On May 22, our factory was on holiday, and my roommate in the dormitory invited me to play pool. My level is average, and I prefer to think quietly. He took out his exclusive cue, which shocked me a little. It looks like a professional level, but I still like to be quiet, but then I thought, I should go out, because now is my lowest point, I need to do something or encounter something, so I accepted the appointment and went downstairs. When we were in the stairwell, he said he wanted to get a haircut. It just so happened that I am an "uncle" who cares very much about my hair style.
We arrived at a place called "Old Street", and the three of us entered a barber shop on the second floor. I walked at the back. When we arrived, the barber shop was doing very well, and there was only one barber left. , Logically speaking, I was walking at the end, so I should arrange for the roommates in front of me to be groomed first. However, the barber turned around and said, "Please come this way." I followed the barber's guidance and sat down in a seat. On the way, I started getting a haircut. Barbers like to chat with customers in order to attract members, but I showed off my "social bull syndrome" that day.
"Where is the boss?" the barber asked. People in Shenzhen like to call customers boss.
"Guizhou." I replied.
"I am also from Guizhou." The beautiful woman next to him interjected.
"Where is she from Guizhou?"
" Zunyi ."
"Where is she from Zunyi?" "
"Tongzi."
I broke my guard, plus her Tongzi accent. I glanced at her when I first sat down, but because all I could see was her profile, I couldn't look at a woman carefully out of politeness.
During the conversation, I looked at this woman carefully. She looked like a person, my girlfriend before getting married! At least 80% of them look alike, with an oval face, the same lipstick, the same lips, a straight bridge of the nose, big eyes, and the same things in the eyes, even cheekbones are the same, the figure is also very good, I also like to put it on Hair tied up high...
My girlfriend and I met on QQ when I was tutoring in high school. We are from two counties, she is from Tongzi County and I am from Fenggang County , our relationship went through off and on intermittently. After I entered the society, we had no contact for four or five years. Until I wanted to get married, I went to find her again. I took her home. This was not the first time she went to my house. We happened to be quarreling again. My parents objected to us being together, so we arranged a blind date. We had a blind date on the first day and slept on the second day. I went on a blind date for a month. The partner got married and of course got divorced soon after.
I know she is very, very, very sad. I am so heartless and heartless that I deleted all contact with her and we have never contacted her again. Over the next few years, I kept thinking, I owed her! Real guilt.
This woman sitting next to me, I couldn't help but ask myself repeatedly in my heart, is it her? Is it her? Is it her? This is fate!
After I washed my hair, I mustered up the courage to ask for her WeChat ID.
She left first after cutting her hair. I was still getting my hair cut and had to wait for my roommate behind me. When
finished getting hair done, we found a nearby billiards room. Since I hadn’t eaten yet, I had to find something to fill my stomach. After I sat down at a skewers bar, I asked her on WeChat :Are you still nearby? I wanted to ask her out for dinner.
She said she was leaving and was eating.
The next day, early in the morning, I sent her a greeting. The first thing I wanted to ask was whether she was single? She said she was also single and no one wanted her.
I want it!
I replied.
That's it, we chat all day long.
She is less than 2 kilometers away from me, and she also works in a factory. We didn't have time to meet, so we made an appointment to meet on the evening of June 2 during the Dragon Boat Festival holiday. During this period, I was working the night shift and she was working the day shift. I chatted with her during the day, but I didn't feel sleepy, as if I had been injected with chicken blood. I was working at night, thinking about her.
On May 29, because I devoted myself wholeheartedly to my relationship, I planned how to give her happiness at night and wrote an article "Our Future Plan" to her, but from morning to noon, I did not wait for her response. , my heart was empty, I was so passionate, but you turned a blind eye, so I was unhappy, and told her on WeChat that I only love people who love me, and you don't.
She did a great job. She called me back soon to comfort me. She even offered to meet me within two hours in the evening because I would be working the night shift in two hours and we planned to meet in the park. .
I'm so excited, she wants to see me.
I asked her whether she would drive here or take a taxi, and she said take a taxi.
