My ex-boyfriend, who had been in an underground relationship for more than a year, confessed his love to me in public at the New Year’s Eve party. My best friend likes a boy, but that boy has a white moonlight that he can't forget.

My ex-boyfriend, who we had been in an underground relationship for more than a year, confessed his love to me in public at the New Year’s Eve party. But I succeeded in holding hands with the little boy who was in the audience.

"Against the Senior Sister and the eDonkey Knight"

1

My best friend likes a boy, but that boy has a white moonlight that he can't forget.

That Bai Yueguang is me.

As soon as I returned to the dormitory that day, I saw Aiqi put on exquisite makeup and wearing a backless dress ready to go out.

I was stunned for a moment.

"Why are you dressed like this on such a cold day?"

The cold wind poured in from the open bedroom door, and Aiqi shivered shivering and wrapped her shawl tightly. But even so, it didn't dispel the excitement on her face.

"Yuanyuan, you don't know, Xu Yi asked me out!"

My heart sank, Aiqi was still immersed in excitement, talking to herself.

"I've flirted with him for so long, this shirt has been stored from summer to winter, today is the time for it to come into play!"

I blocked the door to prevent her from going out.

"Have I not always told you that Xu Yi is not a good person? He is just playing with you, don't be fooled by him!"

"Yuanyuan ~ Hao Yuanyuan~"

Aiqi showed a pitiful expression and kept shaking my arm.

"Of course I know that Xu Yi is a famous flower, but I have liked him for so long. If you don't let me try once, I will not be willing to die. You don't want me to be unable to let him go, right?"

She was crazy about him, drunk for him, and shed tears for him when he blew the cold wind. I finally got this opportunity, and I wasn't even afraid of freezing to death. How could I give up because of someone else's words?

When I came to my senses, I was the only one left in the dormitory.

Not long after, the other two people in the dormitory, Tan Le and Yu Sisi, came back from their dates one after another.

But it was approaching the gate time, and Aiqi still didn't come back.

I sent her dozens of messages and made more than a dozen calls before she sent me a photo back.

is a photo of her sitting in a car.

I recognized that car. It was Xu Yi’s Maserati . Among the photos I deleted, many were selfies of two people in this car with Xu Yi.

My heart skipped a beat and I quickly sent a message asking where she was.

After a long time, Ai Qi replied that Xu Yi was going to take her camping to see the stars. She wanted to enjoy the world between them and would not come back.

I called again, and sure enough I couldn't get through.

But what makes me feel at ease for the time being is that based on my understanding of Xu Yi, he is extremely private and is unlikely to attack Aiqi at the campsite.

The next day, Aiqi’s eyes were red and swollen, and she came back with gritted teeth.

"Xu Yi, that bastard! He actually said that he still can't forget his ex-girlfriend!"

In order to maintain her beautiful look from beginning to end yesterday, she didn't even dare to take off her makeup while sleeping.

is now cursing while removing false eyelashes.

scolded Xu Yi, his ex-girlfriend, and himself.

I said nothing.

Aiqi doesn’t need my response.

She took off her makeup, and her face looked a little haggard.

"Yuanyuan, I'm so sad."

I hugged her and patted her back.

"Xu Yi is not suitable for you, give up on him."

"But he is handsome! He is so handsome, I would be happy to spend money on him, not to mention that his family still has money."

Ai Qi swept away her depression, as if she had convinced herself, and said it as a matter of course.

"Isn't that my ex-girlfriend! Which boy doesn't have Bai Yueguang's first love in his heart? If I have to choose, of course I will choose the best one!"

I was silent.

I am not Xu Yi's first love, and I don't believe that I am his Bai Yueguang.

In my mind, words like "I can't forget my ex-girlfriend" are just Xu Yi's excuse for his scumbag behavior.

When I was with him, no one knew that we were together.

After I separated from him, it seemed that everyone suddenly knew that Xu Yi had an ex-girlfriend that he couldn't forget.

How ridiculous.

Aiqi changed into her pajamas and was about to climb into bed to catch up on her sleep. I looked at the time.

"It's almost noon, don't you want to have lunch?"

Aiqi stuck out her head from the bed curtain.

"Hey Yuanyuan~ I want to have the pork chop rice bowl for the second meal, please bring me one~"

I helplessly closed the curtains for her, turned off the lights, and then went out.

Just as I walked into the foyer of the dormitory building, I saw a familiar figure standing outside.

is Xu Yi.

He was wearing a white shirt and jeans, dressed like a campus prince. He was standing under the tree with one hand in his pocket, smiling and politely greeting the girls passing by.

looks like a human being, even the plastic bag he is holding does not ruin his temperament.

Most of the people in this dormitory building are from the finance department. Almost all of them know Xu Yi, a prominent figure in the department, and they often look at him when they pass by.

During the short time I was standing in the foyer, I heard several waves of girls whispering about who Xu Yi was waiting for.

I really didn’t want to go out, but Xu Yi’s straight eyes let me know that he had seen me.

His lips moved. I couldn't hear his voice from this distance, but I knew he was talking about "Yuanyuan".

I took a deep breath and gave up the idea of ​​turning around and going back upstairs.

When he walked out of the dormitory building, Xu Yi immediately greeted him.

I stood up to the curious eyes of the girls around me and spoke loudly before I could.

"I'm sorry, squad leader, please come over. I already know what the counselor said."

Xu Yi and I are both members of the student union of the college, and we are also class committee members of the same class. We often have tasks assigned by the teachers to do.

Such excuses are often used to hide the truth when we are in love.

In the past, it was Xu Yi’s request, but now it’s me who doesn’t want anything to happen.

Xu Yi did not expose me, but he also did not answer my words. He just looked at me with a half-smile and handed me a large bag of things.

"Take it."

I took a look and saw that there were snacks, fruits and takeaways inside...

It was very considerate, but I felt a surge of irritation in my heart. I pinched my palms secretly to restrain the expression on my face.

"Aiqi doesn't like to eat coriander, and she said before that she wanted to lose weight and swore she would never eat snacks again."

Aiqi said this a lot, and of course I knew she was just talking. If she knew that Xu Yi had brought food, let alone coriander, even if she was told that the food was poisonous, she would probably eat it.

I can't convince Aiqi, but I never want to see them get involved.

But Xu Yi raised his eyebrows slightly, smiling gently, but I could see his coldness in his eyes.

"What does it have to do with her? I bought this for you."

I just drove someone to look at the stars yesterday, and I can say this today.

I snorted in my heart, secretly scolding Xu Yi for being a scumbag and not reaching out to pick it up.

looks around.

Fortunately, no one was passing by now, and I was too lazy to talk to Xu Yi any more, so I turned around and left without saying a word. Not far after

walked out, there was a "bang" sound behind him.

I subconsciously looked back.

Xu Yi stood next to the garbage dump below the dormitory building, with a disgusted expression and his hands were empty.

crazy! Waste of food, thunder and lightning.

I was so angry at his behavior that I knew I couldn't ignore him, but I still couldn't help but say something.

"You didn't do a good job in sorting your garbage."

He spread his hands.

"You know, I would never do this kind of thing. If you can't stand it, then come back and take care of me."

I sneered.

"You misunderstood. What I meant was that you should throw yourself into the non-recyclable trash can."

After saying this, I stopped looking at his expression and left without looking back.

2

Standing in the queue for the second meal in the cafeteria, I couldn't help but feel irritable.

This irritability comes from Xu Yi who can't shake off the plaster behind him.

He obviously never eats in the school cafeteria. I can even imagine him taking the meal directly to the exit and throwing it away.

This damn young man!

But there are too many people around now. I really don’t want to have an argument with him in public and let others see something, so I have to try my best to ignore the shadowy sight behind me.

If I weren't afraid that Aiqi would ask, I would rather not eat than stay with this person.

Finally, the long queue came to an end. I breathed a sigh of relief and quickly asked the cafeteria aunt to help pack two pork chop rice bowls.

Auntie moved very quickly, but after handing out the two rice bowls from the cafeteria window, I felt all over my body but could not find my student card.

Damn it! It happened to be in the second cafeteria!

My face froze, but I still asked without giving up.

"Can I pay with my mobile phone?"

Auntie shook her head.

"The system is not ready yet. It won't be used until next week. Little girl, please ask the classmates behind for help."

Xu Yi chuckled from behind, but he didn't say anything. He made up his mind to ask me to ask for his help.

How could I get what he wanted!

took a deep breath and put on an apologetic expression.

"I'm sorry, auntie, I'll use these two rice bowls to serve..."

Before I could finish my words, a hand came over from the side and swiped the student card on the payment machine.

I subconsciously turned around to look.

That was the boy who was in front of me in the queue. He ordered dine-in. After finishing his meal, he stood beside him and added the chili pepper and vinegar provided by the cafeteria to his bowl.

"What a coincidence, senior."

He reached out and picked up two rice bowls and handed them to me, and I subconsciously took them.

"Are you...Dai Yichen?" I looked at him smiling and showing two small tiger teeth, and vaguely remembered that this seemed to be the new junior in the department.

Dai Yichen nodded, carrying his lunch that had been completely covered by chili peppers and unable to see the original appearance, he left the ordering entrance with me and walked out.

"Senior, will you bring food to your roommate?"

I nodded, and just as I was about to thank him for rescuing me, someone grabbed my left wrist.

Xu Yi followed.

His hands were empty, and he obviously left without ordering.

At this time, he still had a gentle and polite smile on his face, but I could see his displeasure from between his eyebrows.

"Yuanyuan, why did you leave without waiting for me?"

I tried to pull my hand back, but he tightened his grip and it hurt my wrist.

I don’t dare to struggle too much for fear of drawing attention to myself.

Xu Yi's smile deepened a little, and he reached out and took the two rice bowls in my hand, like a gentle and considerate boyfriend.

Such an action could not be hidden from Dai Yichen who was standing next to me. I looked at his thoughtful look and knew that he must have misunderstood.

But I didn’t explain anything here. I just took out my phone with my other hand and smiled at him.

"Add WeChat and I will transfer the money to you."

Dai Yichen did not refuse, put the dinner plate on the empty table next to him, and also took out his mobile phone.

It was difficult to operate with one hand, so I glared at Xu Yi. This time, he let go of his hand obediently.

After adding friends, Dai Yichen and I said goodbye politely and left the canteen.

"Bring it here."

I stretched out my hand towards Xu Yi.

He stepped away, smiled and shook his head.

"I'll take you back."

Annoying!

I didn't say anything, just stared at him.

"Or should I ask your roommate to come down and get it yourself?"

He took out his phone and shook it.

