The cold wind raged Beijing City . If you don’t do anything, Xiao Hong dressed in single clothes will freeze to death in a foreign land.
She came to Beijing to study with her distant cousin Lu Zheshun . In Xiao Hong's view, Lu Zheshun can be called the savior. He urged Xiao Hong to terminate the engagement with Wang Enjia and arranged for her to study at the Affiliated High School of Women's Normal University.
19-year-old Xiao Hong is very stupid and naive because there is no free lunch in this world.
Lu Zheshun has already started a family and is well versed in matters between men and women. He seized Xiao Hong's urgent desire to leave the feudal family and secretly contributed to the fire.
Xiao Hong's acting skills were quite good. On the surface, she pretended to agree to marry Wang Enjia and cheated him of a large amount of bride money. Then, she went to the clothing store to make a green leather jacket, then quietly left Harbin and headed straight for Beijing.
At this moment, she could not have thought that if she took the wrong step, she would have to taste the bitter wine brewed by herself for the rest of her life.
At the beginning, Lu Zheshun was the rule. He paid for renting a small courtyard, lived in two rooms with Xiao Hong, and hired an old mother to take care of her food and daily life.
Not long after, he couldn't control his implications, and often took the opportunity to take advantage of the situation, and planned to break into Xiao Hong's bedroom several times.
Xiao Hong was extremely distressed. If she refused Lu Zheshun with a tough attitude, her life would be helpless, but it would not work if she did not refuse. She never thought of not knowing whether she had a married man.
Before Xiao Hong could come up with a solution to the situation, his family members far away in the Northeast had already taken action. The Lu family cut off Lu Zheshun's living expenses, and the two of them suddenly looked like fish lying on the beach.
The cold winter in Beijing is dripping into ice, and all the thick clothes are in the pawn shop. Xiao Hong can only tremble in the classroom in a single dress.
The students didn't understand her embarrassment and surrounded her curiously: "You are so cold-resistant and you are wearing single clothes."
"Sure enough, people outside the city are still resistant to freezing..."
Under the double pressure of the cold and family, Xiao Hong, who had no way out, had no choice but to go home.
The fiancé Wang Enjia, who had been rejected many times, was very enthusiastic about Xiao Hong and ran to Beijing to pick her up.
At this time, Xiao Hong was so dizzy that she was shaved by fate. She planned to give up her previous lofty ideals and marry Wang Enjia and have children.
However, Wang Enjia has a strong elder brother, Wang Dacheng, who is extremely angry at his younger brother's behavior of licking dogs. Every day, he goes to the hotel to scold Xiao Hong: "You crazy woman, go as far as you go, remember, you have been divorced by my younger brother."
Xiao Hong's violent temper came up, and a complaint brought Wang Dacheng to court: Your brother still loves me deeply, why do you dare to divorce your wife on behalf of your brother?
The judge clearly supports Xiao Hong, and even if he divorces his wife, he will not be able to come forward. Xiao Hong looked like a proud peacock, glancing at Wang Dacheng squintically.
Suddenly, a voice appeared, reversing the situation where Xiao Hong was sure to win.
voice came from Wang Enjia's mouth: "It's my own decision to terminate the engagement, it has nothing to do with my brother."
is over. At that moment, if it weren't for being pulled, Xiao Hong would have wanted to strangle Wang Enjia to death on the spot.
The lawsuit failed and the family did not have the courage to return. Xiao Hong, who was penniless and had no ability to make a living, decided to exchange her body for a month after being starved and frozen. She ate the grass again and found Wang Enjia and asked to take it in.
I don’t know what purpose Wang Enjia is, so he accepted Xiao Hong again. The two of them are having sex in the hotel every day, and soon, Xiao Hong became pregnant.
The two of them at this time couldn't afford a penny. The reason why the boss "kindly" tolerate them eating and living for many days is entirely because he is well aware of their family background.
A man and a woman from a wealthy family should be temporarily without money.
Unexpectedly, he underestimated the faces of these two deadbeats. The boss, who had been a sucker for several months, was furious and found a group of people to take Xiao Hong as hostages and forced Wang Enjia to go home to ask for money.
result Wang Enjia is gone forever. The mainstream saying is that he abandoned Xiao Hong and ran away alone. However, in recent years, scholars have verified that he is more likely to die in the chaos of war.
No matter what, Xiao Hong, who lives in the basement with a big belly, fell into a tragic situation where she called Tiantian and said that she was not working. The hotel owner has decided to sell her to the theater after she gave birth.
At the end of his life, Xiao Hong thought of asking for help from the newspaper " International Association Newspaper ", which he often read.
This newspaper brings together several young writers, including Xiao Jun and , and editor-in-chief Pei Xinyuan is also full of love. After seeing Xiao Hong's situation, he called everyone together with concern to discuss solutions.
Everyone made suggestions in a slight way. Only Xiao Jun leaned on the hard chair, drank two drinks by himself, and spoke sarcastic words: "It's easy to save this woman, just pay off the fees she owes. The question is, who has money?"
