The emperor gave me a bowl of shit soup,
I drank it all without any hesitation.
(I).
In the early morning, the sky was hazy, and the autumn rain was even more cool.
I put my hands on my pillow, leaned on the fluffy bench, covered with a blanket, quietly enjoying the autumn outside the window.
"It's been a long time since I've been so comfortable," I murmured to myself.
For a moment, there were footsteps sounding from far to near outside the hall
Maid Jingzhe Coming to report: "Empress, Eunuch Li is here."
"Translation"
The emperor's imperial eunuch Eunuch Li with three or two palace maids, kneeling in front of me with a knees.
"The slave pays , Mingfei , Mingfei is blessed with all his blessings." The slaves quarrel in my ears in trivial ways.
After receiving my eyes, Jingzhe asked:
"I wonder what is important to you this time?"
Eunuch Li replied tremblingly:
"Go back to the empress, the emperor will give you... you... avoiding the child soup."
"Yes." I replied lightly.
Then he yawned slightly, glanced at the messy bed with his eyes, and leaned against him in a different position.
After a long time, I was silent, only the sound of rain and the sound of the servants' breathing were left in the huge bedroom.
Eunuch Li seemed to have finally made up his mind and stammered and said, "Empress... The Emperor ordered..."
"Bring it." My thin lips slightly raised, using my usual cold voice.
Jingzhe handed me the bowl full of medicine. Her hands were shaking slightly. I smiled slightly and gave her a reassuring look.
Jingzhe is the girl who has been by my side since childhood. Now, she is probably the only one in the palace who is loyal to me.
I took the bowl, and it was still a little warm. I drank it all in one go, just as I saved him from the millions of rebels alone without any hesitation.
I wiped the corners of my lips with my sleeves and looked at Eunuch Li who was stunned in front of me with a smile.
"What, I'm so surprised?"
Eunuch Li suddenly came to his senses and kowtowed to me: "I deserve to die for the crime. I wish you forgive me, I wish you forgive me!"
is interesting, I thought about it. The emperor has only been two years since he ascended the throne, and I am just a nineteen-year-old woman. Everyone in the palace is afraid of me to this point.
I smiled lazyly: "Reward."
Everyone was stunned and retreated in a daze, as if they had not reacted.
(II).
Inside the Palace of Health, the Southern Emperor Ji Qingzhuo was reviewing the memorial, with tiredness between his eyebrows, and Eunuch Li next to him reported in a regular manner.
When I heard "Ming Concubine Ming drank the soup and medicine neatly and rewarded the servants with silver for tea."
His hand trembled with the memorial, and the memorial fell to the ground, and his eyes were a little lonely.
…
I am the Ming Concubine whom Ji Qingzhuo was personally conferred. He once said that he regards me as a god, and we will have many tomorrows, so the word Ming means this.
I think it is better to take it from the sad mood of "The bright moon leaves the branches and shocks the magpie, and the breeze sings the cicadas in the middle of the night".
In Ji Qingzhuo's harem, there were one queen and four concubines, and more than 30 concubines of all sizes. Although they were not as lively as the beauties of Sanqian, they still had some conspiracy to frame them on weekdays.
In the Qingming Palace, I gradually became sleepy, and suddenly, it seemed like I was back to the past.
My name is Xiao Zijin, small characters are one by one. Everyone in the palace said that I was cold and cold by nature. But few people know what I used to be.
Ji Qingzhuo, I have always been respectful to him, and I have never disobeyed at all. I just endured humiliation and saved my brother Xiao Ziyin .
He seemed to be dissatisfied with my behavior, and he stayed overnight and left angrily.
I don’t understand why he is dissatisfied with me. He killed my closest relatives, and I am still respectful to him and share the same bed with him.
is.
I don’t love him, I want him to live a life worse than death.
I once saved him alone in the abyss, but he slaughtered my relatives and left my brother alone in the world.
I once loved him too.
My martial arts are above him, and now I am just keeping a low profile. I pretend to be useless in martial arts. Whenever I see his handsome face, I suddenly see myself who loved him as much as my life.
