It has been 10 days since I fell ill on the 19th. During these 10 days, my headlines have also stopped updating, because the first three days were more serious, as if I have experienced a life and death. Today, I will write this In the past 10 days, illness has brought about changes in me. Although it has not changed my wealth, my appearance, or any visible material things, the changes in my heart are invisible and can only be felt by myself. I hope it can be given to readers. You bring some comfort and motivation to live. Perhaps this is the meaning of our headlines.
I was working well when I suddenly caught a cold. After two days of carrying it, I felt that I still needed some medicine, so I bought various cold medicines. After taking them for two days, I felt better and thought that the cold was gone. Unexpectedly, I fell into a high fever and fell into coma on the night of the 18th. I fell unconscious on the 19th and was sent to the hospital. During those few days, the doctor arranged various examinations, checked the liver and kidneys, and took blood tests. I also had a cardiogram, an electroencephalogram, and a CT scan, and the results were all normal. All doubts and possibilities were ruled out. I felt like I had a comprehensive physical examination. The most important thing was that I felt like I had let go of everything in my heart. On the first day, I didn't eat or drink, and my condition was quite bad. I felt like I was freeing myself, without any worries or worries. I woke up the next day. Although my condition was not very good, I regained consciousness. This kind of consciousness is real. Unlike the day before, I felt that the consciousness was not my own. On the third day, I recovered better. During this period of illness, I felt a little sad because I felt that life was really real. Life is impermanent, and living in the present is the most important thing. People really need to experience something in order to change and grow. Before, I was hospitalized because my mother was ill. I saw the people coming and going in the hospital, and I just sighed with the sincerity of life. It’s valuable. I was still young at that time, and even had some fear and fear. Now as I get older, I feel that people’s psychological endurance is also increasing. I went into the hospital by myself, without fear or fear. , now that I think about it carefully, I just feel that life should be cherished now.
The people and things that worry you on weekdays, in fact, at that moment, everything is let go. What you really care about is your family, and the people who really care about you are also your family, because the only people around you who take care of you are They are your family, which shows that the most important thing in life is your family, so please love your family well. This is my true feeling. I saw my own heart clearly. My family is the most important to me. At that moment, I deeply reflected on my little willfulness. I knew how I would treat my family in the future.
In those few days, I also wanted to put down my job. At that moment, I could leave the company where I had worked for 5 years without hesitation. In front of life, everything became so unimportant. In front of life, only health is the most important, and only living is the most important. People may be very strong, and sometimes they may be very fragile. Being sick may not be a bad thing. For oneself, it is also a kind of growth, inner growth, and strength. The inner heart is that we have experienced every bit of life and the baptism of life, so that we can grow. For many of the worries you had before, you will feel that in front of life, we actually don’t have any worries, but we just don’t let ourselves go in daily life. , and the present is the most important thing, live well, live your life well, even if you have troubles, they are part of your life, and they are also beautiful. Everything experienced in life is actually beautiful, but we have never discovered it. , many beautiful things can only be realized after you grow up. We humans, our lives, are actually the same, but in fact they are different. Those who understand this sentence will understand it if they appreciate it carefully and slowly.
In short, live well and love well. Life is so beautiful. Cherish it and don’t waste it!
