For women, the decent happiness is just more insistent than hysteria——Farmer Woman in the Mountains
My fourth day of the plague, that is, yesterday.
I didn't sleep all night, but I had to get up and climb up the mountain to feed the chickens. I couldn't lift my feet, and they were a little floating when I lifted them up. A gust of cold wind passed by, making my head feel cold. Then I remembered that I forgot to bring a hat.
It is said online that there are many sequelae, such as poor memory, dizziness, etc. I experienced my poor memory. When I went home from the mountain and looked for a hat, I didn't even remember where to put the frequently used hats. It didn't seem to be the case. When I took one out of the cabinet, I also didn't realize how many of them were commonly used. In fact, my daughter bought me a felt hat. I especially like wearing it with a mid-length coat when walking at night. (I am tall and look good in a coat) I sat down in the living room and saw two items that I have been wearing frequently in recent days.
I'm not dizzy, my dry cough continues, and it's a little better than the past few days. I was just very tired, "too tired to stand upright", that's all, so I walked with my back crossed.
As for the sense of taste, yes, it is not as exaggerated as it is said on the Internet, but it may be because I didn't sleep the day before. But after drinking the water, I noticed a slight sweetness.
only drank milk and could not eat eggs. Catching up on sleep.
Once a woman learns and gets used to loving herself, she can probably be considered to have entered the threshold of "success". And I must have stumbled across the "threshold", and I should be calm and determined.
When I first picked up my writing brush a few years ago,
, I found a room to rest alone, specially prepared to "survive the tribulation"; the quilts were all old goose down quilts, silk quilts, but narrow, and the newly bought brushed four-piece set was not used, and the comfort was slightly inferior; now the bedding is getting wider and wider.
I contacted my mother in the afternoon. My brother has had a hard time during this period; but for most parents, the more you take care of her, the more she pays. The more she relies on you, the more she blames you. There are few truly smart parents, even fewer parents who are smart and good-natured, and even fewer parents who are smart, good-natured and unbiased.
My mother often talks about this person in this way today, and the other way around tomorrow. Anyway, we are the only ones taking care of her, and we can’t let her go. I'll correct you if it's too much. I told her about the clothes. I bought her a " duck " long down jacket. It was not shipped for four days. I communicated with her after the high fever went away. I couldn't send it for various reasons, so I had to return it and choose "Flying in the Snow". It happened to be a big discount on New Year's Day, so I placed an order for two pieces.
This matter is actually a bit urgent, not that I am anxious, but that my mother is anxious; only material things can cheer her up; as for my behavior towards her most of the time, I hope that she will feel better, which is good for her health, and I really don’t think too much about anything else.
I sent her the picture and sure enough she became very interested, calling back and forth to discuss the style, color, etc.
As for "anger", it is already very light.
I am a determined and confident person, even narcissistic! But it is still wrong to say "arrogant"; a few days ago, I wanted to recall Fa Zhang's night reading at the Academy of Fine Arts, but I didn't think about it, because those idlers were fighting with each other in the well, and they must be "first in the well".
But the "fact" is still unacceptable, and hurting other people's "self-esteem" is an unintentional act.
I can draw cats. I did it a few years ago. I am very good at drawing cats.
Of course, it doesn’t matter if this is the case. The world is over and we can live happily ever after.
I will always be "angry" when I am extremely weak. As long as I am healthy, it will be fine, because "health" can always cure "angry" quickly.
