followed Gu Shi for eight years until a female college student appeared with her belly straight.
She said: Song Qingyu, the one who knows the truth will leave by himself, Gu Shi only loves me, he said he would marry me.
All the blood was extinguished, and I no longer had expectations for him.
As he wished, he only treated him as an ATM and did not talk about feelings!
Who knew that I would get enough money and be ready to leave.
But he jumped out and said he loved me and wanted to marry me.
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1
I am the most obedient among many women of Gu Shisheng.
Maybe I have been with him for eight years, and I always keep my face in front of others.
The day before yesterday, a female college student appeared at the dinner with a big belly and wearing a wedding dress, saying that she was pregnant with the child that Gu Shi gave birth to, and asked him to give him an attitude.
Gu Shisheng asked someone to carry her hair and drag it out.
I chased to the underground garage and saw blood all over the ground.
Gu Shisheng twisted a square towel to wipe his hands. Looking back at me, he looked a little dodged, maybe he felt guilty, maybe he didn't.
Gu Shisheng opened the car door for me in silence. Several drunken muddlers passed by, picked my chin and said dirty words, and even threw me into a face full of money.
Gu Shisheng kicked the troublemaker three meters away, picked up the stick , and blew hard on one of them.
I leaned against the hood of the car and started lighting the cigarette.
Look at his blood in one hand and return to me.
"Your skirt is too short, and men are likely to regard you as that kind of woman."
My eyes are slanted to the west: "I am no different from that kind of woman."
There was a flash of pain in Gu Shisheng's eyes.
2
I really love Gu Shisheng.
doesn't know where it arises, and goes deeper.
but that doesn't matter to him.
He looks down on women and me in his bones.
His father owns the largest pharmaceutical company in the city. After his mother got the position of mistress, his father had little four little five little six.
When he was a teenager, Bai Yueguang was a professional girl. He transformed the whole body into a process, switched freely between innocence and charm, and customized push and pull methods.
She made a lot of money from the teenager Gu Shisheng, and after playing tricks on herself, she was laughing at the nightclub.
The women around Gu Shisheng regard him as a hot commodity, playing and singing 18 martial arts.
This is the case with small environments, Gu Shisheng is used to being fancy and whistle.
If there is anything different between me and other women, it should be that I and him were eighteen years old.
First love begins, and a whole body is immature.
From the body to the soul, he possesses everything, and every part of me has his own mark, and it cannot be removed even if it is peeled and boned.
3
I have seen Gu Shisheng's white moonlight picking up girls.
is flashing in the marquee, the worst storm.
She was slumped on the sofa in her breast-exposed dress, her legs stretched forward.
She is thin and shriveled, and a little dark. If it weren't for the deliberate style imitating in her eyes, it would be hard to attract men.
She has a bad business, and her image is one aspect, and the most fundamental reason is that she has a dirty disease.
is funny.
She did nightclubs to raise her lover whom she loved deeply and had been paralyzed for many years.
When she was young, she conspired with her lover (or was used) and built herself into a love tool, deceiving feelings and gaining benefits from uninformed rich second-generation boys (similar to jump). After the incident broke, she broke her lover's legs and she was abandoned.
But today, she still never leaves the "lover" who sent her to men's beds after men.
It is hard to say whether it is affectionate or something else.
Maybe there are many ways to express love.
My best friend heard this and called me: "Are you very nice to you? Are you rushing to find a slap?"
I suddenly realized.
Best friend rubbed my head with some pity: "You might as well just seek money."
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ml0 money is a technical job.
I did a great job.
I have seen the chat records between those women outside and Gu Shisheng. The scale is very large, and they are all like kittens acting cute.
Either send a sexy photo saying that you have taken a shower, or "brother, brother" keeps calling.
is only worth tens of thousands of bags, jewelry, etc.
is quite cheap.
I didn't ask for these.
But Gu Shisheng is willing to give it.
I am a fashion designer and have a bit of fame. I have designed red carpet show for many celebrities, but I am not short of that little money.
Of course, a lot of businesses are the thread that Gu Shisheng is involved.
He is very willing to use his abilities and connections to give me some benefits through his fingers.
I have made a lot of money and I am content with my back against this big tree.
What's more, Gu Shisheng is romantic, remembers all kinds of festivals, and is full of surprises.
As his woman, I am quite spoiled.