When I saved him that year, he was covered in scars and dying. The arrow shot at him, and there was no way to avoid it. I did not hesitate and replaced him with my body, the arrow entered my chest, only three points from my heart. I protected him and used my strength to resist the rebels' arrows. The warm blood in front of my clothes gradually became cold.
Finally, reinforcements arrived, I slowly fell down, he hugged me, covered my wound, and trembled all over.
He is the youngest prince in the south, handsome, cold-faced, and even colder. Women all over the world say that he is a hero who fights all directions, and everyone wants to be the little cinnabar mole that he is cold in his heart.
His tears fell on my hands one by one,
He said:
"Xiao Yiyi, since you come to save me regardless of the pain of your heart, I will embrace you regardless of life and death."
At that moment,
He actually cried, which was ridiculous.
I actually thought he loved me, it was so stupid.
…………………
(III).
The past in my dream became more and more real. I was clear-headed and wanted to wake up but I couldn't open my eyes.
memory is transferred to another scene.
I have been familiar with Ji Qingzhuo since childhood. I was born in a family of military generals and a lady from a family. My father was in charge of military power and was called the Imperial Guard. I was named Princess Yaohua at the age of nine, and I was unparalleled in the world with a pipa.
The seven sons of the late emperor competed for the throne. Ji Qingzhuo was the youngest and showed his life to others. Everyone said that he had no intention of power and status, only I understand his ambitions and ambitions.
He told me: "I am full of passion and ambitions, and I am not willing to stick to this palace."
I only understood him.
At that time, I probably didn't know the feelings I had for him.
Later, the late emperor was critically ill and secretly issued an edict to make him the emperor. He went to the palace to serve in the sick and came to see me specifically. He said he wanted to marry me. I was stunned and came to his senses and he had already walked away.
However, things are unpredictable, and the secret edict accidentally leaked the news. The third prince made a quick decision to lead his personal guards to surround the palace, attempting to seize the throne.
At this time, my father was on his way back to Beijing, and he had to go to Kyoto day and night.
The prince rebelled, and the streets were crowded and noisy.
My brother and I sat in front of the hall. My brother said that Ji Qingzhuo's life and death in this battle was unpredictable. For some reason, I was a little panicked. The rebels all over the city were afraid that I would never see him again.
I told my brother that I wanted to save him. My brother looked at me deeply and asked me to stay honestly in the mansion. He went to inform my father to rush to the barracks to transfer people.
I agreed.
When my brother left, I put on my clothes and armor, walked out of Xiao’s house with my sword, and was alone and a horse. I held the reins tightly. At that moment, I suddenly realized how much I cared about him.
I thought, one person does things and one person does it. For my own business, I can’t let my brother kill me in the front. I will break out a bloody road so that my brother’s reinforcements will be less obstacles.
At that time, I didn’t know that I was extremely stupid, but I gave everything but eventually harmed the Xiao Mansion.
The sun sets, the setting sun is like blood.
The dazzling yellow light mixed with a terrifying crimson, just like the red blood of thousands of people on the battlefield, enchanting and beautiful.
weapons were thrown away on the ground at will, and blood flowed unscrupulously. The corpses were everywhere, and there was no longer the breath of living people.
There are so many rebels, no matter how you kill them, you can’t kill them.
Finally got a path, but I was a little exhausted, but there was a cut on my back.
Am I so pretentious?
I secretly laughed at myself, and on the other side I was anxiously looking for the figure that had been engraved in my mind.
I staggered around looking for him. Behind the corner pillar, I saw him. He was covered in scars and fought alone. The surrounding guards were almost dead. He probably couldn't hold on for long.
I held back my tears, rushed to him under the rain of arrows. At that time, a sharp arrow penetrated steadily into my back. The numb back was already ignorant, and I felt more and more dizzy.
Yes, I will block his arrows and protect his throne with my life.
I held on for a while, probably because I had used up all my strength in this life.
