I am a stone girl. Once upon a time, I thought my life should be struggling in a dull and dull light.
nowadays.
The warm spring sun shines into the house through the window, and it is bright.
My mother-in-law is playing games with three-year-old Yubao, and her husband Jiang Jing is sitting at the table to handle business.
is warm.
My lips are slightly raised.
When I used to be, how could I have lived such a happy life?
Everything has to start from scratch.
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1.
I am Ye Zhen, born in the 1980s, a stone girl.
(Stone Girl, also known as stone core. This term is generally used among the people to refer to women who are born with innate sexual behavior. Usually refers to women whose body structure cannot intercourse with men with *sexual*. - From Baidu Encyclopedia)
I was very happy in the first 16 years.
Although they were born in an ordinary family, their parents were loving and their family conditions were not as poor as possible.
Until I went to junior high school, the good sisters around me came one by one. My aunt , but my aunt had not arrived for a long time.
My mother is a typical rural woman and doesn't care about it at all. She said that girls come here sooner or later, and it would be fine if they were a few years later.
Until I graduated from junior high school and turned 16 years old, my aunt had not come yet.
My parents panicked and hurriedly took me to the hospital for examination.
resulted in a bolt from the blue.
Doctor said that my situation is what people often call Stone Girl, and the situation is not very good, so I advised my parents to let me have surgery as soon as possible.
After asking about the cost of the operation, my parents were silent.
I followed my parents home again.
My mother didn't want to believe this result at all.
She slapped me hard: "You mourning star, why did I give birth to such a mourning star? When I was born, I should have thrown it into the urine bucket and drowned..."
I stood there and let her beat her, without moving, my heart was confused, but tears flowed down unconsciously.
Finally, my dad couldn't stand it and pulled my mom away: "What did you do to beat the child? The child didn't want it. The doctor said, this was born..."
"Born, born! The surname of Ye, you said that I didn't treat my daughter well, right?" My mom cried loudly.
My dad was obviously very irritable and raised his voice slightly: "Stop making trouble! No one wants to happen like this. Now the most important thing is to find a way to solve the problem."
My mom cried even more: "Solve the problem, solve the problem...you solve it! The doctor said, "A hundred thousand, how can we have this money now?"
In that era, the price was about 100,000 yuan, which was really an astronomical figure for a rural family.
(Note: I don’t know how much it costs to do this surgery in the 1990s. I didn’t find any relevant information. If any friend knows, please point it out. This number is for the need of the plot.)
My dad lowered his head silently after hearing this.
The room became quiet.
After a long time, my dad sighed: "Daughter, go back to your room. Don't worry, your disease will be cured by Dad."
I turned around with a silence.
In fact, at that time, I didn’t understand the meaning and influence of Shi Nu.
is the most sensitive period for girls to puberty. I even think, what is the importance of what the doctor said? It's still so far from me!
also has no idea what the parents' hysteria is for.
But my mother's words still hurt me.
2.
Actually, at that time, I already had an object I liked.
We made an appointment to go to the same high school, then go to the same university, and then fall in love when we get to college.
I forgot the news that the sky and earth were falling for my parents in a flash and buried it in my studies.
is about to end the summer vacation and I will go to high school soon. Although I was admitted to the school I wanted to take this time, it was a bit reluctant.
I need to work harder and work harder.
Only in this way can I get closer to the river view.
However, the blows of fate are one after another.
In order to save money for me to treat my illness, my dad and my mom went to work in the city together, leaving me alone in their hometown, and they came back once a year.
It's okay, I live in school and spend most of my time at school.
This year's Spring Festival, my dad was the only one who came back.
Dad, who is only under forty, suddenly turned white.
I looked at him alone and had a bad feeling in my heart.
I still asked with hope, "Dad, where is my mom?"
My dad was stunned for a moment, his expression was ferocious due to pain.
I bit my lower lip tightly: "She ran away with someone? Are you divorced?"
My dad was silent for a long time before nodding heavily.
He said to me in a hoarse voice: "Daughter, don't be afraid. Dad is there."
My eyes were red, but tears did not fall.
