Sets with the scorching sun, and the sun sets. Lying on the bed alone, staring at the glass window illuminated by a beam of yellow light, a loneliness hit me, and I felt pain and some despair.
drew out the book from the shelf: "One person is one person." I walked into Liu Tong’s world. His words opened up the self that I had never dared to face. Let me feel the companionship on the soul
01 _3p1p spanstrong18span and saw only one person who appeared in the TV show "spanstrong " in Beijing. "City life", sharing with friends, first sleeping on the ground " Simmons", then owning my own private space, first entering a film and television company, dreaming of being expelled from the leader to slowly emerging, from the extreme lack of belonging, Then I used my abilities to gain a sense of security, and I took root in Beijing little by little.
Dreams don’t need to be shared. On the way to dreams, joys and worries are my own experience. Although I am a person, I still have myself. That is the most loyal companion. She understands I, feel the warmth and coolness of this world together with me, I am not alone.
Share your joy, and others will think you are showing off, Versailles. Talking about those sorrows, I am afraid of passing negative energy, and I am afraid that others will think that I am selling miserables.
There is no need to work hard to let the world know,A very realistic sentence "I hope you live better, but I don't want you to live better than me" .
If you think about it this way, there is one person alone, and one person is fine.
02
A bowl of fish noodles, awakens nostalgia, and reminds me of the fish noodle shop that was a good fish noodle shop in the high school era. The proprietress, Sister Feng, took the initiative to divorce her husband. She alone resisted the debts owed by her father-in-law and opened a fish meal shop to repay the debt. She wanted to give her son a better education, but when she met people who were unsuccessful, the fish meal shop was smashed to help the son who wounded others. After going to jail and paying off his debts, he passed away.
In primitive times, women were at the lower end of the scale, and this is also true today. We are all at a disadvantage, whether it is physical injury or mental discrimination. . Even if we call for equality between men and women, we still succumb to reality and lose to humanity.
Maternal love is great. The child is the mother's heart and the person she is willing to protect with her life.
03
I passed by the video store,I miss the time when the Internet was just emerging. At that time, I used "CD" to express love, chatted with people I like on QQ, which was disconnected when I called, confessed to each other with BT, and sang karaoke with my friends. There were no photos. Electronic version, without retouching.
Mobile phones have become the status quo of young people. While the development of the Internet has facilitated our lives, it has also taken away our beautiful moments.
If you like someone, just open the address book and post it. It's simple and there is always less heartbeat. The photos sent by the other party, with beauty and filters, are always a little unreal.
We focused on the screen and forgot to appreciate the scenery that came and went.
04
I found out that I hadn’t talked with my friends for a long time, so I took the initiative to inquire about their own situation. I failed this time, faced difficulties, started a business again, started online classes, earned more than 500,000 yuan, and had many unexpected gains. Seeing my friends dare to think and do without asking about the results, I was infected by this kind of hard work.
"Failure" is often regarded as a derogatory term by others, and is regarded as a performance of incompetence. failure is not terrible, it is terrifying how you think about it.
Edison was interviewed,The reporter thought he had failed more than 5,000 times and persuaded him to give up, but he said that I succeeded more than 5,000 times and I eliminated more than 5,000 mistakes.
With those active people for a long time, we will love life more and more.
05
I turned on the phone, and found a lot of group oblivions in the "little group" such as the "little group". Everyone is here, but no one has ever said anything again. The existence of
WeChat group means that we were a collective in a certain period of time, we belong to a part.
The lively group becomes more and more deserted with the distance, until it disappears into life.
Occasionally click on the mobile phone group chat, see those groups, think of the group of people, those things that have been experienced together repeat in my mind. It's not a remembrance, it's a remembrance.
06
Because of the epidemic,I have plenty of time to spend with my parents. My father asked me about my life in Beijing. I talked about my experience of being misunderstood and embezzled millions at the age of 26. I once thought that I couldn’t stand in Beijing, but finally because I was steadfast. The work attitude and the trust of the leadership have turned the crisis into peace. After listening, my father cried, and I also shed tears.
From the time we left home to study and then to work, the time we spend with our parents is counting down.
Parents don’t know anything about our lives outside, and we slowly don’t understand their changes. Those extra white hairs, the wrinkles that slowly climbed up the corners of the eyes.
Give some time to your loved ones, One day, they will leave this world before you, and then only regrets will be left when you wake up.
07
Change, that is growth or compromise. No change, that is persistence or hard support.
Looking at myself along the way, I have been growing up slowly and learn to understand life and myself.
change, towards a good direction,No change, retain the original intention of the beginning.
It seems that I have changed a lot, no longer willful, no longer looking for identity from the outside world, is more willing to spend time on meaningful things and spend on myself.
It seems that I haven't changed anything. I still love random thinking, and I am full of beautiful imaginations about the world.
08
I heard two girls chatting in a coffee shop. I heard two girls chatting in a coffee shop. What kind of relationship is the hardest thing to get along with each other? It’s a big noise, mostly because of "Let’s do it."
Friends, this concept is very vague, I can’t say which people are my friends. It seems to be able to play together before, as if it’s not there anymore. connect.
As time goes by, the distance between friends grows, and we do not know when we become familiar strangers.
"If you don't find me, I don't know what to send to you" slowly faded out of the other person's life.
"This is good" has become the silent farewell of a relationship.
09
, I asked my friend Xiao Hui to come out. He said that he was too sleepy and refused me. When I thought that he didn't want to see me so much, I suddenly became unhappy and withdrew from the old four-member group. It's not really to break off friendship, just to express anger.
Elementary school, junior high school, high school... is a transitional stage of our friendship. Those who have not walked towards the same place with us will be disconnected if their relationship is weak.
There are so few people, I want to disturb. I am not afraid that they will dislike me, because they have a certain understanding of me. I am not afraid that they will not reply to the message, because there is a full sense of trust. I'm not afraid that they refuse to help, knowing that they are not capable, but not afraid of trouble.
This is probably the case with friends. In the busy life, we don't often contact, But when I think of the other person, I can send a message without hesitation in the past "What are you doing" .
10
took a four-month leave, flew to Los Angeles to learn English, met a lot of stories about her and her soulmate, Lucas, who is also a Chinese Then, Xiaoqin needless to say, Lucas already knows, they are full of interest in each other, and get along seriously in a short time in the distance of friends and lovers.
We define love as an intimate relationship where two people know each other and accompany each other. confirming a relationship is like putting a net on us and connecting us together.
But such a person will also appear. You are not a couple, but you have an extremely cooperative understanding. You can know what each other means with just one look and one expression.
You are not willing to take that step forward, for fear that you will be a stranger after the break of love. More willing to stay at the friend stage and stay with each other all the time.
This kind of love has transcended love itself.
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