My husband is the most beautiful man in the capital and the emperor's favorite youngest son. He doesn't fight for power or love, and his only hobby is to spoil me. He spoiled me into the most enviable woman in the whole capital.
It is widely rumored in the public that "I should be like Song Wanxin with a daughter, and marry her as Princess An."
But although I am the glorious Princess An Song Wanxin, I have a secret as heavy as a mountain.
Song Wanxin...
is actually my sister's name.
1.
At the Mid-Autumn Festival Palace Banquet, I quietly looked at the new top scorer for a long time.
Tsk, she looks so handsome.
During this banquet, he sat upright and straight, just like a spotless banished immortal. Especially when the maid approached him and poured wine with a sweet smile, he looked so cute.
No wonder it makes the most beautiful girl in the capital so devotedly.
I couldn't help but bend the corners of my mouth.
"Um..." My face was suddenly pinched.
Apart from my jealous husband, His Highness, King An, can anyone do such an outrageous thing?
I quickly pushed his hand away, "Father hasn't left the seat yet, don't mess around!"
But he refused to give in, "Is this No. 1 winner more attractive than me? Is the soul gone?"
"How is it possible, it's not one tenth of my husband at all!"
He still had a dark face, "Ha, one tenth of me?"
I looked at him and smiled softly, "I can't even compare to my husband's toes, right?"
He then stretched his eyebrows and peeled a grape and stuffed it into my mouth.
"I feel so sweet, I will definitely love you when I go back tonight." Then I bit my ear, "That's all night."
I blushed and punched him gently.
The eldest princess sitting opposite us suddenly laughed, "The No. 1 beauty in the capital is indeed powerful. The ninth brother who can make the cold-hearted younger brother become so warm and considerate now. I am afraid that no one in the world has this ability anymore."
Upon hearing this, I subconsciously tightened my body.
The number one beauty in the capital is not me, but my sister - Song Wanxin.
2.
That's right, I'm a fake.
I have been married to An Wang Chuqing for two years under Song Wanxin's name. Chu Qing's love for Song Wanxin was a beautiful story known to everyone in the streets and alleys for more than ten years.
After all, the combination of the first beauty and the first beauty is a good story of the good marriage in heaven and earth.
Song Wanxin is the prime minister's legitimate daughter, with both talent and beauty. And I, Song Xiaoyu, is just a shameless and humble concubine in the Prime Minister's Mansion Chaihuoyuan. It was only because I looked like Song Wanxin that when King An came to marry Song Wanxin, the Prime Minister took it out of the Chaihuoyuan by the Prime Minister and forced me to imitate Song Wanxin's every frown and smile, and imitated it day and night for a full half year, and then married into Prince An's mansion instead. The reason for
generation of marriage is ridiculous.
Song Wanxin heard that King An wanted to lead troops to fight and was afraid of being a widow. Moreover, she did not like men who were stronger than her since she was a child. She only liked to lick dogs, so that she could satisfy her dream of being a lofty princess. So she wanted to marry a disciple of the Prime Minister's Mansion, and everything was followed by Xu Yanshu.
And my prime minister's father, who was originally more sleek than a fox, was so fond of Song Wan that he was so demented. He knew that once he was exposed to his marrying and fooling King An, he would be a death sentence of unpardoned killing, but he still took the risk...
And what about me?
Of course I picked up a treasure for nothing!
King An is completely the treasure in the emperor's heart. Apart from not passing the throne to him, he was simply giving whatever he wanted. What's more, King An himself is tall and handsome, and he is the dream lover of countless noble ladies in the capital.
But he looked down on no woman except Song Wanxin. He was over 20 years old and never even wanted a concubine!
Although I had just married Chu Qing, I was really trembling and couldn't sleep at night... I was afraid that he would see the flaws and chopped my head!
But gradually, I am not afraid.
Because he is so nice to me, so good that I feel that even if things are exposed and he is hacked to death, I will be worth it in this life...
as selfish as me, and the only hope is that Song Wanxin and Xu Yanshu can be loving and happy for the rest of their lives! In that way, I can get down to the point of getting old with Chu Qingbai.
So I saw Xu Yanshu studying hard for many years at the palace banquet tonight and finally became the top scholar. I predicted his bright future, and I was really happy from the bottom of my heart. Who knew that the eldest princess's next words would completely mess me up.
3.
"Father, you are just watching the ninth brother and Wangxin show their love. I am afraid that you would have forgotten your daughter?"
The eldest princess was born to the queen. She is arrogant and arrogant, and dares to speak and do.
The emperor smiled and twisted his beard, followed her gaze and looked towards Xu Yanshu.
"Haha, Yin Yin reminds you well. With the festive atmosphere of Mid-Autumn Festival today, I will announce another great event."
