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Cheng Ying stared at her sleeping son beside her and she burst into tears without realizing it. She couldn't be sad, but she felt wronged in her heart. In terms of marriage, there is no one who doesn't quarrel. You said he doesn't understand you, maybe you don't understand him either.
Open WeChat but can't find someone to chat. I silently put down my phone and looked at the dark night in a daze. Suddenly, my phone lit up with Qianwen's WeChat. It has been nine years since she graduated, and this classmate remembers her, but since she gave birth to her second child, time has become busy, and the two have less contact.
Qianwen: My boss didn’t know what to do tonight, but he got angry as soon as he came back and said that the house was messy and didn’t deal with it.
Qianwen is a housewife. She often calls her husband who pays her a salary as the boss, and then she jokes that she is just a qualified nanny.
Cheng Ying comforted numbly: Maybe the boss’s work is not going well today and needs to vent.
Qianwen: Just he needs to vent, so I don’t vent. I take care of two kids by myself, and I am on the verge of collapse every day. I haven’t vented, so he vented first.
Cheng Ying: Take a shower and go to bed! The baby will have to get up early to go to school tomorrow.
Qianwen: I have been busy for a day and I have finally waited for my child to fall asleep before I have some time. By the way, I saw in my circle of friends that Kevin Han was getting married.
Cheng Ying was silent for a few seconds before teasing: You have given birth to a second child, and he should be married.
Since the breakup, Cheng Ying has deleted all the contact information of Han Kevin and threw everything about him completely, but for some reason, I often think of him and fantasize about what he will look like now.
Qianwen: He is very energetic now, do you regret it?
Cheng Ying knew what Qianwen wanted to say. She proposed the breakup at the beginning. Han Kevin had a better career choice. She chose to break up without wanting to tie him up. Han Kevin kept it for a long time, but she still left resolutely.
Cheng Ying: He has achieved success in his career, and I have nothing to regret. They are all adults, so they are responsible for their own choices and cannot be too greedy to want everything.
Qianwen: But you fell in love so much at the beginning. If I regretted it, look at your boss, how could you compare to him?
Cheng Ying didn't want to continue this topic, so she had to say: I'm sleepy and asleep.
Put down your phone, and the past with Kevin Han was as clear and real as a movie.
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0 In the summer of her sophomore year, Han Kevin fell in love with Cheng Ying at first sight. At that time, she was still a simple little girl. She usually likes to read books and then goes to work part-time and earns pocket money when she has time. She lives a simple and happy life.
In order to pursue her, Han Kevin sat next to her and studied with her every night. Han Kevin had good grades and provided a lot of help to her. In this way, the two of them got together naturally because of their studies.
Han Kevin often makes Cheng Ying laugh. I remember that after dinner, he walked on the boulevard on campus. Han Kevin imitated a classic line from Stephen Chow " Journey to the West·Demon Subduing ": Ten thousand years are too long, I love me, now.
Cheng Ying was very happy and moved at that time. She felt that she must have done a lot of good things in her previous life to meet such a perfect man in this life.
That was the first time Cheng Ying had a look at happiness. They made an appointment to do a lot of things together in the future, so that when they get old, they will have many beautiful memories.
But things didn't go as expected. In the second year after graduation, Han Kevin had a better choice in his career. Now when I think about it, I feel very selfish at that time. Regarding Han Kevin's future, she has never had the right to interfere and cannot bear that responsibility, so why should she force him to choose?
In the face of career and love, Cheng Ying and Han Kevin had a serious disagreement. Cheng Ying chose career, while Han Kevin chose love. She forced Han Kevin to choose career with breakup.
At that time, she was so stubborn that men could have more good choices only with a career, including love. If Han Kevin chose love, it would lay a constant bomb for their future unhappiness. After all, love cannot be filled with water.
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in the fourth year of breaking up, Cheng Ying met Huang Shaobin through blind dates. He couldn't say that he liked it very much, and he hated it very much. In the words of his parents, Huang Shaobin had good conditions, so he would not have to worry about his own life.
Maybe, eating and clothing are more important than talking about love in a ordinary life.
So Cheng Ying got married. After marriage, she realized that the two were very different. Huang Shaobin was careless and threw away the socks and clothes he had worn carelessly. The clothes he had often sorted out were messed up by him. Her taste was light, Huang Shaobin had a strong taste, and the two of them often had unhappy things just because of eating!
Every time I am unhappy, I will secretly think of Han Kevin by chance. Every time I am unhappy or the two of them have disagreements, Han Kevin will try every means to make her happy.
Cheng Ying always remembers that Han Kevin said this: Your happiness is the most important thing in the world!
But Huang Shaobin said: Are you still a child? Someone needs to be coaxed!
Cheng Ying was wondering whether it was Han Kevin or Huang Shaobin too realistic, but women are auditory animals, and it’s fine to care whether it’s true or false.
Today, Cheng Ying will not confide in front of Huang Shaobin even if she is sad. Just as a good man spoils you as a child, a bad man teaches you to mature. When you are old, don’t have unrealistic dreams. So about Han Kevin, Cheng Ying has always missed and not disturbed.
often wonders if you can’t be with the person you love very much in this life? In fact, no matter how you choose in your life, you will regret it. Just keep the person you secretly love in your heart in your memory. Just miss it and don’t disturb it. In this way, what he leaves you with will always be beautiful.
