In the eyes of many people, wearing makeup and stockings is a girl’s patent. Today I will tell you the story of me as a boy and stockings. My name is Yang Yutong. I am a technical secondary school student in the art school. Last year, due to family divorce and other reasons, I came to the art school to study cross-dance singing and dancing.
I had no idea what this industry was at the time. I came here entirely for boys to be free of tuition, free of food and accommodation. It was really hard at the beginning. I had to practice soft opening every day with various legs and . I could only wear a small pants every day to class. The coach was very strict. If I had a little mistake, I would knock on the stick.
I looked like when I first entered the technical secondary school
Almost three months passed, one day the coach asked me to pack all my clothes, and then took me to a classroom and said that I would let me experience the full set of makeup and ballet clothing. Then I saw a large table of cosmetics on the table, and I began to resist in my heart, because in my impression, only girls would use so many cosmetics.
Coach first combed my hair, then took a thick layer of white oil paint to apply it on my face, and then started painting it on my face with all kinds of cosmetics that I couldn't name. At that time, I felt like a thick layer of oil was applied on my face, and I almost couldn't breathe. The coach even put false eyelashes on me, and my eyes were so uncomfortable that I couldn't open them.
After drawing my face, the coach gave me a set of ballet suits and stockings and asked me to change them. I was shocked when I got them. There was only one small piece, and it was not as big as a fist. I felt that I couldn't wear it at all. I asked the coach if he took it wrong, it was stockings. The coach said that's right, this is a ballet costume specially customized for you. I had to force myself to change my clothes. It felt very strange, like a layer of cold and slippery thing slowly wrapped around my body, and it was very tight. It felt like a layer of plastic film was wrapping around me, and my body clothes were so stressed that I couldn't breathe.
When I finished changing my clothes, the coach pulled me to the mirror for me to appreciate it myself. I couldn't believe my eyes at that time...
I looked like I put on makeup and wearing a ballet suit for the first time
How to say it? A boy was wearing thick makeup, wearing a ballet suit and translucent stockings. The key part of the boy was just outside, and he didn't look like a normal man no matter how he looked. I was particularly shy and embarrassed and didn't dare to look up in the mirror. And I can't even walk normally. I feel like I'm slipping from the soles of my feet to my legs when I'm wrapped in stockings.
Then the coach asked me to admire myself in the mirror for half an hour, saying that this industry is the requirement. If I am willing to continue learning, I will lock the daily clothes I just packed and hand them over to him. In the future, I will go to class to train my life. If you can't accept it, you can go home with your suitcase.
I was really wronged, embarrassed and uncomfortable at that time, but there was no way. I said before that because of family divorce, I still didn’t have the courage to say that I wouldn’t learn this sentence.
From that day on, I started my life with heavy makeup and stockings every day. Every morning, I get up at six o'clock and have to dress myself up. I always stay in my ballet suit and stockings for almost 24 hours a day. In addition to taking a shower, I even wear it when I sleep.
Soon I became a well-known alien nearby. Including the surrounding stalls and shops, I knew that there was a charming boy with heavy makeup every day. Many people would say a lot of ugly words when they saw me like this. In order to exercise myself, the coach often asked me to go out to the street like this, so that I would be more excited the more others said I would be. I would enjoy the feeling of being watched. In this way, I would not be shy and more expressive when I went on stage.
I usually go out this style
After more than a year of training, I have gradually become accustomed to this feeling. I already like to put on makeup and wear stockings, and I can also take the initiative to go out and accept the baptism of passers-by. I hope that after three years of study, I can work hard to turn myself into a work of art and work hard for the art of dance