In fact, all of this is available.
When I first confirmed it, my mother kept muttering every day: Why did I give birth to a daughter like you? I can't stand it anymore, I can't stand it anymore...
At the beginning, I would be sad and crying. After
, I gradually became numb.
Then later, you can even think about whether she will disappear one day.
Now, she has just fulfilled what she said.
"Where has she been?"
My dad didn't reply, and I didn't ask again.
This Spring Festival seems particularly deserted.
In the past, my mother cooked, and my dad and I started.
This year, I became my chef and my dad.
My dad said he came, and I pushed him away and said that the food he cooked was not delicious.
He forced a smile and said, "Then I will try my daughter's skills."
Actually, I just want him to have a little more rest.
When there is too much salt in the stir-frying dish, when the fried croquettes are splashed with oil, I think, in the future, I must make a personal example and make this woman regret it.
New Year’s Eve dinner, looking at my dad’s trance, I poured it back into the pot in anger.
The moment he lowered his head, there was still water vapor in his eyes.
3.
Graduated from high school in a flash.
After three years of hard study, my hard work pays off. I finally got into the school I wanted to go to and was with Jiang Jing.
That summer afternoon after filling out your application.
Jiang Jing grabbed my hand.
He said, "Ye Zhen, the college entrance examination is over, let's fall in love."
I pinched my palm hard, looked up with a white face, and said to him, "But, Jiang Jing, I don't like you."
My face turned pale when I looked at Jiang Jing.
I looked at him at me in disbelief, his lips trembled a few times, and asked me, "Ye Zhen, what's wrong with you?"
I pretended to wave impatiently: "If you don't like it, you don't like it. What else do you want?"
"Then are all fakes we have been with in the past few years? Study and discuss exercises together..."
I tried to make myself smile brighter: "Jiang Jing, that's the help of classmates. Who made you have good grades?"
Jiang Jing angrily hammered the tree pole next to him: "Okay, okay, okay... Ye Zhen, you're ruthless!"
After saying that, he turned around and left.
I watched Jiang Jing's back disappear, and squatted underground like he was waking up from strength.
I am not the ignorant girl three years ago.
I understand what the stone girl means.
How can I be worthy of the river view like this?
For me, the best way to achieve is to let go.
even if it hurts again.
bad luck still spends our small family.
The day after receiving the admission notice , my dad’s colleague called and said something happened to him.
Only then did I realize that in recent years, my dad has been working on the construction site in order to make more money.
This time I fell from a high place and broke my leg.
I asked the address clearly, bought the ticket with my only money, and rushed over overnight.
When I arrived, my dad was already in the hospital.
He saw me and complained with red eyes: "What are you here to do! I will be discharged from the hospital in a few days."
I turned around and left.
He was anxious: "Daughter, don't be angry, dad is not trying to drive you away."
I took a breath and smiled: "Where do you want to go? I'll ask the doctor's condition."
After asking the doctor, I felt a little relieved.
is just a fracture, and it will be cured for a few months.
My dad didn't let me accompany him on the night, so I glared at him: "Don't be stubborn, I'm all adults."
My dad covered his face and was silently silent.
After a long time, I stepped forward and pried open his hand bit by bit: "I am really an adult. I can take care of you anymore. You don't have to take care of me in everything. I'm going to college in the second half of the year."
took away his hand and found tears in his hand.
I was a little panicked: "Dad, what's wrong with you? Does it hurt so much? I'll call the doctor."
My dad grabbed me, wiped his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "I don't hurt, it doesn't hurt. Daughter, I'm sorry for you. I originally thought that I could make up for the surgery fee in a few more months. But I didn't expect..." After
, he began to wipe his tears with the back of his hands.
I choked in my throat, my eyes were wet in an instant, and I turned around and gave him a tissue.
He took the tissue and wiped it, then looked up and said to me, "But it's okay, dad just lie down, and we don't have to pay the money from the hospital. When dad gets well, he can make money again, and he will be able to make up enough in a short while. He just needs to let his daughter wait for a while."
I can't help but the whimpering sound in my throat.