Eunuch Zhao next to the emperor immediately said, "The new top scholar Xu Yanshu will follow the imperial edict!"
My eyebrows tightened.
"In accordance with the will of heaven, the emperor ordered: My beloved daughter Chu Yin is virtuous, kind, beautiful, wise and filial; now, the new top scholar Xu Yanshu climbs toads and wins osmanthus, has five knowledge and noble character, and is actually a talented man and beautiful woman. He is a good match for God. Therefore, I issued an order to make Xu Yanshu the eldest princess' son-in-law, choose an auspicious day to get married, and I admire this!"
Everyone's congratulations were endless, but I only felt that my eyes were dark...
Suddenly saw Xu Yanshu. The book did not accept the order and knelt down and said, "I am thanking the emperor for his appreciation, but I am really not worthy of the eldest princess. I have already married in my hometown of Qingzhou . How dare I feel wronged the eldest princess? Please think twice."
The emperor didn't care and waved his hand with a smile, "Yinyin is not a narrow-minded person. Since she likes you, she will not make things difficult for your concubine."
The implication is that I betrothed the princess to you, and the other women will be concubines under the princess' feet from now on.
I took a breath of air conditioning. With Song Wanxin's spoiled temperament, how could she be willing to be a concubine?
"The first wife and I know you, and I have kindness to you. I will never do anything to make your wife sad. I beg the emperor..."
Before Xu Yanshu could finish his words, the emperor was not upset, and the eldest princess slapped the table first.
"Okay, Xu Yanshu, don't be so careless about the twists and turns. Do you look down on me as older than you and a widow?"
The eldest princess is a few years older than Xu Yanshu, and she has died two prince consorts in succession. This is known to everyone.
Xu Yanshu hurriedly looked at the eldest princess, "I dare not. I am a man who is a humble man, and the emperor is so kind. It really makes me frightened. I must never defile the eldest princess and defile the royal family. Please think twice with the emperor."
"Don't tell me these literary nonsense!" The eldest princess sneered, "Now I will accept the order quickly, I will not be skeptical with you for the time being. If I continue to be ignorant and force me to be anxious, I will make you a widower?"
What a virtuous and kind good match...
Xu Yanshu was stunned. He opened his mouth but didn't say a word.
Eunuch Zhao took the opportunity to stuff the imperial edict into his hand. The emperor smiled and called out, "Okay, okay, since Xu Aiqing has accepted the imperial edict, I will send someone to settle the wedding day as soon as possible!"
I endured my headache and ended until the palace banquet ended.
In the carriage back home, I hugged Chu Qing tightly, curled up in his arms and refused to let go.I am afraid that once I let go, I will no longer be his Princess An...
4.
Since I was born, no one has ever regarded me as a human being.
Chu Qing is the first person who really loves me, loves me, and respects me.
So, even though I knew that his lover was not me at all... I was still involved in the drama.
I am very scared, I am afraid that I will lose him...
lingering all night.
I have never taken the initiative before, which made Chu Qing almost crazy. Afterwards, he hugged me tightly and kissed me with satisfaction, I asked softly, "The emperor loves his husband the most. Can you say a few words for Xu Yanshu tomorrow? As long as the emperor agrees, the eldest princess will no longer make things difficult for Xu Yanshu."
"What does Xu Yanshu do to be your son-in-law?" Chu Qing held up my face and pinched my nose, "Do you really like him? Are you not afraid of me being angry?"
I also know that this request is ridiculous, but I want to make the final effort for myself.
"Does your husband really love me?"
"Nonsense."
"Then if the emperor wants to arrange a strong wife for his husband and let me be low and small, what will your husband feel? What will he do for the rest of his life?"
Chu Qing was silent.
I leaned in his arms.
"I just felt a little sympathy. Besides, Xu Yanshu knew that the saint's will was difficult to disobey, but he did not rush to the enemy. Instead, he dared to fight for his first wife, which shows his integrity. If your husband can help him this time, when this person makes great achievements in the future, he must be his husband's arms."
Chu Qing thought for a moment and kissed me and smiled.
"It's hard for my heart to be soft-hearted, and I'm still thinking about it everywhere. According to you, I'll see my father tomorrow morning."
My heart was finally lost.
The emperor has never rejected any request from Chu Qing, and hopes that the same will be true this time...
The next morning, I sent him to the door of the mansion.
He had already gotten on the carriage and suddenly came down and looked at my forehead, then helped me tighten my outer robe carefully.
"You kept talking in the sleep in the middle of the night, and you were covered in sweat . You were like this every time before the wind and cold. I sent the imperial doctor to show you that it is heavy. It is better to be careful. Don't run around today, wait for the imperial doctor to come here, huh?"
If it were the past, I would definitely respond with a smile, and I always felt that the future was long. But today, my eyes were red.
