still remembers that points would be deducted if the quilts were not placed correctly at the beginning, and breakfast could not be brought into the classroom, and rice could not be brought into the dormitory.
also had difficult-to-understand vocal music and other classes. I was busy running back and forth between the classroom, the canteen, and the dormitory every day. I was originally lazy and became racing against time to get to the classroom.
was also very clumsy in getting along with others. I had no friends and never asked friends to hang out. I often made mistakes one after another and was criticized and educated. Later, I learned a little bit about how to get along with others.
now sleeps until she wakes up naturally every day. In addition to doing laundry, she occasionally goes shopping for groceries and completes homework. However, she is lively, cheerful and kind. I will gradually drift away from her. She has made new friends and we get along well. It was pleasant, and I stayed still.
I found that I didn't seem to be happy with her. She could always bring me joy, because this is something that a lively and cheerful person has in himself.
Later on, I continued to occasionally browse , tiktok, , and make handicrafts, but these could not bring joy to a poor world!
Every day is dull and boring. Boredom dilutes the dullness of life.
thought it was time to go alone and relax, but when walking on the road and seeing others in groups, I felt inferior, let alone looking for a job, which was boring.
In fact, this stems from the environment I have been living in. My academic performance was not good. Although my parents didn’t say anything, I saw those who could memorize books easily, had very good grades, had a group of friends, and had to go to work when called by the teacher during performances. It’s so easy to find, these are the things I envy.
I am always an audience member watching from the audience, I have poor grades, few friends, cannot memorize books, and have no job, but these are only one aspect!
What I have is that when I was a kid, I went to work in a factory with my relatives during the summer vacation. The work content was very simple. I bought the Barbie doll and so on. I really like it!