I hugged my dad and said, "Dad, don't worry about this. In a few years, when I graduate from college, I can make money by myself. If it really doesn't work, we won't cure it anymore, we won't cure it..."
My dad gently held my shoulder: "Silly child, what stupid things can you say? I've asked about this disease many times. When we save enough money, we'll go to treat it. Don't be afraid."
I looked at my dad's hair that was already full of hair in his early forties, thinking about how he went around in various hospitals and asked how many times he should have rolled his eyes.
My tears couldn't stop.
In the end, my dad coaxed me and I stopped crying.
4.
Before my father was discharged from the hospital, I rented a cheap single room near the hospital.
is worn, but the area is not particularly small.
I used a curtain to separate it in half.
after discharge.
My dad was sleeping on the bed, and I was on this side of the curtain, and the cool mat was put on, and it became the simplest bed.
My dad was reluctant to let me sleep on the ground and kept changing with me. Finally, I made a few fierce words and stopped.
Occasionally, in the middle of the night, I heard his uncontrollable crying sound.
I can even imagine his shaking shoulders and his mouth that he tried his best to cover.
I didn't say anything, but just made up my mind that I must change my destiny.
When my dad got a little better, I started working in summer vacation.
My dad said, "Daughter, you have to take care of me and go to work, you're so tired. Let's not go, Dad still has money, but the money for treatment is not enough. Don't worry, you can make money immediately when your dad gets better."
I shook my head, "I feel panicked when I'm idle all day."
I can't put the burden of life on this middle-aged man who has been bent on his back.
On the day I went to school to report, I brought my dad with me.
It will take some time for him to fully recover, and I am not at ease with him alone.
This time my dad didn't refuse.
I know, and he doesn't feel at ease with me either.
Life is busy passing by between class and taking care of dad.
Until one day, I passed by Jiang Jing at school.
My heart hurts.
I raised my smile and wanted to say hello to him.
But Jiang Jing didn't even look at me, and walked straight over.
I collapsed, and my heart was almost crushed by the depression.
We will do this in the future, right? Be the strangest stranger.
The next moment, my hand was grabbed.
I turned around and saw Jiang Jing’s expressionless face.
I was slightly stunned, and there was a sweet feeling in my heart jumping.
Jiang Jing walked up to me and said solemnly: "Ye Zhen, I decided to start pursuing you. You have the right to refuse, but I also have the right to pursue you."
After saying that, he looked at me deeply, turned around and left.
I was confused.
A moment later, I realized that my heart felt as if I had eaten candy, so sweet that I felt so sweet.
4.
Since then, the river view has frequently appeared in my life.
I live in school, and after class I go to the rental house to see my father.
Every morning, Jiang Jing will step on the spot to send me breakfast.
Go to the library to take a seat for me.
Give me an umbrella on rainy days.
Give me ice cream in summer.
I looked at Jiang Jing seriously: "Jiangjing, we can't do it. You don't want to do this anymore. "
Jiang Jing pursed her lips: "Why is it impossible? Ye Zhen, I really like you. We made an appointment to go to high school and go to college together since junior high school, and we fell in love when we went to college. The previous 99 steps were all gone together, why did you change your mind in the last step? "
My heart twitched.
But I can't say anything, there is no reason, I can't find an excuse.
My heart was blocked and I couldn't breathe.
The silence spread for a long time.
It seemed that after a long time, Jiang Jing said firmly: "Ye Zhen, your eyes can't deceive me, you have me in your eyes. I won't give up. "
I looked at his back, and a small voice in my heart shouted: Accept him, it's just a relationship, and I won't get married.
My hand was squeezing in the air, nothing.
I smiled, and I felt infinite sadness in my heart.
My entanglement with Jiang Jing lasted for a whole year.
On this weekend, I went back to my father's rent and helped him clean and cook.
My father kept staring at me, but he just didn't say anything.
I couldn't help but ask, "Dad, what's wrong? If you have anything, just say it, I will be so nervous that I can't watch it. "
My dad smiled and said, "Is there a boy who has been pursuing you? "
I was shocked and blurted out: "How do you know? "
My dad pointed to the window.