The confrontation lasted for two seconds. I knew I couldn't defeat him, so I turned around and walked towards the dormitory. I took long strides along the way, as if something unclean was following behind me.

Xu Yi just followed unhurriedly and didn't seem to mind my attitude.

When I got downstairs from the dormitory, I picked a corner that was not easily seen and waited for Xu Yi to follow.

"Bring it here!"

I reached out my hand again.

He did not respond, but looked at the two trees next to him.

"You used to choose this place too. If there was no one around, you would kiss me and say goodbye.”

He turned around and looked around, pointed his finger at the corner of his mouth and came closer to me.

"There is no one around now."

I took a step back and refrained from reaching out to push him. I was afraid that my stretched out hand would slap him in the face uncontrollably.

"I used to blame me for being too young and couldn't see clearly whether it was a human or a dog. Now that I have seen your true colors, do you think I would still like a dog?"

Faced with my provocation, Xu Yi smiled, unexpectedly lifeless.

"As long as you are willing, I will be your loyal dog boyfriend now."

"Heh."

I laughed angrily at him.

"Why do you have such a big face? You bark twice and you really think you are a barking dog? Even if Erlang Shen wants you, I don't want you."

Xu Yi's face darkened slightly.

"Yuanyuan, my patience is limited."

I grabbed the takeaway bag from his hand while he wasn't paying attention.

"I'm sorry, my patience is even more limited. Please, Master Xu, please stop pestering me in the future." I paused and added, "And the people around me."

Xu Yi spread his hands indifferently, as if he didn't care.

"Your roommate brought this up on her own. If you really don't want her to have anything to do with me, you should persuade her."

I choked. If I couldn't persuade Aiqi, who would be willing to talk to you.

Xu Yi seems to have caught some flaw.

"By the way, your roommate acted like she didn't know anything. Could it be that you didn't tell her about our relationship at all?"

I said firmly against his sarcastic eyes.

"I have no relationship with you!"

3

When Aiqi woke up, the rice I brought her was already cold, but she still ate it with gusto.

I looked at her, hesitating whether to tell her that I was Xu Yi's ex-girlfriend.

"Yuanyuan, why are you looking at me so straightly?"

Aiqi burped, leaned on the chair and touched her belly.

This image greatly destroyed the charming temperament she usually displayed outside, but I have long been accustomed to it.

I took a deep breath, looked into her eyes and said solemnly.

"Aiqi, don't get involved with Xu Yi anymore. He doesn't take you into his heart at all, and his ex-girlfriend is..."

Before I could finish my words, Aiqi interrupted me impatiently with her hand.

"Oh, I know! His ex-girlfriend is Senior Pei!"

I was startled, Senior Pei?

"Did Xu Yi tell you that his ex-girlfriend is Senior Pei?"

Ai Qi nodded.

"But everyone knows this. After all, they have been dating for almost two years, and Senior Pei is the only girlfriend Xu Yi has admitted."

She looked at me strangely as she said, "You don't know?"

"How could it be... Of course I have heard of it..."

I smiled a little stiffly. After

and Xu Yi broke up, I blocked everything about him, and I didn’t know about it until now. I always thought that I was the one who was cheated on, but I didn’t expect that I was actually a mistress.

At this moment, I suddenly felt sick to my stomach.

Xu Yi is worse than I thought.

How can he have the nerve to come in front of me and want to get back together?

"Yuanyuan... you also think that I can't compare to Senior Pei, right?"

Aiqi's expression was very depressed, and she twirled her fingers as if she was troubled and uneasy.

"Maybe only someone as good as Senior Pei is worthy of Xu Yi. Even if we break up, he will never forget me. I know that people like me are just for him to kill time."

She put her head on my shoulder and sniffed quietly.

I know she's crying.

I suppressed the emotions in my heart, held her head with one hand, and touched her back comfortingly with the other.

"Xu Yi is a scumbag, he is not worthy of you, give up on him."

Ai Qi did not speak, shedding tears silently.

I handed her the tissue, and she lowered her head to wipe away her tears and nose. After a while, she raised her head and showed a fragile smile.

"I know Xu Yi is a scumbag, but what can I do? I just like him."

I wanted to say something else, but Ai Qi continued.

"He and Senior Pei finally broke up, and Senior Pei will graduate in half a year. The person closest to him now is me, and I can't give up this opportunity."

She looked at me with wet eyes full of tears.

"Yuanyuan, I just want to try it once. I don't want to regret it later. Even if I am really injured, I will still have you, right? You will stay with me, right?"

The cautious hope on her face made me speechless.

I can only nod.

"Okay. I will always be by your side."

She rushed towards me with a smile, but I avoided her hug with a serious look on my face.

"But you have to promise me, you can't believe Xu Yi's words easily, you must protect yourself first at all times, you know?"

Ai Qi pouted, but at my insistence, she nodded helplessly.

However, only two weeks later, I saw a video of Aiqi and Xu Yi dancing in a nightclub in her circle of friends.

I was stunned for a moment. When I clicked in again, the circle of friends had disappeared.

I suddenly realized something and clicked on Aiqi’s avatar. In the past half month, the frequency of her posts on WeChat Moments has decreased significantly. At first, I thought it was because she was too busy and had no time to post.

After all, I have been very busy with the New Year's Day party in the college recently.

But now it seems that it’s not that she didn’t post on Moments, she just blocked me from all messages related to Xu Yi.

Why?

Because I object to her being with Xu Yi?

Or is this Xu Yi’s request?

I thought about when Xu Yi and I were together, he was the same way. He didn't allow me to post anything related to him. I was careful every time I went out on a date, and the date location was never near the school.

At that time, I was so overwhelmed by love that I actually believed what he said. He said that he had relatives working as teachers in the school and didn’t want them to find out.

I had mixed feelings in my heart, but finally suppressed those disturbing thoughts and just sent Aiqi a "come back soon" message.

But she didn’t reply after waiting for a long time.

I called her.

A notification sound came from the phone that the other party had turned off his phone.

I was anxious and annoyed. Seeing that the gate time was approaching, this time was different from the last time I went camping. Judging from Aiqi’s previous posts in Moments, she had obviously drank a lot.

After careful consideration, I clicked on Xu Yi’s avatar.

During this period of time, he kept saying good morning, good night, and other words, baby, I miss you.

I ignored him all the time. The only reply he sent was - "Everyone calls me baby. If I like baby so much, I might as well go to the Department of Archeology."

also received an average of more than a dozen video and voice requests every day. With his frequent harassment, if it wasn't occasionally mixed with some notices from the college and the student union, I would have blocked him long ago.

But right now, if you want to contact Ai Qi, directly contacting Xu Yi is undoubtedly the fastest way.

I reluctantly sent him a message.

After a while, Xu Yi replied.

He sent a positioning.

is not the nightclub where they dance, but a hotel near the nightclub.

Then he sent another number.

1706.

My pupils shrank, even a fool can understand what he meant, not to mention...

I quickly typed.

"Xu Yi! If you dare to do anything to Aiqi today, I will never let you go!"

waited for a while, but he didn't reply.

I quickly called again, but the ringtone was cut off after three seconds.

I tried to call Aiqi’s phone, but the phone was still turned off.

I tightened my palms, immediately got up from the bed, started getting dressed and getting ready to go out.

In the dormitory, Yu Sisi, who had just finished washing, and Tan Le, who was lying on the bed early, were both attracted by my movements.

"Yuanyuan, do you want to go out so late? The door will be locked soon."

Tan Le asked curiously, and I just smiled at them reassuringly.

"It's a bit urgent, I might not be back tonight."

I didn't confirm Aiqi's condition, so I didn't dare to tell them about it.

4

On the way out of the dormitory building, I continued to call Xu Yi. I don’t know how many times the phone was finally picked up.

I took a moment to react.

"Where's Aiqi? Let her answer the phone!"

Xu Yi laughed softly on the phone.

"Who are you trying to catch?"

I choked. If the two of them are consensual, they are both adults. I really don't have the position to meddle in other people's affairs.

But...

"I want to hear what Aiqi tells me." I only paused for a short while, and then insisted, "If she tells me in person that she is willing, then I have nothing to say, otherwise I will report you for adultery."

I said this, but in fact, I also knew in my heart that having a relationship with Xu Yi was probably what Aiqi wanted.

But I still can't just watch her fall into the tiger's mouth.

Xu Yi's laughter came from the phone, and he seemed not to pay attention to my threat at all.

"Do you dare? If you really call the police, I guess your roommate will hate you to death, right?"

He is right, I don't dare.

I'm not Aiqi. I don't know which one is more important in her heart, and I don't dare to make a decision for her without authorization.

"If you want to find her, just come here by yourself. I have to take a shower now."

After finishing speaking, the sound of rushing water came from the phone.

"Yuanyuan, you know. I'm not that fast. It's still too late for you to rush over and tell me."

With his last joking words, the phone was hung up.

I stood at the school gate, and when the red light on the sidewalk turned into green, I made up my mind.

"Senior?"

Following a call, a figure riding a small electric donkey came closer and closer.

When he stopped in front of me and took off his helmet, I recognized the person as Dai Yichen.

, this junior boy is active and serious in his work in the department. He helped me out before. I have a good impression of him. Although it is not the time for small talk, I still said hello to him.

"Senior, why are you still here so late?"

He smiled and showed two small tiger teeth, looking curious.

I don’t want to say more, I just said something vaguely.

"I need to go out for something..."

"Where are you going, senior? I'll take you there!"

He moved his butt enthusiastically, gave up the back seat of the e-mule, and handed me another helmet hanging on the front of the car.

I picked it up subconsciously, and then I felt something was wrong.

"I'll take a taxi myself. The gate will be closed soon. You'd better go back to the dormitory quickly."

Dai Yichen waved his hand cheerfully.

"It's okay! I plan to go to the Internet cafe all night. I won't go back to the dormitory today, so don't be polite, senior!"

I was still hesitant, but Dai Yichen picked up the helmet and put it directly on my head.

"It's hard to take a taxi after ten o'clock in the evening at school. I see you're in a hurry, senior, so don't hesitate, come up and I'll take you there!"

He patted the back seat and motioned for me to get in the car. I looked at my phone and saw that the taxi-hailing interface was still waiting, so I no longer hesitated and got on the eDonkey obediently.

reported the name of the hotel. I was originally worried that Dai Yichen didn't know the way. I just wanted to give him a navigation guide, but he didn't say anything, turned the handlebar and started on the road.

I was startled and subconsciously wrapped my arms around his waist.

felt embarrassed for a moment, but I looked up at Dai Yichen. He seemed to have no reaction. If I took my hand back now, it would look like I was making too much of a fuss.

After thinking about it for a while, I decided to just make mistakes.

