A man in his forties has reached his forties, and he is already on his fourth birthday. I still don’t know where to go tomorrow, I’m so at a loss, I have no direction, no goal, and I can’t break the pot yet. Being tired is a trivial matter, and I no longer have the courage to get up from falling down. Passion also fades away with time. All that's left is the past.
If I could live forever, I don’t think I would give in to others, let others go first, and I wouldn’t make do with everything around me. Because I let you pass first, you may turn around and destroy the way you came. You are showing off your power on the opposite side, eating well and drinking hot food, being free and easy, and so happy. I am the only one at the bridge, watching you feel at ease, alone, with a leaf falling.
Human nature's greed and selfishness will be most vividly displayed in the face of interests. Even though we have been through thick and thin together before. It’s hard to resist the temptation of money. Promises are like farts, invisible and blown away by the wind, dissipated over time. If you could go back to the past, your only choice would be to do your duty. Don't believe that kindness can change other people's perceptions. It will only make you a useless person. Don't believe the ambition and structure told by successful people, because you are not him and you are not as lucky as him. And cannot be copied. Remember.
When you calm down and sort out the past, you will feel that you are ridiculous and pathetic, as naive as a child and as self-righteous as a fool. After you have experienced it, you have matured and become experienced enough in life and work, will the opportunity come again? Once upon a time we were all innocent and pure. Is it because we have become cunning and scheming, or is society teaching us bloody and vivid lessons? Let me tell you, if you are polite, others will be rude to you. What do you think?
Your kindness is treated as an idiot, your righteousness is treated as a fool, your sincerity is treated as a game, and your character is treated as garbage. You still have no way to refute, because you just wanted to be a good person at the time. Is that wrong? Human nature tells you that you are right, but reality tells you that you are terribly wrong. If you want to survive, you have to be like a wolf preying on the weak. The group rose up and attacked. Only when you succeed and have something, can you be qualified to be charitable, otherwise you will only be extremely happy and miserable. If you want to be Lei Feng , you must stand high. Jack Ma must have never said before the success of that he does not like money. Money is not interesting to him. Damn it, no one will believe you.
It is not unreasonable to live a happy life and not let the golden cup stand empty against the moon. I advise myself and everyone else, when there is meat in the bowl, eat it first. Don't wait for it to cool down before eating. The taste will not be good, and others may eat it. Don't wait a few years later. Naoyan sighs, he also liked eating meat when he was young, but he has never seen meat in a bowl. If I had known it now, why bother then. Why bother with regrets.
When you are alone and drunk, why do you lament that you have no friends? If you drink a lot, you will have friends, but if you don’t drink, there will be no joy. When you have millions of soldiers, you will also respect yourself as a man.