I looked out of the window. It was Jiang Jing's back left.
My heart tugged.
My dad said, "It's been a long time, every time you come over, I see him." I was just thinking, is it the boy you like? "
This time I was silent.
My dad touched my head and then said, "Daughter, if you meet someone you like, be brave. Your disease can be cured. Dad has earned enough money. You don’t have to think that you are not good. In Dad’s eyes, my daughter is the best woman in the world.
Dad hasn't read so many books and doesn't understand the great principles, but he knows that everything in this world has to be tried before he can say it can't be done. It's okay, no matter what happens, dad is there. "
My nose felt sore and I almost burst into tears.
I nodded solemnly and replied, "Okay. "
That's right. Even if I'm injured, my father is there and my home is there. What am I afraid of?!
The classmates said they don't understand me. They obviously have feelings for Jiang Jing, but they refuse to nod their heads to agree to be together.
When the first semester of the sophomore year was halfway through, Jiang Jing suddenly disappeared from my life.
I can hear my classmates discussing his name, but I rarely see him.
I seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, but I felt more disappointed in my heart.
Later I heard that Jiang Jing was close to a beautiful woman of the same family.
My heart hurts a little.
Just one moment.
I held it down.
Can't hurt.
This day, after the tutoring class, it was already evening.
I was blocked by Jiang Jing in the woods next to the dormitory building.
Jiang Jing smelled a little alcoholic, and he stared at me tightly: "What should I do? Ye Zhen, I can’t forget you, I can’t forget you at all.
I tried to get close to other girls, but there was nothing I could do. None of them are you.
Ye Zhen, give me a reason to completely give up, okay? "
I looked at the familiar face and remembered my father's words that day.
I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, and said softly: "Jiang Jing, because I am a stone girl. "
Jiang Jing seemed to not understand, and he leaned closer slightly: "What? "
" Stone Girl.You can go back and check Baidu and give me the answer. "
After saying that, I turned around and left. The moment I turned around, I saw Jiang Jing's eyes red in a daze.
I think he knew it, right? I know what it means, right?
Is our fate really over here?
I hope he won't tell others this secret.
5.
The next day, Jiang Jing sent me a message.
[Are you saying true?]
[Hmm.]
[I want to see you.]
[Okay.]
I think the time for the real farewell is here.
Before going downstairs to see Jiang Jing, I put on the only white skirt and put on light makeup with my roommate's makeup.
I want to say goodbye to him with the most beautiful look.
In the woods.
River view looked at me with bloody eyes.
I think he wouldn't be trying to hit me, right? Because of my concealment over the years.
If I really want to hit me, will I run away?
"Ye Zhen, what's the reason you are on the horse rejecting me? "
Jiang Jing's voice was hoarse.
I closed my eyes.
I was really angry.
Just hit me and I asked him to hit me, which was a complete part of the youthful friendship between us.
The next second, my lips touched the hot and soft lips.
I suddenly opened my eyes wide.
Jiang Jing's hand covered my eyes.
My eyes It was dark before.
In addition to vision, the other five senses became extra sensitive.
I also heard my heartbeat very fast.
When I almost thought I was about to faint, Jiang Jing let me go.
I opened my eyes and looked at him helplessly: "You...you..."
Jiang Jing smiled: "I didn't sleep all night last night. I checked a lot of information about the stone girl, and they all showed that this can be cured. "
I bit my lower lip lightly and plucked up the courage to say, "It can be cured, but maybe I will never have a child in this life. "
" I don't want children, I just want you. "
" You will regret it. "
" I won't. "
" You will. "
" Ye Zhen, I don't regret it's not your turn to decide. Just tell me if you like me? "
My breathing was stagnant.
A moment later, my face seemed to be hot.
Jiang Jing laughed out loud: "Ye Zhen, you blushed, you like me. So, let's be together. "
I looked up at the river view.
Under the warm autumn sun, his eyebrows were on his temples and his eyes were amazingly bright.
This time, I finally compromised with the most primitive desire in my heart.
I nodded and said, "Okay. "
Jiang Jing picked me up and turned around several times.
