thought for a long time and decided to tell this experience. Anyway, no one knows me. I also remind friends who have boys at home to educate their children well and protect themselves safely to avoid leaving an indelible shadow.
Speaking of which, this happened almost twenty years ago. At that time, I was about seventeen or eighteen years old. Life in the countryside used to be very monotonous. I basically played joystick-type game consoles, which are the kind of game consoles connected to the TV.
There is a man in our village who is more than ten years older than me. His family has such a game console. In winter, we often go to his house to play because he feels that he is a very nice person and very enthusiastic. His wife often takes the children back to her parents' house and never comes back. Every time after dinner, she will go to his house to play, and he will turn on the game console for us to play.
didn't feel anything at first, I just thought he was very nice. It wasn't until that day that my inherent impression of him changed.
I was in the second grade of junior high school that year. During the winter vacation, after dinner, I went to their house to play with two boys from the village. Around 10 o'clock in the evening, I felt sleepy, so I stopped playing, said hello to him and went home.
In rural areas, in the past, when going to the toilet, especially for boys, you can use the word casual. It is convenient to find a place to take out your weapon.
When I was taking my time, I found someone walking towards me, but it was too dark and I couldn't see who it was. It wasn't until he made a sound that I knew it was him. He was also a man, so naturally it was less embarrassing. Then he was also next to me, which made it easier.
At this time, I was done with my convenience. When I was about to leave, he called me to stop. I asked him if anything happened. He said wait a minute. I thought he had something to do, so I waited for him there for a while.
After he finished, he walked up to me and stretched his hand directly to my crotch. I was surprised at the time and hurriedly opened his hand and asked him what are you doing?
He chuckled and said, "We are all young men now. What's the point of being embarrassed? I just want to see if you have any hair there."
Maybe my thoughts at that time were relatively simple, and I lacked knowledge in that area. I was also in an ignorant stage. I don’t know why, but when he started to do it again, I didn’t resist. Although I felt embarrassed, I didn’t understand the meaning of the word homosexual at that time, so I believed him. I simply thought that he just wanted to see them. They were all men. Just look at them. There was nothing embarrassing about it.
However, I was still wrong, very wrong, which put me in a desperate situation, so to speak, because his influence on my future was too great.
He squatted down, and while he was looking there, he suddenly took my thing into his mouth. I was startled and hurriedly pushed him with my hand, but I didn't push him away. I said, don't you mind Mi Tai? He didn't let go, just shook his head. When I was about to push him away, I felt obsessed with it. Everyone knows that, until I was done.
It wasn't until he let go of me that I ran away in a panic. He didn't chase me, but I could hear his laughter from behind me. I didn't go to his house for a long time after
, because I didn't know how to explain what happened that night. I always felt very embarrassed, and I couldn't tell others about my experience. Even when I saw him in person, I felt embarrassed and would walk away from him. However, that feeling often bothered me, and I missed that feeling.
One day, I happened to bump into him again on the road. I was about to walk away when he stopped me. He asked me if you were avoiding me. I smiled awkwardly and did not answer him. He smiled and said, "What's the matter? Are you feeling uncomfortable?" When he asked me this question, I felt even more embarrassed. I didn't know how to answer him. He saw that I was silent, and then he said, "There is no one in our house tonight. I will take you to play something more exciting." Then he patted me and left.
To be honest, I don’t know what happened at night. I went to look for him again by some strange coincidence. Maybe it was because I missed that feeling. I wonder if anyone wants to know what happened to us that night?
