【一】
"Manli is so happy, her husband is so handsome and so good to her..."
Every time I meet with friends, I can always hear them Such praise.
Yes, I am very happy.
Three years ago, I met my husband Xu Fei at the company social meeting.
At that time, all single men were trying their best to show off their charms, only Xu Fei was sitting in a chair and drinking alone.
may be attracted by his uniqueness, I took the initiative to ask him for a phone call.
After a period of communication, I am sure that he is the perfect man I am looking for.
I took the initiative to confess, and he readily accepted it.
Fall in love, meet your parents, get married, all in one go.
[two]
In the words of my colleagues, it was because I stepped on shit luck that Xu Fei chose me among many suitors.
I smile and never refute.
Xu Fei is really good. He is 1.8 meters tall and has an angular face.
At a young age, he took the position of the head of the company's department, and did not smoke or drink.
There are cars and houses, and I don’t live with my parents.
The key is to be nice to me. He prepares gifts for me every holiday, cooks food for me on weekends, and never loses his temper with me.
He is good, I think it is a bit unreal.
[three]
In the middle of the night, I was suddenly awakened by a nightmare, and subconsciously wanted to lean on Xu Fei.
found that there was no one around him, it was cold.
I saw that the toilet was also dark, so I put on my clothes and went out to look for it.
The light in the study was still on, and Xu Fei was still knocking on the computer in the middle of the night.
Isn’t the work done? I stepped forward and asked.
Xu Fei closed the computer with a snap,Looked at me in a panic, a little at a loss.
later explained that he couldn't sleep and wanted to write the plan he had just thought of.
I didn't expect that I would come over, I was taken aback.
I think Xu Fei's explanation is too far-fetched. If it is to write a plan, why close the computer?
I was about to continue asking questions, but Xu Fei hugged me and said what should I do if I get up and freeze out on such a cold day.
then took me to bed and warmed my feet with his belly.
His warm belly dissipated the coldness of his feet, and my doubts about him instantly disappeared.
Such a good man, what can I worry about?
[Four]
Get up in the morning, Xu Fei is already making breakfast for me.
Moved, I hugged him from behind, feeling full of happiness.
After breakfast, he drove me to work at the company.
I saw my colleague Zhang sister crying, so I hurried to ask why.
My colleague Xiao Li told me with a look of resentment that her husband cheated on her, and she secretly called Xiao San at night and was heard by her.
I have met Zhang's husband. On Valentine's Day last year, he even came to the company to send flowers to Zhang, which made us very envious.
I make fun of Sister Zhang, she can still be so romantic after twenty years of marriage.
Unexpectedly, in less than a year, her husband would cheat.
Seeing sister Zhang's face full of tears, my heart is also uncomfortable.
【Five】
Xu Fei came to pick me up from get off work in the afternoon. Seeing that I was unhappy, he asked me what was going on.
I told Xu Fei about Ms. Zhang, thinking that Xu Fei would be as outraged as I was, and it was worthless for Ms. Zhang.
Unexpectedly, Xu Fei only said one sentence: Some feelings cannot be controlled.
After finishing talking, you may see that my face is not good, so I added another sentence: Don’t worry, I will not do anything I’m sorry to you.
But thinking of his panic when he closed the computer, I started to feel a little flustered, and determined to take a look at his computer secretly.
[Saturday]
One weekend, we were lying on the sofa watching TV, when Xu Fei suddenly received a call, and something happened to his friend and asked him to help solve it.
Suddenly, Xu Fei put on his clothes and hurried out.
I quickly entered the study and turned on Xu Fei's computer. Fortunately, Xu Fei's computer password was the same as the mobile phone password, so I opened it easily.
On the computer, I searched through all the files, logged in to QQ, and checked all the chat records, but no problems were found.
Maybe I think too much, and I start to feel ashamed that I don't trust Xu Fei.
When I was about to close the computer, my colleague Xiao Li called me and asked me to email a document to him so that it would not become invalid.