Anyway, the wind at night did make me very cold. It would be nice to have someone in front of me to protect me.

The little e-mule was running fast all the way, and we arrived at Xu Yi’s hotel faster than I expected.

I ran into the elevator in a hurry and pressed the button for a long time but it didn't move. Then I remembered that the elevator here requires a room card to open it.

called Xu Yi, but no one answered.

called Aiqi and her phone was turned off.

At this time, Dai Yichen parked his e-Donkey and walked in.

I was stunned for a moment. I thought he would go back after he dropped me off, but I didn’t expect him to follow me.

But at this time, I was asking the front desk to call room 1706, and I couldn't pay attention to him for the moment.

called the front desk twice but no one answered. He could only regretfully say that he could not register me as a visitor.

I couldn't think of anything for a while, but Dai Yichen, who was standing quietly next to me, suddenly took out his ID card and handed it to the front desk.

"Please help us get a room on the 17th floor."

I was stunned for a moment and then came to my senses.

"Uh... Classmate Dai, don't bother you, I'll do it myself..."

I touched my pocket and found that I didn't bring my ID card.

Dai Yichen smiled and seemed to understand what I meant all of a sudden. He turned around and said something to the front desk again.

"Please help her with visitor registration."

In fact, visitor registration also requires an ID card, but for some unknown reason, the front desk just recorded my ID card and mobile phone number. When

handed me the room card, he whispered a reminder.

"The person upstairs didn't answer the phone. He must have known you were coming. I couldn't take any pictures if I went up."

I knew he had misunderstood something, but I opened my mouth and didn't think of how to explain it, so I could only close it again in frustration.

Dai Yichen followed him all the way to the 17th floor.

I don’t know if he also misunderstood like the front desk, so he wanted to accompany me.

But he has helped me so much along the way, and now he wants me to drive him away, which I can’t say.

Besides, if Aiqi is already drunk and unconscious, and I want to take her away, I will need someone to help.

Thinking of this, I was even a little lucky that Dai Yichen came with me.

finally stood at the door of room 1706. I took a deep breath, raised my hand and knocked on the door three times.

After about ten seconds, the door opened.

I was relieved when the door opened so quickly, but when I saw Xu Yi, who was only wearing a bath towel and looked like he had just taken a shower, my heart started to lift again.

At this time, Xu Yi, who was standing inside the door, looked a little unhappy.

His eyes slashed at Dai Yichen's body before turning back to me.

"I remember I said to let you come here by yourself?"

I ignored his implication and just tried to see the situation in the room clearly.

"I'm here, where is Aiqi?"

Xu Yi snorted coldly and tried to close the door. Before I could react, Dai Yichen stretched out his hand from behind me and blocked the door.

Xu Yi tried his best, but the door didn't move at all. Instead, Dai Yichen took advantage of his momentary exhaustion and pushed the door open.

I was originally sandwiched between two people and felt a little uncomfortable. Now I found a flaw and quickly got under Xu Yi's arm and rushed directly into the room. There was a huge round bed in the room. The quilt was a little messy, but no one was lying on it.

I was stunned for a moment and opened the bathroom door again.

Still no one.

I even poked my head around the closet, under the bed and even outside the window. There is no one in

.

5

Xu Yi also gave up at the door and glared at Dai Yichen. He looked at me rummaging around in the room and sneered with his hands folded across his chest.

"Have you found enough?"

I think my expression is not very good-looking, and I don't even know whether it is a good thing or a bad thing that Aiqi is not in his room.

"Where is Aiqi?" I stared at Xu Yi's face.

Although I haven’t found anyone, I know that Aiqi’s loss of contact is closely related to him.

Xu Yi spread his hands, as if it had nothing to do with him.

"Who knows, there are so many people in the nightclub, and I'm not her father. I don't care where she is?"

"You're fucked! Xu Yi! You are really a scumbag!"

I rushed in front of him like an angry lioness, but my raised hand was caught by the wrist before it fell on him.

Not to be outdone, I immediately raised my foot and kicked his calf.

Xu Yi was in pain and threw me away. I wanted to rush over and hit him, but he laughed.

"Are you sure you want to continue wasting time?"

I paused, knowing that I was impulsive. The top priority was to find Aiqi first, instead of struggling with this scumbag here.

Thinking of this, I calmed down my violent breathing and heartbeat, glared at him fiercely, turned around and left.

Xu Yi's voice sounded from behind.

"Where are you going to find her?"

"It's none of your business!"

I didn't even look back. I pulled Dai Yichen at the door and was about to leave, but Xu Yi's voice came from behind me again.

"You can't find it if you go out and look for it like a fool. It's faster to just beg me."

I stopped, took a deep breath, and turned around to look at him.

"Do you know where Aiqi is?"

Xu Yi didn't say anything. He just took out a mobile phone from the desk drawer and waved it in front of me.

That fancy phone case, I knew it belonged to Aiqi at the first glance.

"What do you want?" I tried to keep my tone calm.

Xu Yi raised his chin and gestured slightly.

"I'm not interested in letting a strange man watch us reminiscing about old times."

I pinched my palms and turned to Dai Yichen with an apologetic smile.

"I'm sorry, junior, please go back first."

Dai Yichen shook his head.

"Senior, I'll wait for you outside the door." He glanced at Xu Yi, lowered his head and spoke in my ear, but his voice was not gentle at all.

"If anything happens, just shout and I will rush in right away."

I know that he told Xu Yi on purpose.

However, Xu Yi did not raise any objections, and I certainly would not refuse his kindness.

Dai Yichen went out, and with a soft "click", the door automatically locked, and Xu Yi and I were the only two people left in the room.

"What do you want?"

Xu Yi ignored my question and just sat on the bed leisurely, holding up his arms and legs, looking around with a very emotional look.

"Look at this room, doesn't it look familiar to you? Aren't you going to be moved by the scene like me?"

"I didn't notice it by being moved by the scene, but I saw it, you bastard. Do you want me to tell you where it is?"

Ever since Xu Yi took out the phone, I knew that Aiqi must be fine. At most, she was sleeping in a room in the hotel.

He did so many tricks just to lure me here.

So now I wasn't in a hurry, moved a chair and sat down like him.

After all, chatting is very physically demanding, so he can't be left to just sit back and wait for work.

Xu Yi turned his attention back to me, his expression seemed a little helpless.

"Yuanyuan, don't always be so aggressive in front of a man who has always liked you and never forgotten you, okay?"

"Never forget you?" I sneered, "Did you make a mistake? Isn't your Bai Yueguang Pei Pei?"

"Where did you hear this from hearsay?" There was a misunderstood sadness in his eyes.

I subconsciously wanted to refute.

Isn’t this what you told Aiqi yourself?

But I quickly realized that it was not up to him to decide who his Bai Yueguang was. Besides, it was hard to say whether there really was a Bai Yueguang.

"Besides, if the person in my heart is Pei Pei, why should I break up with her?"

Seeing that I didn't speak, Xu Yi continued.

"Yuanyuan, I really like you. For you, I have cut off all ties with other people. Now I belong to you completely..."

"Stop!" I couldn't listen anymore."If I remember correctly, are you still dating Aiqi today?"

Xu Yi's eyes widened.

"Don't accuse me wrongly. What does she have to do with me? I haven't even held her hand. If she hadn't been your best friend, I would have ignored her at all..."

"Ha. Xu Yi, do you know what I hate most about you?" I sneered and interrupted him.

"What I hate the most is your attitude of trampling on other people's sincerity! You have no idea how much Aiqi likes you!"

"So what if she likes me? There are so many people who like me, can I love her?" "Xu Yi shrugged and looked at me again, "Yuanyuan, I only have you in my heart now. I can't care about others. I just want you to like me."

His expression was focused and sincere, but I didn't believe a word he said, and I even wanted to laugh a little.

"Huh? Xu Yi, Xu Yi, I've known you for several years, but I didn't know you were so funny?"

I grinned and shook my head.

"Let's not mention the fact that you made me a mistress, just think that I am stupid. But I liked you wholeheartedly, how did you treat me?"

"I didn't even wash my own clothes before I went to college, but after I was with you, I had to take care of you like a nanny."

"Xu Yi, you are the eldest son with a silver spoon in your mouth, but I was also pampered by my parents. I don't owe you. of. "

"When I was a freshman, I was so busy that I didn't even have time to wash my hair. I had to spare two hours every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday to clean your house. Even if I was a servant, I would still get paid, right? What about me?"

"I washed and changed all your bed sheets and quilt covers, but the woman sleeping on them was never me!"

I restrained my boiling emotions and didn't let myself fall into the memories of the past.

"I know it was my fault. I hurt you. But I have repented now."

Xu Yi tried to get closer to me. I raised my foot and glanced at his crotch with a threatening look.

He paused, stepped back, but still had a bitter and lonely expression on his face, and continued.

"Yuanyuan, after you left, I realized that you have been integrated into my life. Without you, nothing I do is right. The house is empty, and my heart is empty."

"This is the first time I have felt the feeling of heartache. I didn't understand it before, but now I really regret it. Give me another chance, okay?"

"You clearly loved me so much before, but I don't believe you just let it go."

I smiled brightly when I heard this. Seeing Xu Yi's eyes lit up, I cursed:

"This is not a waste recycling station, and I can't hold your big garbage. Xu Yi, I like it." "Yours, you've abandoned me like a shoe, I don't like you anymore, and you're going to stalk me again. If you ask me, Zhuge Liang would have asked me in the Battle of Chibi, where are the arrows?"

His face darkened again, and he said with a wry smile.

"Yuanyuan, why do you always say these hurtful words?"

"Oh? Which sentence hurt you?" I looked at him very seriously, "You tell me, I will repeat it a few more times."

Xu Yi closed his eyes, his chest heaved, not knowing whether he was angry or something else.

After a while, he opened his eyes.

"I will not give up. Sooner or later, you will belong to me again."

6

Dai Yichen leaned outside the door like a loyal guard. When the door opened, he staggered before standing up. When

saw me coming out, he glanced at me up and down first, and then stopped at my face.

seemed to confirm that nothing was wrong with me, and then scratched his head in embarrassment.

"Well... I didn't want to eavesdrop. I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to hear you if you call me when I'm far away..."

I nodded and smiled at him.

"I know, thank you."

"Well..." He looked at the closed door behind me and made sure that Xu Yi had not followed him. "Is the friend you are looking for okay?"

I took out the mobile phone and room card I got from Xu Yi and waved them in front of him.

"It should be fine. I'm going to find her now. How about you?"

Dai Yichen vaguely seemed to be showing two small tiger teeth.

"Can I go with you?"

