My sweetheart and I were trapped in the same fire.
He chose to save his sweetheart first without hesitation.
He said, "She will be scared."
Yeah, I'm not afraid because I'm going to die.
Later, the poison fell into the bone marrow and I died on a cold and long winter night.
In the heavy snow, I saw him running towards me, pounced in front of me, and even his voice was trembling:
"Ah, aren't you most afraid of the cold? Get up, can we go home?"
No, I won't be cold again.
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0 The doctor told me that with half a year left, Shen Qianci was rushing to save his sweetheart - the future Crown Princess Su Yueyue.
The prince was attacked on the battlefield and his life and death were uncertain. Su Yueyue met a bandit on the way to the temple to pray for blessings. After Shen Qianci heard the news, he was about to leave me who was sick and was about to leave.
I pulled his sleeve and begged word by word: "Qianci, I'm afraid if I can accompany me."
He opened my fingers and frowned: "Didn't you ask someone to hire a doctor? What are you afraid of?"
Hehe, what are I afraid of?
I am afraid of death, I am even more afraid that you will not be there when you die.
But he left in the end.
After drinking the medicine, I vomited some blood again. I saw a small head appearing from the corner of the wall. I suddenly missed every year that had been with it for a long time.
These are two white and fat little rabbits I have raised.
year and year after year.
It’s a pity that I died of illness not long ago.
The day when the summer day was sunny, it was lying in my arms like that and would never move again.
I hugged it and cried for a long time. Shen Qianci was so upset by me that he pinched my chin and said:
"Have you cried enough? Isn't it just a rabbit."
Yes, it just a rabbit, what's worth crying?
He doesn't seem to remember it. He brought it back from the hunting ground every year. I took care of it for a long time before they jumped up all the dying people.
What I told him is Ah every year, and a thousand words every year.
html is dead every year, and I am almost dead.Some cicadas vaguely appeared outside the window. I used to feel noisy, but now I want to listen more. In the future, I can never hear it again.
The sun came in along the window, with a light fragrance of flowers, which made people drowsy. In a trance, I seemed to dream of when I married Shen Qianci at the age of fifteen.
After the red veil was lifted, I saw the gentle and elegant handsome face. He hugged me tightly and said that he would treat me well in the future.
was too naive at that time, and I didn’t know that this would have a deadline.
Until that year the temple caught fire, Su Yueyue and I were trapped in it. The fire was burning, which made my throat hurt and my eyes hurt, but I still endured my fear and comforted her:
"Don't be afraid, Qianci will definitely come to save us."
He said that he will protect me.
Later, he came, and without hesitation, he picked up Song Yueyue and walked out. A flame splashed on my side face.
really hurts.
was rescued and woke up in a coma overnight. He held my finger and said:
"Sorry, Ah, she is the future princess, and you can't make any mistakes."
My voice was choked by the smoke and asked him stubbornly:
"What if she is not?"
"She will be scared."
Yes, she will be scared, I won't, because I was about to die.
He doesn't know yet, I have been poisoned to my bone marrow and there is no cure.
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0 I met Shen Qianci that year, I was eight years old. At that time, he was the concubine's son of the Marquis' Mansion and I was the Miss Jiang Mansion.
That day, the kite I flew fell into the next yard. After failing to climb the wall, I crawled through the dog hole in the corner. From a distance, I saw my big butterfly kite and Shen Qianci kneeling next to the kite.
He was punished to kneel down, not being allowed to eat or drink or get up.
This is what I eavesdropped from my maid. The second young man in the Marquis's mansion next door was always punished by his father because of his rebelliousness.
I picked up the kite from him, and he remained silent as if he hadn't seen me.
On the morning of the next day, I looked around through the dog hole and found that he was still kneeling. He was soft-hearted and crawled over with the snacks for him to eat. If he didn't eat them, I squatted in front of him to eat.
Then he snatched the snack from me and stuffed it into his mouth.
I smiled.
Although my mother died early and my father was just a sesame official, he spoiled me very much and never suffered any grievances when he grew up so much.
is not like Shen Qianci. He is punished lightly every three days and severely every five days. It’s so pitiful.
