is all about men standing at the age of thirty, but that is not the case. Only after loving the wrong person, getting married once, having a serious illness, having a dilapidated workplace, experiencing life and death or being separated and betrayal, can we have a different understanding of life and understanding of love.
Before I was thirty, it can be said that it was sunny. My father was the leader of a state-owned enterprise and my mother was a teacher in an international school. My life was rich and colorful. After graduating from college, under the arrangement of my father, I also went to a state-owned enterprise.
I have no big ambitions, which makes me very content with everything in front of me. When I get together with friends, they will sigh that I have good luck and say I don’t have to do anything, and I get everything. I have no choice but to do this. Maybe reincarnation is really a technical job.
Not long after working, under the pursuit of a female colleague, I fell in love, and good luck began to stay away from me.
Not long after marriage, she complained about her poor job and wanted my dad to help her change her position. Perhaps because she could not see hope in me, my dad placed his hope on my wife.
My wife did not work hard in the unit, but relied on my father to be arrogant and domineering in the unit. Others would give in to her if they could.
Not long after, my dad was admitted to the hospital after having a stroke with a client and was admitted to the hospital with and . She was very nervous at first. I thought she was worried about my dad, but she just worried about herself, afraid that my dad would lose his backer after he fell down.
I have seen through her father, and one night, told me that he could no longer care about my wife, saying that once a woman like her had a position, she would definitely divorce me.
I quickly said, "No, she is not such a person."
"Hey, you are just too simple. Your mother and I spoiled you so much over the years, so you have never seen any storms."
I lowered my head, not understanding what my dad said.
After being discharged from the hospital, my dad retired, and my mom quit her job and focused on taking care of my dad at home. Looking at their appearance, I fantasized that she would treat me like this when I get old.
She lost her backer and was not doing well in the company, so naturally she would not give me a good face when she got home. At first, I persuaded her and asked her to have a good relationship with her colleagues in the company, but she couldn't listen at all and said that I was a useless person.
This made it difficult for me to accept, so from quarrel to separation, I have always believed that there is love between us and the quarrel is only temporary.
But what I didn't expect was that I heard some rumors about her and her leader, which I couldn't stand. After a few squatting, I got the truth and rushed up desperately. At this time, I had no reason in my mind, and the consequences were serious. I divorced and lost my job.
. My parents seemed to have had a premonition of all this and didn't say much. They even went out for a trip during my divorce.
After experiencing this incident, I have fewer friends around me, and there are even fewer gifts during festivals, and there are only a few friends with average conditions left by my side.
is also this group of friends who have accompanied me through the most difficult period.
I regained my confidence, got a new job and started a salesperson. At the meeting, I looked at the manager who was five or six years younger than me, and felt very moved. Here I lost all my halo and all my help, and I no longer have the capital to be lazy.
Fortunately, my previous work has helped me develop the ability to observe my words and expressions. When the company arranged high-end customers, my care and consideration were praised by my immediate boss.
After this reception, the leader remembered me and would basically ask me to arrange any important customers.
Compared with sales, reception arrangement is my strength.
Receive important customers at once. When I was too busy, I had to communicate with the leader in a timely manner for several important details. I walked directly into the leader's office because I joked several times before that she told me that if I was anxious, I didn't have to knock on the door. I didn't take it seriously, but this time it was a tight time and I had too many tasks, so I couldn't take that much.
After walking in, she saw a man standing by the window looking at her with a serious face, while she sat there with a grievance. When she saw me in, she quickly wiped her face.
I was really anxious, and didn't consider the tension in the air. I walked up to her and started asking. She was still so patient and talked to me one by one. At this moment, the man standing next to me said, "Sister, you are only alone. What's the use of keeping the house in your hometown? And my dad also said that if you don't get married this year, he will take back the old house. You might as well give it to me earlier." As soon as I finished speaking, I felt her face changing in a shady and clear manner. I knew I was going to leave at this time, otherwise I would be really ignorant.