I experienced a throbbing feeling in this season of falling leaves flying.
I went to do oral mucosal transplantation and vaginal reconstruction in the year after my senior year.
My father kept urging me to go, and I dragged it for a long time.
Seeing that I could no longer drag it, I made up my mind.
On the day I was discharged from the hospital after the operation, my father covered his face and cried.
I looked at him helplessly: "Dad, I'm all right now, shouldn't you be happy? "
" But the doctor said, you will never have your own children in your life. We were all the ones who harmed you, we were all the ones who harmed you..." A big man was crying downstairs of the hospital. I had been checking the information repeatedly and prepared to accept it bit by bit.
I was busy looking for tissues for my dad: "It's okay, I don't care, if it doesn't work, it won't work. This is not your fault, why are you blaming yourself? Or do you think I can’t leave you a bloodline and pass it on? Then you can give birth to another one by yourself, you will not grow old. "
"What are you talking about, girl! "
My dad finally stopped crying and scolded me.
I laughed: "Dad, in life, what do you want to do so much. It depends on fate for children. You, don't think too much. "
My dad sighed: "Dad knows you are with that boy. Have you told me about this situation?
I was thinking that if you can cure it, then hide it from it first.But now that the doctor said this, I have lost this idea.
We cannot hide such things, even if we get married in the future, we cannot hide them. "
I felt warm in my heart and hugged his arm: "Okay, your daughter knows the right way, so she has said it long ago. As for falling in love, take one step at a time..."
" Ye Zhen! ! ! "
The screams of gritting teeth almost scared me to death.
I turned my head stiffly and saw the river view with a dark cloud on my face.
" Jiangxi, why are you here? "I smiled and said hello.
Jiang Jing ignored me, but instead strode forward, walked up to us, and greeted my dad politely: "Hello uncle! I am Zhenzhen’s boyfriend Jiang Jing. "
My dad responded hesitantly: "Hello, hello..."
paused, and my dad said: "You heard what we just said? "
Jiang Jing nodded.
My dad sighed: "The doctor said Zhenzhen would never be able to be a mother in this life, so you should think carefully and discuss it with your family. "
Jiang Jing opened his mouth, swallowed the words he wanted to blurt out, and solemnly replied: "Okay. "
6.
Since that day.
Until I found an internship, Jiang Jing did not contact me.
I finally couldn't help but call him.
shut down.
One day, two days, three days...
My disappointment was accumulating little by little.
However, fate did not treat me preferentially .
After my internship for a month, something happened to my dad.
fell from a high-rise building during construction and died on the spot.
After receiving the call, I stumbled to the scene.
The police have arrived.
I went to the end of the day.
Looking at the bloody person, I had no way to believe that this is my dad.
"Dad! ! ! "
That pool of dark red blood became my last memory of my father.
I woke up again, in the hospital.
Nurse said it was the police who sent me here.
Memory cage, and I ran to the police station like crazy.
They told me that it was an accident.
When I sent my father to the funeral home, it was cloudy.
Jiang Jing's phone number one after another, and I pressed it and then turned it off.
But he seemed to be tired.
I finally answered the phone.
"Zhenzhen, where are you? Not at home? "
Hearing this familiar voice, all my strong shells cracked at this moment.
"River View, River View, Dad is gone..." I heard my low voice.
Jiang Jing was silent for a moment, and then said hurriedly: "Where are you? I'll come over right away. "
I posted the location.
20 minutes later, Jiang Jing found me.
I threw myself into his arms and cried loudly.
This is the first time I cried after my father had an accident.
Jiang Jing accompanied me to the funeral home.
My father's body was repaired and finally turned into what he was before his death.
Maybe It was the staff who saw him pitiful. Maybe he saw me coming to show him happiness. The corners of his lips raised slightly, like a very light smile.
I stroked his face, remembering that when he came out when he was a child, he always brought some snacks for his favorite daughter.
I remembered that when my mother scolded me, he never had a dispute with my mother, and always protected me, and finally let my mother transfer her anger to his head.
Thinking of me The Spring Festival of the year when my mother left, there was a bitter smile on his face, and his words: Dad, don’t be afraid, there is still dad here.