No one is so nice to me. Never...
Chu Qing smiled and wiped the corners of my eyes, and gently scraped my nose, "Xiaojiaobao, I will come back as soon as possible."
"Okay, I'll wait for you." I went back to my room obediently and waited for the imperial doctor.
Unexpectedly, the imperial doctor did not wait, but waited for the people from the Prime Minister's Mansion.
5.
In the Prime Minister's Mansion, I met Song Wanxin, whom I hadn't seen in two years.
She had obviously cried, her eyes were very red, and the first thing she said to me was, "Come back, I regret it, I regret letting down King An's sincerity!"
My heart hurts.
"Actually, Xu Yanshu has been fighting for you last night..."
Song Wan was furious and interrupted me angrily, "What's the use of fighting for? Do he dare to resist the order and not marry? Gong Yan's father was also present. Do he dare to agree at once?"
"What's more, the eldest princess and I have never dealt with each other. The more he fought for me, the deeper the old witch hated me! And after he returned to his house yesterday, his words were all in his own way, so I could not help but understand him.When the old witch comes to marry, what status do I have in this family? Can I still live? I don't want to live like this! "
"Mom is really not wrong. A man's vow cannot be believed at all! Dad loves his mother so much, but has he still had evil seeds with others?"
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cried for a while, and she probably realized that she had said it too much, so she stepped forward and grabbed my hand.
"Good sister, thank you for the past two years. It is because you learned from me that King An's feelings for me have not diminished at all. Sister, you are better than me in life. It is the most suitable for you to go to Xu Yanshu to deal with the old witch. I want to go back to King An and spend my whole life with him. Anyway, he has never loved you. He has always been me since he was a teenager's eyes. You know, sister, right?"
Yes, Chu Qing has never loved me...
This sentence alone is enough to kill my heart.
I asked hoarsely, "If the emperor takes back his life, Xu Yanshu doesn't have to marry the eldest princess, what are you planning?"
Song Wanxin raised her chin proudly, and her extremely beautiful apricot eyes turned over.
"I just want to be my favorite Princess An now! I don't want any other men!"
Seeing that I didn't talk to you for a long time, she threw away my hand and said angrily, "Song Xiaoyu, don't toast or not eat and drink!"
"If you don't want to change, I will ask my dad to sell your mother to a tray to pick up customers, ruin your appearance, and marry the two butcher Zhang brothers in the countryside of Qingzhou... The two butcher Zhang brothers are about the same age as their dad. Because of their ugly appearance, they are still a bachelor. The two brothers are willing to marry a wife and pass on the Zhang family's family."
My face became paler.
I believe if I don’t cooperate at all, my prime minister’s father and good sister will definitely be able to do it.
Song Wanxin paused and took my hand again, "Good sister, I really can't bear to see you and your mother walking to such a field. And don't worry, Xu Yanshu will definitely not treat you badly for my sake. He will definitely not worry about food and drink for the rest of his life by relying on the old witch. I have found a good home for you, so I will naturally take care of your mother to make you feel at ease. Sister, don't be confused."
Song Wanxin buzzed my headache and my nails were deeply pinched into my palm.
"It's OK to change it back, but I won't go to Xu Yanshu's place for the time being. I want to go back to Prince An's Mansion with you."
Song Wanxin widened his eyes, "What does sister mean?"
6.
When Song Wanxin and I returned to Prince An's Mansion, it was already evening.
But in the carriage that once belonged to me, Song Wanxin was sitting.
And I pretended to be a man, as one of the two accompanying servants in the Prime Minister's Mansion, trotted all the way and followed the carriage.
I will never be a concubine for Xu Yanshu even if I die, but I can't even escape.
My mother's life is in their hands...
I had to find a reason to make a slowdown first.
I said that she was not familiar with everything she had when she first came to Prince An’s mansion. I was by my side so that she would not make any mistakes.
She discussed with her father for an hour and finally agreed to my suggestion.
Entered the palace and from a distance, I saw Chu Qing who was greeting him at a glance.
I stopped and looked at him instinctively. He was strode towards the carriage, gently raised his hand, and carefully supported Song Wanxin who had gotten out of the car. Song Wanxin threw herself into his arms and hugged him tightly.
Chu Qing was stunned for a moment.
Soon, his elegant eyebrows and eyes were filled with soft smiles, "My father-in-law said, when you heard that your concubine's mother was sick, you immediately ran back to the Prime Minister's Mansion, not even caring about your own body. You, Xin'er, what should I do with you?"
Song Wan looked at him with misty eyes, "My concubine treated me very well when she was a child. In my heart, she was as important as my mother."
Chu Qing comforted and stroked her back, "Don't worry, I have sent the imperial doctor here."
He said, hugging Song Wan's heart and walking inward.