So I often climbed dog holes to visit him who was punished and ate chestnut and glutinous rice chicken in front of him. Over time, I became familiar with him.
From eight to eight years old, he has been by my side.
That year, when my father was framed and everyone in the mansion was executed and exiled, I was the only one who was rescued by him. From then on, I no longer called Jiang Li, but only A Li.
He pressed me to the heart-wrenching crying tightly on his chest, and said in a mute voice:
"Ah, I will avenge your father. They should all die. No one can bully Ah."
Yes, no one can bully me, he will avenge me, so those who framed my father were all solved by Shen Qianci one by one.
But later, it was him who bullied me.
Meet Su Yueyue at a palace banquet. She was so amazing and charming, and she danced in love with the prime minister's daughter. I believe that Shen Qianci must be more than the one who was moved that night.
. He had already held the weight at that time. It was not difficult to get someone. The difficulty lies in the fact that Su Yueyue and the prince were in love.
He was reluctant to make things difficult for her, but as long as something happened to Su Yueyue, he would definitely be the first to arrive. Su Yueyue was sad and he was with him, Su Yueyue was injured and he was with him, and Su Yueyue wanted the moon in the sky and he would find a way to pick it off.
He didn't even reveal his feelings until the fire ignited his love and burned out the friendship between me and him.
No matter how dull I am, I understand that he likes other girls.
I only understood that he said he liked me and would be nice to me, maybe because I was the only one with him during those painful days.
And Su Yueyue doesn't have to do anything, as long as she stands there, he will like her.
After knowing that his sweetheart is Su Yueyue, I thought about getting along with him, but he chuckled and looked at me:
"Ah, where can I go if you leave?"
"It's good to go anywhere, I don't want to be by your side."
He grabbed my hand, his bent lips had no temperature:
"Ah, you can only Stay by my side."
Every time I saw him, I didn't have a good face. I often quarreled with him. Once Su Yueyue was involved, she would quarrel even more violently. Until he pinched my wrist and said angrily:
"Jiang Li, you are so ugly now."
It was only a moment when I died of my heart. I suddenly felt it was quite boring, so I moved to the side courtyard and didn't want to see him.
When I blocked a poisonous arrow for him and almost died, he sat by my bed and didn't sleep all night. I asked him to rest. He gently kissed my fingertips. Under the moonlight, I saw the water light in his eyes.
He said, "Ah, I'll be with you, don't leave me, okay? I'm the only one, Ahh."
That was probably when he loved me the most, so I asked the doctor to deceive him and said that the poison had been cured.
Later I found out that he didn't love me anymore, so there was no need to say that he avenged my father and returned it to him.
Now I am suffering from poison in my body every day, very tired, and no longer have the strength to argue hysterically with him.
doesn't want to have any more emotions.
The boy who blushed under the tree of locust flowers with a slightly red face and said he liked me...
was dead after all.
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0 Since I knew that I was alive soon, I often went to Zuixianglou. Every time I asked for a private room, order a lot of dishes, and I would send them to the little beggar outside the restaurant if I couldn't finish it.
The book says that when no one loves you, you should love yourself more.
So, I never lose my money, eat and drink well.
Sometimes, sometimes after eating it, the , the five internal organs, , suddenly, and blood keeps flowing out of my mouth, and it can't be wiped clean no matter how hard it is.
I can only pay more money because it stained their tables and chairs.
When I left the restaurant, I heard someone telling me about Su Yueyue's encounter with bandits yesterday. Because of the shock, she knocked her head and fainted on the spot. Fortunately, Lord Shen blocked her a knife, otherwise...
He was injured?
I don't want to care about it anymore. I didn't listen to the words behind
. I carried the unfinished food to the alley outside the restaurant and handed it to the child lying in the shade.
His name is Fugui, and he is a little beggar I met in spring.
I almost fainted from the restaurant that day. He helped me walk to the corner and sat down. I said thank you with gratitude.
He smiled and pointed at the thing in my hand and said:
"I'm not helping you for nothing. I want to eat chestnut cake in your hand."