I thought about it. Although I didn't know him for a long time, by chance, he already knew everything he should know and shouldn't know. There was no point in avoiding suspicion now.

saw me nodding, and his two looming little tiger teeth were finally exposed.

He smiled so brightly, which made my bad mood tonight seem a little brighter.

finds the room corresponding to the room card.

Aiqi did fall asleep after being drunk as I expected.

When I opened the door and went in, she was lying on the bed, half of her feet still on the ground, and she didn't even take off her shoes.

At first glance, Xu Yi moved her in, threw her away and left her alone. After

confirmed that Aiqi was fine, Dai Yichen left. Maybe he slept in his own room, or maybe he went to the Internet cafe as originally planned.

I took off Aiqi's shoes and then took off her coat.

There were traces of vomiting on her coat, which are now dry. It must have been caused by Xu Yi's vomiting when he moved her, otherwise he wouldn't have rushed to take a shower knowing that I was coming.

Underneath Aiqi's coat is a thin one-shoulder skirt, which perfectly exposes her beautiful collarbone. It is very tempting, but also very cold.

"Xu Yi..."

She didn't know what she was dreaming about, and she smiled sweetly.

"Xu Yi, Xu Yi! I knew Xu Yi! Xu Yi is dead!"

I was not only annoyed that she didn't know how to love herself, but also felt that her feelings for Xu Yi were not worth it.

But in a flash, a feeling of sadness and sadness emerged in my heart.

More than a year ago, wasn’t it true that I was played around by Xu Yi just like her?

struggled to move Aiqi to lie down, covered her with a quilt, and I sat down on the other bed in the double room in a daze.

cannot continue like this.

What are you trying, what are you regretting, and what are you not willing to give in to? Let it all go to hell!

If she continues like this, she will sink deeper and deeper, and sooner or later she will be severely injured by Xu Yi.

I leaned on the bedside all night, not daring to let myself really fall asleep, for fear that Aiqi would be too drunk and vomit would choke her respiratory tract and suffocate her to death.

Early the next morning, Aiqi woke up screaming loudly just after recovering from her hangover.

"Yuanyuan! Why are you here?!"

"Shut up!"

Because of this, I was worried all night and stayed up all night. I just squinted at dawn. Now my head hurts more than hers, and my face is as bad as my mood.

"I...I was wrong..."

Aiqi felt guilty after realizing it, and carefully observed my expression with a slumped face.

"Yuanyuan... are you okay?"

I rubbed my eyebrows vigorously and forced myself to cheer up.

"Sit tight. Are you awake now?"

Ai Qi knelt down on the bed upright, put her hands in front of her, and nodded like garlic.

I couldn't help but sigh.

Seeing me sigh, she felt even more guilty.

"Yuanyuan... I'm sorry... I didn't listen to you..."

"You have nothing to do with me." I shook my head, "I'm sorry for you. I should have told you about me and Xu Yi."

"You and Xu Yi?" Ai Qi's eyes widened in surprise, "What relationship can you have with Xu Yi?"

I sighed again, and then I made up my mind to speak.

"Xu Yi and I have been together since we were freshmen."

"No, it's impossible... Yuanyuan, are you kidding me?" Aiqi laughed dryly, "You said that on purpose because you were angry with me, right?"

"I didn't lie. If you don't believe it, just read it for yourself." I clicked on the chat history with Xu Yi and threw the phone to her. "Although I deleted all the previous things after breaking up with him, the past six months are still there."

Aiqi said she didn't believe it, but she still held the phone honestly and flipped through the pages.

I could see that her fingers holding the phone were shaking. After looking at it for a few minutes, she suddenly threw my phone aside and lay on the bedside, holding her throat and retching.

I know, that's sad.

I spent the whole winter vacation like this every day after I found out that Xu Yi was cheating on her.

I wanted to touch her back, but she avoided it as if she had been pricked by a needle.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Her eyes were full of accusations.

I lowered my eyes and retracted my hand, speaking in a low voice.

"When I was with him, he wouldn't let me tell anyone, and then we broke up. I just wanted his name to disappear from my life, and I didn't want to tell anyone. And then..."

"Then later I told you that I fell in love with Xu Yi, and you didn't dare to say it anymore, right?"

I remained silent and didn't speak.

Aiqi likes to chase stars. She likes to chase after anyone she meets. As long as she thinks he is handsome, she will call him husband.

From the freshman year, she often said that Xu Yi was handsome, but she just said that he was handsome. Until last semester, she suddenly sneaked into my bed quietly and told me secretly that she liked Xu Yi.

I didn’t expect that her love would be such a vigorous one, nor did I expect that she would fall so deeply into it all at once.

"Lin Yuanyuan, do you know that Xu Yi and Senior Pei were together when he first came in as a freshman?"

I understood what she meant, stiffened for a moment before nodding, and then shook my head.

"I didn't know it before, but I didn't know it until I heard you say it last time."

Aiqi laughed twice, as if she was angry.

"Lin Yuanyuan, Lin Yuanyuan, what do you want me to say about you? Aren't you usually very smart? Where's the cleverness you taught me?"

She was rarely so sharp in front of me, which made me afraid to face her.

"I'm stupid, but I know how to wait until Xu Yi breaks up before pursuing him. What about you? You don't even know that you are a mistress!"

"I..." I don't know why, it's obvious that I want to hold her back from the cliff. But before she cried, there was already sand in my eyes.

I pinched my palms, blinked, and forced back the tears.

"You are right, the really stupid person is me. I harm others and myself, and I also hurt you."

Aiqi turned her head and stopped looking at me. Her lips wriggled and her chest heaved violently.

In the end, she just stretched out her hand and pointed towards the door.

"Let's go, I want to be alone for a while."

7

When I walked out of the hotel door, Dai Yichen was riding the small e-mule, boredly reaching for the leaves on the green belt. After

saw me, he didn't even turn the car key, so he used his two long legs to pull on the ground, and rode on the car to my side.

"Good morning, senior."

He smiled so brightly, which was in sharp contrast to me who was listless and had empty eyes after staying up all night and crying again.

"Good morning..."

At this time, I should have been feeling sad and didn't want to see anyone, but I don't know why I felt a little relieved after seeing him.

"Have you been waiting for me here?"

Dai Yichen didn't show any signs of embarrassment and nodded readily.

"I am a person who has a beginning and an end. Since I sent you here, of course I have to take you back."

He handed me the helmet and patted the back seat with a smile.

"Sit up quickly, senior, let me take you back on my beloved horse!"

His smile was open and hearty, which made me feel ashamed for thinking that he was telling a dirty joke for a moment.

"Well, if I didn't come out alone, you would have waited in vain." I put on my helmet and got into the car, awkwardly changing the subject.

"What does that matter? The worst thing is that you can take a taxi back and I will follow behind on my bike."

I was startled by what he said. After thinking for a while, I lay on his back and said.

"You... are very classically chivalrous."

Dai Yichen laughed hahaha.

"That's right! I'm my senior's little eDonkey knight!" He took my hand and hugged his waist tightly, just like last night, "Sit tight, Your Highness, the knight is going to speed up!"

I put my face against his back. The wind was cold, but his body was warm.

I want to laugh a little and cry a little.

The corners of his mouth turned up slightly at the end, but his coat was also stained with a small dark stain of tears.

Such sadness did not last long. After two traffic lights, the rider riding a small electric donkey was stopped by the traffic police.

If an electric vehicle carries people, the fine is RMB 20.

Dai Yichen and I stood side by side on the side of the road, lowering our heads and honestly accepting the instructions from the traffic police uncle.

After five minutes, all I could think about was "There are thousands of roads, safety is the first priority." Everything about love, love, and ex-boyfriends were all forgotten.

But in the end, Dai Yichen pushed his beloved horse and walked slowly back to school with me.

Since that day, my life has undergone some subtle changes.

Aiqi has not spoken to me for more than a week.

I am from the art department of the college, and Ai Qi is from the publicity department. During this time, we have been busy with the New Year's Day party. When we came to our senses, we no longer knew what to say.

"Sister, why are you sighing again? Is my copywriting too bad?" Dai Yichen scratched his ears in embarrassment.

"No." I shook my head, "It's nothing. This is the host draft. I think it's okay."

He breathed a sigh of relief.

Everyone in the art department except me and Dai Yichen had to rehearse a dance program. I was the host of the party, so I didn’t have to participate.

As for Dai Yichen...

He has long hands and feet, but when he dances, his hands and feet look like rented ones, so he has to be responsible for the choreography and coordination with me.

I once curiously asked him how he was recruited into the Arts Department since he could neither sing nor dance.

He showed his two little tiger teeth indifferently and said that he originally went to the physical education department, but the art department lacked a strong man to move props, so he was transferred here.

I looked at his physique that did not match his appearance and smiled.

"It's finally fine, let's wait for the next rehearsal."

received an OK reply to the program list and host script that I sent out. I felt that the burden on me was a little lighter, and I couldn't help but smile.

At this time, Dai Yichen and I were the only two people left in the study room. I looked at the time.

"It's ten past ten, there's still time, let's go, I'll treat you to a supper."

Dai Yichen stuffed everything on the table into his backpack. He only put his hand in for a long time, but didn't take it out.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

He laughed twice, and then he took out a square box and handed it to me with some embarrassment.

"Well...Happy Christmas Eve."

I opened it and saw an apple in the box.

"Thank you, thank you. But..." I smiled bitterly, "What should I do, I didn't prepare a gift in return..."

Dai Yichen waved his hands repeatedly, "It's okay! I don't like apples!"

I opened my mouth, but said nothing.

Xu Yi’s Christmas Eve has never belonged to me. In the past two years, today I have been either arranging programs or coordinating connections. This is the first time I have received Christmas Eve apples from outside the department.

Even though I have never cared about this kind of merchant marketing, I still couldn't help but solemnly hold the gift box at this time.

The place for late night snacks is in the snack street next to the school. It is a time-honored wonton shop.

The store is small but the business is very good. The boss is very busy. I am very familiar with the process and brought two bowls of wontons to add the ingredients.

Thinking of the time I met Dai Yichen in the cafeteria, I thought about it and added another ten spoons of chili oil and vinegar to the bowl on the right.

Just when he put the wontons in front of him, Dai Yichen's expression suddenly became strange for some reason.

"What's wrong?"

"No, it's okay..."

He smiled a little reluctantly, but under my gaze, he still took a deep breath, picked up the bowl and stuffed wontons into his mouth hungrily.

I was startled, "Slow down, be careful of choking..."

Before he could finish speaking, Dai Yichen put down the bowl with a thud, covered his mouth and coughed violently.

His face turned red, tears flowed down his face, and he stuck out his tongue and kept making "hissing" sounds.

