Waiting is the beginning of aging life.
Cactus only blooms once every sixty years.
We are all used to waiting for someone, in a deserted and illusory day, thinking that flowers can always bloom in the dust. So I started a long wait, but I didn’t know that waiting was the beginning of aging in my life.
Everyone has an unknown story hidden in their hearts. Even if their memories turn yellow after many years, when they think back, what they didn’t get when they were young is still the dream they want to hug the most in their hearts.
Until today, there is still no way to erase that memory from my mind.
When you were still by my side, I never envied anyone.
I thought I was tired of listening to many songs and sang them, so I let go of them.
If you love enough, you won’t love it anymore and you won’t think about it anymore.
Last night at the company party, I heard my colleagues sing the eyes still red when they came back. I thought that understanding a song was a story that we could go back to, but in fact it was not. Understanding a song was a story that we knew we would never go back to.
"Later" has been out for more than ten years. A few years ago, when Milk Tea sang this song again at the concert in November, I still couldn't help but burst into tears.
Later, the movie "Later Us" directed by her, The theme song "We" sung by Eason Chan for the movie was forwarded by many people in the circle of friends, and the lyrics in it sing how many love is unsatisfactory.
Eason sang helplessly at the beginning of the song:
What should I say, stop talking, you know, that's enough
There are two meanings of these two lyrics that I understand:
One is powerless, and it's meaningless to say more, you can only humiliate yourself; the other is that I could do anything, but I didn't try my best.
No matter how you look at it, the second type will think of going back in time and desperately reversing and regaining the ending of the story that should have been.
In the movie "The Later Us", Lin Jianqing asked Fang Xiaoxiao: If you didn't leave at that time, would we be different later?
Fang Xiaoxiao replied: If you had the courage to follow me on the subway at that time, I would have been with you for the rest of my life.
Maybe you were not brave enough at the beginning, maybe you were not firm enough, maybe you didn’t let go of your pride and learn to keep it, or maybe you were by chance, if you had a little bit of fate, you would have a result.
But people are always like this, and it is difficult to make a decision that will not leave any regrets in the future when they should have cherished it.
There was a message in the background saying that I went to get back together with my ex a few days ago. Both of them had thought about the future, but they always felt that they were not good enough and did not have the ability to support themselves and break up.
He said that she still liked me, but refused me.
Fate is like a crossroads. You choose to go left, she chooses to go right, and the distance is widened. Although you still have you in your heart, the distance is no longer close.
Someone left a message the day before yesterday:
I don’t care about anything before meeting her, and after meeting her, I always think about becoming a better self.
After you really fall in love with someone, you always feel inferior, and you feel that you are not good at what you need to improve. You always feel that you have met the right person at the wrong time.
In fact, there is no wrong time. Only when the time two of you meet is the best time.
Rene Liu sang in "Later": "Some people will never be loved again once they miss it", but there is another sentence: "It may not be considered to be completely loved forever." Some people are unforgettable enough to love, and some feelings are worth cherishing without results.
I replied to his message:
would rather miss it, not let it go, remember to confess your love, and let your heart come over.
What if she loves you too?
Can anyone guarantee that they have never made a decision to regret and regret in the future?
This kind of regret and regret will make you miss the later emotions and will double the heavy weight in your memories.
We are always afraid of the sadness after being rejected and rejected, but only after being rejected can we understand that the world of adults will always have regrets.
Yesterday at noon, I went for a walk with my friends:
"You have a girlfriend."
"No, then do you have a boyfriend?"
"No, then do you have a boyfriend?"
"No, I did it when I was ignorant a few years ago, but I didn't have it again."
Many of us will attribute regrets and regrets to being ignorant, but in fact it is just that we can't forget it in our hearts.
Those regrets and helplessness that have been churning in my heart countless times in the end still didn't say it out loud, and those longings and reluctance for you were finally washed away by time. You once said in a low voice that you can't give you happiness, but you won't think about wishing you happiness.
Until today, you are still the reason why I reject others. I think of you the most, and you are the one I don’t want to disturb you the most. I was not waiting for him, but I was not falling in love with others either.