I gave it to him with a smile.
Looking at him stuffing his mouth, I was a little dazed for a moment, as if I saw the boy who stuffed my snacks into my mouth that year.
The two maids who came out with me were sent to buy jewelry rouge . I sat in the corner for a long time and talked to him casually.
I asked him: "What's your name?"
"Fugui."
"Fugui?"
"Yes, I must be rich and noble in the future."
I was amused by him.
He also asked me what my name was, and I said:
"My name is Nian Nian."
"Is it Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian Nian N
I was so dizzy when I was sunbathed. I took out a booklet and gave it to him:
"Hey, I will teach you how to read this today."
He learned very seriously word by word, and was still a little reluctant to leave before leaving.
I left the booklet to him and said with a smile:
"Let me teach you next time, now, I'm going to teach Suisui."
"Then you must come next time."
"I will definitely do it."
When I returned to the mansion, Suisui was lying on Shen Qianci's hand.
is as small as that, as if he can kill him with just one force.
I wanted to take it from him but he avoided it.
Some food was clothed on the table, and he asked me to sit down and eat with him.
"I just finished eating, and I can't eat it anymore."
"Then sit here with me." His slender knuckles gently touched Suisui, lowering his eyes and not looking at me.
I agreed helplessly and held my chin to look at him.
After a long time, he asked, "What do you think of the doctor?"
Oh, he finally remembered what I felt uncomfortable about.
poked Suisui in his hand, and I said carelessly: "The doctor said it's okay, he just ate too much, he was full."
He stopped talking and drank the soup slowly.
Looking at his slightly pale face, he was probably really injured.
I don’t know when we started, but we have nothing to say.
thought about it, but I still found the topic:
"You said you died every year, will you be sad every year?"
They have been together for a long time.
I haven't heard the answer for a long time. I looked up at him and happened to meet his deep eyes.
"Ah, are you hiding something from me?" He looked at me and suddenly spoke, his voice as dull as before.
I was not panicked at all. His current ability was so he wanted to find out what he couldn't find, so he nodded: "Yes, I'm secretly planning to escape, the escape plan is ready."
Suisu was suddenly put in my hand. He stood up and looked down at me:
"You are like this rabbit, where can you run?"
was about to leave after saying that, and I subconsciously grabbed his sleeve.
"Shen Qianci, have you not answered my question yet?"
"What?"
"I am dead every year, will I feel sad every year?"
"Just like a beast, how can I know how sad?"
I touched Suisui's head, looked at its red eyes, and expressed my agreement.
Isn’t he Shen Qianci?
A man with beast blood flowing in his bones is cruel to others and even more cruel to himself. The only gentleness may be given to Su Yueyue.
It really wasted that handsome and handsome face.
The first time I saw him killing was in the evening when I was eleven years old. I tried to climb the wall to go to the next door. Finally, I climbed up the wall but saw him holding a dagger and killing two men in black without blinking.
Blood even splattered on my face.
At that moment, my whole body seemed to be lit and fell down with my eyes.
was caught by him.
The blood-stained dagger was on the side of my face. He frowned and said, "Be careful."
I took a light breath and spoke in a steady voice: "I'm fine, you can put me down first."
As soon as my foot hit the ground, I rolled and crawled back to my yard from the dog hole.
Later, he put chestnut glutinous rice chicken in the dog hole for half a year. After a long time, I remembered this and looked at him angrily:
"I'm not a dog, why do you put the food in the dog hole?"
He smiled rarely:
"You are not a dog, you are a little rabbit."
4
summer seems to be about to pass, time passes so fast, and your health is getting worse and worse.
I don’t know if people often dream of some past events before they die, but in my dreams, the one that appears the most is probably Shen Qianci.
That year, Shangsi Festival , he and I walked on the brightly lit street, crowded, he kept protecting me and following me closely.
We also bought two masks. He is a little rabbit and I am a big wild wolf. When I put the mask on my face and "whimper" at him, there were suddenly bursts of screams, and the nearby shelves that supported the vaudeville performances fell towards this side.
The crowd was moving around and could not escape.