"Water, water! Water!"

I quickly took a bottle of Sprite from the store and handed it to him. He drank it in one go, burping and fanning himself with his hands while belching.

"You... can't eat spicy food?" I suddenly thought of something, "That time in the cafeteria..."

Dai Yichen's face seemed to be redder, but this time maybe it wasn't because of the spicy food.

A strange awkward atmosphere spread between us. It took a while before he met my eyes again.

"Senior sister, don't you like people younger than you?"

"Why do you ask?" I was a little evasive.

"Senior Xu came to see me before. He said that you won't like people younger than you, so let me stay away from you."

Since the last time, Xu Yi's behavior has become blatant. There have been a lot of rumors in the college. Even Tan Le asked me insinuatingly if it was because of Xu Yi that I quarreled with Aiqi.

It’s no secret that Ai Qi likes Xu Yi. She and I did have a quarrel because of Xu Yi, but it wasn’t the reason they imagined.

Originally I had been too lazy to pay attention to him, but now that I heard that Xu Yi was still interfering in my social interactions in private, I couldn't help but feel irritated again.

"Don't listen to Xu Yi's nonsense. I have nothing to do with him. He has nothing to do with me."

Dai Yichen's eyes lit up, "Really?"

I nodded.

He smiled happily, showing his charming little fangs.

"So, senior, can you accept me?"

8

When we returned to the dormitory downstairs, we were only ten minutes away from the access control.

I rushed back in a hurry, but without paying attention, Xu Yi grabbed my arm by suddenly jumping out.

"Where have you been? Why are you back now? I didn't reply to the messages I sent you, and I didn't answer the phone. Do you know how long I've been waiting for you?"

He was holding a huge bouquet of flowers in his left hand, and his face showed a rare anxiety that was inconsistent with him. "What's that in your hand?"

I frowned and pulled away from his hand, putting the apple box into my bag.

"Who am I? Why should I report my itinerary to you? Stop being so baffled, okay?"

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, seeming to have calmed down, and a gentle smile appeared on his face again.

"I'm sorry, I was too worried about you and too anxious."

He handed me the flowers and tried to hold my hand, "Yuanyuan, I have prepared a surprise for you. The car is parked outside. Let's go."

Maybe it was because the night was too dark, but I saw a trace of pleading on his face in a daze.

But the next second I took a step back and avoided his outstretched hand.

"I won't go with you, and please don't come close to me in the future. I'm afraid I might accidentally get your scent."

The smile on Xu Yi's face froze, but she still lowered her voice and said affectionately.

"This is the perfume you gave me, don't you like it?"

I shook my head.

"I think you misunderstood. The perfume is very good, but no matter how good the perfume is, it can't cover up the scum smell on you."

"That's enough! Lin Yuanyuan, do you have to tear my self-esteem and pride to pieces before you are willing to accept it?"

Seeing his ugly face, I just smiled sarcastically.

"Xu Yi, a dog can't change its habit of eating shit. No matter how nice you say it now or how affectionate you pretend to be, I will never believe you again."

Xu Yi pursed her lips and said nothing.

I was too lazy to talk nonsense with him anymore, and walked into the dormitory building without looking back while facing the deep gaze on my back.

When I was almost on the third floor, I looked out of the staircase window. There was no one down there, only the huge bouquet of roses filled the trash can.

Xu Yi stopped for two days, but on the third day of rehearsal, I discovered that the other host who was originally my partner had changed.

"Why are you here?"

"Xiao He has something to do and can't come. Now I am the host of the party." Xu Yiyan smiled at Yan Yan, as if he was not affected at all.

I looked at the people around me who were busy rehearsing, took two deep breaths, and suppressed the irritability in my heart.

It’s no big deal, just business.

I turned around to leave, but Xu Yi held me back.

I tried to break free twice, but couldn't break free.

He took me to the backcourt lounge. There was a huge white gift box on the table in the lounge.

"Open it and take a look."

He pointed at the box with a smile. I rolled my eyes at him and wanted to turn around and leave, but he grabbed my arm and pulled me back to the table.

This time Xu Yi didn't play tricks anymore and opened the box himself.

In the box is a gorgeous dress that looks to be worth a lot of money.

"I've seen the dress prepared by your department. It's tacky and cheap and not worthy of you."

He lifted the dress and displayed it in front of me. When the skirt was unfolded, it was really stunning.

"Although I am confident that I know your figure well, you still have to try it yourself."

His familiar tone was really unpleasant, so I frowned and backed away from him.

"Sorry, I am responsible for the clothing of our department. I just like tacky and cheap things. If Master Xu can't stand it, please stay away from me."

Xu Yi sighed.

"I said the wrong thing again. Don't be angry. I can change whatever you like."

"You can't change it."

"Why can't you change it? You like tacky ones. Things, then I can also become tacky."

"Ha. Young Master Xu, you can indeed become tacky, but you are not a thing!"

Xu Yi's expression turned green and white, and he smiled bitterly after a while.

"You got me involved again. You are always so sharp-tongued."

He threw the clothes on the table and approached me step by step.

I tried to run out, but he blocked the way.

I was soon forced to retreat and could only lean against the wall behind me.

"Yuanyuan, why do you have to force me?"

Xu Yi's expression was helpless and bitter, but I wanted to slap him.

Who is forcing whom? Doesn’t this person even have a clue?

Soft and affectionate things are just appearances. In essence, this person is still the selfish and overbearing Xu Yi who never considers others.

"Get out of the way!" I looked up at him, not wanting to weaken in front of him.

Xu Yi turned a deaf ear and got closer to me, easily restraining my resistance.

"Yuanyuan..."

He lowered his head and wanted to say something in my ear, but suddenly there was a knock on the door of the lounge.

"Senior! Senior, are you in there?"

It's Dai Yichen.

I subconsciously wanted to shout, but Xu Yi covered my mouth tightly.

I raised my foot to kick him, but he just frowned in pain, but his body did not move at all.

"I didn't want to do anything to you originally, but now it seems that if I don't do anything, I will lose."

I glared at him fiercely and screamed "Uh-huh" twice in my throat.

Xu Yi seemed to understand and laughed softly.

"You are right, even if I am sick, my illness can only be cured by taking your medicine."

I felt my earlobe heat up, and his words were drowned in the wet licking sound.

This was an act of deep affection, but I felt a chill rising up my spine.

His kisses went all the way down my neck. I knew he didn't dare to really do anything to me, but I still struggled in disgust.

Xu Yi smiled jokingly.

"Look, as long as I am serious, you can't resist at all."

At this moment, the call outside the door that had disappeared came again, followed by the sound of a bunch of keys hitting the door lock.

Xu Yi scolded with a stern face, "Annoying garbage!"

said so, but his hands still relaxed and I easily broke away.

The door to the lounge hit the wall with a bang, and Dai Yichen broke in.

At this time, Xu Yi and I had already distanced ourselves. He looked at the scene in the room and breathed a sigh of relief at first, but then his eyes fell on me, and he clenched his fists angrily.

"Fuck you..."

He rushed towards Xu Yi, and I quickly stepped forward to stop him.

"I'm fine, don't be impulsive."

"Senior sister..."

I grabbed Dai Yichen's arm tightly and squeezed it again and again with his fist. He still didn't dare to let go of my hand. He could only guard behind me like a knight who abides by orders and protected me out.

I didn't look at Xu Yi before leaving, so I didn't know that the two of them had an invisible confrontation in the air.

9

There was no one in the backcourt at this time, but I still pulled Dai Yichen and continued walking to a remote place.

As we were walking, he suddenly stopped. I turned around and gave him a questioning look.

He leaned down and hugged me, his voice was muffled.

"Senior sister... I feel so useless. I clearly saw him taking you away, but he didn't protect you..."

"I..."

I patted his arm, wanting to comfort him, but for some reason my throat seemed to be choked.

"Senior, don't cry, I will never let others bully you again."

He stretched out his fingers to wipe my tears in a panic, and then I realized that I felt a sense of grievance and fear.

I thought that I could be in front of Xu Yi without changing my attitude, and no matter what he did, he would not be able to affect me.

But I overestimated myself.

Doesn’t it mean that the scars he left on me are too deep because I rejected him so fiercely? Tell me that whenever I get close to him, I can't help but run away from this source of pain that once brought me?

I hate myself like this.

I feel that any emotion generated by Xu Yi is not worth it.

I don't want to do it again.

buried myself in Dai Yichen's chest and cried silently for a while, and my tears stopped.

"I'm fine, don't worry. I can handle Xu Yi's matter myself, trust me."

He looked at me for a long time, and finally said nothing.

The New Year's Day party soon came. Xu Yi and I co-hosted the show, and from time to time we had to make witty remarks to heat up the atmosphere. It was really a test of our acting skills.

Fortunately, Xu Yi didn't act like a monster today and acted honestly until the end of the party.

Just when this idea came to my mind, Xu Yi, who was originally singing solo in the center of the stage as the finale, started to make trouble.

The spotlight hit the side stage without warning, and I, who was waiting for the closing remarks, suddenly became the focus of everyone.

Xu Yi turned sideways to face me and stretched out his hand.

The students in the audience suddenly became excited, with cheers and cheers coming and going.

I smiled stiffly and did not fall out with him without knowing the importance of it under such circumstances.

I walked to the center of the stage to sing duet with him in the eyes of everyone.

It was not until this moment that I realized why Xu Yi chose this song as the finale.

This is the song he and I sang together at the freshman class reunion, and it was also the only time we had an intimate interaction in public.

I was just confused because of his eyes. At this time, all I could think about was how to calmly throw away his hand.

After the long song ended, I was finally able to step away from Xu Yi naturally.

However, just when I raised my smile and was about to say my concluding remarks, Xu Yi suddenly spoke first.

"Today, I want to confess to someone here..."

As soon as his words came out, I froze, but all the students on and off the stage were excited.

I suddenly had a weird feeling of being out of touch with reality. In the

stage sound system, Xu Yi was still speaking the prepared lines affectionately.

"...It's sweet to say good morning and good night to you, it's sweet to wait for you downstairs in the dormitory, it's sweet to walk with you through the school's tree-lined avenue..."

He was still performing, and several boys in the audience were already whistling and calling out my name.

"Lin Yuanyuan! Lin Yuanyuan!"

Gradually, more and more people are calling my name.

Xu Yi had a bright smile on his face, but from the way he looked at me, I could see an inevitable oppression.

"...That's right, you all know who she is, Lin Yuanyuan, Class 2, Grade 18, Department of Finance. She is the one standing next to me now, my dearest princess!"

Along with the cheers in the venue, Xu Yi approached me.