The most impressive thing was when I was on a business trip in Paris, and I spoke with Gu Shisheng. I kept smiling during routine and said I missed him.
He whispered: Open the door.
I was shocked for a moment.
I lowered my head and opened the door. I saw Gu Shisheng holding 101 blue roses , holding a cigarette in his mouth, and smiling at me with a slutty smile. It seemed that he was the boy holding my hand in midsummer.
He pressed me against the wall.
lowered his head and kissed me.
I lost my mind in an instant.
A flower that has withered for a long time in my heart has bloomed and buds.
, but it was only a moment.
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Gu Shisheng went into the bathroom to take a shower.
I sat on the sofa, and the little girl looked down and sniffed the blue rose he brought, with a little joy of excitement.
is placed on the coffee table, and the WeChat message on his mobile phone pops up. It is a cute girl’s avatar: Where are you?
I am in the snow and ice.
I lowered my head and lit a cigarette.
glanced at the blue rose.
is just a rose.
Gu Shisheng wrapped a bath towel and came out, wiped the water from his head while walking, signaling me to take a shower. I lowered my eyes and walked over.
The white mist in the bathroom is spreading.
I wiped it away with my hands and stared at my beautiful face in the mirror.
then slapped himself in the face.
is awake?
I asked myself.
Follow Gu Shisheng, his heart is moved by the hell of the infinite.
I swear with me that I will never fall into hell again in my life.
6
When I came out, there was a three-layer fondant cake on the coffee table.
is my favorite, Snow White's appearance.
Gu Shisheng hugged me behind him, bit my earlobe and said, "Song Qingyu, today is your birthday, I'll celebrate your birthday for you."
My birthday?
My family is in a bad condition and I don’t know my birthday. When I first met him, I secretly regarded the day I met him as my birthday.
I have forgotten those things.
is hard for him to remember.
It turned out that the WeChat message that just popped up on his phone was sent by the waiter who delivered the cake.
but it doesn't matter anymore.
I untied the bath towel and bit my lips and applied the pale cream little by little to myself.
For the first time, he didn't look at me with that greedy look, and just lowered his head and smiled: "Jingyu, I've traveled thousands of miles away from France, either for this. I just suddenly felt that it's not easy for you over the years. A little girl has walked to this day alone. She doesn't even have a support. I want to see you, so I'll come."
I closed my eyes.
Tears were like pouring rain, shattering the ground.
I covered my eyes with one arm and cried loudly, Gu Shisheng, you know, you know everything before.
He pressed me against the wall and kissed me hard.
7
Have you watched "Roman Holiday"?
Gu Shisheng and I were in that crazy state that week in France.
The people coming and going in the world have nothing to do with us. Even if the sky collapses and the earth changes, even if the world changes, we just hug it like this, and then the sea will be destroyed, and it will be forever and forever.
We hold hands to Louvre , Arc de Triomphe , Notre Dame , Notre Dame is like the most ordinary couple in the world.
We embrace in the sunset, embrace by the endless sea, embrace on the top of the mountains, embrace in the infinity pool of a seven-star hotel.
When he left, I sank into the water alone, like a swelling corpse, straight.
Welcome to the real world.
I sat in the hotel bathtub, holding a knife in my right hand, and stabbed it again and again on my left wrist. The red blood seeped out, bit by bit, dyeing the water in the bathtub and
into a dark red color.
I was awake in the pain that was piercing.
I looked at the scars after scars on my left wrist. I closed my eyes and told myself to restrain myself, don’t be deceived by Gu Shisheng, never again, don’t.
forever, don't.
8
I was twenty-two years old, and my heart for Gu Shisheng gradually faded.
At that time, I had just graduated from college and found a job in another place.
Gu Shi’s birthday, I stood on the green car for 42 hours and rushed thousands of miles. The gray-headed man arrived, and he was drinking with his friends.
is probably drunk.
He faced his side with a wine glass and gestured to others, saying, don’t look at Song Qingyu’s appearance outside, it’s very cheap behind the scenes. If you give her 2,000 yuan, she can lick you comfortably.
The fox friends burst into laughter.
I saved money for three months and wanted to send his camera to the ground.
Gu Shisheng turned around and saw me, and was a little panicked. He wanted to stand up and chase me, but was held down by his friends and didn't come.
Gu Shisheng and I have a big gap in family conditions. When I was with him at first, I was still a student. I was especially afraid that he would misunderstand that I was greedy for his money. I was always careful. He gave me a bag and I would like to give me a watch.