When he saw me, the joy in his eyes flashed, and then it was replaced by anger.
" Xiao Zijin , do you want to die?"
This is the first time he called me my name in so many years.
I didn't answer, but just insisted on killing the enemy with him.
Finally, my brother arrived with reinforcements. My tense nerves suddenly relaxed and I lay softly in Ji Qingzhuo's arms, letting him hold them.
He said the words I never forgot in my life.
" Xiao Yiyi , since you come to save me regardless of the pain of your heart, I will embrace you regardless of life and death."
I actually thought he really loved me, and thought that he cried because he felt sorry for me, not secretly happy after the disaster.
When I woke up again, it was already seven days later. I was lying in my room, opening my eyes slightly, and the sun shining through the window. I was not dead. It was so good.
Brother said, I was seriously injured and almost couldn't save me.
My father claimed to the public that I lost all my martial arts to avoid unnecessary trouble, and he just wanted me to live a peaceful and stable life.
Just woke up and my whole body was in ache. I forced myself to not cry. After so many years, I still don’t have tears that I can’t bear.
My brother always said that I have endured the suffering that I shouldn’t have at this age.
They told me that Ji Qingzhuo held the throne ceremony in half a month, and he would also pick me up into the palace.
I naturally have no objection.
Three days after the throne ceremony, before I entered the palace, my father looked at me with complicated eyes and said to me the last sentence he left to me in his life.
"One, you should be stronger by yourself in the future"
I just think my father told me to be careful of the intrigues in the harem.
But I never thought that this was his farewell to me by life and death.
(IV).
Three days before the throne ceremony, I entered the palace with a glory, as if someone else was 8 carrying a sedan chair and as if the Ming media was just married.
The people praised me for my courage to love and hate, and finally got married with Ji Qingzhuo.
I thought he said he married me, and he was the right wife who could walk side by side with him.
, however, is just a concubine.
I don’t admire the position of the queen of the Southern Kingdom, but only care about Ji Qingzhuo’s wife.
But even if it is the queen, I, Xiao Zijin, can afford it. I have a prominent background and a high-profile appearance, so how can I not be accused of it?
I thought a lot, but I didn't expect that Ji Qingzhuo never planned to let me be his queen.
After entering the palace, he came to see me, leaned on my shoulder, said his helplessness, and said he was sorry for me.
I felt soft-hearted in an instant.
I should be very wise and docile and virtuous. If I love him, I cannot make things difficult for him.
So he chose the word "Ming" for me and gave me the only favor of the pepper room.
I thought he treated me very well for a moment, and thought I had a love that was beyond my reach in my life.
But I was wrong, I despise myself, and the word "Ming" is the beginning of my nightmare.
On the day of the throne, he put on a dragon robe, and the woman beside him had a phoenix crown and a red robe, and she looked like a pair of beautiful women with him.
When the imperial edict of the consort was sent to Qingming Palace , my brother broke into my palace regardless of the obstacles from the palace.
I haven't seen each other for three days. My brother has lost a lot of weight, his face is haggard, and his eyes are full of pain.
I suddenly felt heartbroken for no reason. Something happened. I didn’t dare to think deeply, but just stared at my brother’s eyes.
"Brother..."
"One, Xiao's mansion has been defeated now, you must protect yourself, don't ask why, don't be willful with the emperor, brother can't stay by your side in the future."
My eyes suddenly turned red, and I subconsciously knew that things were probably missing and I dared not confirm my thoughts.
"Come, take Xiao Ziyin."
A familiar and unfamiliar voice sounded outside the hall. My brother was pulled by them. I grabbed his sleeve tightly. While I pushed and pulled, my brother stuffed a volume of Wenzong into my hand.
I took the opportunity to hide it in my sleeve, but I still didn't want to let go of my brother's hand. For some reason, I was afraid that my brother would disappear as soon as I let go.
In the end, my brother was taken down and imprisoned.
My nose felt sore, but I also saw through some of the situation.
Ji Qingzhuo walked in with a step.
