by An Dongyue
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01.
Although it is already autumn, I have never felt the autumn spirit. The hot weather that lasts for more than a month makes it difficult to calm down.
Actually, hot weather doesn’t have much impact on me who rarely go out. The reason why I am uneasy is because I care about you deeply.
The city you are in is also very hot, and you have to work outside every day. It is so hard and torturous. Although you always say, it’s okay if you get used to it. But I know that you are just pretending to be relaxed so as not to worry me. How can
not worry? You are the person who cares most about me. I feel bad when you are tired and my heart breaks when you are in pain.
God knows how much I care about you and how worried I am about you. For you, I am longing for you; for you, I am filled with sorrow.
And my biggest wish is that you don’t have to work so hard, can be relaxed and happy every day, and be happy and peaceful for the rest of your life, even if it’s somewhere I can’t see, even if everything is fine with you, that’s all.
Of course, if I can stay with you, my heart will be happy. For you, I am willing to devote all my life's tenderness to relieve your fatigue, iron your heart, and make you appreciate my kindness and never leave me for the rest of your life.
Unfortunately, there is no what-if in life. I cannot be by your side and cannot give you warmth and tenderness. I can only silently miss you, miss you and care about you on the other side of the world.
02.
I really miss the good old days. We were carefree at that time, and love was the only main theme. In our spare time, we can do many things together.
You like listening to music and singing. Under your influence, I also like music.
Let’s listen to songs together, one you like, one I like, just listen to them one after another, chatting while listening, talking about stories related to the songs, and chatting about associations and insights about the songs...
For a while, I fell in love with an online game and was very obsessed with it. I thought you would blame me, but I didn't expect that you not only didn't blame me, but also played with me.
We fight side by side in the game, and we are very happy whether we win or lose.
In addition to music and games, we also have a common hobby, which is writing. It is precisely because of words that we understand each other better.
There are so many beautiful memories, every time I think of them I feel very warm. It would be great if I could turn back time.
Now we are thousands of miles apart and cannot see each other. Although we can still contact each other, we are still far away in the end.
You have become very busy, and I am not as free as before. We have very little time, and we miss each other more deeply.
Just like this moment, I miss you very much, but you are not here, and my heart is filled with sadness.
03.
There is a kind of deep love, buried deep in the heart, no one needs to know it, it is the joy and sorrow that only belongs to one person.
There is a kind of longing, like clouds, rain and wind, unpredictable, lingering and lingering.
And you are the deepest love in my heart. My thoughts about you never decrease.
On weekdays, I am used to thinking about you while being busy. I miss your deep eyes, your feminine voice, and your charming smile.
Thinking of you, the corner of my mouth will always curl up involuntarily. The next second, I was filled with disappointment again. Because you can't come to me, and I can't see you. The distance between us is too far, and maybe we will never have the chance to see you again in this life...
Is it sad? sad.
Sorry? Pity.
However, no matter how sad or regretful it is, it cannot change the reality. It's strange that God's will plays tricks on people, and people who love each other are destined to be together.
Destined or not, I love you in my heart; I love you in my heart and I will miss you forever.
Dear, do you know my heart and understand my meaning? Are you like me, missing the good old days, cherishing the good memories, and always keeping me in your heart?
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Author: An Dongyue, a freelance writer, writes heartfelt words with tender touches, hoping to meet you in the deepest world of mortals. Welcome to pay attention.