I had no money, so I worked part-time outside, working as a tutor or etiquette model. Later, I designed clothes for people and opened a small studio. I was willing to work hard and earned some money, but most of them were "reciting" with him.
To be honest, it's quite tiring.
teaches and works.
comes back and slump in the bed like a dead dog.
But when I think of him, I burst into pieces.
It looks like Cinderella wearing glass shoes, sneaking into the amusement park like a little bee flying into the boundless sea of flowers.
Is love? Just like that, free will sinks, a leaf obstructs the eyes, and you can't see Mount Tai .
There is a saying that goes: I have worked hard for eighteen years before I can sit with you and drink coffee.
I asked myself that I worked hard enough and often drank coffee with Gu Shisheng.
thought we were all the people.
After all, I became frivolous.
I used the madness of overdrawing my body to exchange for a little pitiful self-esteem around him. I never thought that in his eyes, I was still so cheap, from body to spirit, and my love.
I tried my best.
I have nothing to say.
9
The first time I committed suicide was because of that incident. Of course,
did not die.
Gu Shisheng didn't know.
I am actually quite an ostrich.
I am afraid that when he knows, he will look at me with such contemptuous eyes, thinking that I am the kind of woman who relies on suicide to retain men and use death to scare others.
Some people say that Gu Shisheng and I shouldn’t have started at all. I should have been restrained from the beginning. After all, it is difficult to get to the top of the world by marrying into a wealthy family.
But if you can restrain yourself, how can you call love?
I met Gu Shisheng at the age of seven.
Even if he doesn't remember me.
At that time, I was ragged and dirty, wearing open-crotch pants, and stood at the village stuttering and eating.
Gu Shisheng held his mother's hand and got out of the black and shiny sedan.
He is very clean.
There are no frostbite on the hands, no snot on the face, and no stains on the collar.
He was wearing brand new sneakers and a small baseball cap, just like a rich young master walking out of the TV series.
I want to ask why his shoes and even his eyes are so clean, but I dare not.
Gu Shisheng's mother donated more than 5,000 books to the village Hope Primary School, and the village party secretary asked all of us to come out to pay tribute.
I am very envious.
How come there are so many books in his family?
. My dad didn't want me to go to school. I stole Wang Lihua's book next door. My dad took off his pants and hung it up and beat it with a pole that stirred pig food.
Gu Shisheng's mother is glamorous and is the wife of a pharmaceutical business owner in this city.
My mother is a crazy person.
My mother is pregnant again. The midwife said that she has a sharp belly and this fetus must be her son.
Before that, she had three children.
I didn't dare to walk towards Gu Shisheng, but Gu Shisheng walked towards me and put a mint candy in the palm of my hand. The cool taste of
made me both happy and sad. Thinking of such a good thing, I might only eat it this way in my life.
was in my mouth for a moment, and I couldn't bear to lick it. As a result, I swallowed it in my stomach "gudong", which made me sad for a while.
Gu Shisheng touched my head and told me to study hard and go to the outside world to see where there are mints that I can’t finish in my life, and there are too many things that are better than mints.
Gu Shisheng also said that he will go to A University. If possible, I hope I will take the A University exam. We will meet again when the time comes.
I opened my child's eyes and nodded like a chicken pecking at rice.
We also pulled the hook and met again when we grew up. We hung it on the hook and did not change for a hundred years.
Gu Shisheng asked me what my name was, but my name was actually Goudan.
I couldn't get the name. I kicked the stone under my feet and thought hard. I looked up and saw Xiaomai Qingqing, and said my name was Xiaoqing.
Gu Shisheng said he remembered it.
Then my crazy mother with disheveled hair and dirty faces came here. She knelt down to Gu Shisheng one by one, kept pushing me to him, and even forced him to give him a big flower cotton jacket.
This makes me feel embarrassed.
I was angry and threw the big flower cotton jacket into the river. Gu Shisheng went to pick it up and told me that I should cherish the gifts given by others.
At that time, he was the gentlest and kindest person in the world I have ever met.
I want to be such a person, too.
Later, I was rescued by the Public Security Bureau and found out that my mother was abducted and trafficked. She sewed a letter of help from Gu Shisheng in her big cotton jacket with rabbit skin , and he found it.
At that time, my mother had already bleeded and died of heavy bleeding when she gave birth to a son.