Later, my eyes went dark and I was pulled into my arms by Shen Qianci. Then I heard a muffled groan. He was hit by the thick pillar for me and lay on the bed for three days.
That was probably the last period of his dormant.
Some people say that his mother is a prostitute and was dealt with as soon as he gave birth to him. Some people say that his mother is a maid, but no one knows the facts, so he actually has a bad life in the Marquis' Mansion.
is pitiful.
Until his wolfish ambition and cruel means were exposed to me, then more than half of the people in the Marquis' Mansion, including the Marquis and the Legitimate Son, died suddenly.
I think it's better to be pitiful to yourself first.
Now I think about it, the time between me and him was about the best time between me and me.
When I woke up in the morning, Shen Qianci had already gone out, and his chest was hurting. I covered my handkerchief and vomited a few mouthfuls of blood.
Then I lay depressedly on the imperial chaise longing and hugged Suisui to read the script. Halfway through the look, it suddenly became lively outside. When I asked, I realized that the prince had returned from the war.
also brought back a girl.
I heard that the girl was not only beautiful, both civil and military, and was very good at speaking, but also understood The Art of the Yellow Emperor , and made gunpowder , which was deeply loved by the prince.
It was also her who saved the prince on the battlefield.
For some reason, I suddenly thought of Su Yueyue, who is beautiful and talented, and is in love with the prince.
But now the prince has returned from his war and brought back a girl...
flips a page of the book, which clearly reads:
If the gods fight, the mortals will suffer.
I sigh.
The prince returned triumphantly and the palace was held. When Shen Qianci came back, there was a faint fragrance of wine lingering all over his body.
While I was walking in the mansion with Suisui in my arms, I saw him looking at the moon with his hands behind his back.
日本語 suddenly jumped out of my arms and jumped onto his feet.
"Don't move, don't step on it."
I quickly squatted down and hugged it carefully. At this moment, my head became dizzy. As I saw it was about to fall down, I grabbed me with my hands.
Wait for my eyes to return to clearness, I saw his eyes tightly locking me:
"What's wrong with you?"
At that moment, maybe I was drunk by the fragrance of wine on his body. I looked at him seriously and said:
"Shen Qianci, do you believe me if I say I'm going to die?"
He was stunned for a moment, and then frowned and looked at my face:
"I look good, I pretend to be like it if I want to pretend."
Of course, my complexion is good, but that was carefully drawn.
I looked down at my bright red skirt, and Danko, who was covered with nails, looked up and smiled at him:
"I'll change a plain skirt next time."
The same plain skirt as Su Yueyue.
In his eyes, only Su Yueyue has always had a bad body, and the weak willow Fufeng.
And I grew up with him, and I could climb walls on top, drill holes on bottom, and fight with him on the bed. He knew better than me about his body.
What a pity... That's all the past, but now, I almost lose the strength to hug me every time.
When I lay on the bed late at night, I was far away from Shen Qianci, and my eyes closed and I didn't move.
Since the showdown, he rarely comes here, and I never go to him.
When my waist was being held up, I blurted out: "Shen Qianci, please don't touch me, okay?"
's voice was filled with trembling that I couldn't control.
I used to think it would be fine if he loved me, but now I know that he doesn't love me at all. I'm still drunk tonight and look at the moon drunk. I don't want to think about it, let alone be touched by him.
I feel disgusting.
"Ali, do you think you can resist if I want to do something?"
His breathing was sprinkling in my ears, I bit my lip tightly, Gao Zhu's psychological defense completely collapsed, tears fell silently from the corners of my eyes, and I didn't dare to speak out.
I don’t know how long it took, but he pulled away the dagger under my pillow and said lightly:
“Go to sleep.”
5
At the end of September, a big incident happened. The prince suddenly wanted to retire from his marriage to Su Yueyue and marry the woman brought back from the battlefield. The story of the three people was a hot topic.
During that time, Shen Qianci seemed to be very busy. Later I found out that he was accompanying Su Yueyue and even planned to take the position above ten thousand people.
I guess it must be because he doesn't want to see Su Yueyue being wronged again and wants to snatch her away.
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