"Yuanyuan, there may be many Cinderellas in the prince's ball, but in my heart, you are the only princess wearing glass slippers. I didn't know what uniqueness was before, but now I know, my only one is you, you are my unique love."

He stretched out his hand towards me.

"Fairy tales have an ending, but our story will not end. Yuanyuan, I want to live happily with you forever."

I don't know who shouted "Promise him!" first, and then all the students in the venue shouted in unison.

"Promise him! Promise him!"

I looked at the crowd under the stage and saw many familiar faces among them.

Some are classmates and some are members of the student union.

Ai Qi and Dai Yichen were also among them, but their expressions were incompatible with the others.

After a while, my eyes turned from them back to Xu Yi's face.

He has a smile on his face and bright eyebrows. He really has a good appearance. Just by staring straight at people, people can think of how affectionate he is.

I looked at him and suddenly smiled.

If it were me a year ago, such a scene would probably be a dream, right?

But now?

I raised the microphone to my mouth.

"I'm sorry, I'm not a princess, and I don't need a prince. And... I already have a little eDonkey knight who will wear stars and moons for me."

Xu Yi and I changed our expressions. The brighter my smile, the uglier his face became.

The cheers in the venue turned into noisy discussions because of my words, and no one was booing anymore.

I was too lazy to care about their thoughts, so I turned around and shouted to the audience with a smile.

"Dai Yichen! Someone wants to steal your girlfriend! Why are you standing there stupidly!"

Dai Yichen, who had been looking at me blankly, seemed to suddenly come back to his senses, squatted on the edge of the stage, jumped directly to the stage with both hands, and took the hand I held out to him.

There were uniform exclamations in the audience, and the crowd was noisy for a while, even more noisy than when Xu Yi confessed.

"Lin Yuanyuan..."

Xu Yi's expressions are so wonderful that a twelve-color paint tray may not be able to paint his face.

He tried to grab my hand, but Dai Yichen pinched his wrist.

"I'm sorry, senior, please stay away from my girlfriend."

Xu Yi's face was gloomy, and before he opened his mouth to speak, I had already pulled Dai Yichen's clothes.

"Let's go."

He nodded and prepared to take me away, but my high heels and dress slowed down his pace. Without saying a word, he directly picked me up and left the venue in a menacing stride.

As for what Xu Yi wants to say, what will others say?

Who cares?

Just let him face the mess he made.

Auntie, I don’t want to accompany you anymore!

10

Out of everyone's sight, I patted Dai Yichen on the shoulder.

"Let me down."

Dai Yichen helped me stand up silently, then leaned down and straightened the hem of my skirt.

The night wind made me shiver, and he immediately took off his coat and put it on me.

"Senior..." He hesitated to speak.

I raised my head and smiled at him.

"Do you still want to call me senior?"

His eyes lit up, and he looked a little unsure.

"What, what do you mean?"

"What? You just took me away in front of everyone, and now you want to deny it?" I tilted my head and gave him an accusing look.

At this time, Dai Yichen's expression seemed to turn into a slow-motion camera in front of me.

I could clearly see his widened eyes slightly bent, and his two pointed little tiger teeth were fully exposed like spring buds bursting out of the ground, greeting the world cheerfully.

"Yuanyuan!"

"Yeah."

I nodded.

He shouted "Yuanyuan! Yuanyuan! Yuanyuan!" several times in succession...

I patted his head angrily.

"What are you doing! Are you a new species? You can only scream."

He laughed twice, and after a while he touched his head and said with embarrassment.

"I'm sorry, Yuanyuan... I thought you were using me as a shield just to... be angry with him."

He glanced at me guiltily, I snorted, raised my fingers and dunked on his head.

He just smiled and didn't seem to feel any pain at all.

I sighed, looked at him seriously and said.

"I'm not that boring. It's true that I rejected Xu Yi, and it's true that I like you."

Dai Yichen's face turned red as if he had eaten pepper.

"This... I should have said this first..." He murmured twice, "I haven't said that I like you yet..."

I tilted my head and asked him, "Then do you like me?"

He nodded hurriedly, "Yes, I do!"

I smiled.

"That's fine, it doesn't matter who speaks first. We are together now, right?"

I stretched out my hand and intertwined my fingers with his, and he nodded heavily.

"Yeah!"

We looked at each other and smiled.

"Let's go. We're going back."

"Okay! I'll take you back!"

I stopped and looked at him angrily and funny.

"You want to be ticketed again?"

Dai Yichen shook his head repeatedly, "No, no, I changed cars."

"Changed cars?"

"Battery cars can't carry people... But I still want to have the opportunity to take you out for a ride, so that you will hug my waist from behind, and... hehe..."

He said and laughed sheepishly.

Me: "..." Is it my imagination? Why do you suddenly feel that this little boy is not as innocent as he seems?

Dai Yichen stood astride a very eye-catching and cool heavy motorcycle. He put one foot on the ground and put on a helmet for me happily. Then he patted the empty back seat, revealing two small tiger teeth.

"Come up quickly, Yuanyuan!"

Me: "..." I think it's better to walk back.

"Dai Yichen." I called his name and said thoughtfully, "I think you are no longer my little eDonkey rider."

He was stunned for a moment, and blurted out habitually, "Senior sister?"

I sighed and supported his shoulders and got into the car.

"Congratulations. You are now a slutty motorcycle rider."

...

Although we stopped using the microphone after Dai Yichen came on stage, the last scene of the New Year's Eve party still ignited the gossip among all the students.

My phone has never been so noisy as it is today. All kinds of news are flying all over the classmates and friends circles of many melon-eating people.

is very annoying.

I simply ignored anyone and shut down the computer.

Tan Le and Yu Sisi also looked like they were hesitant to speak after they came back. But seeing that I didn't want to say more, they considerately let me go.

The lights in the dormitory finally went out, and I sighed tiredly.

Just as sleepiness came over me, a figure quietly opened the curtain of my bed and got under my quilt from the end of the bed.

is such a familiar move.

can only be Aiqi.

She didn't speak, and neither did I.

A pair of hands came around me from behind, her forehead rested on my back, and her breathing was intermittent.

I know, she is crying.

I turned around and patted her back, and she cried even harder.

"Yuanyuan... I'm sorry..."

My eyes were also a little wet and hot, but I made two swallowing movements to push back the tears.

"There is no need to say sorry between you and me."

Aiqi sniffed and nodded vigorously.

"Well! We will always be the best sisters."

She stopped crying and spoke viciously as if she was venting her resentment.

"Let all the bitches like Xu Yi die! I don't need any stinky men!"

I grinned, "That won't work, let me be your bridesmaid after we agreed."

Aiqi also chuckled, "Then I have to find someone more handsome than Xu Yi. How about... I also find a fresh junior?"

"Okay." I accepted her teasing calmly, "I will ask my boyfriend to introduce it to you tomorrow, so don't be timid."

She stopped talking.

I thought she fell asleep, but after a long time her voice sounded muffled again.

"Yuanyuan. I wasn't actually angry with you before. I just felt embarrassed and didn't know how to face you."

"No need to explain, I know it's okay. It's all over."

I patted her comfortingly, and she seemed relieved.

"I saw those earthy love words he sent you in the chat history, and it seemed that I suddenly didn't like him that much. I felt that he was nothing more than that. Maybe what I like is just the unattainable and unattainable feeling in my delusions."

At the end of her sentence, there was a hint of smile in her tone.

"I feel relieved when I think that people like Xu Yi will have a day when they can't even lick the dog."

I paused slightly.

"He's not a licking dog. He's more like a vicious dog."

Aiqi thought for a while and nodded in agreement.

"It's a pity that you left first, otherwise you would still be able to see him like a lost dog."

11

I received a strange phone call.

"Is this Lin Yuanyuan?"

"Are you?"

"I am He Qi, from Class 5." It is the male host who was replaced by Xu Yi.

"Excuse me, what's the matter?"

"Well, that's it, Xu Yi is drunk, can you pick him up?"

My tone turned cold when I heard the name.

"Sorry, I'm not familiar with him."

"Wait a minute! Don't hang up the phone yet!"

He Qi spoke a lot of words very fast.

"Well, it was actually Xu Yifei who asked us to call you. I think you should come here. He has been drinking all day and all night. He has not eaten anything except sleeping and drinking with us. I am afraid that he will drink everyone to death if he drinks again, and even if he is fine, we can't survive it..."

It is still daytime, and when I walked into He Qibingfa's bar, they were the only customers in the store.

His friends were relieved when they saw me coming, and were about to leave with smiles on their faces, but I stopped them.

"Don't leave in a hurry yet." I pointed to Xu Yi, who was sitting in the middle, drunk and unconscious but still staring at me.

"I didn't want to care about him. After saying a few words, I left."

They looked at each other and could only stand aside awkwardly, but Xu Yi spoke first.

"Lin Yuanyuan, you are so cruel."

"Excuse me, you are still slightly inferior to Young Master Xu."

I retorted without politeness.

"You were obviously not like this when you were with me before."

Seeing his confused look, I snorted sarcastically.

"I'm sorry, I have always been like this, but you have never understood the real me."

"Then I want to understand now, why can't you give me another chance?"

I gave him a strange look.

"Why do you think I'm going to give you another chance? There is never a make-up test for the love class. If you fail, you failed."

It seemed that my attitude was too cold and hard. Xu Yi's eyebrows drooped, showing a bit of pleading.

"Yuanyuan, I beg you, can't you just say a few nice words to coax me?"

His behavior really confused me.

"Huh? What kind of joke are you talking about? I don't have the time. If you want to hear something good, turn left and go under the overpass. For only eighty yuan, the fortune teller can tell you anything."

I gave him a self-satisfied look, picked up my bag and wanted to leave.

Xu Yi stood up in a panic and knocked down several wine bottles.

"Lin Yuanyuan! Don't leave! Look at me, look at my appearance now, can't you see my sincerity to you?"

I turned around and said clearly.

"I'm sorry, you always change your face too quickly. My eyes are not dyed, and I can't match your complexion."

Xu Yi grabbed his hair, looking like he had a splitting headache, which was incompatible with his previous image of a romantic and noble man.

"Why, why can't you like me again?"

He was as embarrassed as a lion that had lost its territory, both desolate and irritable.

"If you don't like other women, I will break up with them. If you want to make the relationship public, I will confess in front of everyone. I feel that I am so humble in front of you that I am about to lose myself. Why can't you give me another chance?"

What he said made me want to laugh.

"Do you really know what it feels like to lose yourself?"

"You just bowed your head a few times for me and lost some face. You feel like you have sacrificed a lot. But what about me?"

I took a deep breath and spoke calmly.