What I have been waiting for is to meet her on the evening of June 2nd. I bought new clothes online and was ready to dress up to meet her. Because the girlfriend I lost was a member of the Appearance Association. I learned this term from her, and she always told me that I was fat and that I needed to lose weight. So later on I always paid attention to my image in front of her and planned to lose weight.
I waited for her call at the factory gate. She said she had arrived, but I didn’t see any online car-hailing car. Instead, I saw a black Volkswagen. Isn’t this a car driven by a man? This is my own opinion.
I bought chewing gum in the supermarket. I was ready to hug her and kiss her.
I saw it was driven by a woman, and it was her.
After I got in the car, I could still only see her profile, the woman I thought about every day. She was actually not impressed by my appearance. This is what she told me later. She also said that when we met for the second time, she was amazed by my appearance, which was exactly the type she liked.
We were both distracted in the car, my mind was blank, and she kept missing intersections while driving. We found the park, but couldn’t find a parking place. We went to a shopping mall. After entering the shopping mall, I held her hand without hesitation. She didn’t break away, and she walked around the mall obediently leaning on me. , we had dinner together and were going to watch a movie together...because I had already asked for leave from the line leader in the factory.
Everything happened like a normal couple.
On the evening of June 2nd, we will meet again. This Dragon Boat Festival I have always planned, I want to be romantic and stick together with the person I love.
When we started, I said that I wanted to see the sea when I left Shenzhen and say goodbye to the sea. But on June 3rd, the Dragon Boat Festival, the two of us went. It also seems to be telling me something that we'll end up early.
Like all couples, we laugh together and eat a bowl of noodles together. When
came back, she changed and she wanted to go back.
This was the first time she made me feel like she didn't want to be with me.
I still think about her as always, buying fruits, snacks and clothes for her. After the Dragon Boat Festival, I also switched to day shift. I thought we could go to work and get off work together. I wanted to live with her even more, but she refused.
I have already felt something about me that makes her unwilling to be with me. There is no doubt that my current situation is that of a general worker in a factory.
I feel that substances affect our feelings. Moreover, she needs a second operation and needs money. She loves beauty and needs money.
I tried my best to express that I can give you happiness and good material conditions. First of all, I have to have a goal. I have to work hard to pay for her second surgery. Yes, as a general worker, It is basically impossible to earn 100,000 from June to the end of the year, but I have to do it firmly. First, I have to increase my income and change my job. I said boldly in front of her: I There are N ways to change to a decent and high-paying job. Just because I was an entrepreneurial failure doesn't mean I will fail in the future.
I asked her out again. We sat in KFC , and she still looked at me with eyes that she loved but didn't dare to love. I told her my plan, and apparently, she said I want you well, but actually, she didn't believe I could do it.There are many people who are in love, and I may be the kind of stinky man who doesn't keep his word.
I followed my plan, looking for connections, inviting people to dinner, arranging a good job, submitting my resume online, and going out for interviews. Finally, I ran to the front desk of our factory and took the application that my company had already sent. There was a recruitment information for a while that asked, is our company still recruiting people for this position? The lady at the front desk of
was obviously a little suspicious. Just as it happened, another HR manager gave me the opportunity to submit my resume. I sincerely wanted to get an interview from the leader. As long as the leader is willing to give me the opportunity to interview, I You can definitely fight for it.
First of all, I am an employee of the company, and I have a priority relationship with a big family than the people recruited from outside. My efforts led to an interview with the leader, and after waiting for a few days, I got a reply from the human resources department.
I told her the news immediately. During this period, we had already quarreled. I begged her and said, I can give you my salary card.
She met me to celebrate my small progress, but we still broke up and had a big fight. We deleted each other and blocked WeChat, also unblocked and moved out and TikTok , and deleted each other’s phone calls, but I was careful not to block the phone calls.
So later on, my contact with her was all through text messages. Because I am afraid of losing her again and the pain of deleting WeChat.
I told her:
Our relationship is becoming more and more old-fashioned. If one day we really get separated, please give me an address. This address can ensure that I can tell you by writing a letter. The last woman I loved.
