I don’t know, how do you feel when you see this sentence in front of the screen?
may empathize and may not feel anything.
However, as an ideal young man who wants to live his own life, I feel that it is really difficult for me to walk on my own path.
Once upon a time, I also wanted to be a border guard who selflessly contributed to the country, but after two years of experience, the facts tell me that this kind of life is not the life I want, and I can't stand that kind of life that is extremely boring, repeated, and stressful at all times.
Finally, I chose to leave the direction I once wanted to go, turned my head and walked in the other direction.
I think it should be very comfortable to return to normal life.
But, this is not the case! My past life seemed to have blocked many things for me, and these things have a high-sounding reason because of my past life. Now, this reason is gone, and various problems are coming.
Someone will ask you: "Where to work", "Where to get married", "Do you have a girlfriend", etc. It seems that the general knowledge that you should do.
So, life still doesn’t feel the same as I’m ideal, and I still can’t walk my own way because many sounds will converge into a river and push you to walk according to their route.
It turns out that adults’ lives have no so-called self, we cannot be as willful as children, we seem to be adults because of our adulthood.
I used to think that adulthood will increase a lot of our choices, and we will do a lot of things that we can't do before. Now I know that adults seem to have only done what most people think we should do.
We wanted to sail against the current, but we were forced to move forward.
