Yuan and I confessed. I like Jiang Yuan, and Jiang Yuan also admits that he likes me.
I was there when he was 18 years old, and
When I was 18 years old, we got separated.
His birthday is September 2, and I always remember it.
On his 18th birthday, we went to make handmade cookies together, and I gave him chocolate and Haagen-Dazs .
On my 18th birthday, we got separated. I didn’t even wait for a happy birthday from him, but I still kept the bag he gave me at the age of 16.
I went to college outside the province, and he went to college in the province. We have slowly gotten apart, maybe we have gotten apart earlier this time.
■ Not together
Start with you are a name. Now you are a back, a memory, a portrait lying on the WeChat list.
As mentioned at the beginning, we have not been together. For so many years, when I think of Jiang Yuan, I often feel regretful.
The last time we were together was the night of the high school graduation party. At that time, there were already two classes, so I naturally didn’t go together at the graduation party. The most outrageous thing is that we quarreled for some reason before graduation, and we ignored each other. I drank that night. When he came to KTV to look for me, I had already drunk too much. I leaned against him and cried for a long time at the door of the KTV.
I don’t know why I cried, was I reluctant to part with this time in high school; or was he blamed for the last days of high school and he had to have a quarrel with me; or he knew that we were about to separate, so it would be difficult to meet again in the future. Anyway, I cried for a long time.
Finally, Jiang Yuan took me away and he took me to his house. Later, he kissed me and I kissed him too. That was my first kiss. Afterwards, we all had a tacit understanding with each other and no one mentioned the incident that night again.
Summer
Over
Right, you haven't told me the result of the confession! Is the result of the confession important? Of course it is important. After confessing to me, he asked me to choose whether to be a friend or a boyfriend or a girlfriend, and then I chose to be a friend. Because he said, "Being a boyfriend and girlfriend won't last long, but friends will last long." I was only fifteen or sixteen years old at that time. I didn’t know what would happen in my future life, and I was also afraid that we would have no results. If I go back and let me choose once, I think maybe I will still choose to be friends.
Now, the big tree outside the classroom is still there, but Jiang Yuan and I are almost disconnected.
just graduated, and we are still in touch.I also kept in touch intermittently after going to college. Now, we haven't been in touch for a long time, but we can occasionally see his updates from our circle of friends. The last time I contacted me was when my friend got married, so he asked me to bring him a red envelope, and there was no other contact.
We have many middle-aged friends. We used to look forward to going home during the Chinese New Year and meeting him on the road or at a party. We also fantasized about meeting him countless times. What reaction I would like to give him, but I never saw him again, and never once.
only occasionally heard from friends that he was in love, broke up, and then changed to another girlfriend. Later, when I heard my friends around me talk about him, I would answer casually, right? It's pretty good.
If you ask me if I regret it?
I will tell you that you don’t regret it.
If you ask me if I still like him?
I will tell you that what you can't get is always in a stir.
Is it a pity?
Do you ask me if I regret it?
Of course, I am sorry, Jiang Yuan is a shining existence in my youth.
Forgot?
Forgot. But every day when I pass by his doorstep at work, I always look in unconsciously.
In fact, I have been thinking about finding him after I lose weight.
You ask me if I am not confident, why do I have to wait until I lose weight before looking for him? Isn’t it possible now?
I will tell you that
The first reaction of liking someone is inferiority.
Do you ask me if I have anything to say to him?
I wish him happiness!
Forget it.
I hope he lives well, but not as good as mine!
will really like you for many years.
is eight years, 96 months, 2920 days, 8760 hours.
We have many middle-aged friends. We used to look forward to going home during the Chinese New Year and meeting him on the road or at a party. We also fantasized about meeting him countless times. What reaction I would like to give him, but I never saw him again, and never once.
only occasionally heard from friends that he was in love, broke up, and then changed to another girlfriend. Later, when I heard my friends around me talk about him, I would answer casually, right? It's pretty good.
If you ask me if I regret it?
I will tell you that you don’t regret it.
If you ask me if I still like him?
I will tell you that what you can't get is always in a stir.
Is it a pity?
Do you ask me if I regret it?
Of course, I am sorry, Jiang Yuan is a shining existence in my youth.
Forgot?
Forgot. But every day when I pass by his doorstep at work, I always look in unconsciously.
In fact, I have been thinking about finding him after I lose weight.
You ask me if I am not confident, why do I have to wait until I lose weight before looking for him? Isn’t it possible now?
I will tell you that
The first reaction of liking someone is inferiority.
Do you ask me if I have anything to say to him?
I wish him happiness!
Forget it.
I hope he lives well, but not as good as mine!
will really like you for many years.
is eight years, 96 months, 2920 days, 8760 hours.
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