10
: Gu Shisheng is my life-saving benefactor.
If I had never known him, I would not have noticed his cleanliness, and thus I would have a yearning for the outside world.
If I knew him since the end, I would not have the chance to get rid of ignorance. My father would be sold to the lame old king in the neighboring village for 7,000 yuan. He spent 5,000 yuan to buy my mother and 2,000 yuan to raise me. He kept saying that he would pay back his money. Until now, he would either be beaten to death or have a child until his son.
After I was rescued, my grandmother raised me. My grandfather was already hit and killed by a car on the way to look for my daughter, and his eyes were not closed until he died.
Although the days later were hard, they were much better than the village before.
I am persistent in human beings.
I have been thinking about A Yamato Gu Shisheng
I always want to be as gentle as that young man back then.
After years of experience, the world has changed.
I searched for Gu Shisheng over and over again on the list of freshmen in University A that year, but I got nothing.
Thinking about it in a loss, that was just a joke from a child, so I took it seriously.
I was short of money at the time.
The grandmother who raised me was ill in bed and she had to repay her great kindness. I had to finish college and give myself a future.
My roommate gave me 2,000 yuan and asked me to chase the school grass.
At that time, my monthly living expenses were only 300 yuan.
The reason why my roommate had this idea was because she liked the school grass, and she had 160 pounds. She wanted to wait until she successfully lost weight before confessing to him. But the school grass was so handsome that there were too many girls around her. My roommate was afraid that he would be snatched away, so she asked me, who was outstanding in appearance, to take a trap and hold him up.
—Although roommates successfully lose weight, it has been 20 years later.
I have 2,000 yuan to help my roommate take the trap.
But he was falling in the first sight of him.
Gu Shisheng.
searched him for thousands of times, but when I looked back, the man was in the dim lights of .
He was already a junior at that time, and he jumped two levels in his studies. No wonder I couldn't find him in the big list.
I cried with joy.
looks like a fish that has been stranded for a long time and suddenly falls into the water.
I couldn't wait to tell him about my joys and sorrows and sorrows over the years, and when I wanted to shout loudly, "I did it, I did what you and I did that year, but I didn't break my promise."
Gu Shisheng just stood in front of me drunk, with a careless smile on his face, "You said, do you like me?"
I blushed and said, yes.
He supported his hands on his ears and came over to smile: "Speak louder."
My whole body was red.
Before I could answer, he pressed me against the wall at the corner with a "boom" and pressed my hands over the top of my head.
and kiss me.
kissed me hard and predatory.
My pupils dilated in an instant.
I am ashamed of that. At that time, I was poor in knowledge and I was still at the level of thinking that I would get pregnant if I kissed a man.
I am not a talented person. I took a lot of time to take the exam.
. It was not easy for my grandmother to support me in school. If I have a little free time, I either do housework or write down the hooks with Gu Shisheng on paper. The facts between men and women are not very good.
His unexpected kiss made me feel at a loss.
The whole person looks like a ripe peach, and he doesn't know where to put his hands.
"It's pretty good to pretend," Gu Shisheng patted my face, "Why are you women chasing me? Don't think I don't know."
My face turned red.
It is quite embarrassing to think that I took 2,000 yuan from my roommate to take up the pit, but he is Gu Shisheng. I can't do such a thing, I have to return 2,000 yuan to my roommate.
Gu Shisheng took me to his villa outside the school and hugged me and kissed me when he entered the door.
I was both ashamed and anxious, muttering, Gu Shisheng, how could you treat me like this? You can't treat me like this.
Gu Shisheng grabbed my neck and red eyes: "I spent money, I can."
was confused, pulling and pulling, and I couldn't bear to push him away.
Some things happened in a confused and inexplicable way, but they still happened.
He is not gentle.
has been saying during the period, don’t you women just need money?
I thought he was talking about the 2,000 yuan, and I was ashamed, and I couldn't raise my head in front of him.
After I went back, I returned the 2,000 yuan to my roommate. After she knew that Gu Shisheng was together, she slapped me and cried and scolded me for being traitorous and uneasy.
I have no choice.
It took a long time to pass. When I saw the photo of Gu Shisheng Bai Yueguang, I realized what he said in the villa at that time. After he drank, I looked so much like that girl again.
That day, he just found out that he had been deceived by Bai Yueguang. He was very sad, so he was confused and took everything back on me.
Through me, he always looked at another person.