Thinking of the year of high school summer vacation, he was reluctant to eat or drink after being injured, and just wanted to leave the best for me.
Thinking of him working hard all his life and never enjoying a blessing for a day.
Thinking of me never seeing my father who loves me the most again.
I started crying.
At first, she cried silently, and choked in a low voice, and finally became a heart-wrenching cry.
Dad! What should you do if your daughter leaves?
Who will ask her to add clothes?
Who will ask her if she has enough food or clothes or warm clothes, and if she has money to spend?
Who will tell her, daughter, don’t be afraid, there is still dad.
Dad, I haven’t had time to be filial to you yet.We agreed that when I got to work, I would rent a bigger house and let the whole family be together.
Dad, why did you leave without saying a word?
Dad, don’t you leave, okay?
Jiang Jing hugged me tightly and said over and over again: "Zhenzhen, I am here. With me here, I will be there all the time. Don't be afraid, Zhenzhen, Jiang Jing is there all the time."
shed tears and I took back my father's ashes.
The next day, I took leave and returned to my hometown.
Because my dad said before, he would go back to his hometown one day.
also told me that when he went, he would bury him next to his grandparents. In this way, some people chat with him, so they are not lonely.
Jiang Jing accompanied me back.
I asked someone to set up a tomb next to my grandparents' grave and put my father's ashes in with my own hands.
A handful of loess covers a pile of dry bones.
During decades of life, it turns into void in a blink of an eye.
7.
0 Jiang Jing stayed with me in my hometown for a month before I recovered.
Reminds of Jiang Jing's disappearance before my father's accident.
I asked him sincerely: "Did you figure it out?"
Jiang Jing looked at me in confusion.
A moment later, he understood and clicked on my forehead: "What are you thinking about!"
I asked again: "Is it because your family doesn't agree? If you don't agree, forget it. You have also seen that in this life, parents and relatives are really important."
Jiang Jing sighed: "My dad really doesn't agree, but I have convinced him. My mom agrees very much."
I turned my head and thought, "Why, forget it?"
Jiang Jing glared at me: "Don't talk nonsense!"
I sighed and did not continue this topic.
After returning to work in the internship company, I plunged into work.
always uses busyness as an excuse to distance the distance from the river view bit by bit.
Half a month later, Jiang Jing found me.
"Zhenzhen, why are you alienating me?"
I said innocently: "No. It's the internship stage that you have to learn everything, so you're too busy."
Jiang Jing sighed: "You must also pay attention to your health."
"Yes. OK. So are you."
"Let's have dinner together at night?"
"No, I have to work overtime at night, just deal with a few bites."
left unhappily again.
Three months later, weekend.
worked overtime for a month in a row, and I finally got a rest on this day.
At 10 am, Jiang Jing dug up from the bed.
"What are you going to do? Jiang Jing, I'm so tired and want to sleep!"
"Yes. I know. Take you to a place, and you'll come back to sleep after you go."
"Jiang Jing, but I don't want to go. Why are you doing this now? You don't care about other people's feelings at all." I took the opportunity to show my skills.
"Ye Zhen, don't make trouble. Listen to me today, and listen to you no matter what you want to do in the future."
Jiang Jing's words silenced me.
I casually put on a T-shirt and jeans and went out.
When I arrived at the place, I realized that it was seeing his mother.
people became nervous in an instant.
Instead, he thought of his purpose and gave up.
, it's all anyway.
Jiang Jing's mother is very beautiful and looks young.
She pulled me down and waved to Jiang Jing: "You go to the milk tea shop on the street in front to buy us milk tea. I want more pearls for black sugar pearls. Where are you?"
I was a little uncomfortable with the sudden intimacy, so I gently broke away and said, "Whatever you want, I drink everything."
Jiang Jing turned around and went out without hesitation.
I was already thinking about what Jiang Jing’s mother meant and had the purpose of it.
is asking me to give up her son?
Do you want to smash a check?
Thinking of this, I was amused by my wild thoughts.
I thought I was shooting an idol drama.
