In May in the mid-1960s, my second brother was five years old, and the third brother died a few months after he was born. The fourth brother is coming soon!
One night, the stepmother suddenly woke up from a nightmare. In the dream, she saw more than a dozen men carrying a white coffin in her main hall.
When the group dispersed, a dozen people came, carrying a blue bald sedan chair and walked straight to the inner room and placed the sedan chair in the middle of her bed.
The stepmother woke up from her dream and was scared and sweated in a cold sweat. He remembered his dream very clearly, which made her puzzled.
After waking up from the dream, she changed her previous attitude and kept talking in front of me, but she didn't get the answer she wanted.
This dream made her unable to eat or sleep. The scenes in the dream are clearly visible. She talks to everyone and asks everyone she sees, hoping to find some cracking methods to resolve them.
However, in that era, people lived in remote rural areas. Rural people had never seen the world and were rather ignorant. After listening to the dreams mentioned by the stepmother, they were as confused as if they were listening to the heavenly books. They shook their heads. No one knew what the things that appeared in the dream meant.
In the countryside in May, the grass and trees are flourishing and the flowers are beautiful. The warm sunshine quietly melts the breath of the dead winter. After the breeze has experienced twists and turns, it brushes away the dust of time and silently covers the green every desolate land, giving people a sense of tranquility, tranquility and soothing.
The sky is pure and blue. People who work hard to live seem extraordinary in the fields due to their hard work.
The mother of the post-mother was pregnant. She didn't go to work that day and was preparing for delivery at home. Grandma didn't come, nor did she find a midwife.
She was sitting at the door doing needlework when she suddenly felt uncomfortable in her stomach and went to bed and gave birth.
No one in the family helped her. She delivered her baby herself, cut off the umbilical cord, and used a wire to ligate the umbilical cord to .
Rural people, life and death are fate! Fortunately, the mother and son were finally safe, and the fourth brother came to this world successfully!
The family likes to have a noble son, and my father comes back and is busy with everything, and focuses on his stepmother.
The customs in rural areas are to burn paper to announce the good news after three days.
My father had no money, didn’t buy meat, nor did he buy firecrackers, but he just bought a few fried dough sticks and a stack of yellow straw paper from the market.
He entered the door and saw his second brother standing in the sunlight at the door of the main hall, looking listless, so he reached out to take a fried dough stick and handed it to his second brother, and hurried to go for something else.
He didn't notice why his child was not energetic? It’s hot, why is the child still standing in the sun wearing a jacket?
Because he is well-behaved, he never cries or makes trouble. His beautiful big eyes set off on his square and thin little face, red lips, high nose bridge, smart and aura, and he is loved by everyone. How many people want to accept it as their adopted son, but they are rejected by their stepmother. It is because he is too good that he is easily overlooked.
No matter how good things are, he will ask for them, but if he doesn't give them, he will never fight or rob them, and if he doesn't want them. Gentle and kind, obedient and not naughty, playing alone, not playing with any children, he always gives in to others everywhere.
Due to poor family conditions, his stepmother had no milk when she was born and was fed by dry sweet potatoes and chewed black steamed buns.
There is no white noodles at home. My second brother has never eaten anything other than sweet potato cake noodles, let alone meat.
The children in the front yard eat white noodles and dipped in sesame paste every day, and improve their lives every week. They eat meat. They are all white and fat, tall and strong, and they play carefreely and watch all kinds of villain books.
. The children in the backyard are all pale and thin, weak and sickly, lack food and clothing! In comparison, the difference is so different, I feel ashamed of myself!
Every time I see these, I feel extremely emotional! I don’t know who to hate!
The stepmother only knows that the things from her grandparents are in the front yard and they don’t get them in the back yard. As for how many things there are, she doesn’t know!
If the stepmother knows the truth, she doesn’t know what she will feel in her heart?
My second brother has never worn new clothes. He has been wearing a double-breasted jacket made of an adult's old clothes and has been wearing it all the time!
Every time the stepmother puts him on my back, she will carry it for a long time. When it goes against his wishes, he will not pinch or catch people and cry, but will just break free from you.