Xiao Jun
A group of people instantly lowered their heads. All they had was full of passion. When encountering such a situation that needed real money and silver to solve it, they could only be like crab tied up in a big way, without any resistance.
Xiao Jun poured cold water on everyone. At this moment, he could not have imagined that the joking gods pushed him in front of Xiao Hong.
At dusk on July 12, 1932, Xiao Jun was reluctantly arrested by Pei Xinyuan and went to give Xiao Hong something to the big-bellied one.
Before entering the door, he imagined the image of a desolate woman with disheveled hair and a undressed face, but just as one foot crossed the threshold, Xiao Hong looked at her with panic eyes, the God of Love flapped his wings and kissed Xiao Jun gently on the forehead.
"All the images and impressions are gone, they are all destroyed." She is no longer a down-and-out woman, but the most beautiful soul in the world. Xiao Jun's obligation is to do his best to save her.
is a very romantic encounter scene, right? Let's return to rationality and examine this scene again.
Xiao Hong has not had enough food for a long time, and she has a big belly, and her face must be swollen and haggard. A man with a normal aesthetic attitude probably would not think she is beautiful.
Perhaps Xiao Jun is obsessed with not a real woman, but the illusion of heroes saving beauty.
As for Xiao Hong, she probably has a similar idea to Xiao Jun. A woman in trouble most hopes that a hero who steps on colorful clouds will come to save herself. Xiao Jun, who is bearded, has a bold and masculinity. Xiao Hong believes that he is the one who can stay with him for life.
Not long after, Xiao Hong took advantage of the floods of Songhua River and fled from the hotel on an editor's ship and bravely threw herself into Xiao Jun's arms.
Xiao Jun happily accepted him. This was quite difficult for a man, after all, Xiao Hong was pregnant with the flesh and blood of other men. The two of them never thought about what they would use to support the baby after the child was born.
But everything has a solution. After Xiao Hong gave birth to a baby girl, she quickly found a family without children to take her away. In this way, she and Xiao Jun could live together without any obstacles.
The initial life was bitter and sweet. Xiao Jun ran around for life, while Xiao Hong stayed at home and became a "husband-looking stone" that looked forward to her husband's return every day.
After Xiao Jun returned home, he handed over the money he earned and the food he bought and other food to Xiao Hong. He fell to bed and fell asleep while Xiao Hong tossed and turned, complaining that Xiao Jun would not talk to him.
The cracks in the relationship began to breed from the inside shortly after they met, but were covered up by a larger livelihood contradiction and temporarily placed in a secondary position.
When Erxiao came to Shanghai, he was appreciated by Mr. Lu Xun. When the literary world first appeared, the crisis was covered like a big net, firmly restraining them.
First, Xiao Jun started "in-marital cheating". The reason why this word was quotes was because the two had never held a wedding at all. Strictly speaking, it can only be considered a cohabitation relationship.
Xiao Jun is a "routine" in terms of feelings. At the age of 15, he fell in love with the daughter of an Taoist priest, , but the girl died soon. This short love made Xiao Jun recall it until his old age.
16 when he married Xu Sufan from the same village as his wife, and later joined the army and entered the Northeast Army Martial Arts School.
After graduation, he met the prostitute Shuangfeng, and the two had a love affair.
"September 18th" Incident , he took his wife to the house of a friend Zhu Shuping in Tiexi District, Shenyang City for refuge, met the girl Dong Mengmin, and staged another love story.
Finally, in order to avoid pursuit, he fled to Harbin with his wife Xu Sufan, and ended his marriage with his first wife on the grounds of "resisting Japan and saving the country, his whereabouts are uncertain, and his life and death are difficult to tell".
Shortly after arriving in Shanghai, a woman named Chen Juan came to visit Xiao Jun with her child in her arms. Xiao Jun chatted and laughed with her in the outer room, while Xiao Hong was so angry that she lay on the bed in the inner room that she felt very painful.
Chen Juan and Xiao Jun are old acquaintances. Xiao Jun had pursued her at the beginning, but Chen Juan did not like macho men, so he did not agree.
This time, Chen Juan believed that he was married and had children, and coming to visit Xiao Jun would not cause any misunderstandings. Little did he know that Xiao Jun's crazy state almost scared her to death.
In the article "After Xiao Hong's Death - To a Writer" written by Chen Juan later, Xiao Jun is stubborn and addicted to fantasy. He once forced his kiss on Chen Juan's forehead and turned into a stalker, chasing Chen Juan's figure everywhere.
All this hurt Xiao Hong deeply.
Xiao Hong is naturally sensitive, completely different from the carefree Northeast women produced in black soil. Xiao Jun's attentiveness to another woman made her pain nowhere to be resolved.
So Xiao Hong sat on the bed and cried, ran to the kitchen to cry, and couldn't help crying when she saw fallen leaves on the street, "The world is ruthless to me."