Jiang Jing’s mother looked at me with a smile: "Zhenzhen, you are so beautiful."
I said politely: "Auntie, you are also very beautiful, and you look very young."
Jiang Jing’s mother smiled even happier.
"Zhenzhen, I won't go around with you anymore.I heard from Jiang Jing that you ignored him these days. Is it because he suddenly lost contact some time ago and I feel a knot in his heart? "
I haven't asked him about Jiang Jing's loss of contact in those days, and he didn't tell me.
"There is nothing, I'm just that I've been a little too busy recently. Jiang Jing is really, why do you tell you everything? "I complained as if it was true or false.
Jiang Jing's mother laughed: "He, I'm anxious. At that time, he called us and said roughly. His dad asked him to go back. After returning, the father and son talked for a long time. His dad didn't agree so he became popular and got into a fight with his dad. His dad locked him in the room in anger and kept his cell phone off. "
I nodded, my eyes a little loose.
Actually, I think these are not very important to me now.
Jiang Jing's mother looked at me and continued, "Actually, I am also a stone girl. "
This sentence was like a thunderclap in my ears.
I stood up in a flash.
I noticed my misconduct and sat back with a red face: "Auntie, don't joke around in this matter. "
Jiang Jing's mother smiled calmly: "How could I joke about this kind of thing? I mean it is true. I am also a stone girl. In those days, medical care was underdeveloped and parents lacked common sense, so they struggled all year round to have enough time to care about other things.
I only discovered it after I got married to Jiang Jing's father. The luckiest thing is that Jiang Jing’s father and I got married when we were in a free relationship. After
, Jiang Jing's father did not dislike me either. Instead, he was all kinds of comfort and took me around to see the doctor. Later, his father and I adopted Jiang Jing. Jiang Jing knew about this since he was a child. He didn't think it was anything.
So, Zhenzhen, this matter is no big deal for Jiang Jing and us.
As for Jiang Jing’s father starting to disagree with you, the most important thing is that he has suffered too much fatigue with me over the years, and he can’t think about it for a moment, and he doesn’t want Jiang Jing to be the same as him anymore. But this old man has figured it out now.
Zhenzhen, let’s not be skeptical about him, okay? "
Jiang Jing's mother spoke slowly, and she was even more careful at this moment.
My heart felt warm.
All self-protection defenses were instantly put down a few days ago, revealing the softest inner insides.
I am a stone girl, I know such pain.
Also understand how big the prejudice ordinary people have towards stone girls.
At this moment, in order to relax my heart, Jiang Jing's mother even told me that she had met for the first time.
said that she was not moved, it was fake.
I took the initiative to hold Jiang Jing's mother's hand: "Auntie, Jiang Jing and I are really good. I've just been too busy lately. real. "
Jiang Jing's mother smiled: "Then let's discuss the wedding date? "
I hesitated, a little at a loss.
As soon as I looked up, I saw the river view.
He frowned and looked at me: "Do you still have to consider this matter? "
I just laughed.
" I'm thinking about when it's good. Three years later, is that good? "
After all, my dad just passed away.
" OK. "
Three years later, Jiang Jing and I held a wedding in his hometown.
His parents bought a house for the city where we worked, which wrote the names of the two of us.
Then, Jiang Jing and I adopted a baby boy who had just been born in the orphanage and named it Jiang Yu.
In order to help me take care of Jiang Yu, my mother-in-law took the initiative to separate from her father-in-law and came to our house.
She never felt sorry for me, but treated me like her daughter.
In the words of her mother-in-law, "We all have the same fate, but I am not bitter, but sweet. I hope you can be sweeter. "
Time flows slowly.
Days are long.
When I was visiting the tomb in Qingming Festival, I sat on my dad's grave and chatted with him softly.
Dad, don't worry about me anymore.
I'm fine now.
Found someone who treats me sincerely, and even my mother-in-law treats me like a daughter.
There is also a son, and I just kowtowed to you, called Jiang Yu.
The wind blows by, blowing the ashes of paper money and rising high.
I seem to hear my dad answering me: Then I'll be relieved, daughter.
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