Ten years, very long.
Yes, it’s really long, ten years.
When I was a child, I felt that it was ten years, from a few years old to a teenager. I did homework after school every day. Although I was doing repetitive things every day, I always felt that it was very long and it seemed like I could not finish it.
At that time, I was hoping to grow up. If I grow up, I don’t have to get up early to go to school. I grow up like a girl in my teens and twenty years old in the village. I wear beautiful clothes and have long braids. When I grow up, I can watch TV series without any scruples without thinking about going to school the next day, and I don’t have to be scolded by my parents when I grow up.
I remember that at that time, I envy a girl in the same class wearing red leather shoes. Her father was the principal of the school. She studied well and didn’t remember what she looked like. I always felt that her red leather shoes made her look particularly elegant. I thought I would buy a pair when I grew up.
At that time, I looked forward to it, from junior high school to high school, from high school to college.
Ten years, very short.
Thinking about it now, those ten years have really passed in a flash. They have not become the self in their hearts, nor have they become the one they like. At that time, I felt that there was a lot of time, but where did so much time go?
I always regret it now. After ten years of vagueness, I have reached the present day, but it has not changed my destiny after all. I just moved forward under the push of time.
However, there is no medicine for regret in the world. That beautiful decade, another ten years full of hope, and a ten years that changed their destiny. I was pulled away by myself.
Now, my mother has left me, my father is old, but I always don’t have the courage to face everything I choose willfully.
Now I think, time is so fast, and another ten years have passed in the blink of an eye.
Day after day, year after year, spring, summer, autumn and winter, the four seasons are constantly changing.
It turns out that when I was in school, I always said that time was like flowing water, but at that time it was just following the crowd. But now I really feel that "time is like flowing water", but there is no time for "every inch of time is like money".
Adults are not easy for adults, and they can’t dream by their own temperament. Adults have many fragmented things every day.
At that time, I was still feeling that my mother could not study, but it was really my turn. Daily work and children's daily life accounted for most of the time during the day. Only when the child was coaxed to sleep and lying in bed would I remember that another day had passed.
So when it’s time to learn, you must learn to struggle, otherwise after this time, you really need to have great perseverance and good conditions to learn.
