originated from a question I received.
"How miserable can a person be?"
The first thing that came to my mind was the name "Mocha". In 2021, this name once deeply hurt my heart...
In fact, human emotions It's a very strange thing. Even if it's the same death, different ways of death will "tear down" people's hearts from different angles. And Mo Cha's way of leaving is exactly the kind of thing that is most difficult for people to accept emotionally...
After writing "Mo Cha", many friends were commenting on it. Most of them felt the same as me, an indescribable feeling. My heart aches, and I always feel like there is something stuck in my heart.
But there are also some rebuttals and sarcasm.
Regarding some refutations, I have actually read all the reports you mentioned. Because I want to write about him, I want to do my best to understand him more comprehensively. It may not be completely accurate, but I will try my best to select some credible ones from the existing information. So I restored his perspective based on his personal dynamics and the descriptions of netizens who had close contact with him in the last few years of his life. Because I think these people should be more familiar with his current situation than his relatives and friends who have basically no contact with him.
Many people mentioned that his parents are still alive, he has relatives and friends, and the family conditions are not bad. I also mentioned this in the article. In fact, this report is also a side answer to everyone's question as to why he didn't get some help. After all, according to everyone’s conventional thinking, a person whose parents are still alive and who has relatives and friends will not be able to find anyone to ask for help, nor will he be someone who needs attention in social assistance. Indeed, given our population base, if such parties do not take the initiative to seek help, it will be difficult to discover their personal difficulties.
Of course, in the Mocha incident, I actually didn’t express my resentment towards anyone, because I felt that Mocha didn’t either, which can be roughly inferred from the fact that he chose to leave silently.
He was an online host during his lifetime. He was exposed to the Internet. He should know a lot about the Internet, but he never exposed anything or attacked anything. He just endured everything silently. So when I was writing about him, I didn't take the initiative to emphasize the situation in his family, because I thought it would make people attack his family members who resented him. I probably won't want to see anyone else do it either.
Regarding his family's family conditions, I hope everyone can make a distinction. What's in his family does not necessarily belong to him.
The cabin where Mocha lived has been closed. This is a photo of the same room as his provided by the owner.
A boy whose parents divorced when he was young has a withdrawn personality, is not good at expressing himself, and has a weak relationship with his parents. In this case, how much do you think his parents’ family conditions can help him? You can think about the circumstances of his death and his living conditions before death. If it is as you say, and he is very prosperous in all aspects of life, a normal person will endure the pain for a long time without treatment, and will have tumors in his nose. Will he survive the surgery from June to November when he bleeds non-stop, or will he be trapped to death in a cold hut?
Incidence
Surgery
The reason why I only restore it from the perspective of his dynamics and netizens like Ilyich is because I think these are closer to his true state and inner world.
From some of his developments in the six months before his death, we can generally see poverty, hunger, disease, and the deep loneliness that he never stated publicly but that people could feel.
Do you think these are lies?
's current number of nearly 2 million fans only gradually increased after his death and everyone paid attention to this matter. He only had a hundred fans during his lifetime.
Do you think this is a person who lived a prosperous life, and before his death, he told hundreds of people who may not have paid attention to his news? Or is this a person who is poor and sick, silently recording his life? If everyone thinks that the updates he left are false, then a person who can do such a thing, I believe he will be exposed on the Internet while he is alive, so that more people will believe your so-called "lies", thus Get more benefits.
In the last years of his life, except for some netizens who cared about him, he did not receive any help. This is a fact.
We can also confirm this from a follow-up interview with his mother.
In the interview, Mocha's mother said that later Mocha also called her to ask for money, but she didn't take it seriously at the time and refused. She just thought that Mocha would compromise if he couldn't survive outside and live in embarrassment. Will make him obedient and arrange his life according to the family. But it was obvious that this mother didn't know her son very well. She never thought that her rejection this time would completely break Mo Cha's heart, so much so that he would rather die of illness than bow to her again.
After Mo Cha's death, his mother posted this on WeChat Moments
I believe this mother's pain and collapse are real, and I also believe that his mother never wants to see Strawberry again for the rest of her life. Human emotions are like this. When a person is alive, he may feel bad about the other person. Once the person dies, what is left is endless regret and longing.
Many parents force their children to study in order to give them a good future, but they did not expect that their children would jump off the building because of this. If they could predict the consequences, I believe they would rather remain illiterate than force their children to go to school. Learn and make progress. As strangers, it is unbearable for us to hear what happened to Mocha, let alone as close relatives. We can only say that too many mistakes caused this tragedy.
From these, we can completely see that the so-called living conditions in his family are not poor, and it has not changed the current situation of his own living conditions being extremely poor .
Some people say that he uses a computer worth tens of thousands of dollars, but from the feedback from the netizens who support him, we can know that the computer he uses is a combination of accessories they patched together. In his feed, he explained to everyone several times why he couldn't broadcast. In addition to feeling unwell, there was something wrong with the equipment. I don’t know if the problem is caused by the “tens of thousands of computers” you mentioned.
Some people say that he was a fat man weighing more than 200 kilograms. I have never seen the body and I don’t know the state he was in when he died. But it is hard for me to imagine how healthy a person who has been poor and sick for a long time can be when he dies. If he does not look thin, then I think the word "puffy" may be more suitable to describe his condition. But no matter how you say it, fatness and thinness have never been the standard for measuring whether a person is healthy.
Some people call him "Mo Sheng". Of course, I see the irony in it.
This is a very strange title. After all, his life is really weird when words such as praise and praise are connected together. When I learned about his life, all I could feel was sadness, emotion, remembrance and some thoughts about life.
However, some people first put a miserable person on the "altar" and then knock him down. What's the point? Is it to enrich and spice up their too boring and deprived life?
Regarding Mo Cha’s experience, those who mourn and remember her are more focused on the compassion in human nature, while those who despise him may feel that people will always be strong in this life. In fact, no matter which one it is, it doesn't matter to Mocha. He never thought about having in-depth contact with this world when he was alive, let alone after death!
But I think there is no need to scorn Mocha. After all, people have never eaten a bite of rice from our house until they die. Come quietly and leave quietly.
All these disturbances and quarrels today are nothing more than different people placing different emotions on him.
So everyone can attack each other, but please respect the dead .
After all, no matter how detailed Mo Cha's life was, he never owed anything to this society.
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