"Before I had time to mention the marriage to my father, my father-in-law stopped me. I was not in a position to save his face, so I came back and talked to you first."
I was shocked when I heard the sound and staggered.
Song Wanxin said in a coquettish voice, "Dad has criticized me after he returned home. He always relied on you to spoil me and asked you to trouble you all the time. Isn't it a joke to ask the emperor to take back the imperial edict? I was scolded by my father, and I realized that I was really too reckless. Xu Zhuangyuan and his elder sister have their own fate. As outsiders, we shouldn't worry about it."
Chu Qing looked at her for a moment, was stunned again, and then smiled. "This is the first time you call her elder sister. Is it polite to be scolded by my father-in-law?"
Song Wanxin's smile froze for a moment, then lowered her head, with a shy look on her face, "I know how to make fun of me, I ignore you."
Chu Qing immediately pampered her tightly, "Okay, then don't care about them, it saves my heart!"
My heart sank to the bottom.
That's what I put all my hopes on...
Seeing that Song Wanxin didn't say anything, Chu Qing touched her nose intimately, "What are you thinking?"
Song Wanxin suddenly stood up on tiptoe and leaned into his ear and said something. I saw Chu Qing laughing even more. The two of them clasped their fingers and left each other.
I looked at their loving backs, and my feet seemed to be nailed to the ground, unable to move.
My heart hurts tightly, but who can I blame all this?
If you blame me, I am also blamed for being moved, greedy, and delusional, thinking that Chu Qing would fall in love with me, and fell in love with Song Xiaoyu who has been with him day and night for the past two years. But I forgot that Chu Qing loved deeply was Song Wanxin...
No matter what she looked like, he loved it. It’s ridiculous and sad, I’m the only one from beginning to end.
At night, I couldn't sleep at all. As if I was a terrible person, I came to their room. The night is quiet, and the moonlight gently reflects the window frame, reflecting their embraces so beautifully and dazzlingly...
7.
I bent down and tightly covered the position of heart . It seemed like a hole was stabbed with a knife, and the cold wind was blowing. I knew that the person Chu Qing wanted was her, but I was in great pain...
I didn't know how I walked back to the woodshed, and when I reached out, my face was filled with tears.
The next morning, I was numbly chopping firewood, and Song Wanxin suddenly called me to a place where no one was.
"Fortunately, my father and I accepted your suggestion and brought you back to the palace. I was in trouble!"
"What's wrong?" I was suffering from the cold and my voice was as hoarse as a bellows.
"That's it..." Song Wanxin hesitated and covered half of her face, "At that time, King An liked you what you did? Or did he have any special hobbies?"
I stopped.
Seeing that I didn’t say anything, Song Wanxin pushed me.
"Oh, don't hide it from me. I was so anxious. Last night I tried my best to please him, but he didn't respond! I am the number one beauty in the capital. Xu Yanshu has been fascinated by me, but King An... he actually..."
Song Wanxin stamped her feet angrily, "He actually wrapped my clothes and let me sleep as soon as possible! It's a great humiliation!"
My curled fingers gradually loosened.
"Tell me the truth, does he have hidden diseases?"
I shook my head, "He has no hidden diseases. He probably has been plagued by business affairs recently and has no intention of indulging in love."
Song Wanxin breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good, he's normal."
And I won't tell her that the busier Chu Qing's business work, the more he will pester me. He always smiled and said, "Only I can help him relieve stress." As for the intimate privacy between us... I will never tell Song Wanxin.
Because only on the dark night can I completely use my body and emotions of Song Xiaoyu, love him with peace of mind, and be deeply loved by him...
Seeing that she was about to leave, I hurriedly grabbed her.
"As soon as autumn comes, he will easily cough. Remember to stew a bowl of pear water for him every day and remind him to drink it."
"I know, I know."
"Also, he went to the north to fight in the early years and suffered from the problem of stomach cold . Now it's cold. Before going out every day, you must remind him to wear abdomen protection."
"Okay."
"He doesn't like sweetness, don't arrange meals only with your taste, otherwise..."
"Oh, that's enough!"
Song Wanxin was impatient to throw me away.
"This is what servants should do. After serving for so many years, they still don't know what their master is used to? I am the princess, do you think I am a servant who is used to these miscellaneous things like you!"
I stared at her intently.
She also found that she was wrong. "Well, sorry, I'm speechless."
But she actually didn't have to apologize to me at all. I was a servant. I just feel sorry for Qing...
"To this day, you still don't love him. All you love is Princess An, right?"
"I..."
Song Wanxin couldn't answer, and suddenly his eyes widened, "Song Xiaoyu, you can't fall in love with Prince An, right?"
I made up my mind, "I think it's unfair to him for exchanges like this, and we should give him the right to choose."
