The touching in life often happens in a moment, maybe a leaf dancing with the breeze in the early autumn, maybe a ray of sunshine through the overlapping leaves, maybe a strange sound coming from the radio, maybe a few words in a group that are not aimed at you, and you have a deep resonance with you...
There was no plan to write something in the morning, on the way to work when I sent my daughter to work, I heard the topic of omnipotent narcissism and relationship latitudes mentioned by Teacher Wu Zhihong. It is still the familiar and faster speech speed, and the uncarved language is filled with emotions. It seems that water can seep out from behind every word, making people soak in it without feeling dry.
Teacher Wu mentioned: Thinking is a mirror space, while experience is the real world. That is, thinking is mirrored and false, while feelings are authentic and true. You should believe in your own feelings.
This touched me like a flash of lightning. Thinking of the various links between people that happen in life, some of which have to happen for survival and socialization, some are the likeness of smells between people, or the collision of energy, and the proximity between the minds. Whether it is a peaceful relationship or a tension relationship, the surging interactions at all levels intertwined with experiences of different feelings and formed a complete life. People can distinguish between truth and falsehood, need and desire. As more and more falsehoods occupy life, life is left with no choice but to maintain a decent status quo with your mind, but your heart becomes more and more empty.
I also understand why every time I conceive a good logical structure and match the article with good opinions and arguments, I feel more dry the more I write it. Even if I have piled up thousands of words, it is better to read a few hundred words that flow with the feeling of flowing water. Because the former is a routine, a kind of burden without emotion, while the latter is a true expression infused with emotion. Think about most of the articles on the Internet now, which are often thousands of words, with logic and context, and have main and sub-marks. The views are supported by huge cases and famous quotes, but at the beginning they will read them carefully, and then they will almost be pulled down at a glance.
Do we really need such articles? Reading too much makes me feel the same, and I feel familiar with boredom rather than excitement. Do we really have to send our children or ourselves to various training institutions, and with the established routine structure, we can learn to support a work as long as we keep filling it in? I have written too much and feel less and less. The structure is ready-made and the bricks are ready-made. Just code them piece by piece according to the drawings. What a boring job! The fun of free creation is completely lost.
This society pursues efficiency too much, even if you don’t even bother to stuff a little emotion into the gap between bricks. And how irregular and invisible and trivial emotions are! Fine polishing without any troubles will make the wall look less beautiful. Just don’t want it. If it is added, isn’t it going to make trouble for yourself? The fast-paced society cannot withstand the waiting because "the matters of the mind need to be taken slowly."