Just as I was packing the documents and getting ready to leave, she grabbed my hand, got up from the seat, walked around the table and walked to me, looked at me, and tiptoed to kiss me on my face.
After her series of actions, her brother and I were stunned. Her brother didn't expect she would have a boyfriend, and I couldn't figure out the situation at all.
Then she carried my arm and said loudly, "Give up, we will get married at the end of the year."
Only then did I realize that she was using me as a "shield".
After coming out of her office, I thought about her actions seriously. She wants to have a figure, a career and a strong woman. Although she looks a little bad, the halo on her body is enough to cover up her appearance.
even had fantasies in my mind. After all, if you marry her, you will struggle for at least a few decades. But when you think about it, this idea is ridiculous.
I only regarded it as a misunderstanding once. After all, I really don’t dare to take such a big pie from the sky. After the incident of
, for a long time, when I reported to her, she would always keep me for a while and talk to me about some family matters, and I found that when I was working, she would always appear near me.
There were several times when I worked overtime until late at night, she invited me to dinner. This series of actions made me a little confused.
She did this and quickly attracted the attention of many people. Many colleagues would ask me privately. Even if I explained in every way, they would still pat my shoulder and smile with a wretched smile and said, "We must take care of me more in the future."
None of us admitted it, but it became the company's gossip, which also caused me trouble. A director of
has always cared for her, and it is rumored that the director divorced for her.
So during a job, a major mistake occurred, resulting in customer loss. When I was guilty afterwards, I actually pushed the blame to me, saying that I was negligent in my work and did not entertain customers well.
This makes me unable to bear it. If I have any problems in other aspects, I can admit it, but it is impossible for me to have problems in my job.
This accident happened when I was about to be promoted. Although she tried her best to help me recover and still lost this opportunity, I didn’t care about the promotion at all. I just wanted an explanation, and I didn’t want to take the blame for others.
The first time I take the blame, there will be a second time, and it will make me more careful in doing things in the future. This is not what I like.
I was unbalanced in my mind and prepared to argue with the leader. She stopped me and said that I would be calm for a while and take a step back.
, who was already angry, couldn't listen to her words at all, and even angrily retorted, "I'm going to endure for a while, the waves are calm, why can't you bear it? Take a step back and the sky is wide, why don't you retreat?"
After I said that, I pushed her away and walked forward. She grabbed me, and this time she was very strong, and said to me loudly; "I've already endured, I've retreated, what do you think of me? Listen to me?"
I stood there in a daze, looking at her blankly, unable to believe that this was what she said, and she nodded to me, which means that this is what she wanted to say.
My quarrel with her attracted a lot of attention. Seeing that I stopped making trouble, she dispersed the crowd and took my hand and said softly, "Be obedient, I will fight for you.""
After returning home in the evening, I lay in bed and thought about it. I decided that I couldn't do this. In the first half of my life, there were too many people who carried the burden for me. This would make me lose my fighting spirit. I want to become a person who can be relied on by others.
Not long after, I couldn't bear this tone, so I chose to resign. I returned to my hometown in Huangshan with my parents and opened a homestay at the foot of the mountain.
Just as I was packing everything and preparing to open the door for business, she appeared with the sound of wind chimes on the door. After that, she lived with me for a long time. After that, my colleagues learned that she also chose to resign shortly after I left.
She seemed very patient in this regard, and I didn't understand whether she liked it. My relationship between us has always been very blurred, but my parents who were anxious to hold my grandson were anxious and tried hard to match us up and often gave us opportunities.
Later, I saw that we were not together yet, and my mother asked her directly if she liked me. When she said she liked me and didn't know if I liked her, my mother called me over and asked me the question she asked in front of her.
Just like that, I got together with her, and I was still very surprised. Although I loved her, I always felt something was wrong.
Until one day, I looked at her holding an cupid and realized that the God of Love was blindfolded.