I copied the files to the computer and felt too lazy to change the account, so I went directly to Xu Fei's mailbox and sent the files out.
Suddenly, I discovered that there were more than 300 draft boxes in Xu Fei's mailbox.
I opened it curiously...
[seven]
I just feel cold all over when I see the content.
All the letters written by Xu Fei, they were all addressed to a woman named Huihui.
basically has one every week, and all of them describe how Xu Fei missed her.
On the day of our wedding, he wrote in his letter: I miss you so much. Every day you are away is suffering. I am married to her because her eyes are very similar to yours...
I shed tears After reading all the letters, my heart is numb.
I don't know when Xu Fei will return. He just stood behind me and said nothing.
It took a long time before he told me that Huihui was his first girlfriend, and they were together in college.
But then they had a conflict. Huihui went abroad to study in a fit of anger. He looked for it for a long time and didn't find it.
can only relieve his miss by writing a letter,On the one hand, marrying me is the urgency of the family, on the other hand, my eyes are very similar to those of Huihui.
I was heartbroken. It turned out that I was just a stand-in. I ignored Xu Fei's obstacle and ran home.
[8]
Mom saw me crying sadly, and asked me what was going on, I told her the truth.
My mother persuaded me to look open. Xu Fei has no body to cheat, so I can bear it.
I looked at my mother's face in disappointment, and asked her: Back then, my father was looking for a young lady, why didn't you bear it?
Mom hides her face and leaves.
When I was ten years old, my mom found out that my dad was looking for a young lady and had a quarrel with my dad.
Later for me, they didn't divorce, but my mother disliked his father for being too dirty, and kept holding on to it all day long.
She can't let go of her father, and she can't get past the hurdles in her heart.
I can only torture my father and myself at home every day.
My house has become only quarrels and complaints every day.
[9]
Xu Fei's mother came to persuade me, she said Xu Fei was just too persistent, but it was really good for me, and hoped that I would give Xu Fei another chance.
Seeing my mother-in-law worry about us, I really can't let Xu Fei go, so I plan to give him another chance.
After returning home, Xu Fei felt guilty towards me and took care of me more considerately.
But I know that there is a hint of hypocrisy in his thoughtfulness.
Just like my mother, I can't get past the hurdle in my heart.
I close my eyes every night, and my mind is full of his love words for that girl.
I refuse all Xu Fei's goodwill, and I don't want to have physical contact with him.
Xu Fei is not upset, just silently doing what he thinks should be done.
I thought that after a while, I should put it down and start over with him.
[10]
Until one night, I finally figured it out and decided to go to the guest room to find Xu Fei and have a good chat with him.
unexpectedly pushed the door open,I found that Xu Fei was looking at the computer intently. It was the picture of the girl on the computer.
I was so furious that I couldn't help but rushed over and picked up the computer and threw it to the ground.
The moment the computer broke, Xu Fei slapped me.
I looked up at Xu Fei and found that this man was so strange.
I called my friend, packed my luggage, and went to her.
Xu Fei stared at the computer without saying a word.
【October】
When I arrived at my friend's house, I couldn't help it anymore, and burst into tears.
spent a few days at my friend's house, Xu Fei didn't have a phone call, and I gave up on him.
just feels particularly uncomfortable in my heart.
My friend reported me a tour group and asked me to go out and relax.
I went to the grassland, looked at the vast grassland, went to Daocheng Yading , and looked at the blue sky.
Suddenly felt a sense of enlightenment and a lot of open-mindedness.
There are too many beautiful things in the world, and I don’t have to continue to give up all the good things for him and push myself to a dead end.
When I got home, I sent the divorce agreement to Xu Fei, which soon ended our marriage.
Xu Fei sent me a message: Sorry
I deleted his message, and I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore.
In his eyes, what he can't get is the best. A man who doesn't know how to cherish is simply hateful.
From now on, one is different and two are wide.
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