The perfect wife in my heart, after being seriously ill, tore off all my dignity as a man


I was born in a rural area. Since my family is not rich, I went out to work after graduating from high school. After earning some money, I returned to my hometown and opened a waste collection station in the county.


Because I was only busy with my career, I gradually became an older young man. During the period, I was introduced to someone, but I never met a suitable one.

By chance, I met Li Wen, who is gentle and beautiful. I fell in love with her at first sight, and then started a passionate pursuit. Li Wen also liked me very much. The two of us soon lived together.

Then, let it go, Li Wen and I got married. A few months later, Li Wen gave birth to a big fat son. The child inherited the beauty of his wife, white skin, and a pair of clear water. big eyes.

I hug my lovely son, and I always don’t kiss enough. Whenever I hear others praise my son for being handsome, my heart will be filled with pride. Some people joked that my son is not like me. I didn't take it to heart. My son looks like his mother too much, and his wife and son are more handsome. I still feel a little proud.

In the first half of this year, my wife continued to suffer from stomach pains. I took her to the hospital for an examination. A few days later, the result came out. I suddenly squatted on the ground. My wife was suffering from stomach cancer. diffusion.

My wife saw me abnormally. She grabbed the test sheet and broke down and wept bitterly. I hugged my wife. I was calm and kept comforting her.

In order for my wife to get better treatment, I took her to the Provincial Capital Hospital. On the day before leaving, my wife stroked her son's face over and over again, and asked her to listen to her grandmother at home.

The seven-year-old son nodded and said seriously: "Don't worry, mother, I will be obedient."

Although his wife has been cooperating with doctors for active treatment, she still failed to prevent the spread of cancer cells. If you lose weight, you can only drink a little porridge to sustain life.

One day, my wife looked at me scrubbing her body, and suddenly she grabbed me and said with tears: "In the past few years,Thank you for taking care of our mother and child. _P2p

I squeezed her hand tightly: "To say something stupid, we are a family, my wife and my son, shouldn't it be right for me to give more?" "_P2p

The wife seemed to have a lot of courage and licked her dry lips and said, "Happiness is too short. I don't know how long I can stay with you and my son. I really want to have a good family of three. . "_P2p

My heart hurts so much that I can't breathe, and my wife went on to say: "There is one thing, if I don't tell you, I will die. "_P2p

I was stunned.

The wife said slowly, as if it were someone else’s story. It turned out that she had a boyfriend before talking to me. Before her boyfriend went abroad, she told her not to wait for him.

Just a month after her boyfriend left, she found out that she was pregnant and went to the hospital for an operation. The doctor said that her body was not allowed, or it would lead to lifelong infertility. After some painful consideration, she decided to stay Child. At this moment, she met me. Seeing that I have a good temper and a good person worth entrusting, she soon lived with me.

She didn't dare to tell me the truth, she was afraid that she would lose me, she planned I have been kind to me all my life, repaying my kindness to her and my son, but God is unwilling to give her this opportunity.

This news to me is nothing less than a thunderbolt in the sky, and my wife continued in tears and said: "I know , You can’t accept this fact in your heart. If I’m gone, you will send the child to my mother. I don’t want the child to be rich, just let him eat. "_P2p

The dignity of a man made me want to scream up to the sky and ask why she was so cruel to me. Looking at her weak body, I resisted, walked out of the ward, and smoked desperately at the end of the corridor.

That For a moment, I never wanted to face her again.


The next day, I found an excuse to go home and asked my mother-in-law to take care of her. As soon as I entered the door, my son happily rushed to mine. In his arms, he said to me what he missed me.

I remembered the first composition my son wrote when he was learning to write, which was "My Dad".He brought it back to me at the time. I always remembered a few short sentences: My father is ordinary and his profession is not noble. Although he runs a waste recycling station, he is a super hero in my heart. Give me all the love and teach me a lot of great principles in life.

I was meditating. My son turned around and brought me a bag. After opening it, it turned out to be a large bread. The son said, "Come to Dad, you taste it. This is your favorite taste. I let my grandma take it with me. I went to the store to buy it specifically for you, and also bought my mother’s favorite snack, and waited for you two to go home to eat."

Seeing my son talk endlessly, my eyes are moist, lying in bed at night, tossing and turning. , It’s hard to sleep.

I was listless during the day, and I was too lazy to do business. I had very little money left in my hand for medical treatment of my wife, so I just sat idly for a few hours.

My son came back from school. I just remembered that he hadn't cooked for him yet. When my wife was at home, she used to do housework and cooking. Now that I don’t have her at home, I don’t know where to start. The refrigerator is empty. .

In desperation, he took his son out to eat, and along the way, the child's little hand held me tightly, reminding me to be safe when crossing the road.

When I arrived at the noodle shop, I ordered a large portion of braised noodles and asked the waiter to pour a small bowl of noodles to my son. He picked the beef in the bowl to me and said, "Dad, you have worked so hard to wait for my mother in the hospital. Eat some good food, and, what kind of disease does my mother have? Is it serious or not? I want to see her."

My unsuspecting tears flowed out again, and my son wiped me with his little hand: " Dad doesn’t cry, but a man must be strong. If you feel uncomfortable, you can tell me, maybe I can help you."

I asked: "Dad is a scrap collector. _P2p

The son said stubbornly: "Dad, you are a beggar, and I would not despise you, because without you, there would be no me."

I looked at my little son with blushing eyes. My heart finally no longer wandered, no longer hated, I secretly said to myself: No matter what, he is my son, my biological son, I have raised him for 7 years, how can I be willing to abandon him.

On the weekend, I took my son to see my wife. When the child entered the door, seeing his mother's weak appearance, he threw himself into her arms, and the mother and son cried.

Then, Li Wen looked up at me, with questions and pleadings in his eyes, I held her hand and said: "Don't worry." Her eyes flashed with a rare light.

This woman gave me a warm home and let me enjoy happiness.

This woman gave me unspeakable pain and shamed me.

Now that her life is hanging by a thread, how can I bear to condemn her again.

Suddenly, I was so afraid of losing her, I don't know how I would live without her.

Half a month later, my wife passed away. She lay in my arms and finally said a few words: "Thank you, if there is an afterlife, I will give you a wife and give you a son that belongs to both of us. "_P2p

The past is like a smoke, and all the grudges and hatreds, compared with life, seem so insignificant. Every experience, whether it is joy or sorrow, is training our minds and taking us a step. As we mature and get older, we will understand that love and tolerance are the best things in this world.

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