I looked at him stubbornly: "Explanation."
His tone was faint: "Yesterday, I gave your father to death, killed your relatives in the Xiao family, and sent him to buy him. Now, Xiao Ziyin."
My nose felt sour, and two lines of clear tears could not stop dripping.
"Let my brother go."
He frowned slightly, turned his head and refused to look at me.
"Ji Qingzhuo, I saved your life. If you are not afraid of the world's long-lasting mouth, if you still want to sit firmly on your hard-won throne, you can let him go."
He finally looked up at me, with emotions hidden in his eyes that I couldn't understand.
I must be in extreme embarrassment at this time, but I am not willing to be outdone and stare at his eyes.
Seeing that he didn't speak, I said again: "Or, you let my brother go, or I die in front of the palace."
He finally said that word: "Okay."
Change the subject again: "You must promise me that you will stay in the palace. You are still Mingfei ."
I looked at him and suddenly laughed.
What did I do to make him trap me and torture me like this.
I endured my grief and still stubbornly gave him a standard kneeling salute :
"I am obeying Your Majesty's decree."
Ji Qingzhuo suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and wanted to speak but didn't know what face he had to stay here.
He started and walked outwards. Before stepping outside the hall, he finally stopped: "Don't you ask me? This is not like you."
He looked at the woman kneeling on the ground with his eyes. For a moment, he regretted it. It was him who ruined their love with his own hands. What qualifications do you have to stand in front of her now?
"The person in front of me is no longer the person at that time. I looked at each other and only felt disappointed."
After I said this respectfully, I stood up and walked into the inner room shakingly.
I have never seen his trembling shoulders.
Yes, after Ji Qingzhuo heard the girl in front of him, an indescribable pain began to rise with the blood, entering the atrium and penetrate into the bone marrow, word by word, as if reminding them that there is no possibility again.
The boy's eyes turned red after all the moment the girl turned around and left.
He murmured to himself: "If one day you want my life, I will serve it with you."
's inner room is still magnificent.
I curled up in the corner, dazed, and shed tears.
Five days, I didn’t eat or drink, and I was originally thin and thin.
The emperor pretended to send people to me one after another, and slapping me a date was his usual method.
Jingzhe advised me to cherish myself with heartache. I just sat there quietly, pinching the file in my sleeve, and recalling the ins and outs of the file.
I have to survive to save my brother's life.
I have to keep a low profile in order to make Ji Qingzhuo feel pain.
Since then I have become cold and quiet.
On the one hand, I was inquiring about my brother’s news, and on the other hand, I was paying attention to what Ji Qingzhuo cares about.
I thought, if he ruined what he cares about the most, he would be worse than death in life, and killing someone to kill his heart, that's all.
(Five).
A moment of daze, I finally woke up from my dream, the past surged into my heart, vivid in my eyes, and the hatred became more and more intense. I calmed down, closed my eyes slightly, and when I opened my eyes again, it was already clear.
glanced out the window and the rain stopped.
I let Jingzhe put on my shawl, and the autumn rain and the cold are colder now.
I wrapped my clothes tightly and passed on the meal.
I like spicy food, and I must serve spicy dishes for meals. I don’t know if it’s because of the weather these days, but I have lost my appetite and can’t eat the chili peppers anymore.
When the meal was halfway through, the aunt next to the queen came and said that she was asking the palace masters to go to the queen's bedroom to discuss the important matters.
I was lazy and loosened my muscles. No need to guess, it must be the jealous concubines in the harem who were looking for trouble again.
I answered my aunt and walked slowly into the queen's harem with Jingzhe.
As soon as I entered the hall, I saw Xinpin crying on the ground. I blessed the queen and was about to sit down when the nobleman Ling beside me shouted: "Bold Concubine, don't kneel down yet!"
I pretended not to hear it, sat down on my own, poured another cup of tea to warm my hands.
Guru Ling saw that I ignored her and started yelling again.
I still didn't speak, just closed my eyes slightly to rest.
At this time, Xinpin started crying again.