Literary and artistic young women are really prone to pretentious diseases. They don’t have time to pay attention to you at all. What’s the point of disturbing you as a mediocre person?
The problem is that Xiao Hong not only seeks troubles, but also bothers others all day long. She often sits in the front hall of Lu Xun's house for a long time.
Xu Guangping is also very worried. It seems impolite to ignore her, but she is so busy that she hits the back of the head all day long that she has to take care of the weak and sick Lu Xun, and she can't free up her time.
There was no way, so Xu Guangping had to send Xiao Haiying to accompany Xiao Hong.
Half a year passed like this. Xiao Jun was having fun running around, but Xiao Hong was weak and mentally depressed. She was about to suffer from depression .
Friends suggest that Xiao Hong go to Japan to rest for a while, change the place and feel a little bit more, and can devote himself to writing.
Speaking of writing, Xiao Hong's talent is highly appreciated by Lu Xun, but unfortunately her output ratio is very low. Tracing the root cause entirely lies in her body that is more sick than Lin Daiyu and spending a lot of time on mental internal friction.
Northeast women are generally strong, they can chop wood and go down the river to fish, while Xiao Hong is an alien, and they are sick all day long.
Later, she rashly became pregnant with Wang Enjia's child. From pregnancy to delivery, she was in a state of hunger and nervousness. Now she was in a state of poor health and had no good feelings from head to toe.
is naturally unable to write when she gets sick. After her health improves, she loves to think about things and creates a bunch of imaginary enemies for herself. She counted on her fingers and found that 24 hours a day, she was really writing for a few hours, and completely wasted her talent for writing novels.
After Xiao Hong went to Japan, she became beautiful and began to miss Xiao Jun's good fortune. She wrote letters to Xiao Jun and expressed her heartfelt words.
The huge difference in character between the two was revealed at this time, and Xiao Hong was immersed in the joy of caring for Xiao Jun, while Xiao Jun was disturbed.
"You said you were bitten by a mosquito on your legs and you would tell me, who hasn't been bitten in this world?"
"You are too long-winded, I like hard pillows. Don't write a letter to urge me to buy soft pillows."
This time, the distance is wide, and the beauty is gone.
After Xiao Hong returned to China, she found that she could never go back to her with Xiao Jun.
Xiao Jun was very proud of his face. Whenever the articles written by Xiao Hong were praised, he would always pour cold water on him, and even complained to his friends on his back: "What's the good about her prose?"
Friends followed and said, "The structure is not solid."
How could Xiao Hong be in the house. After hearing these bad words, he turned over and got out of bed, and walked quietly to everyone. The atmosphere at the scene was very awkward.
Even Xiao Jun used domestic violence against Xiao Hong, making her right eye blue. However, Xiao Hong is also quite a tiger. It is said that during the dispute, she beat Xiao Jun far more than Xiao Jun beat her.
On September 11, 1937, the Japanese army was at the city and Shanghai was in danger. Xiao Hong and Xiao army removed the relatively safe Wuchang .
Here, the two met Duanmu Hongliang, who is also from a wealthy family, who is also from Northeast China. While getting along, Xiao Hong and Duanmu Hongliang developed feelings for each other.
Xiao Hong and Duanmu Hongliang
At this time, Xiao Jun's attitude towards Xiao Hong was like a pug raised at home. He needed to shout and touch his head, without having to kick him far away.
He didn't say hello to Xiao Hong at all, so he followed Ding Ling to Xi'an without authorization. Half a month later, he came back like nothing happened.
Xiao Jun smiled and leaned over to Xiao Hong. He thought that this time's farewell would definitely arouse Xiao Hong's anger. Unexpectedly, Xiao Hong said lightly: "Sanlang , let's break up forever!"
Xiao Jun replied: "Okay."
Anyway, the two of them had split several times before, and this time was not bad.
Xiao Jun did not expect that Xiao Hong had completely given up on him. She no longer wanted to get back together, but regarded Xiao Jun as air.
A few days later, Xiao Jun couldn't stand it anymore, so he pulled Xiao Hong to a secluded corner: "Stop messing around, can we live a good life?"
Xiao Hong turned his head to the side.
"You are pregnant with my child. Now you are almost 5 months old. Do you have the heart to find him a stepfather?"
Xiao Hong stared at him and shouted, "Duanmu, Duanmu, come quickly, there are bad people here."
Duanmu Hongliang ran over like a war horse. Xiao Jun had to hold back his words.
Faced with Xiao Hong with a firm attitude, Xiao Jun was helpless and turned to Duanmu.
One night, Xiao Jun kicked Duanmu's door: "Duanmu, get up, go! Let's go duel!"
Xiao Hong rushed over after hearing the sound: "You know my temper. If you want to kill him, I will kill you too! You should believe me."
Things have developed to such a point, and Xiao Jun has no choice but to worry about him. Soon, he met Wang Defen in Lanzhou and quickly married her.
If he and Xiao Hong had not met at that dusk, would they have achieved better results?
After all, both of them spent a lot of energy on hurting each other.