Maybe it is because he is too good and too well-behaved that he is easily overlooked by adults?
reincarnation and reincarnation, he chose his parents, but his parents just gave him a short life! Is it the responsibility of not fulfilling the care for children? Maybe my parents are too busy with work?
In fact, I didn’t eat dried sweet potatoes tea for breakfast. At this time, he took the fried dough stick and held it in his hand and looked at it. He still didn't eat it, still stood there without moving, without speaking, without any expression, and no one paid attention to his abnormal behavior. No one cared about his actions of holding fried dough sticks that he had never seen before.
He stood in the sun for a long time, walked over and put the fried dough sticks on the table, and then returned to the sunlight at the door and stood in the sunlight.
After a while, the sun was sliding westward, and the one left at the door was Yinying. He walked to the house and lay on the head of his stepmother's bed and said, "Mom, I want to sleep, I'm sleepy."
The family had just one bed. The stepmother called me to carry him to the bed and let him sleep next to the stepmother and lean against the back wall.
The second brother was asleep and still not awake. How long is the day in May? In half the afternoon, the sun was hanging on the treetops. The stepmother remembered to touch her second brother's forehead with her hands, ah! So hot! At this time, I was asked to run to the field to find my father back.
In the 1960s, in our area, in addition to teaching students to read and read in schools, they had to go to the fields to participate in collective production labor on Sundays and holidays.
It was a Sunday. My father and the male labor force in the production team were hoeing grass in the sweet potato field in the field. When he heard me calling him, he put down his hoe and immediately went to the village to invite barefoot doctor Chen Gengming.
If my father had taken my second brother directly to the health center at that time, my second brother might not have died! But by some reason, my father went to ask Chen Gengming, a barefoot doctor who had always had prejudice against his father because of a will before his grandfather's death and his aunt's uncle's distortion, and misunderstood his relatives.
Chen Gengming went into the house with no regard for care and did not speak. He touched his second brother's forehead with his hand, without saying anything about the disease or whether he could be treated. Of course, if you can’t treat yourself, wouldn’t it be too shameless!
Chen Gengming opened the medicine box without saying a word, took out the metal needle tube, scalded the needle in boiling water, then took out an injection from the medicine box and sucked it into the syringe, gave the second brother an injection, wrapped a few packets of medicine, and twisted and turned away with the medicine box.
Barefoot doctor Chen Gengming, the younger brother of Chen Gengliang, who just died not long ago, is also the father of school pong who pushed his younger brother, Boss Chen, into the ice hole.
He is not tall, slightly fat, has a face that looks like a melon, and speaks slowly, making people anxious.
He has prejudice against his father, but it is just one of them. He also has another characteristic, which is to treat others. It is most taboo to ask others what disease the patient is suffering from, what injections he is given, and what medicine he is given.
Otherwise, he thinks you just don’t trust him, and he will ignore him and refuse to come to the hospital in time.
Our village is far away from the township health center, and the transportation is inconvenient. If anyone has a headache or fever, he must ask him to treat it in addition to carrying, dragging and consuming.Everyone is left to fate to cure bad luck. He respects the barefoot doctors in the village as gods and never dares to offend them!
, the last time my stepmother was treated, my father asked him what disease he had and what medicine he used, and he immediately changed his face to express his unhappiness. In addition, he had a prejudice against his father, and he was so angry that he kept resentment in his heart!
This time he asked him to treat his second brother. My father saw that he ignored him and dared not ask more questions. I don’t know what disease the second brother is, what injections he gave, and what medicine he brought!
It was late at night. After taking the injection and taking the medicine, my second brother never opened his eyes, did not cry or make a fuss, gasped in his nose, and was unconscious.
It was about one o'clock in the morning, and he suddenly opened his eyes and said, "Mom, I pee!" This is the last sentence my second brother said!
The mother did not get up, she reached out and lit the match and lit the kerosene lamp, put the newly born fourth brother aside, stretched out her hand to pull the second brother out of the bed, held the second brother's legs with both hands, leaned her butt on the bed, and let her pee on the ground.
