He sat quietly in the office, waiting for her arrival. The girl promised to give him an answer.
Time passed minute by minute, and his mind was filled with the shadow of a girl. This is not his first girlfriend, but I can't remember which girlfriend he is.
He is a child from the countryside and started to make trouble in society at the age of sixteen. Over the years, I have been an apprentice, a worker, a stall, and a business. I have worked hard, from the beginning of the year to the end of the year, from day to night, and I have not saved up much money.
Several relationships ended without success. He was too eager for marriage and too eager to have a home. However, the efforts of one relationship after another and another, the efforts of money are all in vain.
When will I have a home, a home of my own? He asked himself, asked the heaven, and asked time, but no one answered. There was quiet everywhere.
This girl met while she was hiding from the rain. It was said to be a girl, but later I found out that she was a single mother with an eight-year-old boy.
After that, he was willing to drink boiled water and started buying milk tea, coffee, and milk for her. The small expenditures over and over again turned out to be a huge number.
She started spending more than ten yuan, to a few hundred yuan, and then to a few thousand yuan, and spent money like flowing water. She likes roses, and she puts roses in her rental house every day; she likes lipsticks, and there are more than a dozen lipsticks on the dressing table, and the prices range from hundreds to thousands of yuan; she likes bags, and the house is full of handbags, shoulder bags, , shoulder bags, backpacks and other colors, and matches bags with various clothes.
She also likes cars, houses, traveling, and shopping. His salary was not enough, and he swiped his credit card, and he lost his credit card. He borrowed online loans and couldn't pay it back. He started to borrow money from his friends around him, and his creditworthiness was repeatedly reduced.
Now, he has nothing left, only debts left, but she said that her personality is not in line and she wants to break up. There was no light in his eyes, only a look of fatigue left.
Let's talk about it again last. He said, "Okay, you're waiting for me in the office." She said.
This is their appointment to meet him at the place where he goes to work. This is a job that works twelve hours a day. He works as a supervisor here and earns 8,000 or 9,000 a month, but it is not enough to repay the loan. He no longer had the money to provide her with food, drink and fun.
He wants to catch this last straw. He had already thought about it. As long as she came, there were only two results: either continue to be together or no one could think about it.
She came, wearing the clothes he bought, carrying the bag he bought, holding the mobile phone he bought, wearing the rings and necklaces he bought, and stepping on the shoes he bought. Is there anything else to say about
? I don't think we're right. You can't give me the life I want. She raised her head and said proudly: I can’t give you the life you want? He glared wide, pressed his hand into his pocket.
Just then the phone rang. It was his mother who was far away from her hometown in her rural area.
When will you come back? I will make your favorite leek pork buns . The mother said on the other end of the phone.
Let’s talk about it, I’m quite busy lately. He said with a warmth in his eyes and he held back tears.
Don't think too much about love, you will always meet the right one. Mom will never force you to get married again, as long as you are happy and healthy. Nothing else matters. Mother said.
I understand, don’t worry. He bit his lip and took his hand out of his pocket.
used to be a bad mother, and it put too much pressure on you. In fact, it is not that important to get married, and it doesn’t matter how much money you earn. As long as you are well, your mother can have a son, that’s enough. My mother's tone was full of self-blame.
His mother's increasingly aging face appeared in his mind, and he seemed to be able to see his mother's sad eyes. At that moment, he suddenly woke up.
You go. He said with his back to her.
cut! This was the last word she left, and then she walked away with her waist twisted and would never come back.
He took out an folding knife from his pocket and threw it directly into the trash can. Only then did he realize that his last straw was not love, but family affection, and the deep love from his mother.
people are not afraid of making mistakes, they are afraid of knowing their mistakes and not correcting them. He thought for a long time, so he found paper and pen, wrote down his future plans, and most of the dark clouds in his heart disappeared.
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