"You lived outside the school. You were hungry in the middle of the night and didn't want to order takeout. I climbed out of the window on the second floor of the dormitory and rushed to your house to make you a midnight snack."

"You never asked me how I got here. Whether I was injured or whether I would be scared on the road alone. Did you care? No. You would only complain that I came too slowly. I went through all the trouble to get to your house. You Tell me that you had already driven out for a late-night snack. But even so, you were still angry with me. You didn't answer my phone all night. I was uneasy and scared. I froze alone downstairs in your community all night. At that time, all I could think about was how to calm you down..."

I talked about the past that I couldn't bear to look back on, and the past events that I had carefully concealed were now exposed in front of everyone.

I just don’t care anymore.

"I have been in and out of your house, but I have never been its owner. Xu Yi, the same is true for your heart. Even if I am in it now, I will not be there forever."

Xu Yi could not refute what happened in the past. He just said, "Yuanyuan, I really love you."

Faced with his confession, my heart was still and I was indifferent.

"What you call love is just excessive self-esteem. You have never thought about it, I really don't like you anymore, and I really don't want to have anything to do with you."

"Do you like me, or are you unwilling because I am out of your control?"

Before he spoke, I answered myself.

"No, it's not me you like. What you like is just this unavailable feeling. I bet that even if I really come back to you, you won't cherish it."

Xu Yi finally spoke, and he looked at me with a heavy gaze.

"You didn't even give me a chance to try. How do you know that I don't really repent?"

I laughed.

"Xu Yi, I will never look back. No matter you are shit-flavored chocolate or chocolate-flavored shit, you are already unlucky if you eat shit once in your life. There is no need to eat it again to confirm whether you are shit, right?"

"Do you really hate me so much?"

"No." I shook my head.

"I don't like you anymore, and I don't hate you. I won't say any nonsense like thanking you. I only thank myself. I thank myself for being strong and brave, which has made me a better person."

As I said some words, I felt that the invisible shackles that had been on me had finally completely disappeared.

allows me to smile and look at this person who once made me bleed.

"Xu Yi, I will not deny that I loved you, but I have nothing to do with you now, understand?"

After saying this, I stopped looking at anyone's reaction and walked out of the bar without looking back. At the door of

, Dai Yichen was holding the motorcycle with one foot. He smiled brightly when he saw me.

I sat behind him and hugged his waist tightly.

He smiled and said, "Sit tight, the knight is going to speed up!"

I nodded.

Xu Yi seemed to chase me out, and his voice calling my name came from behind.

Just so what?

I was too lazy to look back at him.

As life moves forward, whoever looks back first is the dog.

...

[Extra: Dai Yichen]

Dai Yichen hit someone.

But at this time, he couldn't tell whether he was feeling like a drum because he hit someone, or whether he was feeling hot and flushed because he hit someone.

He threw the little electric donkey aside. The newly acquired mount, which he couldn't help calling "little baby" when he went out, now fell to the ground with a thud.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! My classmate..."

He panicked and went to help the girl who had been scratched by him and fell to the ground. He felt very guilty.

If he hadn't been stunned by the other party and lost his mind for a moment, he wouldn't have caused him to fall.

"Are you okay?"

"I'm okay..."

He clearly saw that her palm was scratched by gravel and bleeding, but this girl who looked weak and frail patted her clothes and stood up.

"Well... you are injured, let me take you to the hospital..."

He retracted his hand in embarrassment, and went to help the little eDonkey who fell on the ground in a panic.

Unexpectedly, the other party glanced at him and frowned.

"No need. Children, don't go out and wander around at night. Go home quickly."

Dai Yichen wanted to say, he is not a child, he is a sophomore in high school!

He just has a tender face and hasn’t grown up yet!

But the girl didn't listen to his explanation at all and ran away in a hurry.

The downtown area nearby is brightly lit, and every weekend there are sleepless young people partying all night long. There are not many people on the road now.

Dai Yichen didn't know what he was thinking, but when he saw the other person walking through the crowd and about to disappear, his heart skipped a beat and he followed him.

His cousin called him.

"Why haven't you come yet? Pajamas and late night snacks have been prepared for you, waiting for you to double up!"

Today is their happy Saturday. In the past, if their parents were not at home, they would go to the other's house to play games all night.

But...

Dai Yichen parked the e-mule on the side of the road, looked at the direction of the neighborhood next door, and then at the girl standing in front of the 24-hour convenience store.

"I'm not going today."

He cut off the phone.

He saw her saying something to the uncle in the security booth, and then returned to the convenience store, making phone calls repeatedly. Although she didn't have much reaction to being bumped into by him just now, she seemed a little anxious now.

Finally, she gave up dialing and lay down on the table facing the road by the French window of the convenience store with a somewhat dazed expression.

Dai Yichen walked into the McDonald's across the road from the convenience store.

He knew he was doing something strange.

Perhaps the first stirring of adolescence's longing blurred his reason.

He just felt that sitting face to face with her like this, looking at each other through the glass, was enough to make him feel like a deer.

On a night that no one knows about, we sit facing each other without knowing anything.

What sprouted this night?

He doesn’t know either.

Unknowingly, he fell asleep on his stomach. When he woke up, the sky was slightly bright and the table across the road was empty.

He hurriedly chased after him.

rode a small e-mule and found the figure who had just got on the bus.

After a few stops, she got out of the car and walked slowly along the sidewalk.

He fell far behind.

She gradually quickened her pace.

Not long after, she had reached the university security booth. Dai Yichen hesitated whether to stop her, but she turned around.

"It's you? Why are you following me?"

At this time, her face lost the kindness and calmness she had shown towards him last night, looking cautious and indifferent.

Facing his approach, she took a cautious step back, and she could knock on the glass of the security booth with just one stretch of her hand.

knew that he was being regarded as a little hooligan who followed girls. He suddenly blushed and scratched his head.

"No, no, I don't mean any harm. I just want to ask if you are okay?"

She pursed her lips and shook her head, saying nothing. Dai Yichen saw that her fingers had pressed to the side of the phone.

He quickly took two steps back to show that he meant no harm and spoke incoherently.

"I, I...can you...can you tell me your name..."

He saw her frowning, her expression distant and cold.

"You should be at an age to study hard now and stop thinking about random things all day long."

She said and pointed to the school gate behind her.

"If you want to know my name, just wait until you pass the exam."

She left.

Dai Yichen grew up in this city. Although there are several dream universities near his home, what he always thought about was that he must achieve great results in college, and it would be best if no one could control him.

But now...

"Oh, why are you suddenly concerned about the score line?"

's cousin's joking voice sounded.

"Hey, isn't this the university near my home?"

He looked closer and shook his head.

"Recognize the reality, you won't pass the exam."

Dai Yichen knocked off his cousin's hand on his shoulder.

The two of them are commonly known as bastards in school. Their grades only need to be passable, and the time they spend doing homework is not as long as playing games.

No one will believe that his goal is to enter this university.

He sighed and looked at the newly set screen saver on his phone. The photo taken by the

screensaver is very blurry, but you can still see that it is a girl sitting in a convenience store.

"From today on, I will work hard and study hard." He said.

Two years have passed in a hurry.

He was admitted to this school as he wished, but he was not confident that he could find the girl.

Maybe God heard his voice.

She stood in front of him as the host of the welcome party.

original! She is his direct senior!

At this moment, he was so excited that he sent three red envelopes to his class assistant who forced him to come to the new year party.

however.

Senior sister did not recognize him. He passed her by, but she just politely avoided him.

The reunion that Dai Yichen had rehearsed thousands of times just came to nothing.

He suddenly realized.

His secret thoughts have always been his one-man show.

has nothing to do with her.

In the past two years, his figure has changed significantly, and he has naturally joined the sports department.

Sometimes they would meet by chance in the gymnasium with the girls from the Arts Department, and he found out her name from the seniors.

Lin Yuanyuan.

He repeated her name quietly in his mind.

's heart beat faster.

Then he knew it, and the seeds planted in his heart sprouted.

Perhaps the pursuit in his eyes was too obvious. Soon, everyone around him guessed what he was thinking.

"She is a famously cold beauty in the department and is very difficult to get close to."

The minister patted him on the shoulder and gave him a pitiful look.

"Otherwise we would have chased him long ago, and it would be your turn to worry about it."

Dai Yichen didn't listen. He only heard another layer of meaning in the minister's words.

Senior Sister is currently single.

So, when the director of the Ministry of Literature and Art came to borrow someone, he stepped forward without hesitation.

But he still didn't strike up a conversation with his senior sister.

He has grown up, but his courage seems to have become smaller. The childish impulse disappeared from him at some point, and he felt that he couldn't just say the word "like".

Until that day, he and his roommate bumped into the senior sister who was walking in a hurry at the door of the second cafeteria.

Before he had time to react, his roommate had already winked and pushed him in front of the senior sister before she came closer.

He stood stiffly in the ordering line, his mind went blank, as if the silent breath behind him was burning his back.

He didn't know what he asked the cafeteria aunt to serve. He just stood by mechanically adding chili peppers to the bowl, thinking about how to put on a perfect smile, and turned to say "hi" to his senior sister.

Fortunately, the senior sister did not bring her student card, so he could naturally lend a helping hand.

Contrary to expectations, there seems to be a fly with malicious intentions next to the senior sister.

Dai Yichen resisted the urge to pull the other party away from his senior sister and waved goodbye politely.

can't be anxious, at least he has taken the first step now.

Two weeks later, while he was drying clothes on the balcony of his dormitory, he saw a familiar figure hurriedly heading towards the school gate.

Access control is coming soon, what should senior sister do?

He only hesitated for a moment, then immediately threw away his dripping clothes, grabbed his car keys and went out.

Until the senior sister sat behind him and hugged his waist. Dai Yichen recalled in a daze the time when he bumped into her two years ago.

Now his fantasy and reality are cleverly overlapped by fate.

The night wind is very cold.

But the blood in his body was boiling.

If he could, he would like this road to be so long that there is no end in sight.

Dai Yichen has never thought about why he likes Lin Yuanyuan.

Because the heartbeat of young people is often at that moment.

Some people bump into his world and live in his heart, never getting out again.

If he said he was motivated by sex, then he would admit that he was motivated by sex.

connotation. Heartbeat. Emotionally moved.

He doesn't care about the beginning.

Since the world allows you and me to meet, we probably don’t care whether the place where we meet is mountains, rivers, or dim lights.

[Extra: Aiqi]

There are some people like this in the world.

They are born with sound limbs and outstanding appearance.

They were born with doting parents and a superior family background.

Their lives are smooth, they have no worries about food and clothing, and they live a life that others only dream of without any setbacks.