I was finally a little impatient and said mockingly: "What's the pretentious thing? But there's still a little concubine?"
Before he finished speaking, three or two concubines laughed at the two of them.
I turned my head and smiled meaningfully at the queen. The queen was stunned and then showed off the correctness of the mother of a country.
Queen Zhou, a hypocritical couple, is a perfect match with Ji Qingzhuo.
The queen tried to ask me about the trouble: "What is the explanation for today's matter?"
I didn't plan to answer, but someone asked for it for me.
"What to explain?"
Ji Qingzhuo walked in, and everyone asked for his greetings.
"There is no son powder in the pastry that Mingfei sent to Xinpin. Your Majesty, you have to make the decision for Xinpin's sister!" said Ling Guiren.
Xinpin cried in response, pulled Ji Qingzhuo's robe and cried, "I beg the emperor to make the decision!"
I rubbed my eyebrows and felt noisy.
felt a look, and I looked back faintly, and Ji Qingzhuo asked: "Mingfei, do you have any arguments?"
I just shook my head.
So, he blamed Xinpin and Ling Guiren for the crime of slandering the concubines.
He thought this little protection would make me forget the past and be his concubine safely?
will never be possible in this life.
When I returned to Qingming Hall, a bowl of meat soup was presented in the kitchen. Somehow, I felt more and more nauseous in , and Jingzhe hurried to invite the imperial physician.
It was night, and I lay on the couch and recalled the horrifying words the imperial physician said in the moonlight.
"Congratulations to the queen, you are more than one month pregnant."
I am pregnant.
Ki Qingzhuo gave me a bowl of shit soup every now and then. Where did this child come from?
I was a little surprised, and a little ashamed. I was pregnant with Ji Qingzhuo's child, and I was really indecent.
"I can't let you be born."
I touched my lower abdomen and made up my mind.
...
The next day, the news of my pregnancy was known to the Six Palaces, and a large number of rewards entered the Qingming Palace. This was the emperor's first child.
For some reason, many concubines in the harem had no children in two years.
Ji Qingzhuo promoted my position and promised me the position of imperial concubine.
He was so happy when he learned that I was pregnant.
I don’t understand what his move means, and I just secretly speeded up the process of my plan.
"Yiyi, do you like boys and girls?"
"Yiyi, we need to prepare more clothes."
"Yiyi..."
Ji Qingzhuo was a little abnormal in recent days. He called me like he used to be, but at this moment I just felt disgusted.
"Emperor, my name is Xiao Zijin"
I interrupted him impatiently, but my words were all respectful words .
He was stunned and his expression suddenly became lonely. I just thought I had read it wrong. I would no longer have any thoughts about him.
I think
No matter how affectionate he is now, I will never get close to him anymore.
(Sixth).
Fall went and winter came, and the child in his belly has been in more than three months. I could feel Ji Qingzhuo’s expectations for this child.
I can remind myself at all times that everything Ji Qingzhuo did to me was just to give him a fatal blow.
That day, in the imperial study, I overheard his conversation with the eldest princess.
The eldest princess used to treat me very well, but since I entered the palace, I have cut off contact with her.
" Azhuo , why do you torture yourself like this?"
"Sister, I regret it."
Listening to Ji Qingzhuo's slightly crying voice, I was in a daze for a moment.
"You didn't remember the love of the past. You told me that you didn't love her, but just felt guilty for her, and eventually she lost the Xiao family."
The eldest princess's words fell into my heart like a knife.
"I'm suspicious and guard against Xiao family . In the past, I thought this was what I should do as an emperor. I killed her relatives, and she hated me to the core. I felt uncomfortable when I looked at her appearance, but I only laughed at my own kindness.It was not until the moment she lowered her eyebrows to me that I realized that I loved her and that what I wanted was ruined by me. Over the past few years, I used her brother's life as a threat and tied her to me toughly because I was afraid that I would never see her in my life. ”
This article comes from Zhihu "Ming Concubine's Ten Thousand Blessings"
