has just bid farewell to the elder brother "Buhuo", and in the blink of an eye, he will welcome the uncle "Knowing the Destiny", who will soon turn 50.
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I feel like I can’t wake up in the morning and don’t sleep enough. I don’t know when, but I wake up at five or six in the morning. I stay up late at night and wake up before seven o’clock. At noon If you don't rest for a while, your body will feel extremely sleepy.
My mentality is still good, but recently I have been feeling fear in my heart from time to time. Is it because I have not achieved financial freedom and cannot "lie down"? But not quite.
First of all, it was the health of my parents.
Both parents were in their early seventies. One day the year before last, my father suddenly had limited movement in his right arm after lunch and could no longer move. Fortunately, I went to the hospital in time. One of the small blood vessels in the left brain was blocked. I was hospitalized for 20 days and the blood vessel was opened and I went home. I am still in good health now.
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My father’s health problem doesn’t affect me much, but my mother’s sudden illness on the first day of the first lunar month of this year scared me.
On the morning of the first day of the first lunar month, relatives came to the house. My mother was frying vegetables in a big pot. She was so dizzy that she almost fainted and almost fell into the big pot. It was the first time in my life that I used a 120 ambulance. I went to the hospital for a check-up and found nothing. In the end, the doctor wrote the words " insufficient blood supply to the brain " on the diagnosis. There were no specific symptoms, but I was hospitalized for an injection. 20 days of injections.
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Recently, I have been subconsciously worried about the health of my parents.
The traditional virtue of Chinese children is to be filial. Especially as a son, my parents are old and it is my greatest responsibility to support them for thousands of years.
My job is in a different place. I go home two or three times a year. My parents are not willing to go to a different place with me. I am not used to staying there. My father has a pension of 3,000 yuan, which is enough for his parents’ daily expenses.
As parents get older, they are always worried about their health, and they are more and more afraid of losing them. No matter how poor you are, no matter how rich you are, as long as your parents are here, home is where you are. If your parents are here, you won’t get lost when you go home.
Because of my work, I can't accompany them every day. It means that I haven't truly fulfilled my filial piety by my parents' side for so many years.
I am surrounded by fear. I am worried about my parents' health. I am really afraid that my children will not be cared for if I want to support them. (To be continued)