After my second brother urinated, his body suddenly became soft and his stepmother couldn't hold it up.
stepmother was so scared, right? She was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that
My father was panicked and didn't say anything and shout. He quickly went out to find someone to tie a stretcher to the hospital
The mother and father had a quarrel, and they all shouted loudly. Of course, they quarrel all their lives, and they still revolve around their grandparents’ affairs, and use other people’s mistakes to get along with their own people!
Tonight was a bit abnormal. At the critical moment, they all became mute and didn't speak. No one called the second brother!
is afraid that night calls will disturb the neighbors? The room was very quiet. The person who tied up a stretcher didn't say anything when he entered the room. He was carried out silently and never came back!
I think if someone called my second brother's name loudly at that time, my second brother might not have died! I am an example. I have experienced death, and I was shouted loudly and pulled back to the world from the edge of death!
might be a hunch? After a while, the stepmother told me with tears in her eyes that she heard the sound of her second brother playing with water by the water tank in the kitchen and asked me to go out and take a look.
Night, so quiet that it makes people desperate! The darkness is gloomy and terrifying, without stars or moon, as if the horizon is heavily painted with thick ink!
One or two barkings came from outside the village, as if the crying sounds of the hidden demon shadow soul in the darkness around you...!
Not long after, the person who carried my second brother to the hospital for treatment came back. They did not walk to the health center. The second brother's body was cold and breathless, and buried his second brother on the spot!
A fresh little life fell under the carelessness and indifference of his parents. He left so hurriedly and silently!
The stepmother and her father were in regretful, heartbroken, and crying without tears!
I often think, why isn’t I the one who dies? If possible, I am willing to exchange my life for my second brother’s resurrection!
Let him live well, make up for the misfortune and lack of happiness in his childhood, and enjoy the truth, goodness and beauty of the world with all his heart! However, none of this can be saved!
Later, people were talking behind their backs: "This dream of my mother entering the family is so accurate. sending her one to her child , but taking one away!"
I think if I hadn't asked a barefoot doctor for treatment at that time and sent it to the hospital directly, my second brother wouldn't have left so suddenly!
If the stepmother was enlightened at that time, and found someone to crack it, if the second brother was asked to go out to hide, if the second brother did not sleep on that bed, if he called his name loudly when his body became weak, if the parents usually cared for their children, if...? Maybe it's another ending!
Sometimes, dreams also have certain hints, reminding you of everything that is about to happen, and blame you for not being able to resolve it!
A major change occurred in the backyard, and the front yard was as quiet as death, and no one stuck his head out to comfort him!
People in the village say that the front yard is like a prison and a grave! It should be said that it is the place where grandparents are imprisoned!
Grandma thought of going to the backyard many times, but was mercilessly stopped by the aunt and uncle, "Eat yours, drink yours, and care about so many things others do!" The voice was low and stern, which was very lethal to grandma. Grandma had no choice but to stop!
Did the aunt and uncle avenge that time she asked her grandmother to go to the front yard to help her steam buns, but was scolded by her stepmother?
They don’t let grandma coax children in the backyard, don’t let grandma take care of anything in the backyard, and don’t let grandma go out!
Otherwise, the grandfather’s will before his death, and the 150 silver dollars that the uncle gave to the backyard, wouldn’t it be cashed? Is that true? I can't figure it out.
So, after grandpa left, grandma couldn't walk out of the front yard half a step, and could not have an affair with the back yard!
Every time I see my grandma, she always lowers her head in shame and sighs, and keeps rubbing each other with her hands!
The mother gave birth to a third brother, and the second brother passed away. The family was sad and happy. With such a big change, the family was deserted, but no relatives and friends came to visit and comfort them, which caused a huge contrast with other families, which made me very confused at the time.
The mother and father didn’t eat or drink for a few days, and they were full of regrets and died of remorse. They had aphasia , and the whole family was immersed in grief! However, it's too late to do anything...
(original, documentary serialized, revealing the dark side of human nature)