They are like crystal sunflowers in the sun, always reflecting brilliant light, attracting greedy people like her.

Aiqi once thought she was a crystal being held in the palm of someone's hand, until the crystal ornament her parents gave her on her birthday was smashed to the ground by her babbling younger brother.

She was so angry that she cried loudly, but her parents just lightly told her to be sensible, leaving her younger brother, who was still a child!

My brother is still a child, but she is also a child?

Why did she give in to her younger brother?

A small seed was planted in her heart.

She doesn't feel that her parents are ashamed of her, but for some reason she just doesn't have that much trust in them.

She was afraid that one day, when her brother and her had a conflict, she would be the one abandoned.

She studies hard, studies desperately, and uses her results to reflect her own value.

Sometimes her parents would teach their younger brother, "Look at your sister, why can't you learn from your sister."

The parents always said that they treated both children the same.

But Aiqi is still very sad. Why does she work so hard, while her younger brother is so lazy and naughty, but he can be like her without having to pay anything, and even seems to be on top of her?

Sometimes she is always confused.

Does anyone in this world think she is the most important person?

She became panicked when she thought about this problem accidentally.

She became addicted to the virtual feelings depicted in novels and TV series, that kind of unique love that lasts forever.

She longs for and firmly believes that she will meet true love in fairy tales.

The male protagonist of her favorite novel is named Xu Yi.

And she met Xu Yi.

Xu Yi is the freshman representative of their department. Family background, appearance, temperament, and achievements are all hard to fault.

When she arrived at school on the first day, she was carrying heavy luggage alone. It was Xu Yi who extended a helping hand to her, led her to find her dormitory, and went through a series of procedures.

When she almost fell down on the steps, it was Xu Yi who supported her.

She leaned on his chest and heard his heartbeat and low and gentle laughter.

This moment was the first time she was so close to a boy. It was also her first heartbeat.

And he walked into her world with a halo all over his body.

She paid attention to him in silence, carefully hiding her feelings.

She once longed to meet her hero, but now that her hero appears, she feels ashamed.

Xu Yi should only like someone as confident and outstanding as Senior Pei, who can stand shoulder to shoulder with him, right?

She always thought like this until Xu Yi broke up with Pei Pei and suddenly became kind to her.

The feelings that had been buried for two years seemed to suddenly become unbearable.

Why can't she just give it a try?

Xu Yi is her best choice from both an emotional and practical perspective.

She doesn't want to go back to her hometown.

She studied so hard and finally passed the school and came to this city.

She knew that no matter how hard she tried, she would never be able to take root in this city on her own.

Here, she is a rootless duckweed. When the water reaches the first level, she will leave.

But she can't go back.

If you stay here, your situation is still living water, but when you go home, it will be a pool of stagnant water.

She always thinks of the crystal ornament that was broken by her brother.

Even if she doesn't want to admit it, she knows in her heart that people's hearts are always biased.

She was not sure whether she would be like her former classmates, who would find someone to marry early under the pressure of their parents, and then spend their whole lives helping their younger brothers.

She is a selfish person who just wants to live her own life.

Moreover, she didn't want to leave Yuanyuan.

She knew that Yuanyuan didn't like Xu Yi, but she couldn't confess her unspeakable thoughts in front of her except that she liked him.

She was not sure whether Yuanyuan, an only daughter from a well-off family, could understand her selfish and utilitarian thoughts.

She was afraid that Yuanyuan would be disappointed in her.

So I can only pretend to be stupid.

If Xu Yi is the crystal sunflower she longs for, then Yuanyuan is her real sun.

She will carefully remember her preferences, take care of her when she is sick, pay attention to her emotions and be tolerant of her little emotions and shortcomings.

In front of Yuanyuan, she could feel that she was cherished.

She still remembers that during her freshman year, the whole dormitory went shopping.

The stores that several other people visited were places she couldn't afford.

She symbolically chose the cheapest skirt in the store, planning to return it after trying it on with the excuse that she didn't like it.

Surprisingly, the skirt suits her figure very well.

As soon as she came out of the fitting room, Tan Le and Yu Sisi exclaimed in exaggeration and kept praising her.

She knew that they might have good intentions and wanted to increase her confidence, but she still felt a little embarrassed at this moment.

Her parents were not bad to her, but they were not good enough for her to spend most of her monthly living expenses on a skirt.

looked at the smiling shopping guide beside her. Just when she was gritting her teeth and planning to buy this skirt even if she was cutting back on clothes and dieting in the next month, it was Yuanyuan who spoke.

She said, "This skirt doesn't match your temperament. I just saw one in another store. It should suit you very well. Let's go shopping later."

Yuanyuan has become the centerpiece of their dormitory since she entered school. When she spoke, the other two people naturally chimed in and laughed.

"Yes, Aiqi's character looks like a petite one, which is not suitable for this royal sister style."

She naturally walked down the steps, and breathed a silent sigh of relief when she returned to the fitting room to change clothes.

The store Yuanyuan chose after that was an affordable high-street brand, and many students would come there.Tan Le and Yu Sisi didn't think it was anything, but Aiqi knew that it was her tenderness towards her.

She always maintains her self-esteem silently like this.

But maybe she was too gentle to protect her self-esteem. When she quietly told Yuanyuan her feelings for Xu Yi, Yuanyuan fell silent.

Only now did Ai Qi know the reason for Yuanyuan's silence and her opposition from beginning to end.

She knew that Yuanyuan had a boyfriend, but she always thought that the boyfriend they could not see was from another school, so Yuanyuan always had to go outside the school to meet him.

never expected that it was Xu Yi. The moment

saw the chat history, she was so sad that she wanted to vomit.

As she retched, the feelings towards Xu Yi that she had kept in her heart seemed to flow out.

, the male god who had been overly beautified in her fantasy, had lost its splendid external light and turned into boring broken glass.

is neither beautiful nor precious, but it hurts.

She felt so angry, angry at Xu Yi, angry at herself, and also a little angry at Yuanyuan.

I'm angry at Xu Yi for being a scumbag, and I'm angry at myself for being stupid.

was also angry that Yuanyuan was obviously much smarter than her. Why didn't she protect herself well in the first place and was deceived by Xu Yi?

She can accept that she was played by Xu Yi, scumbag, and deceived by Xu Yi.

But she couldn't accept that Yuanyuan had also been hurt by Xu Yi.

She is her own place in her heart.

No one can step on it!

But in the end, she was just angry with herself.

I am angry that I am always immersed in my own world and feel sorry for myself.

She was obviously so close to Yuanyuan, but she didn't find any clues about her.

She felt like Xu Yi's accomplice, who was being used as a weapon in a stupid manner.

This made her feel guilty and embarrassed.

didn't know how to face Yuanyuan for a while.

She knew Yuanyuan would not be angry with her, but she still avoided her eyes subconsciously.

And after each avoidance, he hesitated while looking at the opponent's back.

When Xu Yi confessed in public, she was so angry in the audience that she wanted to hit someone. When Yuanyuan was taken away, she was so happy that she clapped her hands.

That night, she cried silently in the dormitory with the lights turned off. After tossing and turning for a long time, she made up her mind, opened the curtain of the bed next door, and hugged her as always.

"Yuanyuan... thank you for always being so tolerant of me..."

She tentatively asked Yuanyuan why she was so nice to her.

Yuanyuan smiled.

"Do you remember when you first arrived in the dormitory in freshman year? I have never lived on campus before, and I can't even wash clothes."

Aiqi nodded. She remembered that Yuanyuan couldn't even distinguish between laundry detergent, softener and disinfectant at first.

"At that time, I spent a lot of effort to wash my clothes, but when I was drying them, they were blown into the flower bed downstairs by the wind..."

Yuanyuan lowered her head in embarrassment.

"That was the first time I felt so wronged that I wanted to cry..."

Aiqi remembered it.

Yuanyuan has always been like a very assertive big sister, so much so that she can hardly remember how confused she was at the beginning.

"...While I was still angry with myself, you had already picked up my clothes in pajamas and washed them again."

"But...it was only that one time...then I bought a washing machine..." She didn't feel that she had done anything big.

Yuanyuan sighed and touched her head.

"Once is enough."

"Without you, I would just be a child spoiled by my parents. It was you who taught me to wash white and black clothes separately, dark soy sauce and soy sauce are not the same thing, and Cephalosporin and Huoxiang Zhengqi water cannot be eaten together..."

She said, "Aiqi, I am not as perfect as you think. I have many shortcomings, but you have never cared about them."

"We are friends, not because I always tolerate you, but because we always tolerate each other."

Yuanyuan smiled softly.

Aiqi hugged her tightly and nodded hard in her arms.

We are friends, so you can't always protect me.

this time. It's my turn to protect you.

...

Ai Qi sent Xu Yi a recording file. Xu Yi soon asked her to meet.

"Why do you have such a thing?" His tone was sullen, and he was no longer too lazy to pretend to be gentle and elegant in front of her.

Aiqi just smiled and said three words.

"Campground."

"You're not asleep!"

She smiled and said nothing.

At that time, she was still thinking about Xu Yi. How could she be so arrogant? To be precise, she stayed up all night. Who knows there will be unexpected gains.

This was the insurance she left for herself, and it would be great to be able to use it now.

"Xu Yi, at that time you already had Yuanyuan and Pei, and you were able to take action against the juniors with two legs. You were really a beast."

"She was already a freshman at that time! How did I know about her...and she was voluntary, what does it have to do with me?"

The more Xu Yi spoke, the more confident he became.

"Besides, it's just a tape without beginning or end. What's the use of it?"

"Legal speaking, it's really useless, but people are gossipy and love to hear stories."

After hearing Ai Qi's meaningful words, Xu Yi said with a stern face and full of malice.

"No wonder I haven't been able to like you. Your heart is really dirty. How could Yuanyuan have a friend like you."

Ai Qi smiled indifferently.

"What? You can do it and I can't say it anymore? Besides, I don't think I'm a good person."

"What do you want?" He looked very irritated.

Aiqi snorted disdainfully.

"Do you think I am willing to talk to you? As long as you stop pestering Yuanyuan, we will be separated from each other after graduation, and no one can care about anyone."

Xu Yi looked at her seriously for a long time.

"Okay, I hope you keep your promise."

"I should say this to you."

Returning to the dormitory, Yuanyuan asked her curiously.

"Where have you been?"

She smiled at her with a calm expression.

"Go take out the trash," she said.

...

Yuanyuan.

Sometimes I can’t figure out what kind of relationship we have.

said that friends are a little too cold, and that best friends are a little too frivolous.

But if one day I know that I will die, I think I will safely hand over my suicide note to you and wish you happiness and health and a long life.

...

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