Words of Life: Li Nanfang passed away in Huachuan. Just like the changing of natural seasons, human life also has spring and autumn. From spring to autumn, everything is diverse and changing. At this moment, under the flickering cold light, I seemed to be talking to myself and ot

Life Whispers

Li Nanfang

html Huachuan passed away in the 0th year. Just like the changing of natural seasons, human life also has spring and autumn. From spring to autumn, everything is diverse and changing. At this moment, under the flickering cold light, I seemed to be talking to myself and others, looking inwardly and contemplating, talking openly and murmuring.

The spring of life has so many colors, as brilliant as the spring of nature. At that time, there is always an upward heat that makes you struggle, let you use your boiling blood to paint magnificent pictures, create brilliant dreams, and strive to visit the paradise among flowers and the palaces among the stars. You are like the rising sun, your heart is always stirring, burning and running. You step on the flame of life, chasing flowers and being chased by flowers. Because you are moving so fast, you don’t know the heaviness of life. You have no time to think about the distance you have traveled, let alone what the season after spring will be like.

Before autumn comes, it seems that you have never experienced summer, and your feeling is always spring. Because your own flame exceeds the heat of summer, you still move forward in such a hurry. Even if it is windy and rainy, you are willing to climb on rugged or muddy roads. You are obviously moving in a confrontational environment, but you ignore the difficulties. You never expected that you would be greeted by a different kind of situation.

From the beginning to now, you have not gone astray. You keep walking towards the place where there are no footprints, towards the heights as far as the eye can see. You keep running fast, you want to go to your ideal realm to explore the secrets. Finally one day, you reach a flat top where there seems to be no way forward. Looking around, the peaks that once towered into the clouds and were difficult to reach are now in front of your eyes and at your feet. You feel that the sky is wider, the earth is bigger, and your vision and mind are wider than ever before. However, you seem a little satisfied and a little empty. You feel the need to take a break, and you take a lonely walk on the high ground of your body and begin to take stock of what you have gained. Even though there are bitter fruits in your harvest, they give you a taste you don't want to taste. But the treasure you once dreamed of is also presented in front of you, surprising you and making you feel the richness of life. Although you are far away from the gorgeous and dazzling plains, you are approaching the clouds, stars and moon, and the world that is much more brilliant than the lush trees and flowers. The heavy gravity of life and life is gradually diminishing. At this time, the cold wind blew and the air shook the clothes. Ah! Autumn is coming, autumn is coming, autumn is coming before you know it! But you don’t care so much, you still want to go higher and further. You open your eyes and see a higher and farther peak on the infinite horizon. Its top is connected to a higher and farther upper dome. You feel that you still have some strength left, and you want to step on it under your feet as usual. But on second thought, you feel that it is impossible to have greater power than before. After all, it is already autumn. You are deep in thought.

For a long time, you have always thought that you are conquering, conquering the ground under your feet and the sky above your head. You seem to have forgotten that you are the only one who exists in heaven and earth. Now, you have somewhat seen how small you are between heaven and earth. You think you are stepping on the ground, but it is actually the ground that is holding you up; you think you are holding up the sky, but that is not the case. If you look up, you will understand how high the sky is. Heaven and earth are always there, but you are not. You have climbed this mountain that no one has climbed before. This mountain has not been lowered because of you. You stand on its top because you have conquered yourself. You have reached the highest point you can reach, which marks the strength of your strength and the limit of your strength.

Yes! Yes! Even though your strength is so limited, and the peak in the distance is beyond your reach, you should know that you are insignificant. But you can't deny your own value because of this. You can fight with all your strength, conquer yourself, improve and surpass yourself, this is your value. You are always committed to creating and creating something. How can a creator's life be worthless? You can't climb higher than you were before, but that doesn't mean there's nothing more for you to do. You look back at the path you have taken and then keep moving forward. Although the road ahead is not as steep as before, it is not smooth and requires strength.More importantly, you still have to walk the road that others have not walked before, and you still have to step on the thorny wilderness. This goes on until the freezing winter, until the end of life.

Also, you have entered the autumn of life. From now on, your life is not only no longer vigorous, but its decline is irreversible. Although you miss your youth, the mirage of youth often appears in front of your eyes. This is natural and not without benefit. In remembering your youth, you can think more about the connotation and meaning of life. At this time, you will still have mixed feelings. The sense of wandering in life coexists with the sense of destination, and the sense of falling and transcendence coexist. This is also natural. You feel speechless before the great mysteries of the universe and life. But there will always be more of a sense of home and transcendence. Looking at the vast land that has evolved from ancient to modern times, and looking up at the vast starry sky where the stars are flying, don't you feel that the road to life is both short and long?

I have thought so much and said so much. The lamp in front of the desk is tireless, but the person is tired.

November 5, 2009